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[05aaphrodite]

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Voting ended onJun 25, 2023

[05aaphrodite]

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ℙ𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: kazuha x yandere fatui harbinger! reader

𝕋𝕚𝕥𝕝𝕖: bust your kneecaps

𝕋𝕎𝕤: NSFW, manipulation,gaslightning,kidnapping,

unhealthy obsession,guilt tripping,drugging,noncon,blackmailing

𝘏𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺, 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳.

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Being one of the tsaritsa’s fatui harbingers sent you here, a barricaded nation under a vision hunt decree by her excellency, your goal is to capture the electro archon’s gnosis.

You couldn't care less about the disasters happening, you just wanted to get this mission over with before getting a nice cup of tea by the wintry weather in your local manor from Snezhnaya, basically being the cryo archon’s puppet has it's disadvantages (with the advantages of having a handful of mora.) The shenanigans Tsaritsa has gets you on the edge each time, just what is the cryo archon’s motive of collecting all the gnosis? We have yet to find out, this strange world is full of secrets yet to be told.

The atmosphere here was expected, gloomy and pathetic, the followers turning a blind eye as the others feared for their visions being taken by the almighty shogun, you lowered your face to allay suspicion from the shogunate, the tenebrous sky complimented your presence with children shooting you a puzzled look, you made your way towards the guards to hand your travel permit.

The guards eyed you as you walk pass them, you lift your guards up before asking the citizens about the electro archon’s whereabouts, a little frustrating they turned their heads away isn't it? Well can't blame them for their cowardliness.

As you continue walking down the streets, a strange gush of lightning striked down near tenshushaku, you began to ran towards it but stopped upon seeing the sight in front of you.

There lays an ending duel, with the final outcome as her excellency stepping forward while dragging her electro infused sword. Alas, you witnessed the famous sword art technique as the ‘Musuo no Hitotachi’ as the electro vision of the defeated drifted away from its owner, one particular bloke caught it in one hand then ran off somewhere, although you have seen the Raiden Shogun as the mission ordered, you can't help but run after the white haired man.

When you finally caught up to the man, he was somewhere in a secluded place panting for air, the dead vision resulting to his burnt hand. Taking pity on him, you went up to him then offered your help by bandaging up his affected palm, he winced during the process but eventually sent his gratitude to you.

“Are you hurt? Do you need help?”

The man let out a quiet sigh before leaning to a wall, he recalled the past events that unfolded in his sight, the samurai promptly regrets on not being there on time.

“My friend… he..”

You picked up his tone tout de suite, the vision wielder who died at the hands of the electro archon’s was the white haired man’s companion, suddenly your heart is filled with nothing but compassion for the man.

All of a sudden a bunch of people are walking over the streets while interrogating random people about some white haired samurai, he knew at the moment he's a wanted criminal and needed to escape inazuma for the time being. Though you almost forgot the whole purpose on why you came here, to steal the electro archon’s gnosis.

Just forget about the guy and give Tsaritsa the damn gnosis you thought, but your poor soul can't help but feel pity on him as whole.

“Fuck it.” You mumbled before turning to the white haired bloke again “Come with me, I'll help you escape.” You reach your hand out towards him, he accepts it without hesitation as you lead the way to your ship, giving him your cloak managed to turn people's heads away from the two of you as you continued to walk your way to ritou.

You two successfully boarded in the ship as you ordered your henchmen to sail the ship back to snezhnaya, they reluctantly followed as they questioned why you didn't go with the original plan after seeing you rescue a random person.

The wandering samurai thanked you again before lending you your cloak back, you ordered one of the maids to cook radish vegetable soup as you try to treat the man with hospitality.

“Thank you so much for helping me, words can't describe how grateful I am to be rescued by you.” He smiled warmly that sent tingles on your beating heart, you had no idea what to respond but just a smile in return “What's your name?”

“Kazuha… I'm from the Kaedahara clan.”

So this is what Scaramouche talked to you about back at the base, the clans in inazuma. The Kaedaharas are one of the most prominent clans in inazuma, they hold a great influence to isshin art.

“May I ask for yours too?”

“It's… Y/n.” of course, you won't tell him that you're the 12th fatui harbinger yet.

In the fullness of time you have reached the infamous icy-cold nature of the cryo nation, you gave Kazuha your cloak again in order to not arouse questions from folks around.

You held him close as the two of you got out of the ship, thankfully he doesn't mind the close proximity between the both of you considering the snowy breeze is on the way. While leading him to your manor, a fellow sky blue haired harbinger halted your steps, as expected she was eyeing the person beside you.

“So, instead of following the Tsaritsa’s orders like a puppet you are, you bring home a unusual looking man to manipulate on.”

You scoffed at the knave’s words as you protectively drag Kazuha behind your back, the air tensed up while you exchanged hefty glares with your fellow harbinger, you were mad at Arlecchino for seeing right through your plans albeit you did took pity on the samurai “At least I'm not a potential traitor like you.” you retorted with Kazuha casually clinging on your arm, with that you dragged the man along with you to the manor still sullen.

Once the two of you got in the manor, you sighly apologized to Kazuha about the incident with Arlecchino “It's alright, I know that you have no cruel intentions.”

You swallowed a gulp while chuckling wryly “Yeah you're right, plus there's no reason on why doing cruel deeds on you will benefit me.”

You lend him your spare clothes from the wardrobe as you ordered one of your maids to cook borscht for Kazuha, you took the med kit from your drawers to treat Kazuha’s burnt wound again, you apply a wet compress to the area before applying lotion “So Kazuha, if it's okay to inquire but what was your friend like?” you asked as you wrap his hand with bandage again, he took his time to narrate the adventures him and his friend had, your ears concentrated on his voice while you shot him a sympathetic smile everytime he gets emotional in the middle. You gave him your attention and care enough like you planned so you can take advantage of his trust and control him like any other puppets from the past.

After tending to his wounds, you led him to the dining area after your maids prepare borscht for him, he took a spoonful of the red beetroot soup as he swallowed the warm liquid on his throat, his tongue made sounds “It has a distinct unique taste, snezhnaya sure brings the epitome of comfort soups perfectly.” Kazuha smiled gently before taking another sip, a grin plastered on your face as you gaze at the samurai enjoy the pleasant taste of borscht staying in his tongue. As you also planned, he's wholly comfortable in your home that he didn't even question what was put in the soup...

You saunter to the lobby to ponder about making him fall in love with you, it's obvious you never developed feelings for him but you got attached, he seemed different than the other men you tortured that you gave him proper treatment the first time he arrived even surprising the maids as well.

A knock interrupted your moment of silence, sighing you opened the front door to let your subordinates in

“Miss Brighella, her majesty has requested your presence.” you saw it coming anyway, but who would blame you bringing home such an attractive samurai?

You nod your head “I'll be there right away.” they bowed their heads before leaving, you walk your way to the living room to grab your cloak up while catching Kazuha studying the souvenirs on your shelves, the drug would kick in later so you told your maids to keep an eye on him. He noticed your presence before shooting a smile again “Where are you going?”

You wore your cloak around with a reassuring smile “Important matters, make yourself at home.” You said before you head off to the palace.

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The breeze touched your face as you leaned on the railings of the palace, you decided to take your mind somewhere after that scolding from the Tsaritsa, she demanded to send you back to inazuma for the gnosis but you convinced her that manipulating and controlling him under your will would benefit the fatui and gain more information about the Raiden Shogun, reluctantly she accepted it because who is she to doubt you? Your schemes with men before worked and Kazuha was an easy target.

Even if you planned to use and dispose him, something about him meets your standards that you can't bring yourself to be overly cruel towards him, somewhere in your heart felt bad about him, scared that he would eventually learn about your ill intentions, but you promise you'll be gentle right? Plus this is your first time being nice to your victim, as long he doesn't defy you everything’s good…

“Fancy to see you here, comrade.” A familiar voice struck up to your ear before looking back to see the 11th fatui harbinger, Tartaglia “Same goes to you, comrade.” You chuckled as he joins you on the scenery viewing, ever since being recruited to the fatui, he was the first person you looked up to hence being trained together and being sent on missions together, you had each other's backs no matter what to the point you openly express your dislike of the Tsaritsa in front of him.

“So I just heard from others that you were bringing home a man again, who is he?” He raise a brow while shooting you a look, a snicker escaped you “He's a wandering samurai from Inazuma, he looked injured so I went to his aid.”

“How's he holding up now?”

“He's doing just fine.”

“From your gaslightning?” You narrowed your eyes at the harbinger “No Childe, why would I be hard on him the second he gets home?..”

He seemed awestruck for a tiny bit before chuckling “I think I'm witnessing a new Brighella.” you raised your brow “Shush, that does not mean I have feelings for my victim, he's just…. more tolerable I guess…”

Tartaglia hummed sardonically, you lightly punch his sleeve “Hey, you should also lend me a hand with your henchmen guarding the manor, he better not escape under my grasp.”

“Say no more comrade.” the both of you grinned, you got everything you wanted and you couldn't ask for more.

By the time you got to your manor, he was already tied up in a secluded room just beside your bedroom, the room also known as the chamber where you keep your victims and manipulate them for information.

Wearily Kazuha mumbled meaningless phrases while chained to a bed headboard , the moment he questioned his lightheadness in the middle of strolling in the hallway, something definitely felt off with the soup but he decided to gave it the benefit of the doubt, guess he should have been more extra cautious next time.

You smiled when everything goes according to your plan, you successfully have the wanted criminal wrapped around your finger. His mumbling came to an end upon sensing your presence, poor boy felt betrayed when he finds himself chained in an unfamiliar room, and worse, overhearing the maids’ conversation about your plan, he never imagined someone like you who double crosses someone after doing a good deed, people can be deceiving nowadays they say.

“Y…you… what did you do…to me…” he struggled to keep his tone coherent, the corner of your lips turned downward after hearing his doleful tone, it's like he trusted you no matter what only for him to be a tool for you to use in the end, but rest assured you would treat him right than anyone!

“How’d you like the sheets I prepared for you? Are you fond of cotton sheets? I have loads of it.” You brushed a lock that blocked the view of his perfect shape, the eyes once full of reliance now just pure dread and vexation, your guilt feeling resided deep within but it doesn't stop you from having no sympathy and regard “Ex…plain all of….these…”

You took the gold insignia from your pocket then place it on his stomach “I'm no. 12th of the fatui harbingers, I'm Brighella, codename bugiarda.”

Fatui… he has heard of this heinous organization from folks before, they had always painted them in a bad light saying they were the focal point of the vision hunt decree to create a market for their delusions “Traitor…” you took the insignia then turned your back “I'm no traitor, I saved you.”

Being held captive for weeks, Kazuha eventually gave in to your manipulation and started doing your dirty works in a heartbeat, you saved him and how is he gonna defy against you? You did everything in your power to make him be unseen by Inazuma and the Tsaritsa, he felt in debt of you.

But gradually he's coming into his morals and finally puts an end to your ‘savior’ persona, he felt sympathy for those people you targeted as he do the work.

Although he wants to rebel against you, he doesn't deny that he fell in love with you the moment you came to his aid, he has never experienced this warm feeling when he's around everyone, when it came to you everything changed, he felt the need to depend on you everytime. So now he's stuck between wanting to stay or go, his friend often told him that prioritizing one's self isn't necessarily a bad thing, Kazuha made up his mind then starts thinking of a strategy to fool you

“If only you did something to save your friend, he would've been still here.”

The words struck with him to this day when anger got the best of you then lashed out at him for failing something, he slept with a heavy heart after that, he did everything he could to go to his friend that time, you knew he tried his best but you wanted to get him caught off guard by mentioning his dead friend, it's true that it's such a cruel one to do but you enjoyed making him sob and loathe himself. Kazuha finally had enough then remained firm on his decision, he drew a line on the wall as he leaned his head, the tally marks decorated the walls of him room ever since being trapped here like a prisoner, he never lost track on how many days it has been, has it been 38 days?

He asked permission from the maids to use the bathroom which led to them agreeing, your bathroom is like the size of a nursery room, you're filthy rich so you spent mora on building the fanciest bathroom in Snezhnaya. Kazuha took the window’s advantage by climbing through it, there's a small ledge outside as he closes the window without making a noise, he ends up in the snow kissed backyard with metal fences guarding, Kazuha can just use his anemo powers to float and that's it. When he believed it to be his escape of freedom, he was unaware that his vision was taken by your force while sleeping, and that's when everything's too late “Hey! Look who's over there!” a fatui agent pointed at Kazuha followed by the rest of his comrades raising their guard up, he only realized the drugs are starting to kick in as he feels hazy “There you are my love.”

You took him back to his room after getting informed by the maids that he was gone, putting the drug on his drink was perfect timing.

Johnny don't leave me, you said you'd love me forever

“Why'd you try to escape? You said you'll love me forever.” you chained him to the headboard as he groaned “Not only did you disobeyed me but you almost thwarted my plans to gain more information about her excellency!”

Honey believe me, I'll have your heart on a platter.

“If you think about escaping again, I'll send you to the Raiden Shogun herself.” You threatened, Kazuha immediately remained silent before nodding with a yes, if anything he's willing to go through anything to escape, just not the electro archon…

Might you recall, we’ve got a small family business and the family won't like this

Childe approached you the next day regarding the Raiden Shogun “Scaramouche is sent to inazuma for the gnosis, your knowledge helped us discerning the electro archon’ true plans.”

You grinned upon hearing the news, it's a relief that you were able to get through Kazuha’s fabrication of the vision hunt decree “So how's your captive holding up?” the harbinger inquired, you scoff with a chortle “That little shit tried to escape unbeknownst to me yesterday, thankfully one of your fatui agents managed to find him.” he replied with only a scornful grin, Childe is your true partner in crime after all.

They'll bust your knee caps

Sneakily you put a drop of aphrodisiac on his shchi, being sexually frustrated was right timing, you also figured getting him on his weak state would be easy to manipulate him on, Kazuha sipped a liquid from the shchi before releasing a refreshing sigh, you watched in a devilish intent as he finishes the contents of it.

They'll bust your knee caps, that's what they're going to do

“I want you inside me..” he groaned as he gripped the white sheets, desires becoming lusty each second, a smirk grew on you then lift his shirt up as you drag your nails along to his stomach “Needy for me already? Answer a few questions.” you got on top of him then grinded against his clothed erect cock, he let out a small whimper while gripping your hips “Now, I want you to stay obedient and tell the truth.” You began to slide his shirt off revealing his chest breathing up and down, he let out a harsh breath, slowly you rub his hard nipple then gradually caressing it which earned a moan from the samurai “What's the Raiden Shogun’s motive?” Kazuha kept moaning for more distracted by your pleasure, you liked teasing him for sure but it gets you a little frustrated “Sh-she wants… eternity- ngh!..” you made your way to his pants then slid it off with his undergarments revealing a erect thick dick “Hm? What else.” you have his tip a teasing lick earning a hard groan “P-please continue..” A soft chuckle escaped you before rubbing his veiny cock with your fingers “What's your friend’s name?” You sucked on the tip “Mmgh!” Kazuha arched his back with eyes sealed shut.

Your mouth travelled it's way down to his full cock as your tongue swirls around the area “Ahh…” he breathe in and out then gripped your hair, you kept going on his dick bopping your head, your question may have went over his head but you're too enamored with the flavor of his precum, you fasten your speed with the samurai continuously moaning, a tear of pleasure escaped his one eye “C-coming…” he hissed, at the moment he cummed on your mouth, swallowing his sweet white liquid whole down to your throat, you gaze at him with a sly smirk “Good boy.

Johnny, you told me, you were no fool, you were no chump

You drape a cape around his shoulder, you loved to hurt and take care of him at the same time, Kazuha is finally under your control again.

Then you got cold feet, now all you'll be is a speed bump

“I'll forever be your puppet…” he murmured, a smirk crept on you running your fingers through his hair, just how things should be.

Johnny there's still time together I know we’d go so far

And when you thought you still have him wrapped around your finger, while you fell asleep on his room because of exhaustion from orders, he slowly pull the anemo vision out of your pocket then ran free outside albeit the fatui and Childe managed to catch up with him in time.

I'll tell uncle Rocco to call off the guys with the crowbars

“Obey me this instant or I'll send you back to Inazuma!” he shuddered under your chilling tone, being a stubborn bloke he is Kazuha activated his vision wielding his katana. Your power wasn't to be underestimated that you easily took him down with your polearm, you were the 3rd strongest of the harbingers despite being younger than all of them, even Tartaglia the crazy battle maniac himself said he could never match to your strength.

“I gave you a second chance and now you've used them all, don't make me execute you like how the Raiden Shogun executed your friend.” you wrapped his torso with ropes again, he's remained tied up forever whether he likes it or not for trying to escape twice.

You call it crime, we call it smart family business

“You won't get away with this…” he struggled against the ropes, after getting captured you threw away his vision far enough that he couldn't retrieve it again, being proprietorial is in your trait after all “Is that so, wanted criminal?” a chuckle escaped you.

And the family is famous

After all the fatui is infamous for their iniquitous crimes, what did the samurai expect? throw you into jail right now? As if that'll happen, adding the fact other harbingers have done worse things than you.

It's such a shame that you became such an issue, oh dear Johnny I'll miss you

Paying back for his escape attempts, you busted his knee caps in return so that he won't be able to walk or run ever again, he had became frail and weak the past few days, Kazuha learned during these captive days that fighting back is useless and that you have more power over him, but after all being spoiled by you isn't so bad at all right?

Slowly he doesn't mind being under your control, in fact he loves it that out of all people you chose him! As promised you did treat him better than most people, he doesn't need to worry about his own freedom as he already has you, a loving harbinger.

[05aaphrodite]

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ℙ𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: childe x reader, ayato x reader

𝕋𝕚𝕥𝕝𝕖: anything for mora (Part II)

𝕋𝕎𝕤/ℂ𝕎𝕤: character death,obsession,stalking

𝘈𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘐𝘯𝘢𝘻𝘶𝘮𝘢, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦.

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Read the previous part: Part I

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This is what I really wanted, a rich man who respects your boundaries and isn't bordeline creepy when you stare at a stranger for 5 seconds straight.

When morning teas became frequent with the commissioner, the more I learn about him and his traumatic past, I symphatized with him as the older sibling shouldering most responsibilities at a young age, never knew I would have so much in common with someone who comes from a noble family, least wise I can be proud of it this time.

Making the first move felt as easy as falling off a log but wording it is laborious, thankfully he's able to pick up what I mean.

“I accept your heartwarming confession, my dear maid.”

He gives me everything: flowers,jewelries,foods, and clothes. My heart savored every moment spent with him, it's like a invigorating feeling after getting out of a toxic relationship, unlike the harbinger, I'm able to breath more around Ayato.

Although I've been happy with him the past few weeks, I try to bury the unforgettable memories I had when I was still with the harbinger, the flashbacks followed me throughout my healing journey, it still haunts me even to my pleasant resting nights.

I decided to open up to the commissioner about it, putting the words required a lot of willpower but it felt nice venting those “I see, he's your former lover from Liyue right?”

I nodded “He was extremely abusive and controlling towards me, the main reason I moved to inazuma.”

His eyes symphatized with me, I immediately felt safe under his gaze, my instincts softens whenever I approach Ayato “Don't worry, I'll ensure your safety at all cost, just rely on me and you'll be fine.” He gave me a warm smile before pulling me into a hug, I let my body loose while stuck in his homely arms, communicating about your feelings isn't so bad at all.

Days has passed and my life is going smoothly as usual, today I bought ingredients from shimura’s to prepare a hotpot session for the kamisato siblings and Thoma, the inazuman cuisines feels new to try after eating liyue cuisines for years, if I have the time I could try learning mondstadt cuisines as well. Before heading to komore teahouse, I stop by a food vendor to purchase two dango milks, the last time I tried it's sweet and creamy, needless to say I'll thank Thoma for introducing me to dango milk.

In the corner of my eye, I caught a familiar ginger haired man who seems to be looking for something, my eyes widened upon realizing who it was.

I saw him giving orders to the fatui before they scattered seperately, I knew at the moment he was looking for my whereabouts. I told Tomoki to keep the change before storming off somewhere, I lowered my head to be unseen by the fatui, I should've took Kazuha’s advice with me…

I ran to Komore teahouse then touched the door open before closing it in a heartbeat, Thoma and the others looked at me dazed

“Why are you in such a hurry?” The fixer raised his brow, I panted in exhaustion then made my way to pull Ayato into a hug, he didn't question me as he brushed my locks gently “He's here…”

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“Do I know you?” The girl shunned me before looking through the pages of her book “If you want divination from me, then you must respect my name by learning it wholly.” I chuckled acidly.

“Oh great astrologist Mona Megistus, how does 500 mora sound for you?” she perked up for a minute but immediately cleared her throat “W-well.. First things first I'll have to perform a divination on you, your mien seems off putting.” she conjured my constellation by divination, the astrologist looked at me warily.

“And why's a harbinger coming to me for divination?” Mona raised her guards up while gripping her fists “I'm just here to look for my missing lover, I have no bad intentions.” I lift my hands up in a friendly manner, still she remained her guards up as she sighed in dismay “So, what's her name?”

“Y/n L/n, you may have heard from her before, she's the most well known adventurer from adventures guild in liyue.” Mona performed her divination again then searched clues about her location.

“She's currently in… inazuma.. huh..”

So that bastard did took her there… whatever at least I got the information I need. Before she ask any further, I throw the bag of 500 mora to her before leaving in a hurry.

“So uhh, how do I tell him she has a new boyfriend?”

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After explaining the whole situation to Thoma and Ayaka, they immediately got worried then prepared their weapons incase the fatui found out about this place, I told them they shouldn't worry about it that much and just let the hotpot challenge continue considering the amount of trust I have to the commissioner.

“It's tofu,fish fillet, and mint.” Thoma answered, I prop my chin up “You're almost correct, I also added slime condensate.” Adventuring with Sayu earned me the idea of adding a slime condensate to the hotpot game, I was a bit reluctant but thankfully it tasted pleasant.

Those moments of fun was soon interrupted when a guard informed us that the fatui are near, Ayato told me to hide behind the folding screen from the stage, I hid behind the screen before they came in for investigation.

I held my breath in when the fatui got in, the commissioner stood up as the fatui agent went up to him for my whereabouts “Do you happen to run into some h/c girl who goes into the name of Y/n L/n?” one of the agents inquired, Ayato remained poker faced “It does not ring any bells.” I let out a quiet sigh of relief “Are you sure?” the ginger haired crossed his arms, I swallowed a gulp upon hearing that devilish tone again after living in inazuma for months, it's like relieving the daunting memories we had…

“Yes, and you're stepping into a personal teahouse of mine and I'd like you to leave this instant.” Ayato narrowed his eyes, the fatui could only stare in shame before leaving the teahouse, I got off the screen then wrapped my arm around the commissioner real quick “Let's keep our guards up for now.”

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Childe stared at the teahouse waringly after stepping out, he knew something was up with that guy “Sir, I swore that I saw a familiar h/c running this way!” The fatui agent pointed at the teahouse “You're right, I'll take care of this on my own, you're free to leave.”

“Sir?” The agent cocked an eyebrow “Now.”

And with that, his henchmen leave as the harbinger ponder about a plan, he hid behind a tree just near komore teahouse, the audible laughs were sending him off, how could she have fun without him? And worse, with another guy too! “Just you wait, commissioner.” He stormed off somewhere.

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I enjoyed my time with the kamisato siblings and Thoma, they made me feel safe even after knowing my ex was around somewhere in Inazuma, I wore a mask to conceal my identity while heading home with the others. And when I thought we were safe from his gaze, he stood there leaning against a tree when we reached chinju forest, Ayato squeezed my hands trying to reassure me, the ginger haired went closer in displeasure “You think I won't recognize you under that mask? You betrayed me by being intimate with another man.” he grip his fists.

“I ended things between us, don't tell me what to do.” I clinged to the blue haired beside, his gaze only deepened at the sight, the tension went heavy as Ayato drag me behind him “Let's settle things between us, Thoma and Ayaka, escort her home.” The gentleness in his demeanor changed when Childe pulled his sword out, I turned to him with concern “Don't worry about me dear, let me shoulder this.” He sent me a reassuring smile before giving a kiss on my forehead, I could feel my ex’s gaze hardening “Will you be okay big brother?” Ayaka took my shoulder to her, both of us laced with concern, the commissioner could only nod with a smile, she turn her attention to me with an indication to go with her “Since I’m a little nice today, I'll let you off this time.” Tartaglia shot me a one last look before I head off to Kamisato estate.

ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴜᴇʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴄᴇꜱ⋆·˚ ༘ *

Two men wielded their sword casting each other heavy glares, the harbinger has been waiting for this perfect moment to perform another bloodshed on someone from inazuma, his duel with the samurai before satisfied him to an extent “You better think twice than to steal my love.”

It's clearly one sided as Ayato can see thus pushing his threatening words aside “I'm honored to be in this dueling field with you, harbinger.” the air grew heavier with the ginger haired smirking in response “The feeling’s mutual, commissioner.”

ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴋᴀᴍɪꜱᴀᴛᴏ ᴇꜱᴛᴀᴛᴇ⋆·˚ ༘ *

The thought of him being lifeless in Childe’s hands shakes me to the core, my mind kept racing about today’s events, I guess it's true that he tracks my every movement and that he's always watching me from afar. The sheer thought of their duel made me quiver under the covers Ayaka gave, I know I can't do anything in a situation like this but what about Ayato? No ones checking up for him, it's like they're leaving him to die with that crazy maniac!

“It is my duty to keep you safe, as requested by my older brother.” She shook her head unfortunately when I pleaded to go to the dueling ground, I understand her intentions of keeping me safe but isn't it unfair? They have no idea how Childe the 11th fatui harbinger is capable of, Ayato is strong enough but can he take the battle maniac himself down to the pits of hell? I gaze on the haunting moonlight from above , right now I could only depend on the archons for now.

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“What's the matter? Got all drained up?” As his hydro infused sword pierced through the stomach; gushing blood dripped from Ayato’s mouth choking on the sharp sword pressed on his organs firmly, the ginger haired grinned in victory pulling his sword out as the commissioner’s body fell limp, Ayato’s surroundings went into a haze making his body crash into the grass floor. The harbinger only showed a menancing smile turning to the glimpse of Kamisato estate behind the tall blue brush leaves of aralia trees, taking him down is nothing but a piece of cake “Your sword technique is quite smooth and swift, but I got a little disappointed that I pushed myself too far, sorry about that.” He chuckled swinging his sword to; shaking the commissioner’s blood on the steel to the ground, and now the last objective.

Horror struck their face upon seeing crimson blood on his clothes and sword, a smile crept on him flicking his gaze to the girl behind the commissioner’s sister, the guards laid flat on the ground as the atmosphere grew tense each second “Your brother is such a dedicated man, I understand why he took interest in my darling, though he made a grave mistake on getting himself involved with our affairs.” Ayaka tore her gaze away in disbelief, her dear brother’s blood wrapping his blade was enough to add another trauma, and when he promised that he would make it out alive, he promised to look after her… “Still glum about it? Come on, shouldn't you be at least grateful he chose to draw the blade? I would've challenged you instead the moment you were keeping her away from me.”

“That's enough! Leave us alone or I'll call the shogunate!” Y/n shouted from behind; gripping her head with both of her hands, Ayaka clutched the handle of her katana as she stared deeply into the harbinger’s eyes with nothing but sheer vengeance.

“As my brother’s wish, I'm ready to put my life on line as long you leave Y/n alone.” she withdraw her katana forward “And I'll send you back to the pits of the abyss, where you always belonged.” it's like witnessing a different shirasagi himegimi, her eyes driven by ache and abhorrence, he sent a half assed smile in return then turn into his battle stance, Ayaka turned to the helpless girl behind with a smile different than any other genuine smiles she witnessed throughout their friendship “Forgive me for stopping you when he needed us the most, I must pay for my greatest sin.” Y/n’s brows raised then shaked her head, she doesn't want to risk another person important to her just for her own safety “Don't!-”

Wasting no time, Ayaka charged forward to the harbinger; their swords clashing in return sending an ominous wave “Perfect speed.” Childe murmured evading from their proximity then thrusted his sword forward only for the princess to move away from the pointed blade. The air grew rigid, both parties panting for air with their blades pointed in front of the opponent “Training with big brother must've payed off.” the moment words left his mouth, Ayaka’s shoulders went stiff, she pressed her lips together each second her fingers clenching the handle. Catching her off guard as he intended, he lunge forward with his sword piercing through her chest leading to a petrified Y/n before releasing a dreading scream for help.

The Kamisatos’ blood now wrapped around his bloodstained weapon, Childe turns to the cowering girl shrouded in fear, next thing the housekeeper came out horrified at the sight infront of him, he only left to inform the guards about the situation and to cook something for the both of them to ease their anxiety.

“My lady…” he clutch Ayaka to his chest; shooting the harbinger a glare, the ginger haired only smirked in return then made his way towards the girl, Thoma wanted to move; he wanted to scoop her from him like his master ordered, though Childe's hostile gaze halted him from doing so, as he already has his sword ready to draw another blood, he could only draw his gaze away, laced with regret. Lady luck must’ve been on his side that he doesn't end up lifeless like the Kamisato siblings.

He grab the petrified figure; pulling her close to his chest, surge of warmth enveloping him, yet her cold hands blocked his chest, he didn’t care as long he has her under his arms again “I admit you made this more challenging, don’t you ever escape under my grasp again.”

She could only remains wordless, lips parted slightly as her breathing went ragged, months of healing went down to the drain in an instant; back to her lonely isolated lifestyle, just as the harbinger planned.

[05aaphrodite]

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ℙ𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: childe x reader, ayato x reader

𝕋𝕚𝕥𝕝𝕖: anything for mora (Part I)

𝕋𝕎𝕤/ℂ𝕨𝕤: obsession,overpossessive,physical abuse,guilt tripping & gaslightning,kidnapping

𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘢.

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Part II

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Living in a penurious household held my childhood dreams back to be the eminent adventurer of liyue, I wanted to be like those adventuresome kids at my age where they would go to the outskirts of liyue for fun then collect artifact things. Unfortunately dad forced me to work as a fish seller so our family is able to afford a better home or food, I would sit on the stall for 2-7 hours a day but the results are nothing new, just an empty jar.

As I grew older, I worked as a food vendor, while it atleast earned around 50 mora compared to being a fish seller, my siblings are obnoxious, everytime I earn 500 mora which leads to them robbing my wallet in the middle of the night to buy on this local toy shop run by some old lady. I barely eat nowadays and didn't notice I was fatigued until one busy day.

"Have a nice day.." I hand the mora meat to the customer when all of a sudden I felt the weight of the food before it slid out of my hand making a mess on the stall.

"Woah- ma'am are you okay?"

The stranger caught me in his arms preventing me to touch the ground, I muttered an apology "I'm sorry for dropping your food sir, you may take the mora back."

"No, I can make it at home so no worries, let me get Dr Baizhu." I release myself from his arms as I maintain my position "It's okay, I'm fine, just a little tired." I took the mora meat off the ground before throwing it to the trash. Great I got embarassed by my siblings yesterday because I refused to fall for their petty pranks and now I made a mess infront of a stranger.

"You don't look too well miss, have you eaten?" the ginger asked in a worry tone, I shook my head as I clean the remaining mess, as the result of my money getting stolen by my family for their own needs, I was eventually thrown out and made me the mora machine of the family "Here, let me treat you somewhere." he gently smiled as he reach his hand for me to grab, I fidgeted my hands reluctantly to accept his request. To my family, mora matters the most, and I mean the pinnacle of l/n, if I go with a rich man who would spoil me everything, they'd consider me a traitor and disown me. They put the burden on me since I'm the oldest of my siblings, every move they expect me to be hardworking to the point I'm only fed apples "I'm sorry, I'm not sure if my family would like it.."

"Why not? You need to eat something at least just one meal." I pressed my lips firmly then gaze around to see one of my siblings eating with their friends, envy struck my heart as I lowly sigh "You okay? You should rest in my home for a while."

I gaze at his eyes to accept, eventually giving in to the hunger "I'm hungry, take me somewhere."

The stranger then took me to a well known restaurant that sells seafoods, Xinyue Kiosk. Ever since I was a child, I longed to eat the mouth watering scrumptious seafoods they serve, seeing the sight of the restaurant again puts my mind and stomach at ease.

I clasp my lap to ease the awkward tension on the air, never have I experienced being taken out, let alone someone affluent.

"The seafood here is one of the finest liyue cuisines I have eaten, I would put in a good word for golden crab."

I skimmed through the menu with little hesitance, it's like how my mom told me not to get picky over a sunsettia. "What's the cheapest here?" I flip the menu book while biting my lower lip "Just order anything you desire, there's no need to have second thoughts about the bill." He reassured "I can even pay the whole menu for you." The ginger chuckled humorously. Somehow his words did reassured the anxiety inside me, the sight of the mouth-watering golden shrimp balls piqued my interest "How does golden shrimp balls sound for you?"

"Golden shrimp balls is a perfect meal to fill your empty stomach during busy hours, its aroma gets you trapped in an endless taste of sweet potatoes." He rests his chin on his palm with charming eyes, for some reason being with him eases my worries and doubts about trying something new unlike my unsupportive parents who dissaproved my adventuring hobbies saying 'it's a waste of time and that I would gain nothing from it but junk'. Atleast I'm not deceiving people around for mora...

After our time with each other, we gradually got accustomed with each other's company. He's such a fun guy to hang out with, not to mention a bit flirty "I know a place in snezhnaya, you would enjoy the niveous and fleecy scenery of it." He winked, a giggle escaped mine as I tuck a hair behind my ear "You truly are a winsome fellow."

The sky eyed then halted in the middle of the bridge before he turn to look at me "My apologies, it seems like I forgot to ask your name earlier." Oh right, all this time we haven't introduced ourselves properly "It's alright, my name is Y/n." I touch my chest "Ajax, just call me Childe."

And that's where everything started, how I saw our love through rose coloured glasses.

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I went home panting in exhaustion while carrying a bag of artifacts, good thing I was rescued from a hilichurl attack on my way home, I didn't even realize the sun was setting on the horizon and I almost missed my 7:30 curfew.

"Where the hell were you?" A threatening voice appeared from the arch hallway. Frightened, I composed my posture as I eat humble pie, I couldn't tell him about how a yaksha adeptus saved me from the hilichurls, he would bent out of shape if I did.

"You sure you weren't with some atrocious bloke?" Childe's eyes narrowed, my eyes widened for split second before shaking my head, I was anticipating on what would my fate be next if he caught me lying. He forcefully grab my wrist then throw me to our shared bedroom, next thing I know he cuffed me to the headboard "You were 5 minutes late from your curfew, pull the same mistake again and I'll make sure you'll never see the light of a day ever again." Childe said followed by a loud slam of the door before hearing a lock, I sighed in defeat as I rest my head on the walls. I don't know what went through him and how it made him like this. It all started when my perspective of him changed when he confessed that he's a fatui harbinger, I've always heard from others on how the fatui are bad people who do nefarious things, the traveler and paimon just brushed it off when I told them that the 11th harbinger and I are in a relationship until they took note of the possesive traits he has that led me to being isolated for a while when I inquired Zhongli for the history of an artifact I picked up from my adventures. It was not only them who noticed Childe's uncomfortable demeanor, in fact my inazuman fugitive friend would always check on me every time we meet, he knew me being with men would outrage the harbinger even for a split second so we just usually hang at Beidou's ship.

Suddenly everyone's opinions about our relationship made me doubt my feelings, if I never got with him I would still be walking outside with my own free rules at this hour, but he gave me a good life and I became financially stable because of his money, I was able to support my family even though they were wary of him, my thoughts then led me to this conclusion. I got with him because of mora, I never genuinely loved him, I was just enamored on how he'll do anything for me and how he treats me. Now my answer that day really changed how I live right now.

If I told him that I'm breaking up with him, he would freak out and do the worst things possible to me, he's a dangerous war machine so instead, I'll relocate somewhere.

The sound of silence faded when the door opened, he closed it behind before slowly walking to me then sat on the edge, he showed signs of remorse before sighing.

"Look, I'm sorry that I got aggressive earlier, I just wanted what's the best for you." The harbinger gazed down, to my surprise he's actually apologizing about his wrong doings "I didn't mean to get mad at you, I was just worried that's all, I'm scared to lose you and you're the only one who could truly understand me and my nature." He hold my thigh as he rubbed it gently "You're so important to me Y/n, I love you a lot and I'll kill for you." The ginger leaned close until our foreheads touch. I somehow felt pity for him, after hearing about his past, I continued to be there for him and support him in every way even when he mistreated me a lot. I cupped his cheeks as a response "I understand, just don't scare me again."

After 3 days of isolation, I set foot into qingce village to accept commissions from elderly people, I tried to avoid their questions regarding my sudden dissapearance, Childe promised me 1k mora if I kept my mouth shut about that one night incident.

The sound of the flowing waterfall as the refreshing nostalgic wind soothes my senses as I sat down on a nearby bench to take a quick break, my legs feels cramp from all of the wood carrying, I chug from my water bottle before releasing a satisfied sigh, I took a moment to enjoy the pleasing scenery of the old village.

"How's your well being now?" A familiar voice turned my head, I continue to look at the aesthetic scenery "I see, he threatened you again." My expression dropped as I gaze on the ground, Kazuha sat next to me with his reasurring presence "Do you have the courage and confidence to do it?" I twiddled my necklace as soon he asked that, Mondstadt would be the closest and easiest nation to move in, but my motive is to move somewhere far away from him.

"Where should I go? I'm fine with any places, as long I'm 100% far from him." Kazuha discerned my desparation as he paused for a moment.

"Inazuma's beautiful sceneries are for you if rosy pink cherry blossoms are your cup of tea, you can also get a decent job there and a perfect structured home, the wind tells me it's one of the nations that would be sheltered and safe enough for you to reside in." Inazuma, the last time I heard about the electro nation was when the vision hunt decree was ongoing while it went to a lockdown, thankfully the borders have been lifted up because of traveler "Thanks for the wonderful suggestion, I'll move there as soon as possible." Congenial smiled plastered on my face, the samurai returned the smile.

"Here, he must've starved you during those 3 days." The white haired then hand me grilled tiger fish, I offer my thanks before munching the fish down. Him starving me was basically his way of showing how 'I can't live without him since he has all the privilege and mora'.

"I'll get ready by tomorrow morning, I've gathered enough mora throughout my adventures and commissions."

"No need, Beidou and I will give you a free ride." I looked at him wide shock before involving him to a genuine tight hug "Thank you... Thank you very much!" The hug I gave felt more genuine and sincere than the forced hugs I give to Childe.

As I walk my way home, I encountered traveler and Paimon then we decided to hang at wanmin restaurant, as usual I avoided their questions regarding my dissapearance "Paimon and Aether kept looking for you everywhere!! Even Childe was worried!" I dropped my gaze upon hearing the last sentence, traveler immediately took the hint then gave Paimon a look, the both of them expressed concerns as I reassured them "Don't worry, I'll be leaving liyue soon."

"Whatt!!?? You're leaving liyue!?!???" We both shut Paimon up which resulted to her apologizing "I'll be going to inazuma with the help of the crux tomorrow morning." I counted the mora on my hands "Traveler, will you accompany me to my travel?"

"Of course Y/n! Anything for you!!" Paimon gleefully accepted as Aether nodded, I express my gratitude to the two travelers before leaving soon since it's almost my curfew. The moment I saw Childe standing in front of the door froze my ability to walk.

"Why were you with the traveler earlier?" As expected, he looked pissed again "Because they're.. my friends?" I hold my breath while gripping the strap, the ginger looked unconvinced "They're also your friends right? Don't you trust them to be around me?" A sigh escaped me. At the moment, he grabbed my wrist then pull me inside, next thing I know a painful slap landed on my face "You fucking whore, I thought you already learned your lesson 2 days ago."

I clasp the red cheek before I finally had enough of it.

"So I'm not allowed to interact with humans anymore? Why is it that you get to interact with your female co workers but you can't even let me be friendly with a stranger!"

Childe was taken aback at my sudden retortion as he grip his fists "At least I don't go around being flirty with random women."

"What's wrong with you? So basic kindness is being flirty to you now?-" The sound of his hydro powers blasted against me that I was slammed on the wall before dropping to the ground. I groaned in pain as I clasp my chest and stomach for comfort "I'm sorry, you made me do it."

This moment sparked my determination to move to inazuma, I glared at my now ex boyfriend before storming into the bedroom. I sealed a lock on the door before packing my habiliments and things, a tear rushed down as I grip my own hair out of frustration "Look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, you shouldn't have yelled at me back." At the moment, Tartaglia was banging on the door as I cower in the corner, each daunting bang on the wooden door gets defeaning, his hydro powers then blasted the door open which turned my whole body into cryo state. My safe place once now biggest nightmare gingerly walked across me with dark aura glint in his eyes, staring into his dull eyes felt like eternity as he crouch down on my form, I tear my gaze away still shivering “You don't have to do this, I have my own life, just let me go.” I impulsively bit my nails as to ease the terrifying tension between us, the ginger haired just stared at me with no emotion and not even signs of remorse on my frightened state, his gloved hands brushed a tear that escaped mine before caressing my skin gently “Never.” Childe said as he stood up then left me alone. My body petrified while my mind kept replaying past events that occurred just earlier, watching all of these unfold made me firm about my decision, I'm definitely leaving this hellhole.

Sleeping felt fast, maybe I'm too determined to leave, it's a good thing that I'm hearing the birds chirp in the morning, I can't finally wait for the day I live with my free will. The harbinger gave me a kiss and hug before heading off to his fatui duties as expected, I readied my belongings as I grab my bag and my map, I wore a hoodie incase the fatui tries to track me down before finally exiting our home.

I clutch the map near my chest like a lost bird as I reach guyun stone forest, I held my breath in staying vigilant while scanning for beidou’s ship, I hope I'm not too late..

A hand then tapped my shoulder which led the whole me into a paralyzed shock “Follow me.” My body loosened up upon hearing my friend’s name, I followed Kazuha until we reached the alcor. Along with Beidou, I saw traveler and Paimon as they beckon me to come, I take a glance behind before shooting them a smile.

As we boarded in the ship, Beidou ordered to sail the ship to inazuma, feeling a relief on my chest while gazing at liyue harbor far away “Don't worry, he can't hurt you here now.” Kazuha rubbed my back with his usual reassuring smile that calmed my senses no matter what, I sent him my gratitude before enveloping him to a warm embrace “We finally got you out of that maniac’s control! Me and Aether will promise to protect you from him no matter what!” Paimon’s jolly cheer made my heart smile as I giggled “I don't deserve any of you.. After all everything you guys did for me..” I watched the ripples course alongside the ship, the comfort of it brings me to a comforting fact that I'm away from my abuser, for the second time I felt so free the last time being a slave to the l/n household, I've finally get to make decisions on my own and talk to anyone to my desire.

It felt like days since the travel, to my surprise it only felt like 2 days, we were able to overcome the lightning strikes that surrounded the area, far away from the ship I caught the foggy view of Ritou that led to a secure smile on my face “We're almost there.” Paimon stated, I grabbed my belongings as I wear my hoodie just in case of any fatui sightings “You should create an alias so in case that harbinger knows your whereabouts, it'll make the searching hard for him.” The white haired samurai suggested, I nodded to keep in my mind.

At long last, we arrived in Ritou safe and sound before Traveler and Paimon accompanied me for a tour around inazuma. The sakura trees flow freely as the gentle breeze greets me with enthusiasm, never in my life have I felt so relieved and stress free, now that I have a bag of mora on me there's no need to worry about being drowned in debt.

After traveler and Paimon toured me around the city, I sent them my gratitude before bidding farewell, now all I need is a good night rest then I can apply for a job tomorrow.

Normally I would wake up to my hands chained on the headboard as it starts with Childe’s tedious morning kisses and hugs along with a controlling lecture, now I hear freedom birds chirping as the sun filtered through the windows as if it's greeting me for a new day, I start my breakfast with black back perch stew. When I have the time, I can learn how to make inazuman cuisines.

After eating, I decided to apply as a maid for the yashiro commission, it's one of the least I can do for the time being before I work a job I'm capable of. As I'm accepted on the job, I met a guy named Thoma, he toured me around the Kamisato estate while he teachs me the basics of housekeeping, I did learn quite a few things about cooking and cleaning during the time I was held captive at the harbinger’s house, I was also forced to do most of the household chores when I was still living with my execrable family “I assume you have knowledge about most of the housekeeping stuff?” Thoma inquired, I nodded “Yes, I am an expert at gardening stuff and cooking, though I'm yet to learn inazuma’s local cuisines.”

“Good, that saves me from explaining then, I'll teach you our local inazuman cuisines that Lady Ayaka and Lord Ayato loves.”

I shot him a curious smile as I follow him to the kitchen. On our way to the cookery, we pass by the head of the Kamisato clan before bowing our heads, I can't help but feel trapped under his gaze, the way he maintained a prolonged eye contact to me is enough to make my heart beat in a speed of light, he looked quite charming and refresh as he leave the room. Still captivated by his eyes, Thoma brought me back to reality by leading me the kitchen room.

The sun was setting down by the time I learned about inazuman cuisines, I find myself fond of their grilled unagi fillet, it's scrumptious flavor satisfies my stomach and brings new to my taste buds, I'll definitely hunt for more unagi meat “You should take some quality rest right now, we'll do more work tomorrow.” I nodded before thanking the fixer, I definitely learned a lot from him today.

As I was about to leave the estate, I suddenly hear my name being called by Lord Kamisato, I went to his office as expected “May I request a cup of herbal tea?” The head said as he jot down on his paper work like a workaholic he is “As you wish, my lord.” I bowed before taking a quick glance on his enticing face, I can't help but feel mesmerized on him as whole, his presence sends butterflies to my stomach, it's like I'm trapped under a spell.

I delivered the tea to him as he sent his gratitude, I watched him took a sip of the cup before continuing on his work, all off a sudden my body feels weak and my mind at haze.

“Do you need something?” Lord Ayato’s voice then snapped me out leading a pink faced me “N-nothing…” I can't be embarrassing myself right now… not in front of the head.. “Anything else, my Lord?”

“Ah yes, I'd like you to distribute these paper works of mine, put this one into the right folder and this one to the left folder.” He pointed on the pile of paperworks beside “Understood my Lord.” I swallowed my saliva before picking the papers up, why do I feel weak whenever I'm alone with him? I never felt this way with Childe when we first met, could it be inferiority since he's a noble?

The air in the room seems different, it's like a mix of comfy and mousy temperature, it's a good thing he hasn't picked up the sound of my beating heart while I was distributing papers, he let out a quiet sigh as he leaned on his chair for a moment, I kept distributing papers while taking sneaky looks on his face.

“Dear Y/n, if its okay with you, can you massage my back as I do my work?”

I choked for a split second before composing myself “Y-yes! Sure!” I sheepishly smiled then went to him “Pardon for my uhm.. foolish actions earlier, it was just unexpected I didn't knew how to-”

“It's alright, just do what you do.” The blue haired continued writing, I hummed then took a deep breath, I start kneading his shoulders and back before trailing down then pressed his back a little harder “Ah.. That's the spot..” he let out a sigh of relief leading to flustered me pressing my lips, I began to rub circles on his back neck “Keep going, you're doing great.” I blushed at his statement as I continued massaging, never knew I had this opportunity to please the Lord like that..

The next day I found myself dusting the windows of the estate, last night kept repeating on my mind like a catchy scene you watch on theatres, I can still smell the sweet scented perfume he has that passed on my palm, he truly is a wonderful charmer as locals say.

“Miss Y/n, the Lord would like to have a morning tea with you.” one of the maids approached me, pink faced me made a return again “G-got it..” I put the brush down as I made my way to the outdoor tea table area. And here the Lord sipped tea by himself, I can't help but notice the way he looks elegant while just sipping tea, looks like I got myself being infatuated with someone again am I?

I bowed before sitting on the cushion, I took a sip of lemon tea as I try to maintain my posture, I'm one of the luckiest people to have a morning tea with the one and only Lord Kamisato Ayato.

But now I'm starting to wonder, why me of all people? I never really stood out from people, even if I got myself a lunatic ex “You're probably wondering why I'm asking you to be around me lately.” he puts his cup on the saucer then stared into my eyes, the long eye contact made me avert his gaze due to diffidence, looking into his sky blue eyes makes me feel small everytime, is this his goal?

“Lord Kamisato, it's fine with me if you want me to be around you longer, I don't mind.” I sheepishly smiled while pretending to admire the scenic sakura trees that perfectly compliments the charming atmosphere “I see..”

The head took another sip again, finishing all the contents before putting it back down to the saucer, I twiddle my hands under the table “Actually, I asked you for a morning tea with me because you piqued my interest since you became my maid.”

I coughed into my hands while looking at him wide eyed, interesting? I don't get it, I'm just like the other maids here, working for mora.. unless their goal was to seduce Lord Kamisato which is highly possible considering the amount of love letters he has in his office “May I ask why my Lord? What's so interesting about me?”

“I'm glad you asked.” he smirked as he puts his hands together, suddenly the tension in the air feels different “I couldn't care less when someone from a different nation works for me, but when it came to you, it felt different.” I listened intently as he continued to gaze into my eyes “You may not be aware but before you arrived here, people have been talking about your heroic deeds when you saved a group of people during an earthquake in the chasm, my retainer was one of those people you put your life to.”

I can't remember when did that happened, I only recall a few things that happened during my journeys, like discovering 4 ruin guards in the guyun stone forest “My retainer remembered being shoved to a nearby land by you, they said you couldn't almost make it because the ground under you collapsed also, thankfully a certain someone managed to save you.” and that's where everything clicked in.

ꜰʟᴀꜱʜʙᴀᴄᴋꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀꜱᴍ⋆·˚ ༘ *

“It can't be, it must've been a wrong direction..” alas, I've been fooled again, looks like I never learn during my penniless days..

I crumple the treasure map before throwing it to the ground. Suddenly, I overheard a group of people discussing about a particular topic, more like an argument?

“No way, there's no way a treasure isn't here, I even checked twice for the location!”

“You do know that we’ve been tricked into this right?”

“But still, the treasure should be underground!”

The chatter continued as I eavesdrop, so I wasn't the only victim here? They seemed determined that one of them was willing to explore the dangerous underground mines, I slowly sighed to myself, if only I have that much determination…

The ground below me started shaking like crazy, I could sense hydro energy radiating on the surface. Panic entered people as they try to maintain their balance albeit the ground below them is starting to split in half. Using my remaining energy and stamina, I ran to them then shove them to a safe ground, thankfully it was the only 3 of them and I managed to save them in time, however I tripped on something which resulted to scraping my knee “Let's help the young lady!!” One of them reaches out to grab my hand but before I could grab their hand, the surface below me successfully split in half, separating me from the adventurers “Help!! Somebody-” my body lose grip before falling.

And when I thought it's my demise, someone then carried me to safety, placing me with the rest of adventurers “Oh thank rex lapis she's saved..” I panted heavily, that near death experience really made me froze and rethink my life decisions. I look at my savior and it was none other the yaksha adeptus Xiao, but how? I never called his name out “Just be careful next time, Y/n.” With that, the adeptus teleported and dissapeared.

“I called his name out, it's a relief he appeared quickly.” One of the adventurers stated, they all sent their thanks to me after saving their life then gave me mora in return. Relieved that everyone is saved, my mind still fishes answers about past events, who caused this earthquake?

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The hydro energy, Childe…

No, it can't be, he was watching me the whole time? All the steps and journey I had far from home, he was silently watching me like a bird from distance.

A shiver suddenly ran down to my spine, don't tell me he's also watching me and Ayato having tea time, right?..

“Miss Y/n, is everything okay?” The head shot me a worry look “Y-yes! Just spaced out for a bit.” I chugged all of the remaining liquid from the tea.

“You sure? I swore that I saw your expression dropped for a minute.”

“No, I'm just.. a little surprised that my heroic deeds would reach here.” I chuckled wryly as the air between us suddenly got awkward “Oh, I see..” He let out a quiet chuckled, I now realized that the longer I'm with him, the more I fall.

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Childe wasn't very happy when he found out, the moment he saw her drawers empty and clothes gone, only leaving her scent on the bed they shared, the world felt unreal for the harbinger as he desperately try to find traces of her sudden departure, something then clicked on his mind. Kazuha

“I'm not going to be mad, do you have any knowledge about Y/n’s whereabouts?” He ‘genuinely’ smiled as he crossed his arms, the menancing demeanor he releases makes the ronin pout in annoyance “And why do you ask?” the samurai’s response annoyed Tartaglia to the extend, how does one dare to question love?

“Because I'm her boyfriend, can't a man be concerned about their lover’s sudden dissapearance?”

“Boyfriend? Doesn't seem like a relationship thing where your significant other is afraid of your mere presence.”

Childe gritted his teeth as he balled his fists “You dare to talk to a fatui harbinger like that?” the tension was heavy between them, the wind told Kazuha that a duel will spark between both sides “Well, I couldn't care less about Y/n’s whereabouts.” he slid his gleaming blade with his fingers, the isshin blade that holds a important history from the past, compared to the breezing wind earlier, it became ominous “And even if I did, I wouldn't tell you, not even a small single hint.”

The bloodthirsty being drew his hydro sword out in response, oh he has been waiting for this perfect opportunity to duel the wandering samurai of inazuma, Kaedahara Kazuha.

“Seems like I have no choice, sorry man, you seemed nice, I only wanted to ask a simple 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.” He raise his sword up, the two men waiting for the other to make a move, as long it's for Y/n his dear friend, Kazuha will draw his blade in a heartbeat.

ꜰʟᴀꜱʜʙᴀᴄᴋꜱ ⋆·˚ ༘ *

I watch her peaceful sleeping figure from afar after our heated argument, guilt washed over me as I admire how the moonlight painted her face so well, a figure so loveable yet hard to keep..

I recount the times I held back on challenging the yaksha adeptus for particular reasons, without him maybe my precious Y/n could've perished.. but I prefer it that way, but that means I won't have her sleeping by my side this moment. I brushed a lock behind her ears, each tranquil seconds that brings comfort to my heart, alone with her is what I would wish to the 7 archons

“You're not going to leave… are you?”

[05aaphrodite]

TUMBLR JUST LET ME POST THE CHILDE FANFIC😭😭

[05aaphrodite]

my melody

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ℙ𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: xiao x adeptus! reader

𝕋𝕚𝕥𝕝𝕖: my melody

𝕋𝕎𝕤/ℂ𝕨𝕤: reader death,mentions of abuse

𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴, 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.

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The day Rex lapis took you under his care was the day you found the true meaning of peace. After years of enslavement by your old master, you were his mindless puppet to control, a puppet killing machine to slay innocent beings and being forced to devour their souls, being a weak beast didn't do you good and just kept suffering under his will.

You revered the prime adepti so much that you were willing to fight for him during the archon war, when you signed a contract to protect liyue at all costs, that's when you meet the shy antisocial Alatus, you understood him because of his past and you were able to sympathize with his guilt, he didn't mind your presence much as he thought you're just one of those chatty extroverts like Bosacius, though he admitted that he felt the most authentic with you than the others, the both of you have shared trauma and feelings, he was a bit relieved that he has someone like you who could understand him and his karmic debt.

The other yakshas take note of his demeanor when he's with you, Xiao appears more relaxed with your presence around, you as well going to him first when something happens, Bosacius took this as an opportunity to tease Xiao about his feelings for you “What do you think of Y/n?”

Alatus seemed stunned when hearing the electro yaksha’s question, the fact his heart starts doing funny things whenever he hears your pretty name “They are just my friend… nothing else..”

Bosacius knew something of course, who stares at a friend for too long anyway? “Is that so?” he showed a teasing smile that seemed to get the anemo yaksha off guard “Fine… I guess they are a bit different than anyone..” when he means by bit, he means ‘very’. You on the other side isn't a stranger to these feelings also, the moment you laid eyes on Alatus a funny feeling wrapped around your heart, a little saddened that you thought he doesn't reciprocate your feelings, well you thought.

“I feel the same way too…” Xiao averted his gaze with rosy pink tint on his cheeks, a warm smile grew on you as you took his hand “So we're official?” your eyes gleamed like the pale moonlight he watches on every night when he couldn't sleep “If you’re fine with it..”

After announcing the news to the rest of adepti, they weren't quite surprised as they already pick out the obvious signs between the two of you, Bosacious being the supportive older brother you have set up a date for you in the qingyun peak where moon carver resides, he was kind enough to give you two alone time. The scenery below painted the perfect windy atmosphere as skies were a shade of sunset, you held Xiao close as the two of you gaze at the sunset, he was a little shy of course it was your first date with him so you had to initiate the affection every time, Xiao can't lie but he loves it, he hasn't felt this way with anyone before.

“Where would you like to go next?” The two of you sat down while still holding hands “Uh..” The anemo adeptus rubbed his temple in return, a tint of blush spreaded in his cheeks “I need to show you something..” You cocked an eyebrow but went closer to him as he teleported somewhere.

What you saw was endearing, he carved your initial along with his on a local cuihua tree, you touched the initials written with a smile on your face “You're a sweetheart.” You pulled him into a warm hug as he melts into your touch, only you can hug him close like this, he pressed a soft kiss on your forehead “I love you, I'll always do..”

The karmic debt was strong enough to pull you into the darkness, you tried to battle it eventually getting weaker as a result, Xiao couldn't do anything but just stare at you, he did try to come to your aid but a different you tried to fight him. A agonizing scream escaped you as Alatus’ jaw dropped with remorseful eyes. He ran then caught you in his arms, at this point you were getting weaker and there's nothing you can do, you wanted to give up on the spot, seeing Xiao’s teary eyes one last time made your heart twinge, you still wanted to be with him, to travel and fight the world with him, you swore you loved him till your last breath. Gathering all the strength to cup his cheek with your one hand, you wiped a tear that escaped his other eye “Stay with me, let's get you somewhere-” the amount of karmic debt that surrounded your consciousness and body, it's impossible to be saved at this point. You always hated leaving after promising to stay, but you had no choice as you got weaker and frail “Live…for me…okay?” You send him a pained smile, a smile he wants to see everyday even on his last breath, but not a bittersweet one, he squeezed your hand while rubbing your knuckles soothingly, he leaned close to your forehead while shedding tears for the first time “I don't…wanna die…” you mumbled.

“I know. So please…” Xiao cupped your cheek with his hand kissing your forehead, it's just like the first time beside the cuihua tree, at least you won't perish in vain with him by your side.

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It was like any other normal day in wangshu inn, a tranquil atmosphere with leaves accompanying Xiao on his birdwatching, his life may have been saved by a certain bard but the loneliness he felt lingered with him for Morax knows how long, he genuinely loved them a lot that he felt like a part of him died with them that day, Alatus still inculpates himself after what happened, he couldn't do anything to save your precious life nor ask for help, Zhongli reassured him that he still did his best nonetheless but Xiao couldn't help but still loathe himself, how many years has it been without your touch? Consecutively thousands of years without your soft kiss and warmth.

Amidst the trees in guili plains, a certain tree that has both of your initials carved into the wood made historians to a thought that it existed thousand years ago, they researched more about the 6 yaksha adepti through history books, the historians and adventurers together came to a conclusion that you and Xiao were a thing considering the letters you wrote to each other in qinqyun peak and the initials Xiao carved in stones. Hu tao had teased him once about getting with the traveler but he couldn't see what's in Lumine the way he sees something in you.

You yourself holds a dear place into his heart that no one can compare to, he still longs for your touch and voice even if you're in your peaceful eternal slumber, Alatus still visits the places the both of you went to but there was one place he couldn't bring himself to go to.

The place where you died, his guilt that day was stronger than his karmic debt, the image of you slowly perishing in his arms couldn't get off his mind, if Xiao only could he would turn back time to just be in your loving arms again, gradually his worries being at ease when he's with you.

“Who's Y/n?” Ever since traveler step foot in liyue, she had heard from historians and Zhongli about Xiao having a thing with another yaksha, Paimon too was curious about you this inquiring the yaksha adeptus after meeting him “Y/n…” he averted his gaze to the ground “They were my greatest love…”

Lumine and Paimon took time to listen about his story of you, he seemed to venerate you talking about your travels with another and dates you go to, Paimon agreed with Xiao’s opinion hearing about your good deed “Then… their karmic debt also got to them like the others..” he let out a quiet sigh leaning on the railings of wangshu inn, Lumine symphatized with the adeptus “Oh! Paimon is sorry about that…” Paimon scratch her head, he held your favorite flower with wistfulness “I'm sure Y/n is proud that you survived!” Paimon tried to lit the gloomy atmosphere up, Xiao could only seal his eyes shut “Then, what am I supposed to do without them?..” he gaze at the moonlit sky ahead, the clouds where you reside silently watching over him “All I want is to be with them again, to be in their arms, like how things should be.” Lumine could sense the dejection on his tone, she offered him her comfort.

Xiao tries to find you in every person he met, but eventually no one can replace you and he still finds himself standing in front of the cuihua tree hoping to at least feel your presence, seasons and days may change but his undying love for you will never change.

[05aaphrodite]

Nostalgic Symphony

Chapter 1: Vivid Dreams

Pairings:Xiao x Venti

Genre:Angst,Modern AU

Warnings:dissosciation,implied character death

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There's no way I sense a familiarity on that boy, or a deja vu, the dreams have been haunting my head for the last couple of months ever since I ran past that bard guy from my music class, something about his plays sounds ethereal and poetic, the sudden hiraeth in my feels. Everyday he would pass by me with his coruscate smile before running with the rest of the class, as an introvert, I usually stay close by myself as I feel uncomfortable with the word 'socializing' I find it quiet hard since I was raised in an orphanage, I don't remember anything, not even a single bit, I was raised in a quiet or serene environment by my adoptive father, I prefer to stay hidden in the shadows rather than a pair of eyes watching me whenever I go.

"xɪᴀᴏ!! ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ!! "

Huh. No way..

I must be hearing something again.

"ɪ ʀᴇQᴜᴇꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴏᴋ ᴀʟᴍᴏɴᴅ ᴛᴏꜰᴜ, ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɢɪꜰᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪɴᴇ!!"

Almond tofu...

Screams something familiar..

"Xiao, are you even listening?-"

Reality slapped me as I come to realization my father was talking to me, he rubbed his displeased face before opening his mouth to speak "You've been zoning out lately, is there something in your mind?" I could discern that he's quiet concerned about my well being, he knew it's hard for me to make friends or even indulge myself with group hang outs, everyone says I'm missing out a lot but for me, I just want to keep a low profile and be alone for the rest of my life, I don't need everyone, I only need myself. "You know, ever since I adopted you from an orphanage, you usually distance yourself from crowds, the keeper also told me you don't get along with the other orphans as well, are you usually this quiet? Even when you're by yourself?"

I said nothing as the aching voices run through my head "Xiao, please answer me." he tried to keep his cool composure, I do have the ability to speak sometimes but I prefer my unsaid thoughts just living in my head, why do I feel the need to speak everytime? When I didn't choose to live in this mundane world. "I understand, but please at least just say one word and I'll get the answer." Zhongli turns his back on me.

"Memories.." It's like some part of me awakened

"What?" confusion written on his face

"Memories..." why do I feel like this?..

"Oh right, the keeper also told me that you don't remember anything, even your familial background, am I right?" He kneeled to my level, I pressed my lips "I don't remember anything.."

Everything was black before I woke up to an unfamiliar bed, the keeper told me I'm late to breakfast, I was stuck in it for 7 years until a man named Zhongli, adopted me with proper care, and that's how I find comfort in his serene and perfect abode. Speaking of familiarity..

The sweet dreams I devoured, my needs for bloodlust, an unforgettable memory of mine under someone's control, a lifetime nightmare that'll put a burden to my entire existence, until one faithful day where this one God, that freed me from my old master, Rex lapis gave me the name 'Xiao'

"Use this name from now on."

I ran my fingers through my hair while harshly breathing, memories are indeed hidden beneath my mind, tons of them taunting me until I give in to their cryptic dreams, I groaned as I try to stop them "Xiao? What's wrong?" Zhongli asked worriedly, he soothingly rubbed my back in hopes of calming me down from whatever is going on, no matter what the thoughts are persistent.

"xɪᴀᴏ... ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ.."

Who is this!? Why am I seeing a lifeless body being cradled by someone.... similar to me?..

Vivid flashbacks hastily circled my vision to the point it left a headache "Are you seeing things? Please be responsive-"

"ᴠᴇɴᴛɪ ʜᴀɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ-"

That bard boy in my class.

Maybe I did met him before.

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A/n:I'm finally back with another post after being hiatus for more than a year, I've been pretty unmotivated about writing nowadays so I apologize for the lack of content😭😭

[05aaphrodite]

𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭

Pairings:Oikawa Tooru x Reader

Genre:Angst,Songfic

Song name:Washing machine heart by Mitski

(A/n:I'm sorry for not posting for a while, I ran out of ideas lately)

"ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ɪ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ?"

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"𝙏𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩."

"Yahoo, Y/n!!" The brunette setter waved as the h/c girl just smiled at him, somehow the different perspective she viewed of him was different...

"𝘽𝙖𝙗𝙮, 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙩 𝙪𝙥 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚."

"You look so cute today, Tooru!" She squeezed his cheeks with a seraphic smile but not as cute as Kuroo tho.... she thought.

"Let's go home?" He sheepishly pointed, she nodded as they walk side by side. The sound of cars honking and the audible chatter of the people reached their ears, the brunette then reach his fingers out to intertwine with her pretty fingers, a tint of blush was spread on their cheeks God he so clingy... the h/c thought.

Once they got home, Y/n immediately let go of his hand to grab her phone then text someone else, Oikawa sighed as he put his bag down to go to the kitchen "Make ham and omelette for me, babe." She ordered across the living room as the sound of TV enveloped the room "Yes babe." The captain smiled as he grab eggs from the fridge, he is willing to do anything for his loved one, opposite for her tho....

Oikawa put the ham and omelette to the plate then remove his apron, he made his way to the living room to call for her when he caught a glimpse of her conversation with Nekoma's captain.

They were both exchanging selfies to each other then send flirty texts after that, she never does this to me... the setter thought, a hint of dejection on his eyes. He wasn't surprised tho, ever since they started dating, Y/n kept comparing him to Kuroo since they are both captains and have the same personality, the nekoma captain cheated on her so she broke up then she transferred to Seijoh, and that's where they became a thing, funny how two cheaters are meant to be.

"𝘽𝙖𝙗𝙮, 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮, 𝙖𝙣𝙙

𝙏𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩."

Seijoh won against Nekoma in a match, the team celebrated in victory as the captain's first thought was to get to his girlfriend. He ran to her with a big smile and victory on his face, his expression dropped when she saw that she was a little dejected "Y/n, we won against Nekoma!" Oikawa smiled as he wrap his arms around, she rub his back as she broke the hug, the sound of people's chatter still reaching their ears.

"Tooru, your serves are so good! But they are nothing compared to Kuroo."

Y/n chuckled as she went to the rest of Seijoh to congratulate them, Oikawa stood there with a dejected and remorse feeling, of course he expected that why would he be sad? He would just accept the fact that she will choose Nekoma's captain over him, and the reason why they are dating because he's only a rebound.

"𝘽𝙖𝙗𝙮, 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨."

Y/n and Kuroo laughed together as their sudden proximity boiled the captain's blood, he loved every bit of her and this is what he receives in return? So rude and selfish.... but his heart still yearns for her no matter what.

He accepted the fact that he's just a distraction.

"Kuroo also does that when he gets embarrassed." She laughed as she cover her face from being red, sure it cheered the girl up but Oikawa's mood was far from that, she kept bringing up Kuroo everytime and anywhere.

"You look stupid doing that while Kuroo does it flawlessly."

"Ow that hurts, N/n chan..." He feigned sadness as he let a bitter laugh, he wasn't actually feigning sadness, it's actually an act to cover up his insecurities everytime he hears that name 'Kuroo.'

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"Y/n, why did you date me in the first place?" He felt the need to ask this, his stomach churns everytime she brings up about her past lover, it's like she's throwing insecurities to him non stop, is he gonna get replaced by Kuroo? Was he just nothing but a mere distraction?

"I dated you because I love how you are so passionate about volleyball, you're ambitious and a confident one." He heard his insecurities laughing at him.

He knew all of these is a lie she only said that because she felt bad.

"𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐚𝐦."

She raised one brow, being completely oblivious by the setter's statement "What? What do you mean?"

"You only dated me because I remind you of Kuroo right?" His eyes narrowed, her eyes widened "No Too-"

"Then why do you keep bringing up that fucking disgusting name!? Just tell me Y/n, I remind you of your ex right!? You pretend that it's him everytime you look at me with your loving eyes!? Am I just a rebound and an emotional need for you!?" He slammed his hands down to the table, he then realized his sudden outburst.

"So you're insecure about my ex who I just moved on from!? My God Tooru! I expected a lot from you!" Y/n yelled running her hair in frustration, she stood up as she sling her purse to her shoulder "Come again when you finally stop being clingy and a brat!" She scoffed before going to the front door "Y/n wait!" He tried to run after her but the door is already sealed shut, is she gonna leave him? Is she gonna break up with him? He started panicking.

It's been 5 days since they had an argument, Y/n hasn't come home yet, everyday Oikawa got worried that something might happen to her, he wanted to apologize to her after that incident but he couldn't reach out since she blocked him from her contacts, he prepared her favorite cuisines every night only for her to not come home.

Oikawa sat up from the bed with dried tears on his eyes, a photo frame of them together stood still at his nightstand, he clicked the alarm off before exiting his bedroom. He closed the door behind him then the sound of the front door opening was heard in the distance.

Overjoyed, Oikawa ran to go downstairs but then stopped in his tracks when he saw something he didn't expect.

"So this is your home?" The bedhead captain looked around following the h/c girl, Y/n saw the untouched cuisine at the table, her face scrunched up as she put it on the sink "Geez, I can't believe I dated him..." she flop on the sofa with a sigh, Kuroo sat next to her with a smirk "Well you gotta accept that I'm better than him." His arms wrapped around her, it was such a disgusting sight for him....

"Mhmm, I miss you Kuroo, I want to start all over again." Y/n wrapped his torso as she leans on his chest, Oikawa covered his mouth as tears were prickling.

"I dated Tooru because I saw you in him." He was right, he's only a rebound, the one showing true love is only him and him only.

"No problem kitten, the real Kuroo is right here in front of you now." The bedhead chuckled as he kissed her forehead, Oikawa couldn't stand the sight longer as he went to the bathroom.

"𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙢𝙞 𝙩𝙞

𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙚?"

He let the tears fall into his cheeks, it was the first time he cried over a girl, why does he even bother staying when their relationship with each other is in thin ice? It's a one sided love, Y/n was too loyal to Kuroo, Oikawa knew he couldn't compete to him, is he not enough? Why not him? He wanted to change and be a better person for her, but it was already too late.... she found her solace again.

He hugged his knees as he continued to sob, each tears depicting the painful memories they had together.

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙚?"

He accepted the fact that he's only a temporary replacement to her heart.

[05aaphrodite]

𝐑𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞 | 𝔇𝔦𝔩𝔲𝔠 ℜ𝔞𝔤𝔫𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔡𝔯

Gҽɳɾҽ:Sσυʅɱαƚҽ AU

The red string of fate, the string that is wrapped tightly around my pinky, this string of fate guides you to your soulmate, the point is only you and yur soulmate can see the string whereas the others don't. I used to deny those soulmate stories when I was a child, I thought it was just a silly thing until I woke up one day to see a red string wrapped around my pinky finger, everyday I try to explore outside Mondstadt in hopes of finding my one and only soulmate but Mother's strict tendencies was pulling me back.

I sighed wearily as I sat on the near bench, I spent my whole life searching for my one true soulmaye only for the red string to extend further, maybe searching for your soulmate is a silly idea.

"It's you?...." I look up to the sound of a male, he was looking at something in awe

"So we're fated." The girl took a step closer.

So they already found their soulmate, good for them... I thought. I gaze at my red string of fate who seems to point at the direction of the tavern, curiosity grew on me as I stood up from the bench then go to that direction. The string went past the door, I hesitantly touch the door knob then..

"Y/n, didn't know you like to drink" a familiar male voice ringed in my ear before I could step in to the tavern, my head turned to the cavalry captain.

"Ah no, I'm not going to drink, I'm just trying to find my soulmate" I brushed a lock of my hair "Aren't we already one?" Kaeya chuckled.

"Kaeya, I don't see a red string on your finger"

"Who believes in Soulmates anyway? Can't we just love whoever we want?" Kaeya puts hand on his pocket then took a step to the door, his eyes gaze on my e/c ones "Drink with me, Y/n" he smirked.

"I guess you're right about that one.." I sighed before following him inside, dropping the idea of finding my soulmate.

The tavern is lively as usual, we go to a unoccupied seat then wait for our drinks to arrive "So Y/n, tell me how you're fascinated by the idea of finding your soulmate" he rests his chin on his palm, the waiter then arrived with our drinks "I used to be skeptical of them when I was a kid until I found a red string on my finger, since then I was ambitious to find my true one" I took a sip of the wolfhook juice, I'm not really into alcohol so I don't find dandelion wine tasty "I see, have you found them?" Kaeya inquired, my gaze followed the string that went through Charles' direction, my eyes widened at the sight of it "Ch-charles?.." but then he moved away then realized....

It was none other Diluc Ragnvindr, the darknight hero of Mondstadt that nobody knows, it's all a plot twist at the end, his red hair tied on a ponytail is what caught my attention for the first place, his gaze seems to find mine as his eyes widened slightly, it felt like it was the only two of us in this world, my gaze fixated on him as I realize Kaeya was waving his hand infront of me "Hello to the earth, you've been zoning out for the past 2 minutes" I turned to Kaeya with a smile

"I think... I found my soulmate.."

Kaeya quirk a brow "You suddenly found them?" The captain said, I nodded then turn to the red head bartender, the red string was wrapped around his pinky like mine "It's Diluc..."I stood up from my chair then went straight to him.

Diluc seemed to notice my presence, his gaze followed the red string on my finger "It's you..." He finally spoke, I was lost to those beautiful red eyes, so this is my one true soulmate....

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I went to dawn winery, wearing my f/d with f/c that stood out from my closet, today is my first date with my soulmate, I can't believe this day would come for me, the idea of being destined with someone is truly a blessing from the archons.

And there he stood at the front door, his formal attire is what made me draw closer to him, he took a step closer to me as he cup my cheek, a small smile tugged his pretty face "I've been waiting for you." He stated, I savor the warmth on my cheek, those minutes of solace was soon interrupted when the eyes I'm staring at suddenly turned lifeless. Blood dripped on his mouth as he lose his balance, the sound of people screaming their lungs out ringed on my ear as they find somewhere to hide, I caught him in my arms before his body touch the ground "D-diluc?.... DILUC!!" I screamed in agony, I held him close to my chest as I sobbed.

I turned to the culprit then my jaw dropped, Kaeya gripped the sword in frustration, the eyes that used to be charming and alluring were now dull and emotionless "You monster..." my hands gripped the hem of my lover's shirt, how could he do something like this? This is not the Kaeya I know "You were my soulmate..." His dull voice chuckled, he raised his hands then a purple string slowly appeared on his finger, my eyes widened at the sight of it, I was frozen at the spot, it's like someone applied hydro and cryo on me, my mouth couldn't speak, I couldn't breath properly, these painful events flashed infront of me.

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In this world full of soulmates, two are destined to be with each other, but one is only destined, one has a soulmate that's destined to be with another one, when you see a purple string on someone, you're their soulmate but not your soulmate which is unrequited love, funny this is how fate works.

[05aaphrodite]

This Feeling Called Love

Pairings:Albedo x Fem Reader

Genre:Fluff

(Sjsjshsh he is so hard to write, he might be ooc here)

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The chilling breeze of Dragonspine sends goosebumps on her s/c skin as she wrapped her cold body with the cloak that the alchemist gave her. Albedo wanted some company while he is in Dragonspine, Y/n was one of the people he completely trust, not to mention also interesting

As the soft brush paints her figure smoothly, the h/c girl turned her head to see the alchemist fully focused one one thing "Are you drawing again?" She curiously inquired as she tried to peek at the contents of it, Albedo noticed it then turn his canvas slightly away, the girl couldn't notice the blush written on his face. She turn her head to gaze at the snowflakes slowly swaying down with the cold, she hated being in Dragonspine but Albedo changed her mind, the sheer cold does not bother her anymore as she just focus at the beautiful scenery of it, she would enjoy a warm cup of cocoa with him everytime he would have a little rest, she enjoyed every bit of second when she's with Albedo, she couldn't hide the fact that she developed feelings for him, although Albedo seemed to pick up her subtle hints, her excuses everytime she 'accidentally' touches him is obvious enough for the genius alchemist to know, the way she describes Albedo on her little secret journal after accompanying him in his research, the way she looks at him everytime he experiments.

The masterpiece is now complete, Albedo put the brush down then his gaze caught the h/c girl still enjoying the scenery, a smile touched his lips as he continues to fawn over her silently "Y/n..." the girl turned her gaze to the chief alchemist, Albedo was a little nervous but he's confident that everything will be fine "I want to show you something." He gazes at the final masterpiece he holds heart to.

Albedo slowly turns the canvas around, heat was radiating from his face, her eyes widened to see that the masterpiece was her figure in Dragonspine, her figure was sitting on top of the mountain with cloak around her body, her eyes sparkled at the snowflakes flowing around,the sky was a mix of blue and white, everything looks perfect and beautiful "You have been drawing me..? For the past few days?" A smile plastered on her face as her eyes scanned the whole canvas, Albedo cleared his throat as the words start to reach his tongue 

"There's... something I need to tell you" Albedo coyly said

"What Is it?" You turn your head to him

Albedo felt his world stop just by trying to find the right words for it "This feeling I have towards you.... it's like a magical and pleasure feeling.... it's a rare feeling I feel nowadays, everytime I see your figure, my heart does unquestionable things, your smile brings a whole lot of meaning to my world, am I experiencing this feeling called love?"

Her jaw dropped as soon as she heard the last part, the girl couldn't believe that someone like him would fawn over an ordinary girl like her but she was happy that he reciprocated her feelings "Albedo.... I feel the same way" a seraphic smile was written on her face.

Albedo slowly reach his hand out to cup her soft cheeks, both of their hearts were racing faster than the light "Are you okay with this?" The alchemist inquired, the girl nod her head slowly then close her eyes, Albedo slowly leaned in as his lips met hers, it was slow and passionate, this is all she could ask about. As they slowly melt to the kiss, Timaeus and Sucrose were already there, both of them nodded to each other then leave the lovebirds in their own moment of bliss.

Both of them broke the kiss as they are captivated by each other's gaze "I love you... so much.." Albedo finally said the words he had been hiding behind his tongue "I love you too.." y/n said as she put her head on his shoulder, both of them enjoying the view of Dragonspine.

[4b5a20-deactivated20210913]

[05aaphrodite]

I can't let you escape, not even to your own world

Pairings:Yandere! Venti x reader

Warnings:4th wall breaking,Slight crack fic,Reader death

(Plz don't let my friends see this lmao)

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I chug all of my soda then slam it on the table "Aight, let's go farm for Venti's talent mats" I grabbed my controller then push the left joystick forward, after all of these grinding... I finally manage to get him on his rerun, I was skeptical that he would come home but surprisingly, I did a single pull then I got him, I'm grateful that I got my dream team, Xiao,Diluc,Venti,Bennett I will be saving for a Klee rerun.

My phone beeped a notification, I peek at it and it's my friend gc, I put down my controller then grab my phone

(A/n: Btw, the gc is based of my friend gc lol)

❀Genshin Gang❀

Diluc's hairtie

Y'ALL GUESS WHAT??

Albedo simp

OMGGGGGG CONGRATS BHIEEE

E_supremacy

CONGRATSSSSS

Xiao come home plz

I TOLD YA, YOU WILL GET HIM

Ventea

Hope all😭😭

VENTI CAME HOME

BROOOO CONGRATS OMG

ZHONGLI COME HOME

JK JK CONGRATS TOO

Diluc's hairtie

I was losing hope until I wished one more time😭

ZHONGLI COME HOME

CONGRATSSSS AGAIN, AND TO Y/N, BOTH OF YOU GOT VENTI

VENTI CAME HOME

THANKS PALL

E_supremacy 

Now my Zhongli is happy :D

Diluc's hairtie

YESSES

A smile plastered on my face, I'm so happy for them! My attention was stolen when Venti decides to say his idle line "Come on Traveler, let's go! The world is full of lost ballads just waiting to be rediscovered." I put my phone down then grab my controller again "Ok ok, I will pay attention to you now" I chuckled humorously "Good! Just don't make me murder your friends."

The moment he said that line, my thumb suddenly stopped pushing the joystick, did he just..... did I just heard that right? Murder... your friends? What does he mean by that? Someone never mentioned this voiceline of his, I should check the character icon. I clicked on the character icon then proceed to his voicelines, I checked every details but I can't seem to find it, maybe it's a bug? The fact that I was talking to my friends.... maybe Mihoyo intended it?

I shrugged my shoulders then continue to the domain to farm for talent materials. After countless of grinding, I started to have fun with his wind current while harassing random hilichurls for fun, I made him sat at the Barbatos statue "You finally came home..." I smiled as I touch the screen, Venti looked at the camera then smiled "That's so cute! He smiles when he looks at at camera!" I awed, I continue to fawn over him.

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I woke up by the sound of my ps4 opening, the bright light illuminated my body, and to my surprise, my ps4 opened by itself "What the fuck?" I stood up from the bed then went to investigate it. The creepiest thing is that Venti is the only one in my party, and he is sitting at barbatos' hands, and then I remembered the hacked accounts in genshin, this could be a sign..

I hurriedly grab my controller then check my characters, all of them were Venti! I can't find a single character other than him! What's going on!? I check my weapons but they are okay, I checked my profile and nothing changed but my icon was set to Venti, i checked my primogems and fate but nothing changed, in fear of getting hacked, I contacted Mihoyo for customer support, I can't lose Xiao, I whaled for him! I restarted my ps4 then go back to sleep, in hopes that it will be resolved next morning.

I rubbed my eyes then stretch my arms wide, I look at my ps4 then my phone, I grab my phone then text on the gc

❀Genshin Gang❀

VENTI CAME HOME

Guyssss, something weird happened yesterday 

ZHONGLI COME HOME

Why?

VENTI CAME HOME

My ps4 opened by itself and Venti was the only one in my party, I tried to change my party set back to normal but all of them were Venti

Albedo simp

Welp, sounds like a bug

But hey, freemogems :D

VENTI CAME HOME

My weapons and primogems were untouched but the weird thing is that my character icon is set to Venti, but I didn't change it

This is like a Ddlc reference lmaooo

Xiao come home plz

Aight, time to report to Mihoyo for free 600 primogems 

E_supremacy

Be careful, maybe you're getting hacked? You should change your password incase

VENTI CAME HOME

Yep bro, I will change it

I put my phone down then open my ps4, I prayed to myself that everything is back to normal. Happiness washed over me when I saw that my original party is deployed "must've been a crazy bug.." I chuckled, I change my icon back to Xiao then continue with the grinding "Ooohhh timmie's birds" I smirked, I switched to Xiao then climb the nearest cliff, I glide then plunge on the birds "Free fowls!!" I exclaimed then claim the fowls, my character suddenly switched  back to Venti, I didn't even press anything other than claim fowls "You know I'm getting impatient.." Venti said, again this was not even in his voice lines, then I notice that something is odd with my venti, he kept saying weird lines everytime my attention is drifted to somewhere else, could it be Mihoyo's doings? I hope so, I don't want a ddlc fiasco again.

After farming for his ascension materials, I quit genshin then read some fanfictions in Tumblr, I came across a Kaeya fanfic then proceed to read the contents. All of a sudden, my ps4's screen started to distort, my eyes widened at the sight of it, then a bright light surrounded me, making my head dizzy

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"Traveler, you're awake" I woke up to a familiar voice reaching my ears, I blinked my eyes slowly to realize that I'm not in my room, where am I? My jaw dropped when the person I saw in my eyes is none other Venti, this is impossible! He's not real! "Venti...?" I tilt my head in confusion, there's no way this is real.... this must be a dream! The bard showed a genuine smile before putting down his lyre "I'm happy that you pulled for me, I will go crazy if you pulled for him instead, hehe." Venti had a patronizing smile after that, my eyes widened as I sat up "Venti? There's no way that you're real!" I said, feeling my empty pockets, Venti sighed as he stood up, he had his lyre in his hand "Come on Traveler, let's go celebrate the windblume festival." the God reached out his hand, I was reluctant to respond to his offer, he seems a bit suspicious to me, considering my ps4 sucked me in Teyvat. Not to mention, he said these weird lines when I was communicating with my friends, and my controller would move on its own when I'm playing another character "What are you waiting for?" A smile was om his lips, I took his hand then stood up "Ok, let's go." Venti giggled as he led me in Mondstadt, I gaze behind to see the Vennessa tree.

No way.... all of this seemed real... the designs.... the npcs.... all of them are accurate! The only difference is that I don't see control menu "Isn't it beautiful? Traveler?" Venti turned to me, I nodded with hesitant. As my eyes scanned the whole city, Fischl and Bennett were talking to each other, Kaeya,Rosaria, and Diluc at the same table, although Diluc seems poker faced, Barbara was performing for the crowd, Jean and Lisa are eating together, Albedo,Sucrose, and Timaeus are experimenting,Amber is seen gliding, everything seemed lively more than the actual game.... "Come on Traveler!" The bard took my hand without giving me time to consent.

The rustling sounds of the leaves snap me back to reality, it still feels like a dream, did Mihoyo said something about this? The atmosphere is so lively and different "Uh oh woahhh!! Watch out!" Amber then crashed into Noelle, I giggled slightly then turn to the bard who was playing the lyre for a small crowd, as the sweet melodious tone halt to stop, the crowd clapped their hands, I smiled a little bit as I made my way towards him "Did you like it?" Venti inquired, I nodded then smiled, the bard chuckled as he took my hand then led me somewhere.

I realized we were getting far away from the festival, perturbation washed over me "Venti.... where are we going?" sweat dropped on my temples, Venti looked at me with a menacing smile "Somewhere..." 

He led me to starsnatch cliff, the breeze of the wind soothes my nostrils, I can't believe all of these are real.... Venti picked a Cecilia flower then hand it to me, I narrowed my eyes "Are you really.... real?" I gaze at his eyes 

"I'm aware that all of us are just video game characters, that's why I'm a God"

My eyes widened as he said that, he tucked the cecilia behind my ear "Y/n, will you stay here forever..?" The bard took both of my hands, his puppy eyes gleaming, I do want to visit Genshin.... but that does not mean I will abandon my world 

"Venti.... I have my friends and family there..." I said, I averted my gaze to the floor, his grip on me got tighter "Y/n, your world does not need you" his tone was a mix of devastate and anger "All you need is me, you belong here" 

My eyebrows furrowed, what does he mean by that!? "No! I can't just leave everyone! My friends care about me!"  I screamed in frustration. He then uses his anemo powers on me that sent me flying through the air "Arghh! Let me go!!" I desperately try to break free

"Don't you see that I love you? I don't like it when you control me everyday" Venti was feigning sadness on his tone 

"Because you're never real!" I retorted back, a grin was marked on his face "I ever regret pulling for you!" I yelled. The bard went closer then cup my cheeks "So? You already got me, you did this to yourself" then his hands swayed, causing me to fall of the cliff, my life flashed before me, this is it....

"May your soul rest in this game"

[05aaphrodite]

Warnings:Unhealthy obsessive relationship,Breaking of bones

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"Are you avoiding me?" Xiao had his one hand clamp both of your wrists, he had you pinned against the wall, you averted your gaze to the floor, you didn't want to encounter him again "Answer me" his threatening tone made your heart race in trepidation, you knew what he has been doing lately behind your back, you always doubted that he would ever kill a mortal until you entered his life 

You tried to wriggle under his touch but his grip around you tightened that your wrist might break anytime "Stop resisting, look at me in the eye" his free hand tilt your chin up to look at his amber orbs, the eyes that can directly kill you at any minute. You always enjoyed his company since he saved you from those wandering hilichurls at Dihua Marsh, you didn't mind his cold tendencies since you know that he deeply cares about you and your safety, you weren't a strong vision user so he is mostly your knight in shining armor whenever you get yourself cornered by monsters, your feelings for him eventually start to grow, you wanted him to think of you as more than a friend, but it seems that he made it too far...

"I wasn't avoiding you, please let me go" the adepti derided your nervous reply

"Have I done something to upset you?" His tone was slightly dreadful, you wanted the old Xiao back, not this obsessive and lovesick one "No you didn't, I'm sorry.... it's just that I've been busy lately that I don't have time to talk to you" you try to come up with a decent lie but it seems that Xiao discerns your hint of uneasiness "Busy lately when you have time to talk to Verr and Yanxiao" he gritted his teeth which intimidates you, his brows furrowed as you kept resisting his gaze 

"It hurts... so much.... please... stop.." your eyes were misty, whole body trembling because of the proximity between you two, you felt your carpal bones break underneath your head, you shriek in pain as you crouch down to the floor, your hands fell limp to your lap, a sadistic smirk plastered on his face "Look at you, you're so worthless and miserable" your heart dropped when you heard his derogatory words directed to you, he would never do this to you.... that's what you thought, you burst into tears feeling weak and miserable like he said "Pathetic.." He turned his back on you then leave you in your distressed state, your tears kept overflowing, each tear depicted the times he damaged you completely over and over again "Y/n?" A feminine voice which made you instinctively wipe your tears "Are you okay?" Verr crouch down to your broken form, holding your broken wrists, you did not want anyone to see your pained state  "I'm..." you shakily stood up, still thinking about the past events that traumatized you "Your hands..." Verr took your wrists gently, a worried expression on her face "I'm fine... really.." you showed a feign smile, in order to not worry the innkeeper about you and Xiao. You reach down to grab the strap of your backpack only for yours hands to fell limp on the ground  "Let me help you" Verr grab the backpack then sling it to your shoulders "Let's get your wrists treated" Verr said, you shook your head as you rub your broken bones "I need to go now, thanks" you set your foot off, walking quickly as much as you can

That's it, you're planning to run away from Liyue and him, far away from them that they forgot that you weren't in teyvat, all you need is a safe haven to stay at. Heck, you don't even trust Mondstadt as your safe haven, who knows that a hungry wolf is secretly creeping on you behind? everything's not safe when he's here

You decided to reside in Dragonspine, you knew that staying there is a bad idea since you can run out of heat source real quick, but that's the least you can do. You breathe in and out as you snuggle into the canvas fabric draped on your shoulders, it's a good thing that you found a heat source nearby, your eyes start to flutter as drowsiness entered you, it was such a long day...

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Your eyes blinked slowly as you wearily sat up, only to find out that the fire was blown out, you cursed to yourself as you stood up to search for more flints and stones

"Getting cold i see" 

you flinched at the sudden familiar voice behind you, the last thing you wanted to hear, you couldn't move, you couldn't breath, it's like Xiao put a spell on you "Were you running away from me?" you heard his footsteps halt to stop, his warm breath sending shivers down to your spine "What are you gonna do with those limp hands of yours?" Xiao chuckled darkly, you continued to step forward through the snow only for you to be pulled towards him "I followed you everywhere, you think you can run away from me? It must be delusional for you to think of that" The adepti stated, you scoffed at his words not because he was threatening you, but because he was right 

You can't run away from him no matter how far you are from him, he is always there.

[autumnywinter]

Can I get some yandere Venti with a reader who has been avoiding him please? Thank you very much!

sure! sorry if venti is ooc here, this is my first time writing for him!

TW: Implied kidnapping, violence

You usually didn’t come to Monstadt often anymore, only coming when it involved your daily commissions.

When you did, however, you’d often stop by to talk to Kaeya, Jean, Amber and the rest.

Venti wasn’t on that list.

It wasn’t that you didn’t like him, it’s just you didn’t like talking to him.

The way he’d always insist on having nearly hour long conversations with you and sometimes even longer... it made you uncomfortable.

You’d rather just avoid him than tell him that.

It wasn’t until you were on your way to the tavern to stop by to see Diluc, only to be met with... Venti.

“Hey, Y/n! It’s been a while!” he exclaimed with a smile, immediately grabbing onto your arm as if he were thinking you’d run.

“Oh, yeah...” You tried to not look irritated.

The bard lost his usual bright smile surprisingly quickly. “Why have you been avoiding me, Y/n?”

You glanced around as if you were expecting someone to help you. “I haven’t, I’ve just been busy.”

Venti huffed. “You talked with Lisa the other day.”

“I just happened to be near...”

“Were you also near Kaeya? Or Amber?”

“Well...”

“You were going to the tavern to see Diluc, weren’t you?”

Your frown deepened. “Listen, Venti, I got to go...”

Before you could move, Venti grabbed onto you with both arms. “No!” His voice was desperate, but he quickly recovered with another smile, this time forced. “Can we at least have one drink together?”

“I don’t really drink,” you said almost too quickly.

The bard gave yet another fake laugh. “Oh come on, please? I just wanna spend some time with you before you leave!”

You stared at him with a stern look. “No, I’m not going to get drunk. Sorry.”

Venti suddenly leaned too close for comfort. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah,” you said. “We can just hang out normally... Only for a little while, though. I’m seriously busy.”

He seemed content enough with the response and smiled, though it didn’t meet his eyes. “I know the perfect place to hang out!”

When he said that, you weren’t expecting to end up in a rather... small house that took only about forever to get to.

He giggled. “It isn’t much but I like to call it my home! Do you like it?”

You bit back offending the ran down home. “It looks nice. Uh... what are we going to do?”

At that, he gave a wry smile and before you knew it, you were swept to the ground by a sudden gust of wind.

He straddled your hips as his fingers intertwined with yours. “Perhaps you’d like to stay the night?”

You felt a rush of fear. “Ex-- excuse me?”

He rolled his eyes childishly. “Aw, stop acting so cold to me. I know you’ve been just avoiding me to make me jealous and I’ll tell you, it worked at first.”

You knew you weren’t, but you couldn’t help but feel paralyzed.

“See? You aren’t denying it so it must be true!” he exclaimed, with that somehow innocent smile. You could see the smug look in his eyes, though.

“It’s not! I’ve been avoiding you because you’re a drunkard! And apparently a creep too!” you yelled furiously. “Now get off me!”

“Aw, Y/n,” Venti whined. “I haven’t felt like this for anyone but you, so I can’t be a creep! This is all for you!”

You finally gathered the courage to push him off you. “I don’t like you! Get a hint!”

Just as you tried to quickly trudge to the door, he grabbed you and for a moment you felt almost all air leave your lunges.

His anemo power really wasn’t to be underestimated.

Despite the situation, he managed to just look like a pouting child.

“You can’t leave,” he said in a light yet patronizing tone. “Just stay for a while longer, please?”

You knew he wasn’t asking.

[cinnamonest]

Imagine if Genshin is secretly a yandere otome game. If your bond with one character is high enough, the game will become weirder like one of your character is missing then you get a quest to find them to you can only use one character (the one who got higher bond) forever

AJFHAHAYAV what kind of doki doki lit club shenanigans would these bastards pull on us

[genshin-obsessed]

Yes the S/o wants to be killed because of her Kidnapper. She would get depressed until she just wants to die and since nobody except their captor is around the s/o asks her captor to kill her.

My first yandere fic! I hope you like it! Please remember that for EVERY yandere fic I write I will tag it as tw: yandere Please filter this tag if you don’t want to/can’t handle this type of material. If you don’t know how to do that, I can help. I don’t want to upset anyone with the yandere content that I write <3

Warnings: Depression, domestic violence, reader asking to be killed. Proceed with caution.

Captive

You and Kaeya had been dating for almost three years now. Everything was great. This was the happiest you’d ever been. But then one day, he saw someone flirting with you.

He lost it. It was odd because Kaeya never seemed like the jealous type, but the way he threatened that man was… it was terrifying.

Little did you know, that day would completely break him. He’d taken you away from everything, locked you in a house, and never let you out. You withered away slowly and painfully, until there wasn’t anything left of you.

You heard a click and looked towards the door as it opened up. Kaeya walked in with the biggest smile on his face, chipper than ever before. However, he noticed your lack of cheerines immediately.

“Aw, what’s wrong, my love?” You didn’t even look at him as you laid back down on the bed. There was nothing left in this world for you. Anything you wanted or cared for was taken away by him.

“Kill me.” Your voice was quiet and emotionless, but it felt like a loud scream to Kaeya. He’d frozen before he turned you to face him. You didn’t even fight back.

“What? Wh-why would you say that?!” He asked, as you finally looked into his eyes. He saw nothing. There was nothing left of you.

“I don’t want to be alive anymore… so please kill me.”

“That’s dumb! I won’t let you die! I did this all for us!”

“I don’t want it. I don’t want us… I don’t want anything anymore.” You could see him getting angrier, but no part of you cared about anything. “So just… kill me.”

You’d been with Venti for two years. You two were made for each other, two pieces of a puzzle.

Everything was going great and then one day, you were being hit on by some guy. Venti tried to help you, but the man shoved him to the ground. He… lost it.

You’d never seen Venti so angry and you never imagined he’d kill someone over something so stupid. He changed that day. He took you away and he never let you go.

No matter how much you cried and begged, he didn’t listen. He would even hit you and yell at you to keep you with him. He claimed it was all for you, for your safety, for your love. But you didn’t want it and there was only one way to tell him.

“Kill me.” Venti’s cheerful smile vanished and it was replaced with a glare.

“What?”

“Kill me.”

“No.”

“I don’t want you. I don’t want this. I don’t want anything anymore. Just… please kill me and let me die.” He immediately took your shoulders and glared at you.

“You’re mine. You’re all mine to decide what to do with. NO ONE is taking you away from me! NO ONE!” He’d punched the wall beside your head, but you’d barely flinched. You looked up at him with broken eyes.

“You don’t have me. I’m not yours. I will never be yours.” You’d actually seen something change in him, but he didn’t become violent. He just backed away with the same look. “I hate you, Venti…”

Diluc was the sweetest man you’d ever met. He’d always looked out for you, taken care of you, loved you. He was your rock, your everything, then one day…

He’d heard a rumor about you spending time with other men. He didn’t like it, but it wasn’t true. Sure, you had guy friends, but you weren’t romantic with them.

Diluc wouldn’t listen. He claimed everyone was trying to take you away and that he wouldn’t stand for it. He claimed you would only be his and no one else's.

“Please let me go out!”

“NO!” You and Diluc were arguing about you going out. You wanted to leave the house he’d locked you in, but he wouldn’t let you go anywhere. You stepped back as he yelled, tears pooling in your eyes.

“Come on! It’s been forever! I just want to go out-” You let out a shriek as your cheek stung. He… hit you.

“No.” Diluc roughly took you by the shoulders and glared into your eyes. “Everyone wants to take you away from me, but I plan on keeping you close! Do you hear me!?” You nodded as the tears slid down your cheeks. When he let go, he sighed and frowned. “I’m sorry, ok? If… if you just listened, I wouldn’t have to do this.” He took your face in his hands and kissed your lips. A kiss you didn’t return. When he pulled away to look at you, you finally said the words weighing on your heart.

“Kill me. I don’t want to be with you and I don’t want to be alive.”

Xiao had always been standoffish. But he loved you dearly. He loved you to the ends of the Earth and he made sure it was well known.

There was an attack at the inn. You ended up getting injured during the fight and Xiao lost it. He destroyed everything in his path, strayed from his duty as an adeptus, and took you away. He basically held you captive, telling you he’d never leave you.

You hated what he’d become. You wanted your old Xiao back. The one that was a little too dense, the one who loved almond tofu, the one who cared for and loved you, the one who meant the world to you and made you feel safe. Not this monster.

You quietly ran down the hall, trying to get to the door. But before you could touch the handle, your hand met with a chest. You immediately backed up as Xiao glared at you as you fell and blacked up into the wall.

“Where are you going?” You shook your head as he glared down at you. You were shaking, your heart was pounding in your chest, and the hopelessness you felt was becoming harder to fight. “You’ve been a naughty girl.”

You backed up into the wall as a sob escaped your lips. Xiao crouched down and gently dried your wet cheeks.

“You aren’t going anywhere. You aren’t leaving me and I won’t let anyone take you away from me.” His voice was gentle but menacing. Why did this happen to him? Why would he become like this? You never wanted to leave him. Until now.

“Kill me.” His emotionless eyes turned into a glare.

“What?”

“I want to die. So kill me. That way… no one can ever have me or hurt me.”

“I’m trying to protect you! I’m trying to keep these filthy humans from hurting you!”

“You’re hurting me.” It seemed like Xiao snapped out of his deranged state of mind for a second, but you didn’t care. “You’re the one hurting me. You’re the reason I want to die. So please… if you love me, kill me.”

[somewhere-nowhereland]

How to write yandere without making it into a basic bitch anime

-First of all, this is not a healthy relationship in any terms but it is very alluring tbh. this actually is one of my guilty pleasures is to read yandere fanfiction! 😥😄 and the yandere is basically a Japanese term, an anime trope, for someone who is obsessively in love with someone.

-Intensity is a good thing in a romance… But yandere they turn it up to 11! There’s a fine line between having very intense scary love and having a comical intense love writing a yandere. A very intense yandere will be very literal with what they say, like say “I would kill someone for you” and then they literally kill someone for the person. But a comical approach would be like if they said “I will kill anyone for you” and then not do anything, instead doing more subtle things like they just want love instead of possession.

-Make the yandere attractive in more senses than one. Being physically attractive does not mean people will automatically fall in love with you. Make them charming with personality! The reason people are so attracted to the concept of yanderes is because they’re just so smart, calculating, and charming so don’t make your character short on any of those things!

-Make your character smart! These characters are on the cusp of doing very illegal things for love, I don’t think they’re just going to do it and get caught not being able to act on their love. Always make them one step ahead of everyone and don’t let them be blind to the facts of the character they’re attracted to.

-give them reason to be attracted to the character they’re attracted to. An easy anime trope is that they had a childhood promise that they would be married to each other, which in my opinion is very stupid, and they just fall madly in love with them for years. Don’t do that! they fall in love with the character they’re in love with because they remind them of something that made them happy when they were younger, they like the idea of the person not really the person but the happiness they think that person will give them, or friends for a while and then one day they just started to like them and it slowly progressed to this possessive obsessive thing.

-The love does not always have to be one-sided! People in the real world like to be taking care of and controlled. Which some people don’t understand but is a real thing. So, if you’re going to make a romance out of this that isn’t thriller but more actual romance, make it more than one sided. Maybe the other character likes it too but wants to make it healthier or maybe not at all. Get messy and dirty in this, this is a complicated and twisted real life thing and you should make it as twisted and realistic as possible, people aren’t always black and white with what they feel.

-if your yandere kills people, DON’T MAKE THEM CLEAN OF WHAT THEY DID! THEY STILL MURDERED SOMEONE AND PEOPLE NEED TO PAY THE CONSEQUENCES FOR THAT; END OF STORY! Seriously though, if someone was murdered people are going to look for the murderer and even if your yandere is the smartest person in the world they’re still needs to be at least just a suspicion that they were involved and that people are trying to investigate. AND IF YOUR YANDERE KIDNAPS THE CHARACTER THEY LIKE! THEN THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES, PEOPLE ARE GOING TO LOOK FOR THE CHARACTER; PEOPLE ARE GOING TO FIGHT TO FIND THAT PERSON! DON’T MAKE YOUR YANDERE SCOTT FREE!

-Give them moments of kindness and tenderness. give the moments where they’re the most loving person in the world because they genuinely love another person even if it isn’t fully loved but more of an illusion of love.

-give the moments to breathe. and what I mean when I say give the moments to breathe I mean that give them a moment that shows what’s underneath all of the facade. Make them panic if they think that someone is leaving them, make them sob in front of the person they love, or make him so angry they punch a hole through the wall and breaking their own arm.

-If you’re going to make the yandere twisted go all the way. Make them fucked up and tender. If they are twisted and torturous then make it that way, don’t sugarcoat anything. Make them pull the nail off of the person they love if they try to leave them, they beat themselves up because the person they love say they love someone else and they think that it’s because they’re not attractive enough or they need to be punished for it, or they torture someone that the person they love care about because they’re not getting their way. Make them sadistic if they’re sadistic.

-The character that best shows this trait: Joe Goldberg from “You”, Villianelle from “Killing Eve”, (intense way) and Trent from “Crazy Ex-girlfriend” (funny way)