redownloaded this app today to look back at my many one direction reposts and likes. it feels so odd to be back here bawling and memorializing the band but they gave me so much genuine joy and lifelong memories.
honestly 1d is the symbol of my childhood & teenage years. its difficult to process my feelings around liam considering the recent news from his ex about his abuse. 13 year old me is mourning the person i truly loved from all the edits, tours and press junkets. 25 year old me is mourning the loss of my first favorite band and the ultimate symbol of my youth.















