I realized I been on tumblr for 5 years almost, thats 1/4 of my life. Thats insane, 1/4 of my thought processes and emotions have in a way been documented on this site. I realized a while ago maybe even when I first started blogging that this is something I wanna do for my thoughts and interests not for popularity or to be tumblr famous or create some interesting online personality so people can think I'm cool or some shit. It's always been an expression of me, trying to share my human thoughts with my friends and anyone that would listen. I do like when people listen and interact but its okay when they don't, its not as fun but its whatever. I think realizing I've been on here for so long made me realize I don't wanna use this anymore, I've seen a lot of the same stuff over and over again and I think I've reached that point of diminishing returns for this website, it's just not offering that much anymore, a quick way to waste time yeah and look at cool pictures but besides that it just feels like everyone trying to be too cool. I've probably said I'm done with this website a lot but for real I think this is it. I think I've dropped some jewels on this site and some dumb shit but hey that's life and growth. But peace and love to anyone who reads this
















