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please dont cry i am not your brother i am not your lover and there is nothing wrong

[alexggnaw]

I have so many thoughts in my head

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Sitting at train stations feels surreal to me for some reason

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Life actually does get better

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I think I’m recovering

I no longer want my body plagued with scars

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I feel hopeless this time

I want to get sicker

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I feel wrong

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It’s my birthday.

I’m 18 today

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My pain is turning from my life into a memory

It’s coming to an end

Finally

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I care about everything all the time

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Life feels a little bit surreal right now

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October was the hardest month yet.

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I’m starting to accept that it’s a life long type of thing.

That doesn’t mean I can’t grow and change with it

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Teen alcoholism is overlooked and constantly untreated

It is not normal that I can’t have just one drink

It is not normal that I harm myself when I’m drunk

It is not normal that I hurt others when I’m drunk

It is not normal

And I’m going to get help

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I’m getting clean for good this time

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I’m going to try this time

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Stuck between wanting to get worse and needing to get better