My toxic sister being diagnosis with cancer, but uh...
Yesterday, I cried because she have cancer. I want to forgive her and help her, but...
She never appreciate me. She almost off me twice and always bring back the stuff that I wrote, bad stuff while I don't even pose it on Social media that "she won't give birth if she act like that." While that's an old stuff and I barely got out from high school back then.
She even eat delicious food, showing off while I just woke up from pass out due to high fever and starving and she forbid me to eat it.
Today, I was like "I cried and lost my energy for nothing?"
She being toxic again, saying "You eat my foods until it's empty while I have cancer!" Or, "Thank god, I have cancer. I won't dealing with you shit!"
Actually, I eat her food a little bit. I didn't empty her foods.
She hurt me a lot. Maybe this is her lesson for getting cancer. Maybe god listen to my pray, but I didn't pray for her to die. I pray for her to get out from my house and lived happy life. Hmm... It's complicated. Should I ignore her after what she done to me and focus on my stuff or give up on my stuff to make her happy?