jessi

writer • 21 • he/they/she • multifandom

[moadaileee]

꒷︶ ̇ ̟ ෆ ‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿ ෆ ̟ ̇ ︶꒷

⠀𝑯𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑩𝒆𝒂𝒎!

꒷︶ ̇ ̟ ෆ ‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿ ෆ ̟ ̇ ︶꒷

[fideesy]

he's been listening to "good luck, babe" for three hours now

REALLY proud of this animation, this idea has been stuck in my head since the vol 2

AND the point of this gif is that you can make him listen to any song you want (internalised homophobia playlist)

[you-didnt-have-to]

akhdjargjakaejdkahauyegaj

[christianpuppetshow]

Got them Disney knees on lock

[afflxenza]

Out of My League (And I Can't Give You the Life You Deserve)

Rating: General Audiences

Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)

Archive Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationship: Dan Howell/Phil Lester

summary:

“You forgot you had an engagement ring laying around unused? You're unbelievable,” he huffs.

“I bought that back in 2013, and I haven't thought about it in forever okay?” Phil argues, but it makes Dan’s chest sink a bit.

0:47 ───ㅇ───── 2:44

or, when Dan finds an engagement ring laying in the bottom of a storage box. he starts to question the life he has with phil, and the things he's made phil sacrifice for it.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

A/N: wasn't sure if fic advertisement was something people still did on tumblr but figured , eh why not?

[afflxenza]

i used tumblr for like one second back when i was knee deep in the fruba fandom. and even then i barely had to fear being perceived bc i only posted about yukeru, and no one else was in that ship but me and three other ppl. so be kind to me as i relearn how to be a tumblr user and not a lurker.

also if anyone here remembers the sad poetry i used to write here. i am so sorry, i have since then taken several college poetry classes and am way too ashamed of what i wrote pre-education that i will not be going back to poetry ramblings on tumblr. this is pretty much a fan acct now

[afflxenza]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31460369

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I HAVE FINALLY WRITTEN ANOTHER YUKERU FIC. and if you by any chance read my fics the a/n at the end is very important.

Fandoms:

Fruits Basket (Anime 2019) , Fruits Basket

Relationships:

Manabe Kakeru/Sohma Yuki , Kuragi Machi & Manabe Kakeru , Manabe Kakeru & Toudou Kimi , Manabe Kakeru & Sakuragi Naohito , Honda Tohru & Manabe Kakeru

Characters:

Sohma Yuki , Manabe Kakeru , Honda Tohru , Kuragi Machi , Toudou Kimi , Sakuragi Naohito , Sohma Akito

Additional Tags:

Getting Together , Miscommunication , Character Study , Hurt/Comfort , Hurt, Comfort , Mild Hurt/Comfort , Arguing

Summary:

When Yuki and Kakeru get into a fight in front of Akito, Kakeru begins to avoid him. One by one the student council members talk with Kakeru until he finally manages to apologize and even more so, confess.

[smokingmoss]

kakeru wasnt part of the group of friends playing w yuki but he was friends with one of them so he was like. a bit away waiting for the friend to finish playin or w/e. when yuki transformed he just.walked home and like sat there for a while before processing tht he just saw a person turn into a rat. hes not sure if it happened fr or why evry1 stopped hanging out with the yuki kid so he just never mentions it.when he sees yuki again he recognizes him immediately

This has been sitting in my ask box for so long but I think about it constantly like.. YES!!!

[ghostietea]

Obssesed with this horrible advertisement for Furuba 01 in the back of one of my Tokyopop volumes where the tag line is "GET CURSED"

[afflxenza]

it's so hard to watch wonder egg priority and be so unbelievably happy with the trans rep and then watch fruits basket with their trans not trans character 😕

fruits basket could have done so much but it did so little

im a fruits basket fan so dont be mad at me but the amount of qbait is sad asf

[vitaminpop]

first move ( ? )

[seagreenstardust]

When it comes to basically everything except for each other, Yuki and Kyo are almost always on the same page and I am back to cursing the Sohma clan for regularly traumatizing their children to the point of breaking because they would have been such good friends if they hadn't been conditioned to hate each other

[amethystsoda]

If anyone is starting Fruits Basket with the final season coming out soon, I made a character cheat sheet so you don’t have to go on the wiki all the time (tho guessing all the characters is fun too)!!!

[worldoshaking]

Thinking about how, in the normal course, Kakeru can’t stop moving… He has that ADHD excess of energy and the sense of not really knowing what to do with it. He’s always flailing his arms around, draping himself over Yuki, throwing things. He’s also someone who can’t bear awkward silences, cognitive dissonances and things unsaid… he will break that silence and ask the difficult question that no-one wants to bring up. This is partly why he’s so important in Yuki’s development, given that Yuki’s life is full of silences, things left unsaid because they’re uncomfortable, things left undone out of inertia, both by him and the people around him. Yuki is someone who would rather go with the flow, do what he’s expected to, not ask questions he doesn’t want answered… as he puts it, he’d rather keep a lid on things. Kakeru interrupts the flow of things and forces the lid open, and helps Yuki face up to the things he wanted to deal with but couldn’t.

And yet, when Yuki is having a breakdown and needs to get his thoughts together, Kakeru can stay perfectly still and silent for twenty minutes and wait until he’s ready to speak. It would be a big deal for anyone to do that, but when Kakeru does it? Silence doesn’t come naturally to Kakeru. That’s a genuine consideration for what Yuki is feeling, putting Yuki’s comfort first. That’s love.

It’s also a sign of growth, because as we’ve seen, Kakeru isn’t naturally good at figuring out how to help other people. He genuinely wanted to help Komaki and Machi, but ended up doing something for Komaki that she didn’t want and blaming Machi for things instead of helping her deal with them. Asking awkward questions isn’t always the right thing to do - the reason Yuki and Kakeru are so well-matched is that each of them is able to compensate for the other’s weakness, and that Kakeru’s affection and respect (dare I say, love) for Yuki makes him listen to Yuki and work on himself. Each of them has personality traits that can be both good and bad, and they help each other recognise and improve them.

I keep thinking of Elizabeth and Mr Darcy when I write about Yukeru - not in the sense that they’re actually similar, but in the sense that each of them has some qualities the other needs to learn, and they care enough about the other to work on themselves. Elizabeth tells Darcy that he doesn’t behave in a gentlemanlike manner, and his response is to show her ‘that her reproofs have been attended to.’ Darcy shows Elizabeth that she judges people too hastily and based on her own preconceptions, and she works hard to unlearn her biases and be kinder and more objective in her judgements. There’s something so perfect about pairings where love genuinely makes both of them better people, and that’s exactly the sort of relationship Yukeru is.

[r1nnyyxx]

kakeru: going to meetings, writing stuff down… you seem to love that nerd stuff

yuki: writing stuff down is nerdy? what do you do then?

kakeru: just forget stuff like a cool person!

[itsjulesmydude-deactivated20220]

This is canon.

[afflxenza]

idk why i made this plsss

[afflxenza]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30086565

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Rating: General Audiences

Archive Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings , No Archive Warnings Apply

Fandoms: Fruits Basket , Fruits Basket - Takaya Natsuki (Manga)

Relationships: Manabe Kakeru/Sohma Yuki , Honda Tohru/Sohma Kyou , Brief Tohru/Sohma Kyou

Characters: Sohma Yuki , Manabe Kakeru , Toudou Kimi , Sakuragi Naohito , Kuragi Machi , Hanajima Megumi , Uotani Arisa , Honda Tohru , Sohma Kyou

Additional Tags: Birthday Fluff , Fluff , Fluff and Angst , Light Angst , Tooth-Rotting Fluff , kyoru is brief , blink and youll miss it , yukeru

Summary: Kakeru learns that Yuki has never celebrated a birthday and is determined to make this one the best; fluff ensues