Narrator:
Wilson Cruz became the first out actor playing an out series regular on network television.
Wilson Cruz:
I really believed it would be more powerful if young people understood the person playing that role stood behind that story. But when we made the pilot in 1993, ABC didnāt pick it up. So we went through a whole year where we were put on hold. I made a pact that if we got picked up that I would come out to my parents. We got picked up, and I told my mom first. It went okay. I told my dad, and my dad threw me out of the house. We had about three months before we started to go into production on the series. And between my car and, um, some friendsā couches, I made it through three months. And when I told Winnie my story, she decided that that was also gonna happen to Rickie on My So-Called Life.
Winnie Holzman:
I was starting to feel this sense of responsibility toward just expressing what I understood was really some young gay peopleās experiences in life. I mean, obviously not all, but, unfortunately, too many.
Wilson Cruz:
So Christmas of ā93 I tell my father, and we stopped speaking. And in December of ā94, the episode in which Rickie is thrown out of his house airs. Ten, fifteen minutes pass, and my phone rings. And itās my dad. And, uhā¦he says, āYou know, I think itās about time we talked.ā
There is not a day that goes by that I donāt get a message from somebody who says their life was changed because of Rickie. And I wonder sometimes, you know, how many fathers turned to their sons or daughters and said, āI think itās time for us to talk.ā
Thatās the power of TV.
ā from Visible: Out on Television
This warms the cockles of my heart so so much!!! My So Called Life was everything and the fact that it only got one season was an injustice to mine and every following generation. Getting to see my brother represented on national tv, seeing what high school was really like before I got there, the types of peers I would meet and friends Iād make and fall out of friendship with, the raw unfiltered teenage angst of it all, nothing and I mean NOTHING will ever top nor come close to, My So Called Life.
Also, I LOVE RICKIE SO MUCH!!! ā¤ļø



















