Zicks

hij/hem i love fucking genders idiotman=nsfw cezarare=reblog

[zicks]

DO NOT ASK FOR MONEY. I WILL IMMEDIATELY BLOCK AND REMOVE

Intro under the cut

22yo transmasc (he/him only)

4 months on T. I am okay with "female" compliments or whatever that means.

Im a white secular Jew who eats kosher style and celebrates most religious holidays. I am both Askenazi and Sephardic, but my grandparents became communists. My bar/bat (idk what to call it cus im trans and didnt have one anyways) mitswah fell through due to several reasons.

My grandparents, my parents, my sister and me are all pro palestine, but not all my family members are

I'm in a long term monogamous relationship with a bi cis man. If you come into my dms projecting your personal bad experiences with cis men please just leave. I know many people have had bad experiences, but not every cis man is the devil

My interests lie in leftist politics, animanga, webtoons, movies, kink, baking and more

I am not from the US and english is not my native language.

Im currently following a culinary school where I am stealth

[kateammann]

Happy Pride Month to all of my fellow aces!! 🖤🩶🤍💜

[agpsoundsystem]

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[zicks]

Currently doing everything in my power to keep my room as cool as possible despite the heat. Any tips?

[zicks]

Thanks for the tips. Feel like i should clarify that i live in a very tiny apartment. So there is legit only 1 door in my house (besides bathroom which i obviously keep closed)

[zicks]

Currently doing everything in my power to keep my room as cool as possible despite the heat. Any tips?

[zicks]

My boyfriend is currently bringing 2 tourists to the city centre cus they assumed he was a taxi.... (4am)

[cheaphalloweencostume]

CPTSD constantly has me acting so cartoonishly stupid. hello my partner of 4 years who has literally never so much as raised their voice in my direction, i heard you doing dishes a little louder than usual in the other room. are you going to kill me?

[quoiquecesoit]

it’s the no notes blanket fort! climb on in

[zicks]

Found the psych evaluation for my gender dysphoria diagnosis and straight up got called it in the writing lol

[zicks]

5 months on T!

Public: i get gendered correctly by complete strangers much more often

Confidence: my confidence and mental has gotten much better i feel. Theres still some moments where i freak out due to dysphoria but rarely. Now its mostly safety concerns that will make my heartrate spike

Libido: up like crazy. I can barely go a day without touching myself

Hairgrowth: inner thighs are growing some haur, chin has sprouted some hair, upper lip "mustache" is getting more pronounced. Feel like my pubic hair has gotten coarser?

Voice: i cant sing as high as i used to. My casual voice sits lower. I do very casual voice "training" (thinking abt it while talking to strangers, but not training every day for set times)

With life getting much more on track ive discovered im closer to something "genderfluid"-y, but in my regular day to day life (work/school/family/friends) i want to be perceived and talked to as a man.

However i want to start experimenting a bit more with "feminine" clothes+styles.

I do not want to be called a woman at all, and i am still working towards legal changes + surgery which i still want (ive wanted these things for over a decade now).

Im not uncertain about my personal wants whatsoever, however its interesting that feeling more comfortable in my body, my skin, my voice, etc. has made me feel more comfortable expressing these things.

[zicks]

Watched gone girl. Interested in the book. I feel like im missing something in this story. Certain characters are vague to me

[zicks]

My current tomodachi island residents!

[saviorified]

sometimes people on here talk about "accountability" in a way that shows they think that the person they've decided is in the wrong can't actually do anything to redeem themselves other than like. suicide.

[zicks]

Ngl i feel a bit weird regarding ed hardy the brand... I was looking up second hand clothes from them cus i kinda lik their stuff but then i came across this listing... Featuring the rising sun flag, which obviously threw me tf off

Im not sure if this was just an old release since the listing didnt add a date, so i hope its from the early 2000s when (american) people were much less knowledgeable on this. If this was an old thing from the past that they dont do anymore its not really an issue but ive never seen anyone even mention this which weirds me out. Either way im just iffy abt the brand for now and am currently not gonna consider buying it until i know more abt it

[shiverandqueeef]

if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

[zicks]

I did a political compass quiz

[sadhoc]

there is a very real tendency of teenagers with anxiety disorders self diagnosing with considerably more stigmatized and impairing mental illnesses (e.g. schizophrenia, DID, personality disorders), but the best response to that isn't to get angry with them for "appropriating" lol. instead you show them coping resources for the problems they're actually having and deemphasize diagnostic categories in general. if an 18 year old is claiming to have alzheimer's, they're probably making an innocent mistake and are in genuine distress. be kind.

[mariaalenkoshepard]

Also I think this trend comes, at least in part, from how brushed aside anxiety disorders can be. If your parents and teachers dismiss you with 'oh everyone feels anxious', then inevitably you're going to start thinking that there must be something else going on with you

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

”You must feel very scared right now; let’s talk about how to help you personally, tailored to your symptoms” will always be more helpful than “stop faking (X) for attention”. If theyre that desperate for attention or an explanation, something is wrong.