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alphalesbian

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alphalesbian

btw. if you even care btw. btw

pipebombgf

birds-in-posts

Willow ptarmigan (Lagopus lagopus)

I am the woman I wanted to be I am the woman I needed to be I am the woman I desired to be with only my self's center I am the woman I deserved to become, (most spiritually importantly) I am the woman I deserved to become because I have seen the gifts of remaining steadfast in that truth

#you simply do not do NOT get rewarded in your faith unless you are the person you truly expect #including that you believe that there are rewards strictly born of being the person expect

hoktom

melodies-stereo

living is very extremely worth it and if youre a transgender woman reading this post you should really consider continuing to live

They tell you the man who raised you is also your dad, his eldest daughter offers you St Christopher my fathers beloved necklace they gave to her before he passed, and you cannot let it go with him because you realize later that you too may need a little extra protection and she his eldest daughter gives it to you in choice as his youngest daughter of council

Oh my god my father also kept the photos I had to take of the crow I rescued a few years ago.

#love #bless this little diary im glad he gave me this life and i share it with you lovely folks

oldbutchdanielmolloy

of course where would we be without “relax bro ain’t nobody takin it from u” but the truth is sometimes that’s not the case. sometimes no matter how hard you grip the world will take it from u…

Okay and lastly. No one should have to lose both parents the people who raise them define them, before the age of 30. That is an incredibly morose life. I am with you all and everyone. MWAH okay goodnight I love you all

#i learned i am the same ring size as him. i am wearing his rings still. i saved a tag she wrote for me that i was #three days old and my infant self sharing the celebration with my uncle and his achievments. he had a folder of drawing from #when we first moved to this house now 14 years later. mom's flower from the funeral? never moved a day since. he will #pass into this earth buried next to my mom. i was there to bury his first wife with him. he called me his sidekick to the very end.#he died worrying about me and monica. his two girls. it is all worth living for #worth living for and he got to see me turn 29. how could i grieve even for #a day more his time. how could anyone. that is my godly task now if it was his

alphalesbian

My two weed smoking girlfriends, No One Will Save You and You Will Need Help

Some day you too will have to reckon with the love above you wether you like it or not. I just know those of you here with me has an intense and great love that follows them too. Okay MWAH ignore me. Much to do. Love you all

#one:#all pain is God's pain #two:#those who live by love will pass that pain among each other. it is far easier that way #three:#the world ends on Sunday no matter what you call God. it restarts on Monday.#and in this most unsober finality: let me never let go my faith. let it never be #wrestled or challenged from my hands lest I am destined to lose.

My father saved drawings I made when I was 11 how am I supposed to say he was anything other than my father he did every single thing other than birth me

#i know i said id be away and truly i have been but i need my diary right now to say. my life is truly uncomparable from before this #last big period of my life my depression before now and he and the good lord know that better than me. i hope i only sail in this sea of my #grief and i hope i only get some peace i deserve. i heard tonight from him above there is no sin he has not already forgiven me for #i am too broken as it stands to feel worthy and truly i may never. i am as it stands his daughter who in his deathbed #he was worried of me and his other living daughter. he worried for his girls. he sought ease for his sons and i was given the grace of #monica alongside myself. my dark deep heart locked that away immediately but oh this and some other times #i can say it in love and happiness. he passed with knowing me as his daughter. he passed knowing nothing but everything to see #what love i lived for and the love i felt only the universe him and god could put upon me that i could take in earnest #is that no different from the sins He told me i was so forgiven. i have seen #such undeniable proof of my love and my belief alongside him before i ever knew better. before i ever #that was mine to take. i can only speak so much before its just for me. if #you are here now and reading it then consider that he loved you too. my father. the man who did #truly every single other thing than birth me. god rest his most beloved spirit.#okay. one last time for my transgender sisters. i have lived a life where no one including my mother and father #have had no conventional reason to see me as nothing more than a “Son” or a boy or anything.#but on his death bed i must say to my transgender sisters that you are woman in sometimes a way #unaware to yourself UNTIL and ONLY UNTIL you may think of yourself #NO DIFFERENT A DAUGHTER TO YOU FATHER THAN HIS ELDEST AND MOST BIRTHRIGHT DAUGHTER BORN OF A WOMB #for my father. was worried in his last moments. for his girls. his daughters left. me. and monica. monica in her 50s. me #youngest of counsel and seen by his and my elders among the sidekick of his hero #he was worries of his daughters. me and monica. if you deny your woman hood HELL #if I AM too deny my womanhood beyond this. my trans sisters. you deny what even your father may see in you for no other reason #FOR NO OTHER REASON: than that you are a woman. he did not birth you. you are his daughter and he will die #worried about his girls. please stay alive trans women. please choose life.

vintage-tigre

NME Playing Cards: 1991 - Kim Gordon ♦️

Pain can truly be the only thing left to save you sometimes

fairycosmos

let it go my friend... i say this as a fat "ugly" dyke. your body is the vehicle w which you move in the world, give love, receive love, make things, SEE things, KNOW things. that's all that matters. beauty and ugliness are marketing scams esp for women. LIVE and FUCK THE WORLD it's not easy to get there but it's so sweet. ppl will love you fat and "ugly" i swear on god.

this is like a religious text to me and i'm not joking even a little

chilewithcarnage

I'm in the war on fatness on the side of fatness

My father the man who raised me has died today so I think I am going to go away for a long time I love you all

nigelgraz

Save me evil vampire gfs...

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