AlwaysTired

or something idk

[heat--end]

i haaaate being avoidant. it makes you feel like the world's biggest jackass whenever someone tries to talk to you or whatever and you just Freeze Up

[heat--end]

Oh sorry i took a long ass time to reply and didnt say anything. I got arbitrarily scared and tired myself out so now i cant say much. Oopsie teehee. it makes you feel like a huge dickhead

[bblackthing]

I finally finished it...

I think I redid it like 4 times, and I still not satisfied with the end result, but to this point I'm tired,

maybe I'll redo it somewhere in the future, who knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyway here you go!

[notannascribbles]

it’s just that i don’t like this story anymore

[notannascribbles]

like, the thing i loved most about this show (the lovesquare) is gone. it’s so far removed from the central plot that it feels almost inconsequential. in the earlier seasons, i saw so clearly the vision for this to be a story about what it means to love someone’s entire self. the lovesquare was ALWAYS the most unique and compelling aspect of miraculous ladybug—it’s the reason why this show ever became so popular. the central tension of the show was the romance, a tension which would be solved by the revealing of their identities. and maybe this was me getting ahead of myself, but when i became invested in this show at 15, it seemed so clear that this was a story set up to explore what it means to love all the messy, disjointed parts of someone else. by falling in love with both sides of each other, adrien and marinette would fully know and fully love each other. and then the identity reveal would be the final piece that made it all make sense. that type of story seemed so meaningful to me, and i was so excited to watch it play out.

the story of miraculous ladybug now makes me sort of sick to my stomach. it’s not really about romance anymore, or about the tension of secret identities. the story now is about….the moral ambiguity of lying to your boyfriend for the sake of his happiness? the ways that abuse can perpetuate beyond the abuser’s death? exploring the seemingly infinite number of ways that one character can be stripped of agency? i just. i’m not blaming marinette (worth mentioning that she isn’t actually a real person, and that every situation she is placed in is determined by the writers, who are real people) for making the choices she’s made, as it is an impossible situation, but. i also just like…don’t really want her and adrien together anymore. this whole situation makes me feel so icky inside, it feels unjust for his character for him to have to forgive and move on. because everything that everyone close to him is doing right now feels like such a huge violation. it’s not that i don’t find these choices believable for these characters, it’s just that i kind of hate that THIS is the story that the writers chose to tell.

like the question the writers of this show seem to be interested in is, “How badly could a kind and caring person hurt the one person they love most, while having the very best of intentions?” which is like, an interesting question i guess! under other circumstances i would find that sort of story very interesting! it just threw me for a loop when miraculous ladybug, my favorite secret-identity superhero romance story, refocused itself on that question. i don’t want to watch marinette hurt adrien with the best of intentions. and i really don’t want to watch him keep rolling over and taking it. that just seems like a really unhealthy relationship dynamic to me, and makes me not want them to be together. and that just makes me sad. i love adrien and marinette so much. i wish this was not their story

[sidsinning]

V Tuber drama is like 8 out of 10 times shit that should be solved in private conversations

[australet789]

Heartfixer was good, I need Marinette to be akumatized again, let my daughter go feral

[officialpenisenvy]

in my high school a few years ahead of me there was a polyamorous girl named luna who was dating a guy and a girl and the girl was named (i swear to god this is her birth name) marea. they were named moon and tide and they were lesbian lovers. i thought it was the most romantic fated thing ever as a tiny baby queer it would make me sigh in adoration. the boyfriend's name was frank

[3hkowalski]

Just leaving a little star right here ⭐

you can claim it after ep8…

UPDATE: THIS AGED BADLY

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

things to say after fucking up egregiously

pack it up boys we've made a social blunder

let's run that again

one more time normal style

I'm going to become a statistic

further proof god is out to get me

it's because I tore my acl senior year

I couldn't do it for religious reasons

my ex took my talent in the divorce

good thing nobody saw that (said directly to someone who definitely saw it)

[attheendhello]

you heard it. reblog if u support yuri

[loish]

A gift for Beanie, one of my incredible discord moderators! They requested something with critters and something spaced themed, so it naturally followed that I had to draw space raccoons.

[vincent-van-gtg]

[fitnessdesire]

Can’t risk it

[laderdesders1]

The duck of creativity. I waited so long for it.

[luckyferrero-deactivated2020081]

i’m desperate huhu

[fandomchick80]

Please give me some inspiration oh great duck of creativity

[dracaelus4pjo]

The Battle of Manhattan - as retold by the demigods who were there

[tenderwatches]

sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

[karust]

[uovoc]

"exercise will give you more energy" gets said a lot as a common piece of health advice but I think it needs to be expanded into "exercising will make you tired while you do it, and you will continue to be tired immediately afterwards, sometimes even the next day too, but over months of consistent exercise, your muscles will get stronger and therefore get less tired out by everyday activities, making you feel like day-to-day life takes less physical energy than it used to"

[langernameohnebedeutung]

"I hate you, but at least you never lied to me" is a character dynamic i enjoy so much, it must be said

[1986lovesong]

claim your ticket here folks!!