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Not everyone can say they’ve been to the Big Apple, but [ALEXANDER JUNG], a [TWENTY FIVE] year-old [CIS MAN] has lived in [FOREST HILLS, QUEENS] for [SIX MONTHS]. This is the city of dreams and [HE] knows it, because they came to NYC to be a [RECEPTIONIST]. Well, that and as a [NEW EMPLOYEE] to [LUCIFER VALE] and [ROOMMATE] to [KAL HYUN-JIN]. Living in the city means they meet all kinds of people, but everyone always seems to think they look like [KIM TAEHYUNG]. They even got away with free cab fare once because of it!

hello!! i’m c and i’m really excited to be here!! alex has lived so many lives now, but this is his most tragic version yet. i apologize for how sad (and long) this gets... there’s a really useful TLDR right at the end though! and all triggers are tagged accordingly before they are mentioned.

trigger warnings: mentions of abuse, addiction, bad parenting, car crash, child abandonment, depression, drug/alcohol use, family death, overdose.

DISCLAIMER: all medium sized gifs used on this blog are made by me from scratch, please do not steal/use without permission !

#ENYC.INTRO #tw drug/alcohol use #tw addiction #tw overdose #tw death #tw car crash #tw depression #tw abuse #tw bad parenting #tw child abandonment #PHEW what a ride...

bcllet:

greer scoffed at his comment and couldn’t help it but to roll her light brown eyes annoyingly. he always managed to get under her skin and she could curse him for that. again and again and again. how dare he say she had just pretended she didn’t see him. the ballerina would never do such thing. ( she totally would, especially with him. )

❝ just shut up. ❞ she puffed out some air into the cold night, arms crossed over her chest. greer desperately tried not to inhale too much of the smoke, the smell alone making her slightly nauseous. instead, she hummed at his question, glaring only more at him. ❝ sure i am worried that a friend of kal’s might get sick. it’s called human decency. ❞ she purposefully phrased it like that, as if she only knew him through his roommate. not because of their actual first encounter. one she desperately tried not to think about, ever again, but whenever he was around she frustratingly still did.

however, his next question completely took her by the surprise, and it was quite visible that she suddenly felt overwhelmed, not knowing what to properly say. of course greer it wasn’t right to come here. but could he really judge her for it ? ❝ you make it sound like i beat him up. as if it’s my fault, when it was nothing but toxic masculinity. ❞ greer tensed up, jaw slightly clenched. even though she always drifted away with her thoughts when she was around alex, the reality always caught up on her. ❝ and i do like to believe i am allowed to check up on a friend. ❞

a light laugh escaped his lips when she shut him up, he took yet another drag of his joint since it seemed to be bothering her a little. alex just loved to tease her, he was still unsure he should be doing that right now, but it came automatically for him. “oh, really?. is that the real reason?”, his tone was teasing, brows slightly arched. it was amusing how she was boxing him simply as ‘the friend of a friend’, always treating him like a stranger. even if she had been around enough the apartment to allow herself to build an actual connection with him by now, her walls were always up. alex didn’t mind one time things at all, a lot of the times he ended up forming friendships from that. this behavior was really interesting for him, definitely a first.

“but thank you, i appreciate it”, and there was a small cheeky grin right after, followed by a light nod. “don’t worry though, the cold never bothered me anyway... i’ve got some elsa shit going on over here”, and then there was another laugh. a lame joke in an attempt to lighten the mood: everyone was too stressed lately to make it worse. though a light eye roll couldn’t help but escape him at her response. “i think you know exactly what i mean”, he simply said, straight face to match the seriousness of his words. he then paused for a bit, an idea occurring him. was it a good one? probably not. but his dumb mouth was gonna say it anyway. “come take a walk with me, yeah? let’s clear our minds a little before proceeding on anything”

#not him quoting elsa :skull:#tw smoking #tw drug use #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & GREER )#GREER001

lennonduffy:

Well, best worst case scenario. Someone overheard her, but at least they kind of knew what she was talking about. Made it easy for Lennon to flash a smile and pretend everything was going to plan. “She is, way before her time. She’d be everywhere if she’d gotten her start in the modern era. Even more everywhere…” Trailing off, she peeked at the item left on the table, “Oh, yeah cool. Go ahead, I wasn’t gonna snipe them or anything.” Nice keychain though… “Oh, yes! Ohmigod, yes. I do, do you listen to us?” Her eyes practically sparkled. Her band wasn’t doing terribly but it wasn’t doing great, so any time she could find an actual fan, her heart swelled. This was why she was doing this.

“Despite everything, sometimes she feels way too criminally underrated right? Like she should be way above some dudes we endlessly worship when we think of rock and roll”, Alex commented, a bit of excitement in his voice. It wasn’t easy for him to talk with strangers, let alone feel at ease to continue a conversation, but when it came to music (especially his favorite genre) it came so naturally you could probably confuse him with an extrovert. There was a small nod with a tiny proud smile when she asked if he knew about her band. Alex was also feeling incredibly relieved: if he had mistaken her, this would have been extremely awkward. “I’m fairly new around, but I love live music, so I’ve happened to be at a few of your shows now. You really kill it when you are on that stage, I must add”

#. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & LENNON )#LENNON001

closed starter for @rylanpratt | location: rylan’s place

As soon as Alex received a worrying response that included their emergency emoji used multiple times, he hopped on his motorcycle to get to Rylan in person. Of course, he didn’t really expect any less when he asked to check in on her. He was well aware that this situation was extremely difficult and painful. It was being like that for him, who was simply in the middle seeing two of his (now) closest friends hurting, he couldn’t really quite imagine what it would be like for her. Getting your heart broken by the one you love and trust. Alex had gotten his heart broken so many times, for multiple reasons, and it never got easier. Of course he would be there offering all his support and being a shoulder to cry on. He knew she really needed that right now: someone being there. Alex had promised to make it in ten, but it probably ended up being a little over fifteen, given a quick stop at a grocery shop to get her favorite snacks: an attempt to try and cheer her up a little. He parked near her place and was soon giving a loud knock on her door. “Ry! I’m here! I brought Red Vines!”, his tone was playful, he was hoping the announcement would make her smile at least for a little bit.

#SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG AGAIN #* hugs * <3 #RYLAN001 #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & RYLAN )

numbncss:

nari didn’t know why she kept coming back to him ― over and over and over again. she had tried so hard to stay away from alex, to look at him just as a distraction. just as someone who she wouldn’t grow attached to. because how could she ? nari knew she didn’t feel anything. for anyone. it was just impossible. and how could she possible feel this sort of attraction towards anyone else other than her husband ? and yet, here she was, never a minute to late.

the woman was just about to get ready, already reaching for her scattered clothes next to the bed and slowly slipping out of the warmth of his touch. a touch that somehow ignited a fire inside of her she didn’t dare to explore further yet. she couldn’t ― and a part of her simply didn’t want to. however, his voice suddenly lured her back and her dark brown pair of eyes fell onto his figure on the bed. her facade was stone cold, nearly no sign of emotion. the coldness wasn’t directly pointed towards him. it was just always there. honestly, nari couldn’t even remember the last time someone or something made her genuinely smile. ( and she missed it. )

❝ what ? ❞ she asked bluntly, lips pressed into a thin line. alex knew… or at least she hoped he knew that she had a strict timetable. this is why she had offered specific days in the first place because otherwise it’d never work. and maybe, just maybe, it shouldn’t work. but nari also didn’t want to give up on it. and the woman was just about to scoff and roll her eyes, continue packing up her clothes and other items. but unfortunately, she made the mistake to glance at him once more. and she couldn’t just ignore the desperation she saw on his face. nearly as if she was weak to him.

with a deep, nearly frustrated sigh and completely dressed again, she sat down on the edge of the bed now, barely facing him. nari would stay, but if he wanted to talk, she couldn’t be too close to him. she just couldn’t. not without giving into him again. ❝ you have ten minutes. ❞ it nearly sounded like a comment, but another sigh followed afterwards. she didn’t even want to be so harsh with him. ❝ then i have to go or my husband will ― ❞ nari quickly shut herself up, not wanting to mention her partner in front of him. ❝ ten minutes ❞, she simply repeated.

alex knew he would regret his words as soon as they left his mouth. it was completely foolish of him to believe he could get to have a talk with her. to vent about his feelings. feelings that had absolutely nothing to do with her. he knew the latter was obviously a prohibited topic. he just really needed a friend right now... but she wasn’t his friend, was she?. to be honest, alex didn’t even have the answer to what she was: now that he thought about it. all he knew was that for him: she actually meant something. but that the two of them weren’t on the same page there. then why the fuck did he think this was remotely a good idea?.

she had already slipped away from his arms and the emptiness came creeping back like a million pounds over him. but then the piercing cold gaze that she always offered him as soon as they were done with their business in the sheets, was enough to cause a lump form in his throat over being hit with her indifference once again. the mention of her husband only making it worse. he supposed she had no idea how painful that was for him. the reminder that she wasn’t his, and would never be. that she thought this all meant as little to him too. just a fun, casual time. alex really wished it was like that.

‘ten minutes’, every second they spent together was so wickedly calculated. he only gulped, pushing back whatever pathetic tears could threaten to fall down his face. “nothing”, he simply said, a small muffled chuckle escaping his lips as he redirected his attention to the ceiling instead. a chuckle that was aimed at himself: for daring to ask such thing from her. occupying her time further than what it should be between them. “i just... i shouldn’t have, i-”, he trailed off, closing his eyes and letting out a small sigh. “it’s okay. just please leave the keys there”, he motioned to the night stand next to the bed, eyes still closed. “i will stay here for a bit. it’s not like anyone is waiting for me back home, so...”

#tw cheating #as promised... The Gif <3 #bestie my heart is broken into a million pieces hELP DFLKGJF #u really went in for the kill huh #NARI001 #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & NARI )

text 📲 ry

Rylan: Ok. I don't know what to do.

Alex: it's okay... i mean, it's not okay but you get me. i'll come over with surprises, just you wait and see 🖤.

#pleading face emoji intensifies #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄 ━━ ( ALEX & RYLAN )

vale-x

closed starter to @alexjvng location: Second Circle Adult Entertainment Studios — Staten Island time: morning

The little paper bag in his hand was being white-knuckled in his grip on it as Lucifer finally got to the studio. Ever since he’d unintentionally run into Koralia that morning—or, at least, it had to have been her, he was sure of it—the weight of all the unknows were drawing his attention away from his agenda and further into his most recent life stressors. His expression held something harsh within its contemplation, and he approached the massive rounded front desk silently at first. A yawn began lifting through him, disrupting that look of irritated confusion, and he set the bag down in front of his newest employee. Alexander Jung: the drunken out-of-state offer turned (surprisingly) faithful worker. The past six months of Alex’s employment with him had seemed to blur into one another, and when the notification had popped up on his computer calendar the day previous, Lucifer had been a bit shocked. Despite the unorthodox beginning he’d had with Second Circle, Alex was steadily becoming one of his more liked employees, and he’d already been getting positive passing reviews from other employees about him. In his world, relocating someone to NYC to work as his receptionist wasn’t noteworthy, but every time he interacted with Alex, he was warmed by the polite hospitality the man seemed to have. It was enough incentive to keep him around, and enough incentive to integrate him into the kindness Lucifer usually made efforts to extend to his employees. Less for them and more for himself, truly. His company would be nothing without them, and keeping everyone happy kept them around.

“Here—this is for you.” A pause, then the tiniest of proud smiles. “Happy six months,” he announced, tone not quite enthusiastic but not quite indifferent either. The paper bag was pushed in Alex’s direction, and then just as Lucifer was beginning to turn to walk away, he remembered. “Oh, and… meeting. My office, after lunch.” Long strides then took him away, beeline to the elevators and up to his office on the sixth floor. Where the better part of the morning was spent in a different meeting, discussing their quarterly nationwide revenue, and which stars would make the list to be invested in further, and then their newest project of expanding internationally and what that would entail. It was always funny to him just how romanticized his job had become—to the point where the entire nation referred to him as the Devil—when the only thing that didn’t scream business in the building was knowing the countless closed doors with brightly lit “live” signs above them were hosting all of the entertainment. As if that itself wasn’t business as well. It arguably required more acting skill than its clothed counterpart did.

Lucifer was mid-email when his assistant paged his phone, and told him he had an employee waiting outside. Gaze flickered to the time. God damn, where did the morning go? “Send him in,” he sighed, at first ignoring the opening door in favor of finishing that email, until he finally looked up and gestured Alex forward to sit across from him. “Hey, Alex. Come on in. Take a seat,” he began, leaning back in his own chair and finally taking his first sip of (now cold) coffee. “So. I’m not here to yell at you,” he joked with a humored huff, grinning into the rim of the plastic. “Just wanted to check in, discuss some things with you. You’ve been here for six months. How are you liking it?”

alexjvng

Another morning at the front desk, and Alex was probably too invested on the paperwork he was organizing, that he didn’t really notice his boss coming in. Being a receptionist held more responsibilities than he thought of: but he was handling them smoothly. The perks of being a fast learner. He didn’t even know the porn industry would even need such position to begin with, so to learn a lot about a world he was completely unaware of still blew his mind. It was also funny to explain to people if they ever asked what he did for a living. It was Lucifer’s voice, accompanied by the sound of him leaving something in the desk, that brought him back to reality. “Good morning, Mr. Vale”, he added with a small smile: as polite as ever. Despite the internal secret conflict he’s had these past couple of days regarding how to feel towards the other after learning such a dark thing about him, he never stopped being as warm around. Gotta be able to separate your business life, from your personal life right? Besides, it’s something he really wasn’t supposed to know. But the universe worked in twisted ways at times, and his roommate and his boss just had to be involved. Just his luck.

Before these thoughts ate him away, the mention of ‘six months’ caused his eyes to widen a little. Looking at the calendar... it had been six months indeed. Six months in this city, maintaining this job. Also seven months without Millie. Time had flown incredibly fast, while at the same time: it had felt like an eternity. Opening the small bag to find his favorite baked good: a chocolate muffin, a wide smile invaded his face. Probably a small taint of blush in his cheeks too: Alex really wasn’t used to people gifting him stuff, let alone remembering something about him. It was so hard to believe this thoughtful, kind man was the same one who left his roommate badly injured. “Chocolate, my favorite”, he commented softly, though it was mostly him thinking out loud. He then redirected his attention back to his boss. “Thank you so much, Mr. Vale”, he added, maintaining the smile on his face. Though the other was suddenly leaving now, expected from a busy businessman. “I’ll be there!”, he shouted back at the mention of a meeting, writing it down on a post it before getting back to business. The morning passed fast enough, and by twelve o’clock he was now at his office.

A small smile with a light nod before obeying and sitting down. Alex was feeling incredibly nervous at the thought of having a one on one moment, when everything was still so fresh, and quite frankly: it was information he was still trying to process. He had been a pro at the quick interactions, but this felt too intimate right now. How is one supposed to act around someone you thought highly of, hurting a dear friend like that?. At the mention of ‘yelling’: a nervous chuckle left his lips. He hoped it would be mistaken for a nervous employee, and not over him knowing the things the other was capable of. The fact that Alex himself had some history with Greer (even if it had been only once, and before he had any idea about all these connections) creeping in the back of his mind, a sudden concern about what would his boss think if he knew that fact. A part of him felt guilty, for knowing the things he did: but it was all by accident. How would Lucifer feel too if he knew that Alex knew?. He had many questions, ones that he’d never ever dare to ask. To him, it still felt like it was two complete different people. A version of Lucifer he was unable to picture. Alex figured that everyone had a persona at the workplace: everyone had to act professional to keep their jobs and make money. Take himself by example: he wasn’t a people person at all, yet being a receptionist implied treating with people all the time: and he was alway the warmest. He was great at hiding the eternal gloominess he actually held inside and put on a smile.

“Me? I am having the time of my life. I mean, who wouldn’t while living in ‘the city of dreams’ and getting to see hot people walking inside this building on a daily basis?”, he joked a little with a small chuckle, trying to lighten the mood: at least for himself. Alex hoped he succeed with this task so Lucifer wouldn’t notice something was off. “In all seriousness, I still have to pinch myself at times that this is my life right now. I hope I am fulfilling the expectations... thank you so much again for trusting me. You have no idea what it means to me”, he sincerely said with a small smile. Lucifer truly had no idea that his random job offer had quite literally saved him from the darkest place he had ever been at. Which is why this whole situation was so painful for him too.

#tw death mention #it's perfect!! <3 #let's goooo #LUCIFER001 #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & LUCIFER )

𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 ⇢ open.

Gio: I don't know about you, but I'm not ready for this cold weather. Don't get me wrong, I love NYC and I love how it's always so aesthetically pleasing during this time of year, but I hate being cold.

Gio: Is it summer yet? Bring on the warm weather and minimal clothing.

Alex: i would have loved to say "who is this?" but i unfortunately (for some odd reason) still got your number. though this might be the reminder to change that.

Alex: are you sure you texted the right person though?

Alex: i mean, is this seriously how you wanna show up again? randomly talking about the summer and "minimal clothing"?

Alex: winter is the superior season btw.

#sCREAMS HE DID IT LMAOOO #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄 ━━ ( ALEX & GIOVANNI )

text 📲 ry

Rylan: 🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣

Alex: 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Alex: i'll be there in 10.

#. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄 ━━ ( ALEX & RYLAN )

closed starter for @numbncss || location: a hotel room, somewhere in Manhattan

another sunday, another clandestine meeting. something that was meant to be a ‘one time thing’ half a year ago, now had a schedule by now. though alex would be lying if he didn’t admit that their encounters weren’t the highlight of his week. even if he didn’t get to spend as much time with her as he really would like. even if he so desperately wished their time together could be outside these four walls. the secrecy, the carefully calculated time and places: it was frankly eating him alive at this point. but he’d rather take this, than spend no time with her at all. wasn’t it pathetic? his first time falling this hard for someone being under these circumstances. with someone who wasn’t remotely as invested, who only saw him as a good distraction. him being a secret. should he feel used? absolutely. but he didn’t. he was just happy she wanted him in some way, even if it was just his body. despite him wanting way more than that from her.

he usually didn’t give a shit about the awkward silence that followed after a round with someone. but with nari: it felt intimate and vulnerable. peaceful. even if he knew he’d go back to feeling like absolute shit the moment she was gone again. there were very few moments he could share with her that weren’t entirely sexual, and this was one of them: so he cherished them deeply. just holding her like this. often wondering what was on her mind, something he knew he would never be able to decode. what if she was thinking about him right now?. of course alex would be a fool to think she’d ever leave her handsome, celebrity husband and run away with a lowlife like himself. he was just a fun time. but he didn’t let those thoughts consume him, and placed a soft kiss on her shoulder instead to get back into the moment. “do you have to leave early again today, or can you stay a little longer this time?”, he softly questioned.

alex desperately needed someone to talk to about what was going on, maybe that way he’d feel a little better. and the only friends he had: they were involved in the situation, so he had no one. it was saddening how he was always the one doing the talking though. alex knew that the least thing she cared for with him was talking. but he could try. if not: it’s not like it would be a first for him to bottle everything up. or maybe he just needed a good excuse to keep on holding her like this for longer.

#did somebody order some heartbreak<333 #i am BROKEN and we haven't even started bye #NARI001 #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & NARI )

closed starter for @hyxnjxn || location: their apartment

The last couple of days have been difficult, to say the least. Alex found himself accidentally involved in the middle of it all (it always happened to him), having meaningful relationships with all the people involved. He was hurting for his friends (who were hurting too), being close to both Kal and Rylan. And he was also extremely conflicted about how to feel about Lucifer right now, a person he thought so highly of before finding a harsh dark truth. Maybe it was his own fault for failing his own ‘trust nobody’ rule, but he owed the older man so much, and he had been nothing but kind and supportive towards him: that he didn’t have any reasons to think any less of him (till now). Alex understood everyone’s reasons, not that it justified any of the shit that happened... he simply understood. Maybe that was his problem: he always felt too much. When he cared for someone: he felt for them so deeply.

All that was left for him was keeping it professional at work with Lucifer, and support Kal and Rylan separately. Seeing Kal this injured made his heart feel so heavy. Kal had become someone Alex grew really fond of in such a short amount of time. Sure, in the past he had (few) people he liked to be around: but since he had Millie, she had always been his only real friend. And now that she was gone... well, he was so lonely, till he moved here and was forced to spend time with three amazing humans. Kal being the first one he allowed himself to get close to, someone who brought him out of his shell (against his will, but still). He was possibly the first friend Alex had made in his entire life, and he appreciated him a lot, even if he barely ever told him. His protective nature causing him to now take care of him the same way he had taken care of his sister when she broke her arm back in sophomore year of high school. “Here. This should help you a little”, he said with a small smile as he placed the bowls of soup he had just made for dinner in the table. Sitting opposite of him right after. “How are you holding up?”

#tw injury mention #tw death mention #so soft already wtf :sob:#KAL001 #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & KAL )

text 📲 ry

ALEX: i know asking "how are you?" would be completely idiotic right now, so i won't go there... i just needed to check in on you.

#here we go :pleading face:#. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄 ━━ ( ALEX & RYLAN )

lennonduffy

Open: Saturday Morning, Washington Square Park, Manhattan.

Fluffing her hair, Lennon put her notebook down in front of her on the little table. It was practically the hunger games trying to snipe a seat in Washington Square Park. Especially one that was out of the way of the gusts of wind. It wasn’t uncommon for the girl to make the venture out into Manhattan, especially in the weekends. It was the place to be! Who knew who’d walk by? It was enough to make her imagine life one day with fans, people wandering up to her, things like that. “Oh, Jet? It was a mix of things! My hair was dyed dark, dark in high school, and you know, Joan Jett… Icon-” Rambling began, as if someone had asked her a question. Better to be prepared for the future! She didn’t expect someone to walk by, “Oh. God…” Fumbling in her purse, “My AirPods weren’t in - I was trying to, voice notes, you know? The future. Was this your table?”

alexjvng

Washington Square Park had become a favorite spot for Alex by now, a nice place to start your day for some fresh air and then walk around Greenwich Village hunting for new, cool places to eat at. An activity that was a favorite for him during his weekends (maybe in another life he had been a food critic.... or a chef, given cooking was a not so secret favorite hobby of his). Despite having people who could show him around: he preferred to do on his own. There was something so special about discovering things by yourself. Maybe over being so distracted by his surroundings, he forgot his apartment keys at the table he had just spent some time at. Thankfully, he noticed just in time to quickly come back: though the discourse he overheard by the new person occupying the spot couldn’t help but catch his attention. “Joan Jett? Yeah, I agree. Absolute legend”, he said with a small chuckle, though when looking at the woman sitting there: she looked oddly familiar. “No, not anymore. I had just forgotten this”, he explained, pointing at his keys (adorned by a Bring Me The Horizon keychain) laying there on the table, before putting them back in his pocket. Alex took a few seconds to scan the others face before he proceed to turn to leave. Then it hit him. “Wait... you sing in a band, don’t you?”

#this got unnecessarily long aPOLOGIES LDKJFGD #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( ALEX & LENNON )#LENNON001

indodla-deactivated20140602

hyxnjxn

@objxctive-c @andrca @alexjvng

#i love them so much pls omfg #( FEAT. KAL AND THE A TEAM )#. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ STUDY ━━ ( 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐗 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 )

vivienvalentino

Being The Mom Friend™

alexjvng

@hyxnjxn @objxctive-c @andrca

#certified dad!friend pLS #. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ STUDY ━━ ( 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐗 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 )#( FEAT. KAL AND THE A TEAM )#me showing off the squad name? yes ofc why u ask xx

bcllet-archive

𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 ― @alexjvng

greer didn’t know what she was thinking as her feet approached the apartment kal and his roommates were living in further and further. she was supposed to stay away from it, from him ― and still, a part of her just needed to know how he was holding up. if he was healing properly. sure, she could easily have done so at practice, but around so many people, they currently just didn’t act the same anymore.

the woman was already making up in her mind what to say to him, when a familiar figure in front of the apartment caught her attention instead. and immediately, this strange feeling she always tried to ignore ignited inside of her again. not again.

❝ alex. ❞ she bluntly stated as she approached him a little more, eyes falling onto the smoke around him. greer coughed a little at the smell and scrunched her nose, quickly taking a few steps back again. the ballerina always stayed away from anything that could possibly damage her from the inside ( besides alcohol ). as a professional athlete, looking out for your body was top priority.

❝ long time no see. ❞ and she really couldn’t remember the last time she had seen him. probably because she always tried to forget about him as quickly as he appeared in her mind ― which is why she couldn’t even explain why she was talking to him right now. god, how she hated this strange effect he had on her. ❝ isn’t it a little cold to sit alone outside of your apartment ? nearly looks like you aren’t welcome in your own place. ❞

alexjvng

with all the mess recently going on around him (something that seemed to follow him no matter where he went to: sometimes he really sat and wondered if he was actually the bad luck charm), a breather was always appreciated. as much as he loved the peace and quiet of his own room: sometimes it could get boring. and well, admiring the new york city landscape was something that still captivated his attention, even if it was just a regular street. this city was loud, vibrant and full of life, and there was always something to keep your eye on. it was still a bit surreal to think he was now living here, with an actual job and making friends for the first time in his life.

getting lost in his private smoking session outside his own door: alex was only taken back to reality when a very familiar voice spoke to him, since he wasn’t expecting anyone today. let alone her. the smoke he let out around them was on purpose. he was always playful around her, knowing it caused a reaction. though right now, such teasing dynamic felt too prohibited... even incredibly wrong. but a small smirk creeped on his lips anyways. “greer...”, he let out with the same energy. “you’ve seen me... you were just pretending that you didn’t”, he commented before taking another drag of his joint in an attempt to appear a bit uninterested over the fact.

“aw, are you worried i might get sick?”, he teased, unable to help it, though he probably should really not be doing that right now. he cleared his throat. “ha ha, very funny. actually, this might be one of the very few places i am genuinely welcomed at”, he scoffed a little. he wasn’t being hostile towards her, it was just his regular self deprecating humor: but he was probably oversharing by now. he decided to change the subject instead. “don’t you... think it’s a little too soon to be showing up here? we are all still dealing with the aftermath of it all around this place”, he pointed out, it wasn’t a lie. this could potentially only lead to more chaos since everything was still so fresh. but he hoped she wouldn’t take it the wrong way, it was just a genuine concern he was having right now.

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