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@adhd-brat
Neil Josten:
Impulsive thought got the best of me today
Had the whiteout in my hand and the computer in front of me and really thought
“I wonder what would happen if I just- run the white out over the computer? Without even a second thought I did and then proceeded to panic because it actually got on the computer and wouldn’t come off
Social anxiety: having an excuse for everything you do or say just in case someone questions it, and refusing to do or say anything if you don’t have one
Sometimes I feel I just… do life wrong yknow? Like I’ll see others doing it and having an easier time then there’s me standing in the corner like: 🧍🏼♀️wtf bro how is that even fair
The one thing I can count on with my adhd is my love of reading it hasn’t gone anywhere since I would open my eyes
Adhd+ocd+anxiety= one fucked up ass human=me
When I get sensory overload and I’m not around my family (mainly my younger siblings that distract me) I don’t know what to do because then my anxiety and ocd kicks in over time.
(I carry 5 Times on me at all times, my life lines if
you will)
-phone (I can call someone if I need an escape
mentally or physically, or reading)
-debit card (purchase anything I need or a Uber)
-headphones (drawn out everything)
-house key (this is to just remind me I always have
a home and a place where I belong, <I grew up in
foster care>)
-Chapstick
And if I start feeling overloaded and my ocd takes
effect I can not listen to music because I can't
find the RIGHT song, and it'll stress me out more.
And if my anxiety kicks any, I stress about
judgement. Etc etc
Idk any tips?
I hyper-fixated on figuring out how to use the shortcut app to lock up a websit app (ao3) to the point I started getting angry, and cried.
And everyone who talked to me get yelled out. And I’m not an angry person, I strive to be a very nice person.
So they All kinda just tried to get me to put it away seeing me lose it
But I ended up sitting on my dogs bed until figured it out.
After that I was completely fine, but yknow
It’s not always quirky.