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Lauren

[nevver]

A short story, Alex Colville

[ruinedchildhood]

Cake: The Movie (2020) dir. David Lynch & David Cronenberg

[siriusplack1-deactivated2015112]

troy bolton chad danforth potter you were named after the two raddest Wildcats i ever knew now take this basketball and get your head in the game

[weary-hearted-art]

Gustav Klimt, Family, c.1909-10. Oil on canvas

[jollygreengiantveggies]

[depressionmeal]

Depression meal 1910

the sims 4

[quotemadness]

“Sometimes things are exactly as they seem, that’s all.”

— Charles Bukowski

[remnant-thoughts]

“I’m running out of things to say, and I guess this is the sign that I’ve been waiting for.”

— “Turn the page and begin again” remnant-thoughts

[all-comes-crashing]

me and my friends dancing to “mr. brightside” 

[it-mii]

If this ain’t me

[astrosoeur]

the signs as french expressions

Aries: Après moi, le deluge - “after me, the flood”, something thought to have been said to Louis XV by his mistress Madame de Pompadour, implying an indifference to what (damage) happens after you are gone, a disregard for the consequences of your life. 

Taurus: Plus ca change… (plus c'est la même chose) - “the more things change, the more they remain the same”, a way to express disillusion or defeat in regards to how things always stay the same at their core, even though things change. 

Gemini: Savoir-faire - “know (what to) do”, the quality of being capable to handle any situation with grace, having mastered adaptability and ingenuity. 

Cancer: Enfant terrible  - “unruly child”, refers to someone (often a child or one of childish spirit) who, by being overly candid and untimely in behavior, embarrasses and shocks their surroundings. 

Leo: Roi fainéant - “do-nothing king”, an expression for a king with no (real) power, a play-king left to his riches, vanities and dissipations. 

Virgo: Le mot juste - “the exact word”, coined by Flaubert, searching for le mot juste is the tireless and hopeless effort in finding the perfect word to describe something, to fix the unfixable.

Libra: Cherchez la femme - “look for/seek the woman”, a presumption that if a man is acting strangely, out of character, or inexplicably—there’s always a woman lying behind it. 

Scorpio: L’appel du vide - “the call of the void”, being plagued by intrusive thoughts of destructive nature, feeling momentarily drawn to demise.

Sagittarius: Espirit d’escalier - “staircase wit”, the frustrating phenomenon of coming up with the perfect observation or comeback after the opportunity to use it has passed.

Capricorn: Nostalgie de la boue  - “mud nostalgia”, a desire or yearning for what is depraved, degrading or crude. 

Aquarius:  Poète maudit - “doomed poet”, used to describe the fate of the great poet, who is doomed to obscurity and to live as an outcast to, or against the world.  

Pisces:  Flâneur - “stroller”, a leisurely wanderer of city streets, an aesthete and observer of life. 

[honted]

shut up bitch. you wear a hat to bed and you carry a candle around on a little plate.

[quotemadness]

“You will find that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy.”

— C. JoyBell C.

[griffys]

me @ myself: maybe u should try not to depend so much on validation and attention from others because u really let it dictate your mood and it’s so unhealthy

me: huh. interesting. anyway whom here loves me

[ruinedchildhood]

[plantalskies-blog]

[spiderdumpling-deactivated20230]

when you try really hard to look cute for your friends and they don’t say anything

[kierralondon-deactivated2019102]

me on the outside vs me on the inside @ any given moment