*AMOR FATI

i've got a war in my mind.

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[rpmememaker]

VALENTINE’S INSPIRED MEMES

“He loves me, he loves me not… oh.”

“She loves me, she loves me not… oh.”

“I don’t think it’s love…”

“So, is there anyone you’re secretly crushing on?”

“I don’t even like chocolate.”

“Yeah, nothing says ‘I love you’ more than a bouquet that’ll die in two days…”

“I’m not sure if they’re a secret admirer or a stalker… but at least they have good taste in gifts.”

“Oh! It’s my favourite time of year.”

“If I send a mass text to all the people I like, I don’t need to get all of them gifts do I?”

“I’ve never had a Valentine.”

“Will you be my Valentine?”

“Do you have a Valentine yet?”

“No one ever serenades me any more.”

“Just don’t write a song and play it in front of everyone again… it’s embarrassing.”

“Any secret admirers?”

“Oh, so you’re my secret admirer?”

“I may have been admiring you not so secretly.”

“Just because you like me doesn’t mean the feeling is mutual.”

“Seeing as we’ve both not got anyone, do you want to come to mine and watch a film?

“We’re never getting back together.”

“So, he got me a teddy bear, but we fought and he tore off it’s head.”

“How about instead of being ridiculous on one day of the year, you just be a decent partner for the other 364 days?!”

“We’re not together any more.”

“If you haven’t booked a table we definitely won’t get to eat there on such short notice.”

“It’s just Valentine’s day… I don’t see the big deal.”

“What do you mean you didn’t get me anything?”

“I’m feeling sick, is it okay if we arrange our date for another night?”

“I’m not sure if they’re a secret admirer or a stalker….”

“Well… they don’t know I’m going out with you so we’re going to have a girls night sitting in and cry about being single…”

“I’ve got the lube and strawberries, we’re all set!”

“I got out the whipped cream and she slammed the door in my face.”

“I am not wearing that.”

“When he said he would give me a pearl necklace, I thought I was getting actual jewelry.”

“It would have been a lot more romantic if you de-thorned the rose before you put it in your mouth…”

“I’m all for dressing up… but, how do you wear this?”

“If I see another couple holding hands, I’ll… I’ll-”

“Young love, isn’t it sweet?”

“Who did you get all these roses for?”

“I don’t love you, I’m just here for the chocolate.”

“So, let me get this right, you want me to be a stand in to make the person you like jealous?”

“Valentines? Pft!”

“That’s the least romantic thing anyone has ever said to me…”

“What are you doing? Why are you on one knee? Get up! Get up!”

“My mum gave me a rose because she felt sorry for me.”

“Look, you can buy me all the chocolates in the world, I still won’t go out with you.”

“A diamond ring? I appreciate the offer… but don’t you think this is a bit… excessive?”

[peachisty]

you are not:

a burden: there’s a bucket of reasons why you should not feel like one. perhaps you’re overthinking, worried, or feeling down. but don’t ever feel like you’re being such a burden. you are part of the population. you are important. without you, this world would lose the opportunity to be changed in your own simple ways. you are necessary. you are loved and it’s okay to be your own priority.

a disappointment: you’re not! i’m proud of wherever you are right now. im proud of your progress; no matter how enormous or minute it might be. if you failed your test, it’s okay. if you didn’t win the competition, it’s alright. im pretty sure you did your best and it’s that part that will always matter. don’t let other people’s “what a shame” bring you down. YOU. ARE. NOT. A. SHAME. you are blooming in your own simple ways. and I am proud and happy for you. continue growing, aspiring, believing in yourself. i’m proud of you.

a weirdo: most definitely never a weirdo! if you like doing things that are quite different, that does not make you a weirdo. that makes you special and even more precious. it was such a perfect combination of atoms and dna that led to a beautiful creature that is you and oh dear god, you’re amazing. your way of thinking is creative and the way you do things is totally out of this world. you are beyond the things earthly. you are meant for greater things. and you are most definitely not a weirdo.

ugly: whoever said you were, should most definitely need to get their eyes checked. when was the last time they went to the eye doctor anyway? if there’s anything that i’d like to be, it is to be as beautiful and as bright as you, a total human version of sunshine. your eyes light up like a ray of sunlight, your lips are perfectly carved like cherries, and your noise is huge or small and it’s cute. most definitely cute like a button. and the world should be in awe every time you wake up.

not good enough: you are good enough. you should feel good enough. if somebody’s making you feel like you’re not, then that only means he does not deserve you, the brightest star light in the universe. you deserve to feel loved. your strength and your smiles make this world a better place. you are good enough: always have been, forever will be.

alone: i’m here for you, your dogs are there for you. your cats are waiting for you. your pets will always be at your back, giving sweet and soft head bumps to make you feel loved. your music playlist is there for you to blast when you’re feeling a tinsy bit down. you are never ever alone. we’re constantly caring, loving, and waiting for you. please stop frowning and crying, you are loved.

stupid: you are, as a matter of fact, really really intelligent and even smart! perhaps you’re having difficulty in understanding your math or chemistry lessons, but that’s part of the process! at least you’re learning. i’m pretty sure some people will not be able to understand it just like you. but that doesn’t equal to being stupid. you’re just learning. continue to crave for knowledge and continue to make your curiosity work. you are not stupid.

annoying: you are never annoying! just keep on talking if you feel like sharing the entire story of your life. if you want to hit me up, that’s perfectly fine too. you haven’t even said anything to make me feel uncomfortable. people would love to hear you out, to befriend you, to be part of your social bubble. no you’re not being extra annoying, friendliness does not equal to being annoying. honestly, just keep on doing you. if that’s what makes you feel happy, then you’re doing fine.

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a surprise kiss attack from yura

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how to deal with the haters by park sojin

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@86psj

She couldn’t help but burst into laughter herself: Sojin was right. Tzuyu still remembered the days when she was front page no matter what, because of her scandal with China. And then it had calmed down, and she’d expected newspapers to let her be… only that they hadn’t, and she was still a headline… even if she did nothing else than upload a selca. And she’d been seen with no makeup before, more than once… so why was she fretting like this now? Perhaps it was just the company: she’d always been a fan of Girl’s Day, Sojin in particular, so this outing was making her all sorts of jumpy. That had to have been it. “I’m sorry, unnie!” She jutted her bottom lip out in a playful pout, though it soon enough melted in Tzuyu’s trademark dimpled smile. “I don’t know why I’m fussing like that. I’m just a little… nervous, I guess?”

[86psj-blog]

Reaching up, Sojin patted the younger female’s head gently as she grinned. “Everything will be fine! I’ll take care of you, okay?” She reassured the petite female, a soft chuckle falling past her lips. Sojin glanced down at the list at hand, clearing her throat as she raised the paper up to show it to the younger one. “So, we have yoga, first. Then, oooh! sauna! Or.. massage?? Maybe both? Also shopping and eating!” She beamed, clasping her hands together before bouncing slightly in place. “So, are you ready? Do you have everything ready?”

[86psj-blog]

"One wrong move and we'll have hell to pay."

incognito edition

The duo had been drinking while on brunch; sharing hilarious stories of their pasts as they drank glasses of mimosas. Surely enough, such fruity drink shouldn’t even get the duo tipsy but Sojin was such a lightweight that as she shifted her weight on her seat, she felt a little dizzy. She was certain that once she got up, there was a possibility that she could fall back. Placing a hand over her lips, the older female let out a childish giggle upon hearing her dongsaeng speak, nodding at the words afterwards. “You’re right. Once they realize that we’re drunk— well, I’m drunk— then our faces will be on every gossip site!” She stated, going through her purse to pull out her pair of sunglasses before slipping it in.

[86psj-blog]

I bought four Teavana teas and a frappuccino. Just for myself, maybe. I don’t have a problem, I swear.

[86psj-blog]

“If we’re not careful, we’ll be front page news by the end of the night.”

incognito edition

Sojin could only chuckle at her hoobae’s words; she understood the position that younger female was in. Tzuyu was still one of the rookie idols and a majority of rookies try to shy away from scandals. What they were up to was nothing bad, really; they were going to sneak out of their somewhat busy schedules to spend some time to themselves. Some of which being barefaced and wearing clothing that didn’t seem very idol-like. “Ayy, whatever we do anyway will end up being in the front page news. We’re idols; even when we breathe, it’s news to people.” She spoke up, bobbing her head at her hoobae as an attempt to relax her. “Plus, what’s the worse that could happen? Shocking news! Female idols go barefaced in public!” Sojin added while flailing her hands around causing her to laugh at how ridiculous she was being.

[itsgirlsday]

Make me choose: ↳ anonymous asked: Sojin during Ring My Bell or Darling era?

[86psj-blog]

“We’d look less obvious pretending to be a couple than not pretending to be a couple.”

incognito edition

“Are you— So, we should... link arms then when we leave the shop?” Sojin asked as she frowned, her eyes wandering towards the large glass window where several paparazzis were waiting for her. She was hardly the subject for any scandals but as much as possible, she wanted it to stay that way. Although today was different; perhaps they were bored or maybe they ran out of idols to follow. Whatever the reason was, she was nervous. Fixing her hat and sunglasses, the older female chewed on her lower lip before fumbling with her fingers, her heart beating rapidly against her chest.

[86psj-blog]

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

concern

Curled up on the younger female’s couch, a blanket draped over her shivering body. “I’ll.. I’ll be fi— achoo!” A loud sneeze echoed throughout the living room as the woman grew light headed before falling back on the couch. Sojin could only pout at the other, feeling bad for being such a bother. “I’m sorry..” She managed to mumble as her throat felt raw, tasting a slight tinge of blood before attempting to sit up. “I’m really sorry for being such a bother...”

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Idol Life Starter Sentences: ‘Incognito’ edition.

A list of starter sentences inspired by the idea of going ‘incognito’ when out and about. Versatile enough to be asked by both idol and non-idol muses.

“You seriously call that a disguise?”

“There’s no way they won’t recognise you/us.”

“We’ve been made!”

“I can’t believe you/we got away with this.”

“It’s nice not to be recognised, don’t you think?”

“I didn’t know pretending to be someone else for a while could be so much fun!”

“Whoa, that disguise is so good, I didn’t recognise you for a second!”

“It looks like you tried so hard to not look like yourself that you ended up looking even more like yourself.”

“This must be what it feels like to lead a ‘normal’ life.”

“I’m so glad it worked!”

“One wrong move and we’ll have hell to pay.”

“If we’re not careful, we’ll be front page news by the end of the night.”

“I don’t care what you’re trying to say but it’s so obvious that you’re (insert idol/celebrity’s name)”

“They’ll kill us if they find us!”

“Exactly who’s idea was this again?”

“So this is what celebrities have to resort to just for a taste of a ‘normal’ life?”

“This is pathetic.”

“Just keep your head down!”

“If you didn’t want to be recognised maybe you should’ve dressed down a little. That outfit just screams ‘idol’.”

“Relax, no one will find us here.”

“It’s safe here, I promise.”

“We’d look less obvious pretending to be a couple than not pretending to be a couple.”

“Out of all the things your company taught you, subtlety certainly wasn’t one of them.”

“If it comes down to it, we can always just run.”

“Honestly, it’s so dark out even if the paparazzi did catch us, all they’d get would be grainy photos so you can stop looking so nervous.”

“I told you to dress down, not show up looking like a hobo. (cont. “The restaurant will never let us in with you looking like that!)

“Did you see the way s/he was eyeing you up just then? S/he totally recognised you/us!”

“I don’t know about you but don’t you think that person/those people over there has/have been staring at us/you for the last ten minutes?”

“Pull that cap down a little.”

“You look like you haven’t walked down the street like this in a while.”

[yourmusings]

RP starters: Concern.

“It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”

“Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”

“Blood? Are you bleeding?”

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”

“I thought I would never see you again…”

“We should get you to hospital.”

“Where did all those bruises came from?”

“I have the right to be worried!”

“Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

“Please talk to me about it.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

“How many times have I told you to not go there?”

“You could’ve died, you know…”

“I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”

“You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”

“This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”

“I’m your friend, of course I care!”

“You know I’m always here for you, right?”

“You’re not okay.”

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“Let me clean your wounds…”

“Why did you do it? Tell me.”

[sapphflor]

[musingmemes]

   jealous / possessive  meme

“ you’re mine. you hear me? ”

“ were you with him/her? ” 

“ why is she/he calling you? ”

“ do they know we’re together? ”

“ were you with him/her? ”

“ i don’t want you seeing them anymore ”

“ did she/he make a pass at you? ”

“ i know you were with her/him ”

“ you belong to me ”

“ i can’t believe you were with her/him ”

“ i don’t like the way he’s/she’s looking at you ”

“im NOT jealous ”

“ i thought you only had eyes for me ”

“ he/she can’t make you feel the way i make you feel ”

“ you’re too good for her/him  ”

“is there someone else?”

“ you were flirting with them ”

“ they were flirting with you ”

“ i don’t want you talking to them again ”

“ i can’t stop picturing you with him/her ”

“ the thought of you with him/her makes me sick ”

“ tell me i have nothing to worry about ”

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baejn:

JINYE’s eyes narrowed, strictly staring at the other while she waited for the right answer to come up. It wasn’t until she spoke that there was small hope for her – was she really close? That’s a first! She stood waiting, her weight shifted, then came her signature wide smile. “For us?!” she exclaimed with a surprised laugh. “You’re an angel. A pure angel sent from the heavens!”

Sojin bobbed her head in excitement while her smile only grew bigger causing her eyes to form into crescents. “Yes, for us!” She beamed once again before shuffling towards the table, pulling the containers and plastic utensils out. “Do you want some milk or water?” She asked, the young female’s words catching her off-guard; her cheeks grew flustered as she giggled quietly, shaking her head a bit. “Nah, I don’t think I am.. but thank you, anyway.” She mumbled, her teeth chewing against the flesh of her lower lip.