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Hwang Hyunjin x female reader / words / angst / fluff
Warnings: mentions of death
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Tired. All he wanted was to leave this forsaken world and he reunited with his forgotten family after many years. That’s all he could think about, until he met you. You showed up one day questioning his intentions after asking a series of random questions. How could a stranger be so forward? Yet he didn’t mind answering for some odd reason.
Sooner or later, the thoughts of leaving this world began to fade. He began to see the colors of life again the more he hung out with you. It didn’t seem so dull and bland.
“Jinnie, hold my hand please?” You asked politely, extending your hand searching for his.
Hyunjin gladly obliged, taking your warm hand in his, “Do you think the night sky has always been this pretty?”
You hummed to yourself as if you were thinking about it, “I think it’s what you make it to be. If you want to say it’s dull, then it will be. If you want it to be beautiful, then it shall,” You moved, pulling your boyfriend to sit by the river to watch the stars, “I know our loved ones are watching over us. You can tell by the twinkling stars. It’s them waving to us and showing they are okay up there.”
Hyunjin’s breath hicked a bit, knowing you were right, but still not used to speaking so freely about his dead parents. You, on the other hand, had lost your brother and sister in a terrible car accident, making your parent’s resent you for being the only one to survive. Though your parents were still alive, you were dead to them. Even so, you always kept a smile on your face and had a positive attitude. That’s what Hyunjin admired so much about you.
“I know your siblings are proud of you. I’m proud of you. You’ve held on so long and have been so strong for yourself and for others. For me,” He smiled at you, noticing your teary eyes as you kept that cute smile on your face, “You can cry. Crying is healthy. Mourning is healthy.”
You tilted your head towards the sky to try and dry your eyes, “It’s been so long, I don’t know if I even know how to mourn their deaths anymore. I can only see the happiness on their faces when we would play outside or when we would go get take out as a treat for being good. That’s what I want to remember, not the terrible tragedy that consumed them,” You whispered with a smile as tears slowly spilled down your cheeks.
“I love you Jinnie,” You smiled facing him as his breath caught in his throat. That was the first time you had ever confessed it him, even though he knew.
He felt tears well in his eyes as he place a hand on your cheek, “I love you more. More than you’ll ever know.”
You sniffed a bit before letting a chuckle out, “What is it?” He asked with curiosity in his tone.
“I just know your parents are eavesdropping on us and smiling up there. Maybe my sibling met your parents and are having a watch party or something,” You chuckled to yourself as tears still spilled, making Hyunjin’s heart strings pull.
He pulled you into his warm chest for comfort before placing a kiss to the top of your head, “I bet they are, and I bet they are over the moon with joy about the amazing person I met and love. They would have loved you.”
You tilted your head to look him in the eyes, “My siblings would have loved you too,” You smiled happily though the tears.
Even after all the tragedy the two of you went through, you finally found your other halves, making the lose a bit easier to handle.
It hadn’t been long since you joined Hoshi’s pirate crew. It had been your dream to be a pirate, to do whatever you please, explore the world, and feel free. That was all you ever wanted in a home that restricted you from your every and any move. And here you finally were.
Though you were new, you were getting to knew the rest of the crew and had found one of the crew members intriguing. It was their navigator, The All Knowing, Jeon Wonwoo. He could predict storms from islands away and knew routes from the clouds, landscaping and waves just be a look. He was incredible and you loved talking him, even though he was quiet.
Hoshi has chosen you as their doctor. After a bad run in with the another strong crew, you had taken them in secretly to help fix their wounds. Yet it took a bad turn after you were almost killed for helping the enemy. Thankfully, you were saved and even learned a few new fighting moves. You were thankful for the opportunity Hoshi gave you.
“Why don’t you get out more?” You suddenly burst out as Wonwoo’s head moved to look at you. The two of you had been sitting in the library, studying up on landscaping and medicine for your journey ahead, “I mean.”
“Why do you stay in here with me if you want to go out?” He questioned, interested in your question, even after turning the tables on you.
Your cheeks heated a slight pink as you looked away, “I like the library. I asked you the question anyways,” You mumbled loud enough for him to hear.
He chuckled under his breath as he closed his book, “Why did you join Hoshi’s crew?”
“Well, he asked me so,” You began, but were cut off, “No, why did you join his crew?” Wonwoo asked again.
“I wanted to leave my island. I couldn’t be who I wanted to be and help others if I only was punished everytime I did so. I mean, what’s the point in being a doctor if you can’t even save people from their injuries? I mean who cares who is hurt or dying, it’s a person. It’s my duty to help if I can,” You rambled on as your eyes went big and landed on Wonwoo, who’s face was smirking now.
He leaned back in his chair as he watched you, “Fuck, I know exactly what you just did and I don’t like it.”
He chuckled as he stood up with his book in hand, “There’s a good reason I’m call The All Knowing,” Wonwoo stated before sending you wink and heading towards the door.
“Hey, wait up!” You yelled at him as you grabbed your books to follow him, interested to learn more about him.
“Lix, look at this! Do you like my new dress?” You shined with happiness as you twirled around for your best friend to see, only for you to pause and stare at his blank stare against the ground, “Lix, what’s wrong?”
He chuckled lowly to himself, eyes not leaving the ground as you noticed the dark bags under his eyes. Had he slept at all today? You began to move towards him as he put his hand up, prompting you to halt all movements.
“I appreciate you dressing up to make me smile, but we both know that won’t work,” Your eyes widen as he turned to finally face you, “I think it’s best you leave.”
You tilted your head, “Lix, I know you’re taking his death hard-”
“Hard? How could I not? He was my best friend, Y/N! You think I’ll just roll over and forget about him for what? A girl? You?” He scoffed with a devilish smirk to his lips as he rose to his feet, “You think a whore like you could ever have me? Get out of my sight before you make me sick,” He sat down again back facing you now.
You took a moment to digest the malicious words that spat from your best friend and crushes mouth. You could feel tears pricking your eyes, but you didn’t want to be weak, not in front of him, especially after what he just said.
You took a deep breath, “Look, I understand he was your best friend and I understand I can never fill his spot, but I’m your best friend too. I also lost a best friend, Lix,” You trailed off, feeling the pain fill your heart after numbing yourself from that dark day, “You aren’t the only one hurting.”
“You aren’t my best friend. I only had one. Sorry to break it to you,” He murmured to himself as he ran a hand through his long blonde locks.
“I was there too, you know? I was there when the car accident happened. I got hurt too. I may not have died, but a part of me did when Bang Chan left us. You think you get to claim someone as your own? Don’t mind me laugh,” You scoffed, feeling the tears begin to fall, “You didn’t witness him dying in your arms, you just showed up later and-”
Without another word, you were pressing against the wall with an angry Felix in your face, “You think I don’t know that? You think I don’t regret not being there? You think I don’t wish every single fucking day that that car had taken me out instead of him? You think I wanted you to go through that? Alone?” He screamed with agony in his voice as your eyes softened, finally seeing your friend break and unlease his emotions, “I’m-I’m sorry I wasn’t a good enough friend.”
He fell to his knees as the tears came. You hated to see him cry, but after showing no emotion for the past few months, this was refreshing. You kneeled in front of him, placing a hand on his head to stroke it, “You always were and still are a great friend, even after all the terrible things you’ve said. I know Bang Chan would have forgiven you, even if you meant it. That’s just the type of guy he is.”
Felix sniffed to try and halt his tears, “You think he’s watching us?”
You smiled to yourself and you pulled Felix into a hug, “I know he is.”
It had been a while since you went on a first date. Though, when you first saw Jake on a dating app, you didn’t think he was too bad on the eyes. Even though you were excited to meet him, you were also very nervous. You hadn’t dated someone in almost 4 years after your break up with your ex of 3 years. You knew it was time, but something inside you scared yourself.
What if you weren’t good enough? What if he didn’t like you after meeting you? What if he didn’t like you after getting to know you? Did you want to waste your time? Those were the questions that raced through your head as you made your way to the pier for your date.
You were too deep into your thoughts almost not realizing he was standing a few feet away, waving at you with an adorable smile, “Hi Y/N! It’s nice to finally meet you.”
A slight blush reddened your cheeks as you gave him a small smile, feeling shy for once, “It’s nice to meet you too.”
“Come on, let’s go over by the pier and sit by the lake. I think the fireworks will be starting sometime soon!” He smiled politely towards you as he gestured you to follow him. He wanted to be respectful of your space and see how well you reacted before touching you and turning you off.
You were thankful for his respect and how he treated you carefully at first. The two of you made you way down to the pier, finding a little ledge by the water to sit on. There was light conversation about yourself, your jobs, your likes and dislikes, and lots of laughs in between.
“So you’re a cat person?” Jake questioned, giving you a playful smirked before scooting away, “Huh, I don’t know about this then,” He joked, “I have a very cute dog named Layla who would probably love you.”
“I love dogs too, don’t get me wrong! I’d love to meet Layla sometime. We could take her on a walk or something,” You giggled, already excited to meet his dog and loving how playful his attitude grew, while still being respectful. It was the humor you loved.
A whistle rang out through the air as a boom followed, signaling the start of the fireworks. The two you grew quiet as you watched the show in awe, commenting once and while on the different fireworks. You suddenly felt something heavy on your hand as you looked down to see Jake’s covering it, only to feel your cheeks heat up.
“Is this okay?” He asked quietly, seeing a small hint of pink of his cheeks as your eyes grew wide only to smile to yourself.
You nodded before turning your attention to the show in front of you. It was exactly how your heart felt right now, fireworks of emotions, happiness, excitement.
“Wow, that was an awesome show! Should we walk around now or would you like me to walk you home?” He wondered as the two of you walked away from the pier.
“Can we walk together longer? I’m not ready for this date to be over yet,” You mentally thought you whispered the last part to yourself only to realize it was out loud.
Your eyes went wide as you turned to Jake, only to see him chuckle before grabbing your hand in his, “Neither am I.”
Warnings: soft dom jisung, mentions of sexual relations, protected sex
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Sex with Jisung was euphoric. Whenever he could, he’d have you pushed up against any hard surface in your apartment since he could never get his hands off you. Whether it was him fingering you against the front door or having you laying on the kitchen table as he fucked you, he just couldn't help himself. Nights together were rarer recently due to Jisung's promotions, but thankfully there was some free time to spare. Jisung made sure those days he was doing to be around you, preferably inside you most of the time.
Laying flat on the mattress, you let Jisung have the task of slowly undressing you. The moment any bare skin was shown after the dress was removed, his lips were there in an instant, pressing light kisses before sucking the skin a little too harshly. You opted to go against wearing a bra for the night, which caused a groan from Jisung. The sight in front of him could have made him blow his load right then and there, his beautiful girlfriend laying bare in his favorite blue lace thong, he was going crazy.
You couldn't help but chuckle and shy away from his intense gaze. Jisung quickly put a stop to it by taking your hands in his before leaning down and placing a kiss on your lips, "God, I'll never get tired of this sight," He smiled as he discarded his clothes before leaning over to grab a condom from the side table and handing it to you.
You looked up at him in confusion before he flashed you a cheeky smile and hinted at you to put it on for him, something he secretly adored you doing. Biting your lip in slight embarrassment, you sat up a little and ripped the silver packet open before spitting in your hand, running your hand from the tip of his length and all the way to the base. You did that a few times before placing the condom on his already leaking cock. You looked up at him with a smirk, before pulling him down into a kiss and flipping positions so that you were on top.
"Now this," Jisung chuckled, hands caressing down your arms, moving to your hips, "This is a sight I'll never forget," Jisung smirked, one hand caressing your thigh and the other moving back up to play with your boobs, “Keep going like this and maybe I’ll cum as fast as I did for our first time together,” He said and you giggled at the fun but intimate memory.
Yang Jeongin x female reader / 637 words / fluff / smut
Warnings: car sex, riding, swearing
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What started off as a refreshing day at the beach for your anniversary soon turned into a steamy session in the back of your boyfriend's car. Jeongin wasn’t usually the kind to be so impatient when it came to being intimate, but you weren’t complaining one bit. You hastily helped him pack away your belongings before you rushed to the car, throwing the bag in the truck before Jeongin hopped in and pulled you on top of him. You were straddling his waist, already beginning to discard each other's clothing.
“Fuck Innie, you’re a little eager today,” You giggled as you pulled his shirt over his head, revealing his toned abs and chest. He had been working out a lot recently. You immediately ran your fingers over them, earning a groan from him.
“It’s been a while baby,” Jeongin mumbled against your neck as he began to leave a trail of marks, “You don’t mind, do you? I just can't wait another 40 minutes till we get home,” Jeongin asked curiously, rubbing your hip bones, while continuing to peck your neck and collarbones.
“Of course not, baby,” You responded quickly as you placed your hands on the zipper of his pants, signaling for him to help you. His lips found their way back to yours as you could feel the desperation in him. Jeongin propped his body up a little holding onto you as you helped pull them down to his ankles, never breaking the kiss.
Jeongin tried to help you take your panties off, but considering you were in such small confinement, he skipped that part and pulled them to the side. He slid two fingers up your slit to collect your wetness, prepping you, while you placed your hand under Jeongin's chin, guiding him to face you. You craved intimacy.
“No foreplay right now, just get to it!" You giggled at your own demand.
Jeongin was a little surprised, “Are you sure you’re ready baby? Are you wet enough? I don’t want it to hurt. I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I promise I’ll let you know if it’s too much.”
With that being said, Jeongin placed his hands on your waist, helping you align his length at your entrance before you slowly sank down on it. It stung a little, considering you usually have at least one orgasm before he fucks you, but it felt different. It was new and you loved it.
“Fuck Y/N, so fucking tight. It’s been too long,” He choked back a moan as you started to ride him. His hands held tightly onto your waist, helping your movements speed up. Your hands found their way to his hair as you pulled lightly, a quiet moan falling from his lips.
Your orgasm approached a lot quicker than usual. You increased your speed on Jeongin's length, letting your head rest against his shoulder as you started to get tired and overwhelmed. Jeongin's hands moved from your waist to roughly grip your ass as he thrust up into you. You moaned into his neck as you could only feel pure pleasure.
The car reeked of sex and the windows were fogging up, but neither of you cared. Jeongin helped you ride out your high as you consistently clenched around his throbbing length, sending him over the edge. He let his head fall back onto the seat as his breathing became steady.
You collapsed against his chest, breathing heavily as you tried to recover from your intense orgasm. Jeongin's length was still buried deep inside your tight channel as he moved a strand of hair out of your face.
You tried to get off him, but Jeongin pulled you back into him, “Let’s stay like this for a while. I’ve missed you and I'm kind of getting hard again because of your clenching.”
Lee Felix x Hwang Hyunjin x female reader / 528 words / fluff / smut
Warnings: fingering, nipple play, swearing, mentions of a threesome
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“Lix, are you sure we should even be doing this?” You groaned loudly as you were positioned on Felix's lap in the lounge, the movie long forgotten about, his tongue working wonders around your perked nipples, fingers deep inside your pussy, causing you to stumble on your words, "If Hyune finds out."
“Fuck,” Felix groaned at the way your pussy clenched at the mention of Hyunjin before latching his lips towards your neglected nipple, determined to leave a pretty mark for you both to admire tomorrow, “He won’t find out princess. He said he won't be home till 10 or so," He chuckled against your nipples, "Just relax a little and let me have you.”
You chuckled at your boyfriends boldness before wrapping your arms around his neck, fingertips playing with the hair on his nape. The idea of having two boyfriends wasn't something you ever imagined, but when the two of them confessed, you didn't know what to do and funny enough, despite Hyunjin's jealousy, he was the one who suggested for the three of you to get together. Hyunjin was always the one who took charge in the bedroom, so when it came to being one on one, you always felt bad for leaving the other out.
Although, right now, you just couldn't help it. You had an extremely long day at work, and you were stressed and horny. Despite loving a great pounding from both your boyfriends, you didn't think you could wait any longer. Felix was a tease and knew how to get you going. The way he looked after his shower and slight teasing made you pounce right on him. You were hoping to have a good orgasm before Hyunjin came home because if he were to find the two of you fucking without him, all hell would break loose.
“F-fuck,” You stuttered once you felt Felix’s fingers curl inside of you, hitting that spot he knew you loved as his thumb continued rubbing figures on your nub, “Fuck Lix, too good.”
Felix chuckled as he continued to rub at your sensitive nub harshly, mouth leaving a few dark spots over your neck and chest. You were so caught up in the moment, that you didn't hear the sound of the door opening, instead the moment you heard the door slam shut and a bag hit the floor, you had stopped grinding down on Felix's fingers.
"Oh?" Hyunjin grumbled as he made his way over to you, "I thought we had a deal?"
You moved to face Hyunjin as Felix’s fingers still stay buried inside you, teasing you in the process, “Jinnie, I can explain, please, I just-,”
“Shut it,” He demanded which caught you off guard. You nervously looked down at Felix and gulped as he smirked right at you, "Bedroom, now," Hyunjin exclaimed as he began to roll the sleeves of his shirt up.
You quickly hoped off Felix, hitting him across his chest in the process for teasing you before scrambling towards your bedroom, not missing Hyunjin's words to Felix along the way, "And grab that red box in the closet, I think it's the perfect time to use it."
Huang Renjun x female reader / 582 words / angst / fluff
Warnings: none
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It wasn’t like you to miss his calls or ignore his texts. The only time you would do that was when something terrible happened and you completely shut down. He walked over to your apartment, getting buzzed in by security, and taking the elevator up. He tapped his foot lightly, impatient from how slow it was moving.
Finally, the door dinged and he moved towards your apartment, knocking a few times softly, “Y/N, open up.”
He waited patiently, knocking a few more times before trying the knob, realizing it was unlock. He hated that you sometimes left your apartment unlocked. Who knew who could be watching? Creeps were everywhere. He entered, locking the door behind him.
He turned the corner to find you sitting on your bed, head down, starting lifelessly onto your bed. You weren’t crying, you weren’t hurt, at least physically. What was wrong?
“Hey,” Renjun slowly moved to sit next to you on the soft bed, “What happened?” His hand moved to your cheek to caress it realizing a single tear fell.
“Who hurt you? I’ll kick his ass, you know I will!” He exclaimed, watching you carefully to see if you’d react. Nothing. It was like you shut your battery off. The only way he could tell you were alive was that you were breathing softly. It broke his heart seeing you like this. No smile. You had the most beautiful smile. No twinkle in your eyes. They would always sparkle with happiness. No energy. Even though you could be a lot at times, it always made him feel better after a long day.
“Y/N,” He trailed off, before moving closer and wrapping his arms around your shoulders. Your eyes widened slightly at the sudden touch. He pulled you closer into him as your head fell to his chest, hearing the sound of his beating heart. Tears began to spill over slowly as you came back to reality.
You gripped onto his shirt, scared he would leave you. The tears streamed down your cheeks as small sad whimpers left your lips. Finally, a sound from you. The sound pulled at his heart strings, but he was happy to know you were back. The Y/N he loved was back. She over came the darkness trying to consume her.
“It’s okay, I’m here,” Renjun shushed as he ran his fingers through your hair, doing his best to sooth your pain.
“Don’t leave me, please,” Was all your could muster out due to the pain in your chest. You clenched onto his shirt even tighter, not wanting to think of the only person you cared for leaving you.
He smiled down at your small frame before pressing a soft kiss to your head, “Don’t worry, I’ll never leave you. Not even if you begged me to,” He rested his head a top of yours, pulling you into his lap as he laid backwards, allowing the two of you to comfortably rest.
“You need to get some rest. It looks like it’s been a hard day. Come on, let’s take a nap. We can talk about it once you calm down a bit,” He suggested, hearing you sniffle a bit before nodding your head.
You calmed yourself to subdue your cries, moving slightly to get comfortable. You rested your head against Renjun’s chest, listening to his heart beat again, the one thing that could calm your nerves, no matter how terrible the situation was.
You walked into your best friend’s studio after not seeing him for a few months due to his insanely busy schedule. You smiled walking in with the coffee and take out in hand. It wasn’t like you to surprise Jihoon, but you knew he had been working so hard lately, he deserved a bit of a break.
“The queen has arrived!” You jokingly remarked with a bright smile on your face.
Jihoon didn’t even bother to turn away from his computer as he contiued editing the audio strip. You knew he was a man of dedication to his work, but usually, when you visited him, he would at least give you the time of day for a little smile. You waited a moment, examining his side profile before sighing and moving towards the couch and table to set the food down.
You took a seat, patiently waiting on Jihoon to finish his train of thought on the song. You knew when to be quiet and wait for him to finish since his genius strokes of creativity would hit him so suddenly. You respected it and him more than another one else.
You began unpacking the food for him, knowing he forgot to take care of himself when he got too busy, “Stop,” Was all he spoke, making you freeze as he turned to face you.
“Are you not hungry? I can save it for you for later,” You began before he shook his head and let out an annoyed sigh leave his lips. You eyes got big, not understanding what was wrong. You hadn’t seen him in so long, you hadn’t even texted him much.
“Leave,” He huffed before turning back to his computer without another word.
“What? Why? What’s wrong Ji?” You asked concerned something was going on. You wanted to be there for him, “Did management upset you? Did they tell you your song was bad? You know they’re lying!”
“Y/N!” He yelled turning towards you standing this time, “Leave, please. I need space from you. It’s nothing you’ve done, I just need to branch out and meet other friends. I’ve been so cooped up here, and the boys have been helping me. I don’t have time to interact as much. Again, it’s not anything you did, just need space from each other.”
You looked at him confused with hints of pain lining your face, “What did I do wrong? I haven’t even seen you in months,” You trailed off a bit of a shake to your voice.
“Nothing. You did nothing. Now, leave, please,” He pleaded, sounding exhausted.
You couldn’t face him. If you did, you’d lose it. You’d feel your heart break into two. No one ever told you how painful friendships could be. You weren’t even sure what you did. Why was he upset? Why did he want space after not seeing you for months? You wanted an answer. You wanted to understand. Yet you weren’t going to get that.
You stood up, head still low, moving past him and out the studio without another word. You controlled your breathing as long as you could till you were out of the HYBE building and onto the street heading home. That’s when you lost it. You stopped suddenly as the hot tears rolled down your eyes. Slowly, you fell to the paved ground. You crouched down, hiding your face into your knees.
You had one rule at work that you swore you would never break. Do not date coworkers. Every time you heard about coworkers dating one another, it always ended up with a messy break up with someone having to quit their job, and that was something you didn’t want to deal with. Then Joshua came into your life while you were working at the local coffee shop near your apartment. Everything about him screamed boyfriend material. His handsome looks, his cute smile, his charming personality, and his gentlemen like skills. You had been working with him for over two months now and still, there wasn’t a negative flaw you could find in him. Yet you couldn’t date him.
It was almost an unsaid thing between the two of you as every shift you worked together, both of you would tease and flirt with one another nonstop. Some customers even commented on how cute your relationship was. You hated to admit that you had a crush on him, but until one of you quit, you couldn’t do anything about it.
“Hi cutie, did you miss me?” Joshua chuckled as he clocked in for his shift, making you roll your eyes at him.
“In your dreams, Josh,” You giggled with a small blush on your cheeks as you tried your best to focus on the current drink you were making.
“How did you know?” He teased back, making the both of you laugh from his quick witted comebacks, “When are you going to let me take you out on a date? I feel like I’ve been more than obvious that I think you're pretty,” His question made your eyes grow wide as you handed out the drink to the customer before turning back to face him.
“It’s not that I don’t want to go out on a date with you, it’s just,” You stopped, realizing how stupid it may sound to him as you bit your lip lightly.
“You don’t date coworkers? Is that it?” He guessed correctly as you nodded your head.
“I just don’t think it’s a smart idea to date a coworker since a countless amount of bad things could happen,” You slowly got quieter as you went on with your sentence, beginning to play with your fingers.
Joshua nodded his head in understanding before walking over to the manager, “Hey, I quit!” He randomly announced, taking off his apron and clocking out of the register as your eyes grew wide with surprise.
Your mouth flew open to protest his actions, but nothing seemed to follow as your throat felt dry from his bold move. He walked around the counter with a smile on his face to order a drink as you followed him.
“Excuse me miss, I’d like an iced Americano and to take you out on a date this Saturday. What do you say?” He smirked as he saw a small grin beginning to spread across your face.
“It would be my pleasure sir. Would you like room for any cream in that Americano?” You chuckled at his irresistible charming attitude.
“You know my order so well,” Joshua chuckled as he couldn’t keep his eyes off you.
“Hmm I wonder why,” You both continued to giggle as you returned back to him with his drink, “I can’t wait to see what you have planned for our date.”
Joshua smirked at you with a small chuckle before taking a sip of his coffee, “Don’t worry, I’ve had it planned out since the day I first met you.”
Zhong Chenle x female reader / 500 words / angst / fluff
Warnings: mentions of insecurities
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"Babe?" You mumbled against your boyfriend's chest, "Can I talk to you about something that's been on my mind for a little while?" Chenle chuckled at your shyness before holding onto you and allowing you to continue.
"I don't know where to start, or how to say this, but I'm just going to go with it. Honestly, when I got myself into this relationship, I didn't realize it was going to be this hard," You said honestly to your boyfriend as you laid in bed together, "I love you, Chenle, I really do, but your parents are so involved in our relationship that it feels as if I'm always being judged or whatever I do is never good enough."
"I promise you, it's not like that! I know it may seem that way, but it's really not," Chenle tried to explain as he held you tightly, lips brushing against your temple.
"How can you be so sure? All the arguments you have with your family, always fall back on me. Your parents are upset are you for spending money on me and they tell you it's not worth the money to come and see me? How can I not think it's about me?"
Chenle didn't say anything because deep down, he knew you were right, but he never wanted to admit it because he loved you. He loved you no matter what got in the way, and as selfish as it was of him sometimes, he didn't want you to know the truth. He didn't want to see you hurting.
"I know we have cultural differences, but I think this is a little more than that?" You sighed as you sat up and looked down at him, "I spoke to my friends and they said the same, it's partially culture related, but the rest is your family being very full on? I don't even know. I don't want you to hate me for telling you how I feel or what I think."
"Hey," Chenle cooed as he sat up, fingers brushing away the stray tear that fell, "I don't hate you, I could never!"
You cried a little harder at his words as you fell into his arms and held him tightly, "I know you may not see this as progress baby, but it really is. Every day I'm trying, I feel like I'm getting somewhere to changing their mind slowly about something," He tried to explain, holding back his tears at your shaking body, "I know it's not ideal and I know you can't help but feel invalid, but please understand my situation too and know that not a second of the day goes by without me fighting for us.
You nodded against his chest in understanding. Despite not totally agreeing with where things are at, you could at least give it a bit more time before making a decision about what to do next. At the end of the day, your love for one another is what's important.
“You know, I didn’t take you for someone who enjoyed watching reality shows,” You stated as you sat on the comfy couch with your best friend, eating delicious fried chicken.
“What's that supposed to mean?” Wonwoo chuckled to himself, taking another swig of his beer.
“I just mean, you always seem so analytic and serious, so when you let loose and relax, it’s always a surprise,” You shrugged, knowing he was going to be annoyed with you, yet you didn’t care. He was your best friend and he loved you, even if you could be too honest at times.
“I’ve known you for 6 years and this is how you think of me?” He paused for you to answer, but you waited for him to follow up, “I mean, okay. I can be serious a lot and forget to show emotions, I get it! BUT I don’t do it all the time, come on now Y/N. Don’t paint me as the villain.”
“Yeah, when did I paint you as the villain of this story? All I said was that you were too serious sometimes. If anything, you’re more the nerdy kid in the background of every scene,” You rolled you eyes at him before grabbing another piece of chicken.
He grabbed your chicken away from you, making you yell at him as he laughed at your cute annoyed expression, “And you’re too emotional. We’re perfect for one another,” He joked, taking a bite of the chicken.
You smacked his arm before grabbing your beer. The two of you sat in silence, watching the newest season of Single’s Inferno, debating who was your favorite, who was your ideal type, and who should ultimately end up with one another.
“I bet you could be on this show Woo, just look at you,” You joked, making his eye widen in surprise before turning to you.
“Are you trying to tell me I’m hot or something? Because if so, just say it, we already know,” He teased back, making your scoff at his sudden confident attitude.
“Why am I even your friend?” You sighed before laying back against the couch, wrapping a blanket around you as you began to get cold and a bit sleepy from eating.
Wonwoo joined you, snuggling into your side before readjusting the two of you so you were laying on his chest slightly, while his arm was around you, “Because you love me, duh.”
“Love is a strong word. Just be happy I’m low energy from eating or else I’d be smacking the shit out of you right now,” You snuggled further into his side as you watched the tv.
He chuckled at your comment before pulling you closer and putting his feet up onto the coffee table, “Yeah, yeah whatever.”
Lee Taeyong x female reader / 554 words / angst / smut
Warnings: unprotected sex, loss of interest, cheating, mentions of neglect
Disclaimer: contains 18+ content; minors do not interact
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You were close, so damn close to your release though it just didn’t feel right anymore. Your relationship with Taeyong was coming to an end, but neither of you wanted to believe it or acknowledge it. It was always emotional and quick sex whenever he showed up, then left for a week or two before coming back for the same thing, but tonight you could see it was going to be the last time for the two of you. It needed to be the last time.
Taeyong pulled his length out of you once the two of you calmed down from your highs before chucking you your clothes before quickly putting his on and walking out towards the kitchen. It was what he always did, got off and left you there to clean yourself up. You missed those days when Taeyong loved you when you used to have sex for hours on end and he’d tell you how much he loved you. Now, it was only filled with grunts and moans until the two of you reached your high. You missed him, you missed the old Taeyong, but you were never going to get him back. His heart belonged to someone else and he just didn’t know how to tell you.
“I’m sorry,” Taeyong sighed as he rested his arms against the kitchen counter.
“Don’t be,” You responded bluntly as you fetched a bottle of water, “It was bound to happen with the way things were going. You should’ve just told me sooner Taeyong, it would have hurt less that way.”
Taeyong looked up at you, guilt hitting his chest when he noticed your glossy eyes. He felt terrible for using you and no longer loving you like he used to. He hated that he had been lying to you all this time and he hated how smart you were to notice, though you let him continue and treat you like crap for months. He loved you, he really did. You were his first, but sometimes, first loves aren’t always meant to last.
“Y/N, I-” Taeyong began, but didn’t get far as you cut him off quickly.
“Don’t. You don’t need to use any excuses. What’s done is done and there is no going back,” You sighed, doing your best to hold your tears in, “I’m thankful for having you in my life. You were my first. You taught me so many things that I’ll never be able to forget. Unfortunately, for us, it just wasn’t meant to be in the end. I want you to be happy with her, I don’t hate you and I never will.”
Taeyong nodded slowly at your words, he really didn’t understand how you were coping with what he did, how you didn't hate him for it. He grabbed his bag before he walked towards the door and faced you. Carefully, he cupped your cheeks and placed a sweet kiss on your lips, it felt just like old times.
“I’m so sorry Y/N. I’ll always remember you. Thank you for everything,” He whispered as he exited your apartment.
As soon as the door shut, you felt your whole body come crashing down as you fell to the ground with tears streaming down your face. He just didn’t realize how badly he hurt you until it was too late.
Choi Beomgyu x female reader / 630 words / angst / fluff
Warnings: mentions of anxiety, panic attack
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It had been a long day of promotions for the boys. It was back-to-back interviews and live performances, and you could see a few of them losing their energy. You had been a part of TXT’s team since they debuted and you had grown close to the members by being just slightly older than them. They looked up to you since you always encouraged them and somehow understood how they felt, even when they didn’t seem to quite know.
You were closest to Beomgyu after being the first person to notice his severe underlying anxiety. He always acted happy and crazy on camera, but in reality, he was quiet and didn’t need to be in the spotlight all the time. He felt like everyone always would judge him, that he wasn’t good enough to be in TXT, that he was a filler member, but you knew better.
After an uncomfortable interview, Beomgyu quickly moved to the van, while the others stayed to mingle, not noticing Gyu slipping out the back. You, on the other hand, did notice and followed him at a quick pace, knowing what was about to happen.
He opened the door, shutting it behind him as his breathing became ragged, feeling as if there was no escape from the panic and tightness in his chest. He gasped for air, holding onto the roof handle. You opened the door with wide eyes, entering and moving towards him carefully.
You took his hand in yours, feeling his grip tighten around you, “Gyu, it’s me, Y/N. It’s okay, everything is going to be okay, even if you don’t think it will. I’m here for you. No one is going to hurt you.”
Gyu lazily opened his eyes as he turned to you, still trying to breathe, but failing miserably. He moved towards you as you opened your arms to engulf him in your warm chest. He buried himself there, trying to find your heartbeat to calm his rapid one.
You ran your fingers through his soft locks as your other hand held him steady, “It’s okay Gyu. You did amazing, even though I know you are exhausted. You did so great, remember that.”
He slowly began to breathe at a normal pace with your help as he move to sit up. You steadied him to make sure he wouldn’t fall over or faint. Beomgyu smiled down at you with happiness in his tired eyes, “What would I do without you?”
Your eyes went big. This was the first time you’d ever heard something like that come out of his mouth. Usually, he would be embarrassed after having a panic attack, but something was different about him.
“Gyu,” You began, not knowing what words you needed to say as he smiled more lively at you.
Before you could say anymore, you felt his lips attach to yours in a soft peck, catching you off guard, “Thank you for always being here for me, even when I pushed you away.”
A red blush lit your cheeks up as you tried your best not to stutter, “I was only doing my job.”
He chuckled lightly, taking your hand in his as he began to play with your fingers, “No other staff has ever helped me like you have. No one has ever been so supportive and caring toward me. It’s more than just your job and you know it.”
You met his eyes as you smiled shyly, “Okay, you caught me red-handed.”
He pulled you closer to him as you heard his heartbeat relax, “I’ll make sure I’m there for you more too. That’s what boyfriends do,” Your eyes went wide as he winked at you with a sweet smile on his face. That was the face you loved to see on him.
Hey bestie, none of the links for kinktober 2022 are working 😭 could you link day one with bang chan please 🥺
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~ welcome to our 2022 kinktober masterlist! expect a smutty post everyday this month of october with one of your favorite idols! see below what to expect over the next few weeks. please feel free to leave some feedback for us as well! ~
day one - bang chan x age play
day two - sim jaeyun x praise kink
day three - choi soobin x size kink
day four - yoon jeonghan x breeding kink
day five -lee chan x choking
day six - lee heeseung x sound kink
day seven - choi beomgyu x dry humping
day eight - lee jeno - bondage
day nine - johnny seo x role play
day ten - kim seungmin x phone sex
day eleven - jung jaehyun x mirror sex
day twelve - wen junhui x cockwarming
day thirteen - seo changbin x anal play
day fourteen - jeon wonwoo & kim mingyu x threesome
day fifteen - park sunghoon x voyeurism
day sixteen - choi seungcheol x overstimulation
day seventeen - yang jeongin x sensory deprivation
day eighteen - lee mark x thigh riding
day nineteen - xu minghao x hate sex
day twenty - choi yeonjun x degradation
day twenty-one - hwang hyunjin x nipple play
day twenty-two - na jaemin x somnophilia
day twenty-three - han jisung x marking
day twenty-four - lee minho x dirty talk
day twenty-five - choi vernon x mutual masturbation
day twenty-six - joshua hong & yoon jeonghan x cuckolding
