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Short Story

Big Boy

This flyer, or poster, whatever. Big freaking thing was outside my apartment, that guy told me to not fly that high, and just write that it was 2016. I was listening to some music, His steps bounce all over the building as if we were in a trampoline, the conversation exploded.

—Why are you listening to that?— He question himself or myself, who would it know? In fact the song was just happen to be playing randomly.

—There are most depressive songs, and bands— I said.

He played another song, took of the random playlist the internet played. It was a most depressing song that the one before. Took a sip of the beer and finishing it just to write another poem while the cat sitting one my lap was giving me small bites on my wrist, and right arm. Got confuse about how would I finish this and why, or, what.  Thinking about a friend I lost and the good things that happened to us, Death Cab For Cutie - A Movie Script Ending started randomly, I fled.

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Wow

I could be right

all right

smilling

laughing

do

not matter what

It is

just a

blurry post

that keeps going

until death

I see all my brother failing

and

want to help

but

can not

can't

Until

hitting rock bottom

and not using

money

as an

exchange currency

or as something that could

lead you to success

Just use it

as

A

Woman

without trouble

and worries

without

hesitating

this

and just

leaving

and

leaving her

all

us.

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He

He

He is not you

He is just some part that holds you down

and

over

and you need to be thankful

because

without

him

you

ll

be lost

and

without

anything

to be found

or to be search

you would be lost

in your school

in your thoughts

and the lack of them

would give you another reason

to pushing

push

it

because it feels

while you

look at your reflections

while you look at the past

and realize is not

you

and got to be thankful

for the knowledge

and everything else

whatever

more

thanks

thankful

Yeah

That is why

I

am here

urinating

taking a piss

not

read

and

avoiding.

Just

for

you.

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And how do you feel today?

Have you eaten, or are you starving for any cause, that you and I wish all might believe in. I was inside my room, brighter sometimes, than others. Want to talk to you and go exited, cry a bit, joy tears of course. Even thou was not ready, or good enough, whatever. If you read this would be all set, ready to commit suicide, ready to become a monk.

Still thinking on what you are and what you want me to be, and if you want me to hit you, or to be specific, to spank you. Not do it, is not my still, is a sin that would bare patient, until today. The end of the times has to come, and I need to pretend that I am fighting for common good, because words it all it do.

Went to a bathroom really far away, near by, fell close to people. Humans saw me and did not care and big enough I finish this poem. The cat stretch and left my sight, for now…

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#1

                                                 Her nice posture.

It was definitely nice

better than before

and She look astonishing

I was drooling my arms off to hug her

grad

her

Could not believe how long it took for me to realize that

I

wanted to be with here

until

I was not

and she was gone

sleeping with a teaser.

teasing me

going out

pushing me around

which

hate

since

Alcohol was around

and

all we could get were problems.

She told me “Just look around and use your chin to better up your posture”

which never get, until, right now.