A Farewell to Blades

Kick back. Relax. Shrug off that armor, set down that blade. Roll your burdened shoulders and let down your guard. This is a place of life, a place of peace.

[1-800-hate]

I wish someone would check up on me.

[1-800-hate]

.

[holdingthornsandroses]

[1-800-hate]

I wish I can be happier again. I wish I wasn’t living this current life right now. I wish everything got better. I wish I could see the end. I wish I was already done. I wish I wasn’t suffering. I wish I was loved more. I wish bad things would stop happening to me and my mom. I wish our life was better. I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I REALLY REALLY REALY EXTREMELY FUCKING WISH.

[allsadnshit]

I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

[konoko]

slut era (overthinking, ruined sleep schedule, constant feeling of loneliness and existential emptiness)

[bedlund]

[1-800-hate]

End my suffer please.

[bodyfeeling]

op turned off reblogs but i want this post on my blog

[zzoupz]

I know basically nothing about tarot cards but I absolutely need to make this a reality

[helperhoopoe]

stop insulting yourself. it doesn’t help.

[rottentrauma]

But what if it’s true

[helperhoopoe]

it still doesn’t help. you can call yourself as many names as you want, but it won’t make you a better, happier, healthier or kinder person.

punishment doesn’t work. only positive reinforcement does. be kind to yourself and get better.

[brushbell]

ouch, shit, you right you right

[m4nicpsych0]

abandonment issues slayyyy

[1-800-hate]

Aaaaaaaa

[1-800-hate]

I’m already so tired again.

[1-800-hate]

I’m so tired. I’m so unbelievably tired. I just want to sleep forever, and rot away peacefully.

[1-800-hate]

I don’t think I’d want a grave anymore, just burry me somewhere far away and nice. Hopefully the land can use my corpse and make a beautiful garden out of me. It’s the least I can do.

[1-800-hate]

Burry me far where the stars shine the brightest.

[1-800-hate]

I’m so tired. I’m so unbelievably tired. I just want to sleep forever, and rot away peacefully.

[1-800-hate]

I don’t think I’d want a grave anymore, just burry me somewhere far away and nice. Hopefully the land can use my corpse and make a beautiful garden out of me. It’s the least I can do.

[1-800-hate]

I’m so tired. I’m so unbelievably tired. I just want to sleep forever, and rot away peacefully.

[1-800-hate]

Finished a semester of collage with good grades, still filled with dread. Amazing. Now I can spend all summer doing FUCK all because that’s ALL I can FUCKING do. Woooo, go meeee.