{ Don't let the now destroy the forever}

personal blog ☆ Canadian ☆ Please read my pinned post. ☆ trapped in my own head ☆ crushing loneliness.

[a-cosmic-nova]

My name is Kaden.

I'm an adult.

Huge fan of Hayden Christensen // his work ♡

Nyctophile || Selenophile || Astrophile

Astraphobic (<- means irrational phobia of thunderstorms)

I stream sometime! You should totally watch me be bad at video games! (Currently only have my ps4 to stream with as my pc quite literally melted and I'm too broke to fix it lol) my twitch is xsmokeypixels

#Stick a pin in it! - Pinned posts

#Anonnies; - for the sweet anons!

#Nyctophilia - Posts about night or darkness

#Hayden Christensen - self explanatory...he lol

#Kaden loses it over Jellyfish - Pretty self explanatory...adorable little blub blubs!

#BunBuns! - when I rb the adorable round floofer butts!! 💜

#Cosmic chatter - Just for when I'm rambling about something!

#my dumb stupid face; - My selfie tag

minors dni

racists // lgbtqa+phobic // trump supporters

pro// com//dark self-shipping <- not as in horror themes I mean whatever gross shit the community dubbed it as.

If you are in parasocial relationshipsor rpf with real life people(Like Hayden Christensen for example.) Fictional characters they play are fine because its not them irl but if you make x readers about the actual actors kindly get the fuck away from me. We do not welcome RPF (real people fiction) in this house. You're invasive and gross ♡

if you send/believe sending anon hate, death threats, doxxing etc is an okay thing to do regardless of what the subject is.

Welcome banner by me || dividers by saradika-graphics

[a-cosmic-nova]

here

So I haven't been here for a bit.

I was admitted into hospital for yet another failed attempt on my own life. I'm home now and I'm just, I'm not sure. I dunno.

Won't be active for a bit till I get "my head on straight" that includes discord still. Haven't bothered to check anything and probably won't for awhile. They've upped the dosage for my lamotrigine too so hopefully that does something...

Till later.

[a-cosmic-nova]

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[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

"Why didn't you try to get help?"

I did, I tried. I told hundreds of people my problems so many times I can't recall how many people I've told.

I could retell the pathetic story thousands of times, but the poet gets weary, the ink is drying out, and the paper is full.

[archangel-online]

literally how it feels to be a manic depressive

[xvelvetcoffinx]

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

[a-cosmic-nova]

wow todays is a great day to think about no longer existing on the god forsaken planet!

[gay-undead]

I love expensive malware

[puppyuserboxes]

sanrio character user boxes (part 2)

Part one

[a-cosmic-nova]

HELP

1. I think I just made cool parent friends!?!?

2. THEY THOUGHT I WAS YOUNG ADULT MOM 💀 they thought I was 19 WHAAATTTT

They told me how old they were and I was like erm...I'm older than you by a yr and your husband by 2yrs

Both of them were like "HOW!?"

An i was like "being born before you???" pfftttt I'm glad they laughed at my shitty attempted to be funny™

sosbsodbdodbdk

[glow1228aura]

it’s giving: he’s right behind me isn’t he

[terrorgatt]

ANYONE!! QUICK GIMME A REASON YOU LIKE BEING ALIVE :3

[redbeansesameball]

rewatched chicken run

[a-cosmic-nova]

Mess with the bawk get the glawk

[chikurevo]

少しずつ満たされる

[keikomivra]

STAR WARS: THE RISE OF SKYWALKER

[worms-in-my-brain]

People with psychotic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with personality disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with substance abuse disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with tic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with bipolar disorder are neurodivergent too.

People with dissociative disorders are neurodivergent too.

Neurodivergence isn’t just ADHD, autism, anxiety, and depression. (Plus those last two also get left out sometimes!) Neurodivergence is anything that affects your brain.

“Neurodivergent people hate loud noises” is actually just as valid as a statement as “neurodivergent people have delusions,” “neurodivergent people have tics,” or even “neurodivergent people have low empathy.”

[necropsy]

grown men will throw fits about how they face sooo much rejection and women would never get it meanwhile me and the girls who were even just like average or a lil ugly at like 12 years old were being treated like we were subhuman by peers and adults alike