Not a poet, just tortured

[dany-illy]

[bravosis]

The way silco’s just standing there😭

[wishfulsketching]

Silco and his terror of a daughter

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

one thing I respect the hell out of is little kids lying down on the floor in public. they have had ENOUGH and are ready to go HOME and are willing to be a HUGE INCONVENIENCE about it. we can learn so much from them

[sailermoon]

be careful with what series you watch/read during emotional points in your life because they will forever contain a ghost of your past self within it now

[sailermoon]

[yourviolentdemise]

i have exams to study for so of course i keep getting new ideas for my fanfic, and the second im free in the summer my brain will refuse to come up with a single coherent string of words for my story

[yourviolentdemise]

it actually makes sad that ppl genuinely believe theyre not creative enough to create original work so they justify using AI because no babe. capitalism just taught u ur not good enough so u NEED AI to even create art or write, ur just being gaslit. they just wanna make money off of u. AI critics r not the ones gatekeeping art from u but AI companies themselves.

[yourviolentdemise]

STOP JUST LISTENED TO HISTORY AFTER AVOIDING IT FOR SO LONG BECAUSE OF ALL THE FEELINGS IT INVOKES AND THEN I HEARD LIAM SING “WE ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT OUT ALIVE” GOD WHAT IF THIS WAS MY LAST STRAW

We failed him man, he deserved a better chance at life.

[alarrylarrie]

It just… it wasn’t supposed to go this way. He was supposed to get the help he deserved and recover. They were supposed to eventually get back together and rob us all (happily, of course) blind of our life savings for their reunion tour tickets. I was supposed to be able to see him in person, bounding around stage, singing his harmonies and verses, doing mic flips, saying “sing it” and reading silly fan signs. He had so much more life left! He had so much more to do!

This isn’t fair! It isn’t right! This shouldn’t have happened! It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

[yourviolentdemise]

listening to walking in the wind and remembering how i used to relate it to the hiatus and now i relate it to liam’s death -

hearing liam sing “you’ll see my face again” hurts so much.

what i would give to still relate it to the hiatus only…

makes you think how we take shit for granted.

[usignedupforthis]

stuck on the different pictures louis, zayn, and harry chose for their posts…

louis’ is celebrating their bond, their friendship, the love they held for one another that got them through so many tough times. it’s saying they will never get to stand on a stage together again but let’s celebrate the good times, let’s remember the love.

zayn’s is highlighting that they were just kids at the start, they were boys thrown together into an insane, unimaginable situation and they needed each other. they found solace and comfort in each other and no one else can understand what they went through growing up together but they clung on to each other.

and harry’s… god. harry’s is just liam. liam on stage looking out on thousands of fans doing his favourite thing in the world. and that’s how harry wanted to honour him, making other people happy.

[aimlessrambling]

The kid you loved wasn’t the man he became. You’re allowed to mourn the memory of your childhood you just lost even if you disapprove of the adult it made reality.

[littlemisscaligirl]

[yourviolentdemise]

The five of them deserved so much better.

Sick to my core rn thinking of 14 y/o Liam with that spark in his eyes, heart full of hope on X Factor. That poor boy had no idea of what lay ahead.

I am mourning that young boy.

[yourviolentdemise]

read somewhere that for a band as loved as One Direction, still no amount of love could save them from tragedy and i just-

man, it doesn’t feel right that Liam is just gone, he can’t see any of this, he can’t hug the boys one more time. what a cruel joke, to be the one who wants to have a reunion and have it be at your expense. i feel sick, he deserved help and he deserved a better life, one that fame took away from him.

One Direction - you were the greatest thing ever in the lives of so many. You went through so much just to put on shows for us, and give us a childhood when yours was taken away.

Maybe we didn’t deserve you, and you boys certainly didn’t deserve any of the pain and sacrifices such early and unprecedented fame made you go through.

[metamorphesque]

Leila Chatti, “Tea”

[heartberrypie]

I think about this quote a lot.

"And yet, despite our resistance to it, I have never found myself feeling worse after the hard work was done. There have been days when it was damn hard to start, but it was always worth finishing. Sometimes, the simple act of showing up and having the courage to do the work, even in an average manner, is a victory worth celebrating."

—James Clear, What I Do When I Feel Like Giving Up

[odditycollector]

Good news everyone I have accidentally discovered the stupidest fucking conceivable way to make myself to do chores

It goes like this…..

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My car: *low gas light on*

Me: I mean, I COULD stop at the gas station on the way home… OR! I could just NOT do that and deal with it tomorrow

Me: but what if I get stuck in a time loop starting tomorrow and every day I wake up and my car is on empty that would be so annoying

Me: uggghhh FINE I will stop at the gas station.

****LATER THIS EVENING:****

My sink: *has all my bowls and tea mugs in it*

Me: okay I don't actually care about this problem for tonight I am not planning on eating soup or tea

Me: …yeah but if i do end up being stuck in a time loop starting tomorrow it is going to SUCK to have only dirty tea cups in the morning forever

Me: uuuuughhhh okay clean sink it is

-

I hate this. My brain must have an extremely low opinion of me to even try it, and it worked.

But hey, I don't have to try to remember to leave 5 min early tomorrow for a gas run?