All the Stars

No busco atención, solo liberar el dolor

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Hi everyone, it's been a really long time...

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without inspiration and without aspirations

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I'm obsessed with old man

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I pray that you still love me after seeing me

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The hardest thing is being constantly hypersexualized by everyone, 'cause it feels like no one would love you truly someday

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She would be such a lovely bride, what ashamed she's fuck in her head

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I'm in love right now and I don't know how to handle this feeling bc, I'm not pretty sure if he's too

Even if he isn't good for me, I really feel comfortable to text with him but it's difficult bc I like to Ignore his messages, inside my head I try to force myself to forget it but I can't, it always captivates me

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what hurts me most is when my mom says that my best friend will become in adult rich and successful because he'll never fall in love and ruin his life like I would do, that kills me inside 'cause she never say I'll become all the things I dream of be

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Every time the phone rings i can't stop to imagine that maybe you're calling me like you used to

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that big question that I'll not be able to answer, if I'd have been better without you or would have been better with you

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Today I missed you so fucking much and all the time I thought of you and that one day we'll be together again, I hope you have too

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I'm not going to pretend it didn't hurt, I know it's just social media but it's the only way that I can know about you

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Everywhere I go brings me back to us 

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Solo un poco I been missed you

Extraño que destruyas mi paz con las risas eufóricas que salíamos dar

Extraño escuchar la melodía harmónica proveniente de ti en las noches antes de dormir

Extraño las fotos con tu perrita que me solías mandar

Extraño las veces que estuviste conmigo cada que me hundía en mi propio mar

Extraño las palabras que solías decirme para transmitirme tu amor

Extraño las canciones que desafinábamos juntos

Extraño tu mirar desde lejos al verme llegar

Extraño sentir tus brazos recorriendo cada lugar de mi cuerpo que podías encontrar

Extraño los momentos que llegamos a pasar, extraño aquella calle frente al mar

Extraño sobre todo la paz que solía encontrar, el refugio que tenía en tu abrazar

Extraño ver la pendiente en las líneas que solía besar 

Extraño el amanecer en el que me solía reflejar

Extraño la galleta que solíamos comprar

Extraño bailar sin compás 

Extraño cada parte de ti y cada una de las formas de tu amar, no lo puedo ocultar es la verdad, que de aquí no has salido jamás.

-MEG

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Today I was reading and I discovered this phrase "seeing you with someone else makes me jealous" but not me, if I see you with someone else I get depressed and cry every day because there is someone who makes you happy, who makes you feel loved and gives you trust, it would break me to pieces because if you left me it was because I couldn’t give you all that

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De tanto que te quise, te perdí 

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I’m so tired to still pretending that I’m fine, I’m dying and I don’t want to hide it