ᵍᶦʳᶫ / ruin !

q.    am   i   that  easy  to  forget ? a.    yes ! independent lady kenna

[albaproud]

                 ANYWAY   ,     kenna  has  been  moved  HERE !

[albaproud]

scotsquccn    !       :

@albaproud

           ❝     kenna, OH how I’ve missed you.    ❞       The young QUEEN stood, moving towards her former lady-in-waiting. The Scottish monarch didn’t hug her right away, though she wanted to. Her own stomach got in the way.

            it  is  LAUGHTER  that  falls  from  lips   ,    own  body  moving  to  HUG  the  side  of  the  others  shoulder ,      eyes  f a l l i n g  to  her  stomach .        ❝   just  as  i’ve  missed  you  .     but  i  SEE  that  you’ve  got  your  own  baby  on  the  way     !          it  better  be  called  kenna  if  it’s  a  girl     !         warning  you  now   !    ❞

[albaproud]

leocoeur        !  :

                                         ❛      You’re  not  pouting  again  are  you  ,  lady  Kenna  ??  was  it  me  ??  Mary  ??  The  king  ??  whoever  it  was  …  they  don’t  deserve  a  second  of  your  thoughts  ,  ya  know  .      ❜

@albaproud  //  ♡

            ❝    h a r d l y  call  it  a  pout   ,       i’d  say  is  as  more  of  a  FROWN   !          &     if  you  m u s t  know   ,     one  of  the  servants  picked  an  AWFUL  spot  to  put  flowers  .     they  die  v e r y  fast  without  sunlight  coming  through .     ❞

[albaproud]

risklove     !    :

              ❝     do   men   find   questions   with     obvious     answers   endearing   ?         if   so   I     MIGHT     imagine   how   you   lured   my   father     and     brother   into   bed               ——–               NO     I   won’t   get   into   trouble  .         that   is   one   of   the   many     PERKS     of   being   a     princess  .         when   your   father   is   the     king     and   you   have   his   favor  ,     you   can   do   no   wrong  .     ❞

            ❝    ——-    WOW   ,      OKAY   .      don’t  shoot  the  person  who  is  a c t u a l l y  here     &    TALKING  to  you  right  now .      ❞            a  pause   ,     brow  quirked  in  the  direction  of  the  other .            ❝    so  TECHNICALLY  ,     you  could  steal  a  carriage  and  go  to  a  nearby  town   ?        i  heard  that  there  was  a  market  on    &    figured  that  you’d  WANT  to  get  out  of  this  place .       you  can  only  be  suffocated  by  its  walls  for  so  long    !       ❞

[albaproud]

lionoffrance        !       :

             ❝     what  MORE  do  you     want   ??   ❞

            ❝   have  i  not  ALREADY  made  myself  clear  enough   ?       ——–     i  want  out    !      ❞

[albaproud]

reignoftheflorentine      !      :

     What a child she was! It would never fail to amuse her how sheltered these Scottish girls were to the realities of life where lies and deceit reigned. Life was not a fairytale, the stories that they would have heard growing up tucked into their warm beds. They knew nothing of what life was truly about - doing all you could to survive and protect the ones you love. ❝That wasn’t my goal at all, but if this experience taught you anything, I’m happy it’s that. Something needs to fill that pretty little head of yours.❞

           often  HIDDEN  behind  a  cloak  of  innocence   ,     family  guarding such  girlhood     /    keeping  SECRETS  .        (       never quite  up to  it    !          )          often  the  butt  of  jokes around  tables   of  how  w e l l  they  did  with  her    ,     keeping  her  in  the  dark ,          a  queen’s  lady    !       BOASTING  to  friends  over  such  things .        SHELTERED  from  a  life  of  true  worry        /        of  needing  to  question  every  little  thing  that  was  asked   ,      never  NEEDING  to  worry  at  all  about  what  doings  went  on  around  her .             ❝     ———             EXCUSE  ME    ?     ❞          it  is  perhaps  disbelief  that  settles  across  features  ,     frown  lines evident  above  brows .            ❝    then  tell  me  what  is  was .    ❞

[albaproud]

marystuuart    !      :

“ He is SLANDERING my name !! spreading vile lies with his wicked tongue, and my own people are choosing to believe it. Hasn’t he already succeeded ??

            ❝     &      those  people   .    .   .    they  don’t  DESERVE  to  get  to  call  you  their  queen  because  you  are  SO  MUCH  better  than  them  .      they  WILL  come  to  their  senses      &      come  to  realise  that  he  is  a  p o w e r  hungry  man  who  ONLY  wants  a  crown  upon  his  head  so  that  he  can  say  he  BESTED  you  .       ❞

[albaproud]

loyalfault       !       :

          ❝ ━━━━━ My Lady, I don’t understand where this animosity comes from. ❞ Though, he’d be lying if he didn’t admit to being slightly amused by how she spoke to him. ❝ I suppose I’ll just keep my complaints TO MYSELF in the future. ❞

            ❝     i  would  just  RATHER  NOT  spend  the  remainder  of  my  day  l i s t e n i n g  to  PETTY  REMARKS  that  i  do  not  believe  in .       i’m  s u r e  that  if  you  approached  catherine ,     however   ,      she’d  be  more  than  DELIGHTED .     ❞

[albaproud]

mclodi    !       :

❛          just   think  of   it   this   way    :    knowing    both   will   hurt       ,       would   you   rather   be   lied   to   or   be   told   the   truth           ?             i’ve   been   lied   to   before   and   it    prompted   me   to   make   mistakes     and   accidentally    hurt   people   so   i’m   not   sure   i’m   the   person   to   be   asking   about   this    .        ❜ 

            ❝    i’d ,    PERSONALLY  ,      rather  be  told  the  t r u t h  .      but  there  are  many  instances  in  w h i c h  the  decision  between  the  two  isn’t  SO  CLEAR  .        sometimes   it  makes  more  sense  to  lie  to  someone   ,      to  save  them  from  FEELINGS  that  aren’t so  pleasant ,      don’t  you  believe   ?          BEING  BLAMED     for  just  being  the  messenger     ?        i  don’t  think  that  is  FAIR  .      besides    ,       you  have  EXPERIENCE  in  the  matter  so  that  makes  you  the  P E R F E C T  person  to  ask     !      ❞

[albaproud]

violentmyth        !    :

                                  sunshine   drips   off   rose - stained  tongue  ,   the   flavor  of  strawberries  sweet  on  her  lips  /   a  feeling  of  warmth  as   flesh  the   color  of  pink  dust touches  the  others   thigh   .   while  nothing   romantic  ,   nor   sexual  ,  it  shows  a   certain   harmony   ;   a   friendship   so  entwined   .   dandelions  &  forget - me - nots  scrape   the   softness  of  her  legs   as   she   sits   ,  the   field   sprinkled  in   flowers  ,  a  grassland   of   colors    .   it’s   the   way   the   other   looks   at   her  ,   like   she’s   a   miracle  ,  a   homeage   to   a   time   long   past   .     ❝     a   penny   for   your   thoughts   ?     ❞        a   tilt   of   a   rounded   face   ,   with   locks   brushed  by  the  sun   spilling   from   behind  ears   .   it’s   the   innocence   of   the  situation   that   has   her   hooked   ,   a   love   for   the   other   so   pure   ,   she’s   afraid   she’ll  be  blind  by   the   end  of   it   .   the  girl  a  dearest  friend   ,   a   beacon  of  light  &   understanding  ,   someone   she   could   pour   her  heart  out  to  without  feeling  misunderstood  .   the  other  deserved   to  know  how  much  she  meant   to  her  ,   how  much  of   an   influence  she  had  on  the  small  fist  sized   dent  that  was  her  life  ,   but   for   now   ,   she  simply   decided   to   remain   quiet   .

@albaproud    liked   for   a   starter  !

            HAD  ALWAYS  BEEN  THE  ONE  to  keep  her  thoughts  close  to  her  chest   ,       frightened  of  backlash  in  case  a  WRONG  WORD  was  uttered .          yet  it  was  the  look  of  CHILDHOOD  innocence      &     the blissful  thought  of  peace  that  was  clear  against  painted  features  ,      back  leaned  close  to  a  wall    ,     memories  of  passed  nights  of  LAUGHTER     ,      bodies  rolling  around  sheets  until  sides  hurt  ,       tears  springing  to  eyes  from  such  movements .        (     HAD  ANYONE  EVER  FELT  THIS  AT  PEACE     ?       )          no  worries  about  hatred       /      judgement .       a  time  to  just  spend  in  each  others  company  ,      no  words  NEEDING  to  be  uttered  to  understand .             ❝    hm    ?      ❞         eyes  blinked  ,      pulling  herself  out  of  trance  as  smile  made  its  way  across  chipped  lips  ,      hand  being  PULLED  away  from  teeth  gnawing  against  skin .        penny for  your  thoughts    .           THOUGHTS .                 ❝     YOU’D  LAUGH   !     ❞        head  tilted  to  the  side ,      teeth  finding  new  home  against  bottom  lip  as  eyes  SEARCHED  the  others  face   ,       small  frame  turning  to  watch  the  other .            ❝     &        i  wasn’t  FANCYING  to  be  made  fun  of  by  you  for  at  least  another  hour  or  two ,    y’know .       PREPPING  MYSELF  for  the  inevitable  that  is  you     &     your  laugh .         UGH     !        y o u  go  right  through  me  !     ❞        words  are  laced  with  laughter ,     head  THROWN  back  in  between  dramatics .

[albaproud]

qnmry    !    :

❝    having  the  king’s  name    attached   to    yours    can   be   more   dangerous   than   it   SEEMS  SAFE .    please   be   careful ,    I   beseech  you .     ❞     /    @albaproud .

            ❝    mary    ———-      i  promise  you  that  i’ll  take EVERY  caution .     i  will  not  let  this  end  BADLY  .      /        he’s  PROMISED  me  that  he’d  leave  his  o t h e r  mistress .        that’s  BIG  ,     is  it  not   ?         ❞

[albaproud]

uneasylies      !                :

❝  KENNA          ———    what      you      went        through         NO ONE        should       have    to  experience.       mary   and  i          will        PROTECT YOU        that is   a   p r o m i s e .   ❞

            ❝     ——       what  USE  is  this  protection  when  everything  has  already  been  said     &     done    ?       it  was  n e v e r  destined  to  work     &     i  just  need  to  h o p e  that  god  loves  me     &      everyone  left  in  this  court .       ❞

[albaproud]

camelotreign     !       :

❝   i   am   sorry   i   am   such   a   dissapointment   to   you   .     ❞       jaw   clenches   ,   classic   features   becoming   slack   ,   cerualan   hues   void   of   emotion   .         ❝    you   should   rest               guinevere   is   at   your   service   during   your   stay    .    camelot   is   happy   to   have   you   &   your   queen   on   our   grounds    .    i   hope   you   enjoy   your   time   here   .      ❞   

            ❝      is  that  it    ?         you’re  just  PLANNING  on  walking  away  the  second  o n e  bad  word  is  said  about  you   ?         ❞        brow  is  quirked   ,      slender  digits  moving  to  rest  upon  curve  of  hip .                      ❝     ———–         perhaps  then  i  was  RIGHT  in  what  was  said .          a  little  bit  too  sensitive    ?     ❞  

[albaproud]

lostvalois    !    :

❛ i’d  like  to think  that  some  men are capable of such a thing but something tells me  that is purely wishful thinking. a girl can dream though. ❜

            ❝    OH   ,     i  am  sure  that  there  are  s o m e  but  i  highly  doubt  they’d  let  themselves  LINGER  in  french  court  with  everything  that  goes  on  here .      i’d  be    terrified    if  i  was  an  OUTSIDER    !       ❞

[oncetragic-aa-deactivated202103]

UNDAUNTED   !              (        ʌnˈdɔːntɪd/            )

adjective

              not  intimidated  or   discouraged   by  difficulty   ,   danger  ,   or   disappointment  .

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