literally a zombie

https://zombiegutzzz.carrd.co You can call me Zombie or Z, I use He/It/Zomb/Rot/Gore pronouns and am an adult aceflux, gay, and a trans man. TME. I am the host of a DID system and a non-human (zombie) alter. I am also emo as fuck. Many other alters will post here too! This blog is 18+ btw!

[mousidy]

you ask your trans man boss for a raise and he says you're dividing the trans community

[mousidy]

the sense of trans unity at the workplace has really been strained by you reporting your transmasc coworker for sexual harassment. can't trans women and trans men just have crazy sex instead of reporting each other to HR?

[trainradicalism]

So I saw you're trying to start a union. Don't you know we're all faggots in the eyes of the state?

[flipchild]

who remember vine 😂 that shit was funny or not, depending

[kitkenk]

(sweating nervously) (opening a private browser window) (whipping my head around to make sure nobody is watching) (shakily typing into my search bar) bunnies playing

[sin0fempathy]

“mousidy platformed a child rapist!!”

the story she shared was about a perpetrator of cocsa. they were both children when it happened, and cocsa is a far more complex issue than an adult sexually assaulting a child. i’m personally not educated enough on this subject to expand upon this, but suffice to say neither the perpetrator nor the victim was old enough to even be considered a teenager when it occurred.

that aside, the meat of the story is how the person who shared it was subsequently sent to juvie for the rest of her childhood, where she herself was abused and sexually assaulted by the adults around her. and i mean. if you think it’s okay for any prisoner to be raped in prison regardless of their crimes, let alone a child prisoner, idk what to tell you. in general if you think there should be prisons for children there is something deeply evil within your belief system

[transgendervoiceproject]

Hello, tumblr user sweetrapisteyes :)

a.k.a. L is anhithemisken is tifyagmi is sweetrapisteyes is isuggestsexualassault is not a good person. Do not believe anything she posts.

For a list of the things L has said, done, and believes, click here. For proof that L and Anhithe are the same person, click here, here, and here.

anhithemisken/tifyagami

Shortly after anhithemisken went password protected, the url was changed to tifyagami. Someone, perhaps Anhithe/L, posted the password for the blog on lolcow.farm. Mousidy and I knew of this, but kept it under wraps for a while so she wouldn't realize we had access. Presumably feeling confident after a while that only lolcow users had the password, she started jokerposting again, now more explicitly for her audience of lolcowers, using "kek" and other lingo common on the website. Her new url, "tifyagami," was taken from the nickname the lolcowers had been using for her. For an archive of these new posts up until August 6th, click here. Unfortunately she does not have reblogs enabled, so screenshots are the best we can do for archival purposes.

First, there's this post. Once again she is outright admitting to being L.

Then, in this post she then lays out what her plan is, and what exactly is going to be "worse than a note could ever be."

I was content not to play her games anymore, but seeing as she is contemplating measurable harm to someone, I did not feel comfortable staying silent about it. If L is ever "doxxed," know that it is fake. If she ends up targeting someone, please do everything you can to support that person. Between this and the epilepsy suicide gifs, its clear she does not care about the harm she does to people.

And here's another post. An anhithe original, if you will.

This is the lineart from a drawing titled "caricature of a transfeminist," and it was not originally posted by anhithemisken. It was first posted by another blog and was deleted before this lineart version was posted on tifyagami. Both mousidy and I had seen this original version before it was deleted, around the time when it was first posted. As soon as we saw the lineart, we knew where it came from.

sweetrapisteyes

Hello, Mona :)

L/Anhithe/Mona is a fascinating person because she has several unique traits. She holds beliefs that are contradictory to each other, she is convinced she is always right, and she thinks that across contexts there are things that are "true" but which you can't say without being silenced. This behavioral cocktail is seen across all three blogs: transgendervoicesproject, tifyagami/anhithemisken, and sweetrapisteyes.

I have archived the most pertinent of her posts on another blog, alongside screenshots of the recent tifyagami posts.

sweetrapisteyes, L, and Anhithe all have the same or similar personal traits

In her pinned post, sweetrapisteyes refers to herself as intersex, disabled, and plural. In this post and this post Mona says she was homeless, sexually abused, trafficked, and part of a cult. All of these are details shared wholly or in part across the three blogs. Here is L on transgendervoicesproject saying she is intersex, disabled, plural, homeless, and part of a cult. And here is Anhithe saying she is intersex, disabled, homeless, trafficked, and part of a cult.

Now, why would she share the same details across all these blogs and risk someone connecting the dots? My belief, informed by a lot of her posts on tifyagami and especially her original anhithemisken posts, is that she is driven by a genuine desire to be heard and understood. She stated once on tifyagami that L is a character she plays who is very much based on her. It makes sense that she would change superficial details while still including the details that are most important to her sense of self, as she wants to be heard and understood, even while playing a character.

I want to pause for a second and say that Mousidy and I haven't gotten to this point without developing empathy for her...despite all the harm she has caused and continues to cause. I won't lie, I feel bad for someone whose self hatred is so intense that she'd do all this to convince herself that the reason people abandon her isn't because it's her fault, it's only because actually really she's not afraid to say what you're not supposed to say!!1! All of this is digital self harm. Look, if you're reading this now L/Anhithe/Mona/whoever, I know you'll say this is the literal same thing as being told to kill yourself, but get help. You don't have to live like this.

A major reason Mousidy and I decided to move forward with this was to prevent her from successfully carrying out her planned fake doxx of L. We want to get out ahead of the fake doxxing before someone can be targeted. Connecting her blogs together isn't harassment, as I'm sure she will claim, this is an attempt to stop the harm she is planning.

sweetrapisteyes has the same mousidy obsession...

Across sweetrapisteyes you can find many posts about mousidy. Obviously there is the caricature connection, but there are plenty of other posts too. Here she is screenshotting a mousidy post in a failed attempt to dunk on her. Here she is once again failing to dunk on Mousidy. And here she is arguing with mousidy (and losing lmao).

and the same racism...

Here she is making a point shockingly close to what she's argued on transgendervoicesproject vis a vis feeling like she can't be racist towards immigrants without being called racist. And here is sweetrapisteyes reblogging a post that is again, the same rhetoric, and is just truly insanely racist.

and the same "incubator class" ideology...

Here are some posts by sweetrapisteyes, and some by anhithe, and a couple more by L over on transgendervoicesproject. I recommend reading through them as you'll see the same ideological threads. But here are some quotes from those posts where she refers to people who are able to become pregnant as "incubators" or as part of the "incubator class."

As sweetrapisteyes: "if you are labeled an incubator you're basically fucked for life, and if you try to align yourself with incubators as an inseminator you're gonna have a bad time, and if you as an incubator try to escape you'll ahve an even WORSE time."

As tifyagami: "impregnators, then, explicitly benefit from the subjugation of the incubator class" and for good measure, also "if an incubator rebels against the natural order of things, something must be seriously wrong with it. especially if it wants to have power equal to the incubator class."

As transgendervoicesproject: "lowkey its impregnators vs the incubator class...the exact second the system perceives you as part of the incubator class, the trap just snaps shut on you anyway and they don't care how you identify."

In short, sweetrapisteyes has the same hatred for mousidy, the same style of bigoted thinking, the same view of pregnancy as the greatest axis of oppression (using the phrase "incubator class" across all three blogs), the same conviction that she's always right, the same refusal to believe that she's a TERF, and on top of all this, her personal details all line up with those shared on her other blogs. Sweetrapisteyes is the same person as L and the same person Anhithe.

And here are some other connections.

On transgendervoicesproject "L" has compared mousidy to charles manson, and on sweetrapisteyes she has posted about charles manson multiple times.

Here is sweetrapisteyes saying "i dont think theyve read whipping girl" posted only one day after the initial start of transmascvoicesproject, during which people routinely told her to read Whipping Girl.

Across all three blogs she makes reference to baeddels. On transgendervoicesproject here, in the tags of her suicide-epilepsy gif post on tifyagami here , and on sweetrapisteyes here. A note on the link for tifyagami: to avoid any harm I've linked to a screenshot of the post on an archive. There is no flashing.

At one point tifyagami posted "i'm just like yukio mishima if he was raised female instead". And sweetrapisteyes posts a lot about him. Click here, here, and here.

On their own, none of these things are definitive, but all together they paint a clear picture. L is Anhithe is Mona. Oh, and she is also Momo.

isuggestsexualassault and isuggestrape

I had a feeling that these blogs were hers, but did not have definitive enough proof, and so I wasn't planning on including this. Then, while writing all this, she made this post on tifyagami.

Kind of annoyed she spoiled it, but hey. Eye for an eye, right? Anyways, knowing that both of these people are her makes this interaction on transgendervoicesproject very interesting. Oh, and fun fact, while arching sweetrapisteyes, isuggestrape blocked me at the same time. Interesting.

Summary

Whoever this person is, she does not care about anyone but herself. She has shown constant willingness to hurt others and a chronic love of lying. Do not trust what she says or any doxx you see for L.

[agave]

?? ok. hi tifyagmi. did you get lost on your way to go tell a trans woman she's asking for it or

[agave]

hello feminist men

...and other tme people. fyi to everyone, tifyagmi is going around following people from this ^ account, seemingly to make people uncomfortable but it wouldn't shock me if she had some infiltration plan in mind

if you don't know, tifyagmi/anhithe/misken/isuggestsexualassault is "L" transgendervoicesproject, which, in spite of the name, is a relatively well known smear campaign, posting fake stories about trans women sexually abusing people under the guise that they're real and just not talked about because of the power trans women have over... yeah it's transmisogyny. you know

if this person follows you, just block

you're not going to accomplish much by engaging I'm afraid, she's a rhino in that regard as her responses on transgendervoicesproject prove. worst case scenario if you don't block and she remains following you, you're giving her access to the trans women you reblog and interact with

[emetorevival]

How did you manage to make "We're all faggots in the eyes of the state" worse???? It was already a fucking stretch and a half to suggest calling every trans woman a faggot was any kind of solidarity but calling us all "filthy trannies" is something strawmen only dream about. What the fuck???? Bomb that kills all transandrotruthers NOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!

[folly-of-alexandria]

That phrases "We're all faggots in the eyes of the state" has lost all meaning because all these fucking TMEs want to talk down to transfems so goddamn bad.

That phrase was originally meant to criticize assimilationist queers who were always ready to toss aside more undesirable kink gays and trannies.

The statement meant "ASSIMILATION WILL NOT SAVE YOU".

But now they've turned it around to allow them to continue their abuse of transfems and scold us for taking up room.

[girlcreaturething]

Despite common belief otherwise, a trans woman is a type of person,

[girlcreaturething]

One might go so far as to say a type of woman,

[lamiafemme]

You really start to understand that the “angry black woman” and “mean lesbian” stereotype only exists to shame us for the fact we get reasonably upset about people wanting to horrifically abuse us indiscriminately. Let’s get meaner !

[fox-bright]

hi any life advice for 21yo

Don't date thirty-year-olds until you are at least 25.

Having a glass of water for every glass of alcohol will give you a 50% reduction in hangover viciousness.

Bad people will use your willingness to be quiet as a weapon against you. If someone's being awful to you and trusting you'll be quiet to keep from making waves, surprise them.

There is no physical object in the world that is worth as much as your honor.

Honor is not the same as dignity. Retaining one sometimes means leaving the other aside.

Don't have any sex you don't want to have; have as much as you want of the sex that you do, whether that's a lot, a little, or none at all. Nothing you can do to your own body is immoral, unless you're doing it as an act of self-punishment.

Food is morally neutral. You do not have to earn the right to eat calories. Fat and sugar keep your brain from eating itself.

Learning to sit still and breathe--in, in, in, hold, hold, hold, out, out, out, out, out, out--can give you five feet of clear space around yourself in a maelstrom.

Find out how to make three good meals: A comfort meal you can make for just yourself relatively easily, a fancy meal you can use to wow a date, and a meal you can feed a bunch of people. All the other cooking can come later, but you can build a community on those three meals.

If you ever get to the point that things are so bleak you can see no other way forward but to die, make any other choice. If that means leaving everything you own and being a beach bum, or quitting your career, or taking up or leaving a religion, or deciding to bicycle across the country, so be it; living means more chances, dying means everything stops and you don't get to see any more interesting things. As you have not yet seen all the things that can interest you, it is better to live.

[pingo1387]

having a headache while hydrated is so unfair. you were supposed to protect me.

[flowerbleedme]

touches U in a very weird but non sexual way

[flowerbleedme]

[kuyafag]

transandrophobia is when we are more female than trans women but also if a trans woman points out we are men thats misandry (which exists) and also misogyny isnt as serious as transandrophobia but also we experience both and trans women can be misogynistic towards men who are women and we should let men be masculine and feminine but only if they have a vagina and (starts throwing up blood

[frostops]

So obviously it doesn’t actually matter whether or not anyone knows if one individual person is tme or tma. The framework still holds value regardless. but oop here is kind of showing their hand by saying “without asking if I’m a boy or a girl” right? Clearly they want to catch people in a trap where they ask what gender they were assigned as proof people who use tme/tma are indeed transphobic. And seemingly everyone gets that is the trap because no one is. But oop doesn’t say “don’t ask my agab” and instead says don’t ask “if I’m a boy or a girl” implying they are equating the two.

For what it’s worth tme/tma is not equivalent to cafab because most camab people are tme, because most of them are cis. And it’s not equal to gender either, because most women are tme, because most are cis. But obviously both are factors. If you were assigned female at birth and/or a man, you are in the vast majority of cases tme. we live in a gendered system where both the gender ypu were assigned and the gender you are affect your positionality. We can’t change that if we pretend it isn’t an issue.

“You can’t tell if I’m tme or tma if you don’t know my agab which means it’s bad” is dumb because it’s not me or any other transfeminist knowing that matters. The system which if for instance you get arrested has to decide what gender to house you with knows, and that has consequences. Doctors who have access to your medical records know. The people who raised you and coupd have punished you for nonconformity as a child knew. So oop is correct that we as people who do not know them and do not have power overt them cannot accurately place them specifically as tme or tma. But there system we live in does that regardless.

[samashroom]

I haven't watched the entirety of SpongeBob yet cos I've started watching it like two month ago, but this is what I've picked up. please correct me if I'm wrong but I'm pretty sure it's accurate

[powder--blue]

"we haven't talked in a while what have you been doing recently?"

[midnightportals]