I am genuinely suprised how little Azel's (formely Azazel) design changed ever since i first did it
Guess i just cooked so hard it just needed a little seasoning instead of a redo?
As for Dulciler, he's actually a rework of my original idea for Azel, but better and more explained
Goat as character has a lot of possiblities of how to make them and i had fun exploring two verry pollar opposite ideas, both in origin and dynamic with Lamb
Heyaa, sooooooo it's been a while, no idea if anyone cares or not but, eh, i think it be good to get this out
So, i've been busy creating a DnD campaing, i've always wanted to make one but for a while i felt that i couldn't because i didn't have enough friends to make an actual group, but now i have! So i started learning the ways of the Dungeon Master and how to emotionaly torture your friends, and honestly it's been real fun, can't wait to when i can play it with them.
As for Cotl, i still haven't played Woolhaven
I don't know why? I guess i'm little hesitant to put money on stuff while i still don't have a job even though i do have the money to buy it
But just to make sure that my interest for the game doesn't completely fade away i made another save file on hard difficulty to re-experience the entire game again, and it's been really fun! I already killed narinder and recruted Heket and so far i managed to only die once, it was in Anchordeep, the rng was just rutheless the first time i went there because it just kept spamming that one enemy with the arrow that follows you, and for some reason their shield just wasn't breaking????? No idea if it a hard mode thing or if it was a bug, but i kept getting hit while trying to kill him wich lead to me having only one hear and a half when fighting Saleos and i died my first death. Yay
Also for some reason this save has been giving me a LOT of gifts? I don't know if that's normal, but i I accumulated like 16 small gifts and 26 big gifts by the time i had killed Narinder, so i did the thing any sane person would do and poured all of those gifts on my favorite character, Heket. I really doubt that my liking for her was clear on my previous posts but yeah, she's my favorite, i like it when women insult me.
The amount of gifts i gave her made her go from level 2 to level 18 btw
While that has been fun, 2026 hasn't been all good to me, yeah i know it just started but boy
This year, on march 10th, i turned 18, and it's been kinda weird? I used to think that when you turn 18 you magically become a well adjusted adult with a new personality, new appearance, new likes and dislikes, just a new person in general, but i'm still the same, well to some degree at least.
You see, about a year ago, on february, i found out that i was Agender though it's a little more complicated than that, i've never cared about my gender (i guess that's why i though i was cis) so i never put thought into it, but as time whent on i realised just how much i disliked about the way my family percieved me, i'm not a feminine person, and so are most women in my family, but even if femininity was never really pushed on me, it always felt like it was lingering around me, you know? I really don't know how to explain it, i'll need to see this with my therapist. But really, i just never liked that they looked at me and saw a girl, i don't want to be seen as a girl, or woman, or a boy, or man, i'm a person, a human being.
So after a lot of pondering, and testing things out, i got to the conclusion that i am Agender, but with Trans sprinkled on top, as i do have a lot of problems with they way my body is percieved as well, plus, while boobs are really pretty, holy shit do i hate having them.
(my pronouns are he/him and they/them btw, i like both)
Anyway, i came out to my parents on the night of my birthday and, it could've gonne worse i guess? They didn't disown me or anything, but i also think that they're going to just sweep it all under the rug and hope that i eventually forget that i am trans and come back to the way i was before.
But that might just be my paranoia talking, as my mom did call me by my name
Once
Via text
And hasn't called again since
But hey that's a start right? It's definitely better then what my dad did
When i told him he just said "Okey and?" Then exited the room to go smoke and watch Youtube shorts really loudly, and he hasn't called by my name or my pronouns a single time
I already didn't expect him to react well, i have a friend who is trans and my dad insists on using the wrong pronouns from him when he's not around, even if i correct him.
At least my friends are being really normal about all of this, so have that going for me at least.
Now that i have all that out i will try to post some more stuff here later.
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