Overly Obsessed with Everything

Seasons change, so do I. Schizospec, chronic illness, memes, etc. Read my bio :) Ask Box is always open.

[221bluescarf]

I try to remember to add trigger warnings to posts, but sometimes forget. If you see something here that belongs to you, send a message and I’ll edit to add your info or delete it

Also, I'm an Adultᵗᵐ -something I forget because I've been on this site for ten years 15+ years

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐨

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[iamaine]

my most Millennial trait is that i want big screen to think properly. to compose my thoughts. app exists for your thing but no website? bad bad bad not good for think, need big screen for think. i wrote this post on the small screen btw

[robotslenderman]

I read somewhere that one thing that really pisses off companies about Millennials is that we won't make big purchases on our phones, we always feel compelled to get out a laptop or hop on a desktop for it

[desert-palm]

[ceaselessbasher]

I swear to god one of these days were going to see a video of Amaury Guichon and he's going to be making some wings and they are going to look dope as hell, the detail of each feather will be breathtaking, he'll spray paint them to perfection, but as the video goes on, he's not building any sort of winged creature, just the wings. And then there's a human-sized harness (also made of chocolate, somehow, he can do it). And he's attaching the wings to the harness. And he's putting the harness on and he demonstrates how he can flap the wings. And then he'll be off. Out the window and up and up and up. And we'll be looking at the livestream (it's a livestream now) and we'll scream "No, Amaury, the sun! It's going to melt the wings!". But he knows this already. And he is free.

[lethalbutterfly]

It's looking like he's going to do a dramatic retelling of icarus where the chocolate wings melt, but then, suddenly he takes a bite out of the sun, and smiles and nods to the camera as he chews.

[perfectquote]

“You are going to want to give up. Don’t.”

— Unknown

[savethelifeofmychild]

having to eat food and take showers is ruining my life

[titsay]

and when you're sad, i'll sit with you

[schizoaffectively]

@anthropoidium Pretty art and sweet message <3

[wholesome-animal-images]

[machinot]

Share link 10 years ago

https://Poopvideos.com/video-id/817655H

Share link now

https://poopvi.ds/video-id/817655H&user_8-65155JN&shared.at/7:39PM/palantir_tracking_id=92827652.876.99&socialsecuritynumber=827.92.7251&bloodtype:bnegative&penis_size:about_6_inches_hard_iqn76

[ambidisastrous]

fun fact! as of time of writing, the tracking crap will be the stuff after a ? in the url. you can generally just click into your address bar, delete that part, and go

so for example, you’d keep the blue part and delete the orange part:

https://poopvi.ds/video-id/817655H?user_8-65155JN&shared.at/7:39PM/palantir_tracking_id=92827652.876.99&socialsecuritynumber=827.92.7251&bloodtype:bnegative&penis_size:about_6_inches_hard_iqn76

[thememedaddy]

[wirily]

[221bluescarf]

there's a lot on my mind and I feel like I'm going down a dangerous road. But I don't know how to ask for help without making it worse.

[uncertainlys]

i hope everything works out in the end because i am so so scared

[221bluescarf]

I hate that the default assumption when someone has a thinking or cognitive difficulty is that they're stupid, immature, making excuses, avoiding accountability, or any other negative attribute. Why isn't it normal to ask if you're ok, or lacking sleep, or have a learning disability or whatever? Why is the knee-jerk reaction to judge and criticize?

I'm not "just indecisive". I can decide what I want from a menu. I just struggle to decide what to do, when to do it, how to do it, and whether or not I should do it. I struggle to organize my schedule, do mental math, navigate directions, and I rely heavily on other people and depend on a steady routine. I spend so much of my day fighting through it.

it absolutely affects daily activities, hygiene, changing clothes, making food, leaving the house, getting through the store, getting to the store, or whether to even get out of bed in the first place... I can't even list everything that gets screwed up.

Cognitive symptoms, executive dysfunction, disorganized thinking, they're all very real but if you experience problems with these things you probably walk around feeling like everyone thinks you're an idiot which doesn't feel great on top of the isolation and stigma you already feel

"Stop blaming everything on schizophrenia"

I hate to pathologize everything but why shouldn't I? The alternative is to believe this is a personal flaw, willful self-sabotage, or something I'm making up.

[vithcy]

MUTUAL!! THAT IMAGE IS AI GENERATED!! MUTUAL! DON'T REBLOG THAT!! IT'S AI!!MUTUAAAL!!

[assan08]

Please anyone tell me if I accidentally reblog sth ai generated! It's NEVER intentional

[iamreallytryingiswear]

Sometimes when i am spiralling thinking that i am useless and a bad person it helps me to remember that my friend loves me very much and if i bring them happiness i may not be that uselees. And I can't be that horrible if my friend has a good taste and they like me.