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aya • 30s, they/them, queer SEAsian

[katestewartt]

“What say you, Captain Swann, King of the Brethren Court?”

[fiddlepickdouglas]

[caramiaaddio]

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all this talk about goncharov but i dont see anybody posting the soundtrack??? like how are you gonna talk about this movie without the music

[isoldio]

this post is dedicated to my mutuals who are still my mutuals despite the horrors

[mortalityplays]

it is truly astounding how unembarrassed people are to have less basic curiosity about the world than a rural peasant from the 1400s

[mortalityplays]

someone figured out how to eat tapioca and you won't boil an egg

[mortalityplays]

I don't like the phrase 'learned helplessness' bc I think 90% of what we use it for right now isn't learned helplessness at all, it's learned refusal. Nobody actually thinks they are too stupid and incompetent to try boiling an egg or to click on the second page of google results, they just can't be fucking bothered and have learned all kinds of cargo cult structural inequality talking points to justify it.

Ohhh schools don't teach critical thinking any more ohhh my parents never taught me how to boil water ohhhhhh not everyone is privileged enough to have the time and energy to read two whole wikipedia articles I have no choice but to go through life with the accumulated knowledge of a dead beetle.

[frouponical]

Even Cyno couldn’t escape the roommate spats

[hussyknee]

i'm so confused rn, can you explain the goncharov thing?? i get off tumblr for five minutes

Lmaoooo

Nah I getchu. So this post has been circulating for like a year:

But yesterday, it had inspired someone to do this:

Next thing I knew there were fake Letterboxed reviews.

Goncharov moodboards. Really good ones.

Meta analysis. So many fake meta essays. Disturbingly good ones. And of course the memes.

As you can see, the myth just started to grow, characters and ships and tropes being added one after the other, almost bizzarely without contradiction, until there was enough of shape to the whole thing for people to start posting fanfic about it on AO3. "Ice-pick Joe" has already become a meme tag.

It was hilarious in the beginning, but the way it's developed within less than a day, kind of like it's being willed into existence, is freaking me out a bit. We're toying with powers beyond our comprehension. 😂😂😂

Of course, there could be an ulterior motive as well.

[4lyeskas]

*jazz noises*

i still need to update my theme and bio and... well, everything LMAO but i might as well start trying to be active here again, even if it's just reblogs XD

[4lyeskas]

eight acts of desecration

sakuatsu  •  M, 5.4k  •  cw moderately violent imagery  •  university au, sensory overstimulation, fixation and desire

sakusa had no idea letting atsumu paint him would feel like this

ON AO3 HERE

[4lyeskas]

small things called love 

iwaoi  •  T, 1.4k  •  cw mild blood/injury  •  crybaby oikawa, childhood friends, falling in love

hajime’s not allowed to call tooru a crybaby

ON AO3 HERE

[4lyeskas]

every ribbon used to tie yourself to me

ushioi  •  E, 6.5k  •  omegaverse, dubcon, bondmarks

oikawa smells like citrus and spice. ushijimwa wants.

written as a commission for @/ehangwenn on twitter! please mind the tags before reading.

ON AO3 HERE

[4lyeskas]

fic commissions back open!

hey hey~! it’s aya aka redluxite aka wordstruck on ao3. i’ve almost cleared my ongoing commissions list, so i’m reopening commissions again to help save up and let me move out ^__^ (more details re: my situation here)

if you like my fics, i’m open to writing a lot of things — just check my commissions page for more details.

i’m capping the max word count for each individual commission at 5000 words for the time being, and voltron commissions will depend on the prompt. please make sure to read the content constraints! slots will depend on the word counts of each commission.

please reblog to help reach more people!

i’m more reachable on twitter (@/redluxite) or on discord as alyeskas#1412. shoot me a DM and we’ll talk things out!

thank you!!

[4lyeskas]

booping this back up ^__^

[4lyeskas]

CLOSED!

thank you to everyone who sent in requests ^__^ i have ko-fi quickfics open in the interim in case anyone still wants to request a fic @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates. please read the guidelines posted before sending a prompt!!

[4lyeskas]

fic commissions back open!

hey hey~! it’s aya aka redluxite aka wordstruck on ao3. i’ve almost cleared my ongoing commissions list, so i’m reopening commissions again to help save up and let me move out ^__^ (more details re: my situation here)

if you like my fics, i’m open to writing a lot of things — just check my commissions page for more details.

i’m capping the max word count for each individual commission at 5000 words for the time being, and voltron commissions will depend on the prompt. please make sure to read the content constraints! slots will depend on the word counts of each commission.

please reblog to help reach more people!

i’m more reachable on twitter (@/redluxite) or on discord as alyeskas#1412. shoot me a DM and we’ll talk things out!

thank you!!

[4lyeskas]

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)

icon sketch by @/noxlotl on twitter!!!

[4lyeskas]

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)

icon sketch by @/noxlotl on twitter!!!

[4lyeskas]

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)

icon sketch by @/noxlotl on twitter!!!

[4lyeskas]

hey tumblr!!

it’s aya aka redluxite/wordstruck here ^__^ i know things are difficult all over and this is very sudden, and i hate asking, but i really need help. my IRL situation has reached a point where i cannot stay in my family’s house much longer. 

i’m queer and closeted; i have anxiety, depression, and other disabilities; and i’ve been emotionally traumatized to the point that doors opening and footsteps have me panicky. i’m not claiming abuse, but there’s been a lot of damage done over the last several years, and i can’t begin putting my life back together in this house with the people who’ve cause much of that trauma.

my current salary isn’t enough to live on, and bc of the suddenness of this event + the pandemic i have very little savings, so if you’re willing, any little bit will help. i need the money mostly to leave this house and afford somewhere to stay while i figure out a more permanent situation for myself (including another job that pays more and a sustainable living situation). rn my target is USD2000, which will help cover rent/deposit, moving costs, basic household furniture and appliances, other necessities like wifi, and food expenses.

i can’t take on more commissions or requests at the moment unless people are willing to wait for me to fulfill them. and honestly i feel terrible for even asking for donations at a time like this, but i also can’t be here anymore. either i get kicked out, or i leave.

so if you’re willing and able, i’d appreciate any and all help. even sharing this post and the links would mean a lot. i’m terrified of leaving, but at this point anywhere is better than here.

thank you for your time, and please take care!

LINKS: gogetfunding @ https://gogetfunding.com/help-aya-move-out-fund/ paypal @ paypal.me/angelitacreates ko-fi @ ko-fi.com/ayacreates metrobank (PH) account @ 0933093233655 (gcash transfer applicable!)