Said The Spider To The Fly

Yes, I’m thinking about him. But I recognize the self who has just done something horrible like a sister I’ve casually met on the street. “Hello, sister!” It’s like there’s two sisters of Faith and Chance. My Faith can’t exclude Chance, but my Chance can’t explain Faith. My Faith didn’t allow me to wait for Chance, and Chance didn’t give me enough Faith. And then I read that private life is a stage, only I’m playing in many parts that are smaller than me, and yet I still play them, I suffer, I believe, I am! But at the same time I know there’s a third possibility, like cancer, or madness, but cancer or madness contort reality. The possibility I’m talking about pierces reality. Oh, I’m unable to say it, maybe. Maybe it’s impossible to say, or maybe I’m too stupid. You’re looking at me as if to tell me that I need you to fill me up, as if I’m an empty space. Well, I love you too, but what makes me go on is to know he’ll return, and I’ll make him suffer, and I’ll hurt him, and I’m betraying him, but this brings me small rewards. Well, but yet…I can’t exist by myself because I’m afraid of myself. Because I’m the maker of my own evil! Goodness is only some kind of reflection upon evil. That’s all it is.

[2r0i2p0]

Currently in the process of clearing my 5k ish drafts and putting them in the queue so if you see me reblog something you posted like 2yr ago.... that is why. Queue is ~800 posts rn and posts like 4? Times a day

Eventually will be remaking and moving my blog once that's all over with but I'll make a new post for that.

[2r0i2p0]

It only has 82 posts left and now I have 6k drafts. And I did queue a lot since then so either I lied in the original post or somehow accrued 1k drafts since then. Anyways im still here still mainly operating on queue 👍 I’ll post whenever I do move blogs… I’ve been meaning to get the new one and the new sideblogs up and running but this semester is killing me

[2r0i2p0]

sorry it’s postponed again my computer broke like three weeks ago #Hi

[grox]

[blackpyrefly]

I heard another video game is coming out soon

this has to stop

[weirdrtvscomments]

Whenever you say "is this jerma" under an rtvs clip a baaulp loses his dinner

[revumajiosu]

baaulps are an important part of our ecosystem and jerma is an invasive species. think about that next time

[calstone-light-o]

[patrickbatemanamericanpsycho]

[abdalsalam-2000]

These may be my last words or the last time I write a post, so I will not forgive anyone who sees this post and does not support me with a single word and ignores me.

[abdalsalam-2000]

I write these words in great pain, my eyes brimming with tears. I can no longer bear this situation. I am exhausted by hunger, severe anemia, my father's cancer, and the exorbitant cost of the medications he needs.

[abdalsalam-2000]

All I care about is getting rid of the cancer my father is suffering from and the constant pain. Please help me buy his medication so his body can recover and he can resume his life, and to save me, my entire family, and my young niece who is suffering from malnutrition and anemia.

[abdalsalam-2000]

Please donate if you can. Your donation will enable me to buy medicine for my father, and it will save him, save me, and save my whole family. Our lives are at stake from hunger, disease, and anemia, and it will end the constant pain. Gofundme

[sporesgalaxy]

Nader's father needs pain relief. Donate what you can. This is campaign number 4 on the @gazavetters account. I personally assure you that your donations will go directly to Nader, his family, and his ailing father.

[abdalsalam-2000]

Friends, I beg you to help us and donate. You don't know how we will live if this aid stops. My family is large; we are nine people in this family, and we all depend on this aid to survive. Please, please don't hesitate to donate. Please donate now. We need 680 euros to reach 6000. Please, please donate.

[theinternetarchive]

He's vetted, of course, but I can also personally vouch for Nader's legitimacy. He's sent me selfies and current updates, adorable photos of his newborn niece, who needs as much help as possible to develop healthily.

A baby's life is at stake here, as is the suffering of a terminally ill man who needs relief.

Imaging how hard it is to save money when you need upwards of $50k to escape your awful and life threatening scenario, but you hardly receive $5 in three days.

At present, Nader's savings are being eaten up quickly. Please donate.

[abdalsalam-2000]

Dear friends, we still need 450 euros. Please continue donating. One person has already donated; please match their donation and give what you can. Please.

[my-commc]

[dogpuppy]

[koolthing0]

[snailsfall]

[tinyuglyworld]

Thomas Sankara at a rally in Harlem, New York. Photographed by Ernest Harsch, 10/3/1984

Scanned from “Thomas Sankara Speaks”

[wineseller]

I used the money I got from selling wine to buy a storefront for my wine business

[wineconnoisseur]

I’m excited to stop by, I will bring money so I can buy some more wine from your new store

[wineseller]

Thanks I’m excited to see you soon

[grindrbooks]

[hymnism]

[flipchild]

goatse if the song was good; " and i didnt mean to sound my cock"!

[effemimaniac]

Not what he's called.

[flipchild]

What?

[flipchild]

[peoplegettingkindamadatfood]