do you, as a trans queer man, ever get like a serious crush on straight sports boys with biblical names who would call you a slur for a couple laughs and would hate crime you for fun but one time his friend ran into you on accident and he was making fun of his friend and was like âgoddamn it connor get your shit together and apologize to him right nowâ and you know he wasnât being serious but it gave you butterflies and now itâs been like a year and you still get butterflies when he talks but he doesnât know your name even though you have exactly one class together and have never spoken beyond that one time but he comes into your english class to hang out with the teacher and youâve made eye contact like three times so heâs clearly in love with you but also laughed when a guy handed you a razor blade and said âhere, kill yourself with it faggotâ so you donât know how to feel about him also he has a mullet and pickup truck so clearly boyfriend material
