The Sillies

Probably a system | often too nervous to tag, sorry | plural they/them

[allegedlysilly]

Intro Post??

Heyy so some of us have finally gathered up the spoons to make something resembling an intro post, subject to change over time. Forgive us for the subpar structure btw, we are blendy at best right now, and Will Not have the productive energy for this in five minutes.

General info.;

We collectively use they/them pronouns.

As of the newest review of this (15/11/24), we are aware of 16 alters.

We are likely a DID system based on our overall, y’know, symptoms and stuff, but are unable to access any psychiatric help or diagnosis at this time.

We are traumagenic, but support endogenic systems as, frankly, the origin of anybody’s system is none of our business, and systemhood as a whole is under-researched.

Though, this is not a syscourse blog. Whatsoever. Just a place for some Sillies to blather on about nonsense.

With that being said, feel free to ask anything or talk in our DMs (just be prepared for horrific awkwardness)- singlet, system or else wise, thanks for reading! /gen

[syscultureis]

sys culture is the host going back in denial and it fucking the sys up. WHERE DID OUR COMMUNICATION GO COME BACK

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[i-am-a-fish]

I made this, please feel free to use

[i-am-a-fish]

I made this post a couple months ago, and I completely forgot that I made it

today has been one of the worst days of my entire life, and this post somehow made its way back to me, like a mental-health chef boyardee can.

it actually helped me a lot

[i-am-a-fish]

have some more

[allegedlysilly]

My alter(the only one I'm aware of) has no known name and goddamn they are silly.

Just nonverbal irl when fronting but the absolute equivalent of a clown when out n about-

They're the reason I make alot of masks I do is bc they're fronting when I make them.

Have goober rant^

So real. Our singletsona is so strange and not all that consistent because of our system having such low communication and inability to tell who’s fronting most of the time. Which is, yk, not very helpful in the social department but at least we’re funny 😼😼

[littlest-bugz]

When things get a little too stressful, and you start to hear a new voice in the headspace

[countyfaire]

Me when I start dissociating and have no idea what I'm saying or what anyone else is saying so I stare at them like this

[mesa-sys]

“DID/disordered plurality isn’t just about having silly guys in your brain, it’s about TRAUMA AND SUFFERING”

yeah ok sure. but it can also be about the silly guys. that’s okay too

[ghost-jester-sys]

sometimes DID is "haha people in brain"

but most of the time its:

"fuck wait when did it become [time] why am i on my phone didnt i need to make dinner? oh no who am i whats going on"

*constant vague flashbacks as people float in and out of front*

"oh god when did i get here where am i?"

*deep dissociation*

*being unable to care for myself due to dissociation*

"i do this all the time why cant *i* do this why can i not remember?"

*forgetting important or even just every day things*

*can never think clearly*

*too many voices and thoughts that arent mine*

[debarked]

trauma so bad my coping mechanisms have names and pronouns

[allegedlysilly]

um. Hey guys. We went back into denial again and forgot this existed. Meow?

and zoo wee mama I was not supposed to remember this yet I don’t think, my head is full of The Pressure right now but hrrnnffbfbdbdh

[thebigcrow]

sorry systems are so funny. *turns you into 7 smaller people to fix your problems * (all 7 people refuse to work on their problems) 

[littlest-bugz]

How it feels when your system is trying to make any important decision

[moonlitmeadowsys]

me a few years ago: why do i feel like i just came into existence when i was 12 or 13? why do i not really remember my childhood very well? why do i have such a horrible memory in general? why do my identity and behaviors vary so drastically?

me now: oh

[littlest-bugz]

How you look when you just got finished rapid switching

[allegedlysilly]

ERM. Heya guys. We forgot this account existed n have been back in denial but are back!!

My bad, buddies <3

[lorelei-system]

It’s interesting how there are at least 2 types of “I don’t remember that.”

1. Not remembering until the memory gets triggered/ you are confronted with evidence, and then you do remember.

2. Absolutely no evidence will bring back the memory. The memory does not exist anymore. That wasn’t me. Nope. Didn’t happen.

And then there’s “I have been told about this, and while I do not remember it, I know that it is factually correct. How do I know? I don’t know.”

I don’t even know what my point is, it’s just interesting to think about. Memories are weird, dissociation is weird. The way the highly traumatized young mind deals with memories is weird.

[hangsawoman]

[crippleprophet]

[ID: a photo of a plush cow with the text “it’s going to be okay but it’s going to be different.” end ID]