Interests versus my Duties
Running a Minecraft server with an old version has gone from my pride to my duty.
Yes, the server has been down for a while due to technical difficulties around every end. I've still been trying to think of new ways to run the server here, but there always seems to be some difficulty in the new idea. But do not worry too much longer, my desktop computer will soon be connected to the internet via a cable, not a stupid wifi adapter. The speed of the internet is expected to be much higher, so hopefully this takes away a lot of the lag some people experience.
But back to my point, I put the server up because people want it up and to play old minecraft together; to bring back the old days. But do I want the server to be up?
So it's been my duty to run the server over me actually wanting the server to keep going. Sure I still get into these nostalgic moods, but my server hasn't really been the answer to that. The experience has turned into an argument of what people use to do in the old days. This is why I suggested our channel showing off other people's servers/channels/maps/etc on our channel too so then the range for what people enjoy is wider, and less work server wise on my side. I've also been wanting to drop my Skype's contact with many people, because once people get to know me on Skype, I go from the legendary TO THE ALPHA man to the guy that runs the server and doesn't listen to anyone, because I don't listen, I make slow decisions over time. Never immediately take someone's advice, that's my advice. It will make you a better leader over time, but when someone has access to instantly messaging you, their perspective of you will change.
So if I want to renew the experience of running the server, I would have to drop Skype, making your only way to contact me is either the server or Youtube. But even then, I might like running the server again but where are my real interests now?
Kerbal Space Program and coding my game, Vast.
Since the server has been down, I've developed Vast quite a bit. KSP I have been working on more, but I would pretty much have to drop the server completely to be able to really start producing KSP videos. The thing that's held me back from that is again, my duty is the server, and I don't have that many fans yet in the KSP realm. I'm not sure what our Alpha Minecraft fans would do if KSP videos and/or fans starting dominating the channel instead. They might enjoy seeing Vast continue but... I think they would probably leave, and I don't want to see that happen. The KSP series we've made has hardly caught fire yet anyways.
So what would I like to do?
I want to even out KSP and Minecraft, this includes making some sort of sacrifice on the Minecraft side. Like my older suggestion, we could show off others servers and spread the community out so it's not focused on our server, if we have one. We could also do me and Zexxon doing maps on our own, like we have had an interest spike in Vech's old super hostile maps. Something along these lines I would like to go towards. Currently the server and our output of videos has been a mess.