I swear he makes me forget my negative thoughts. He makes me smile and laugh and actually it feels good. I don‘t know how he does it but there is just something in him which lights me up a little bit on the inside. I don‘t want to live anymore but when it comes to him I would love to spend my last time with him. I love him so deeply much that even in my darkest times he makes me feel something. I want to tell him all that.













