[alfaz-e-aatish]

The worst feeling is realizing you gave them your heart while they kept you as a backup.

[alfaz-e-aatish]

One thing that really hurts me is when people casually say things like, "You're so pretty," "You look so chill," or "Your skin looks so young," without knowing anything about what a person has been through.

They don't know the struggles, traumas, hardships, or ongoing battles someone is facing. They don't know how much a person has changed because of everything life has put them through. Only that person truly knows how much their health, skin, hair, mind, and heart have been affected.

Sometimes those comments hurt more than people realize. Only I know how much healthier, happier, and better I could have been if I hadn't gone through certain struggles!! Nobody notices the grey hairs, the dark circles, wrinkled loose skin, fine lines, crinkled tired eyes, or the exhaustion hidden behind a smile!

I wish people were more thoughtful instead of throwing comments around so casually!. There are a few people who genuinely care and ask about your well-being, and I appreciate them deeply. But many others only see the surface, and it hurts because they have no idea what is happening underneath! I can't explain it clearly, but it hurts like a piercing pain in my heart because I'm tired of it all! I absolutely hate it. It hurts so badly!

[alfaz-e-aatish]

You see my smile, but you don't see what it took to survive.

[alfaz-e-aatish]

There was something different about his hands btw or maybe I shook my hands for the first time like that idk what I'm thinking ughh I wanna visit that city again omggg

[alfaz-e-aatish]

I still remember when we were holding our Hands, he held my hand with a clasped grip as soon as I told him that I listen to bullet for my valentine and three days Grace lol.

[cincobucks]

isolation gon protect u from alot of weird shit

[alfaz-e-aatish]

Crazy how I can still function while my heart is ripped out

[shynestar]

[alfaz-e-aatish]

What hurts me is that I’ve never come across a single person I can truly relate to. Whenever I watch reels or videos, people talk about their traumas regarding their breakups, heartbreak, friendships, and their exes—but why is it never about toxic families or siblings?! Why does nobody say that their family affected their ability to study, to focus, or even to function, or gave them trauma!? Or why can’t I find anyone admitting that their family is the reason for their downfall? It makes me feel like I’m the only one who went through this—like I’m the only one who felt it all, suffered it all, and still carries it, and I’m still suffering from this even as an adult. I used to overthink every single detail, get tense, and tear up randomly—and even now, as an adult, it hasn’t left me.! It keeps coming back again and again. Because of them, I feel like I lost my potential. I reached a point where I started questioning my whole life, whether I should even be living it or not. I couldn’t study, not because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t have the mental capacity left after everything they put me through. And I’m still in the same situation. I’m still this sensitive..

The constant pressure, overthinking, and mental torture have drained me completely. And it still hasn’t ended. I feel like I’m just surviving, not living. They wouldn’t care if I died one day—they only pretend to care, and they never cared about my feelings, not even when I was a child. I wish I could escape from all of this someday, but my hopes have felt dead for years now.

[alfaz-e-aatish]

People talk about heartbreak, but nobody talks about family ruining your mental peace and studies.

[alfaz-e-aatish]

In a brown household, you’re told to protect your family’s reputation,

even if it destroys your mental health.

[only-cat-memes]

[ipoetried]

THE FIRST BREAK UP WE WENT THROUGH (K.P.K)

[vexheart]

[feelingsoftheday]

Date someone who expresses their love for you endlessly.

[oncce-againn]

The richest thing for me is calmness

[ohsimplethinggs-deactivated2023]

I read somewhere that "When you choose a life partner you're choosing your eating companion for about 20,000 meals, your travel companion for about 70 vacations, your retirement friend, career therapist, & someone whose day you'll hear about 18,000 times" and I really can't stress this enough.