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happy birthday

nothing is the same

i’m happy

i enjoy every day i’m off my meds

i lost a shit ton of weight

i hardly drink any more(i can, i don’t have some sort of limit that someone placed there for me, i just don’t feel the need to anymore)

i don’t smoke cigarettes any more i don’t count i don’t obsess about excercise

i’m content with being at home my traumas don’t live here any more

i cry because of gratitude i love

by chance, i was taught how to meditate about 8 months ago

no one monitored me, it wasn’t something i paid for. i just happened to be around when friends of mine were about to meditate

i didn’t know wtf i was doing, but i kept on trying to do what they taught me that day for the next 3 weeks for a bout 10 min 3 times a week, and then one day i got it. things made sense and it literally just snowballed from there and snowballed into life.

a LOT happened...i learnt so much so quickly, and the learning isn’t always particularly pleasant yet i always enjoy it

welcome to my new world i guess

#meditation #rape survivor #surviving depression #surviving suicide #student of life #metta

Koda

Orgasms

All I want.

#koda #orgasm #music #pleasure

asideofbpd

like this if u read so i know im real

ambroxhea

i think i should do this too. dissociating is shit. i duno how old this is but i hope you feel real soon and not fall into existential depression.

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it’s so funny when u realize ur family unconsciously ignores u all the time because u are silent even at home. i love being ignored unconsciously by literally all my loved ones and friends.. my life is grand. thanks to my siblings for stealing all my family’s attention and time. :))))

~_~ mataku. Somebody save me.

#haruma miura #miura haruma #hot japanese #koizora #samurai high school #last cinderella #fangirling

MIURA HARUMA

Fucking

Hell.

#miura haruma #haruma miura #hot af #jfc #take me now #hot japanese guys #im done #cant deal #koizora #last cinderella #samurai high school

Nig finally won What a time to be alive

#leonardo dicaprio #oscars

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baetology

Sometimes it blows my mind that there are people that don’t wear glasses/contacts. Like they can literally see with no aid. Like they wake up and just be out here seeing. What a wild concept.

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#CROW NO

Crow: CROW YES!

notcuddles

It’s actually impossible to measure how many fucks a corvid give because there is no device sensitive enough to register such a tiny amount.

pardonmewhileipanic

science/animal side of tumblr… explain to me the birb thing

red3blog

Tail Pulling is a behavior noted in many corvids. The practical application is to create a distraction that will allow the birb to make off with the target’s food. Imagine being in the lunch room and a large fellow has a Twinkie you covet. You can’t just take it from him because he’ll defend his Twinkie. But if you thwap him on the back of his neck and then dash around to snag the Twinkie while he investigates, you stand a decent chance of enjoying spongey goodness. This is basically that in birb form.

Except corvids don’t only do this as a distraction. Sometimes they seem to just being doing it to mess with other animals/birbs. But to use my lunch room analogy, there are times you might thwap someone sneakily on the back of the neck just for amusement. Primates exhibit behavior that appears to be just be annoying other animals for amusement. Given how intelligent crows are, its not unlikely that this is a manifestation of an innate desire to just fuck with someone else for the fun of it. Such as this from the link above:

pardonmewhileipanic

THANK YOU FOR THE BIRB KNOWLEDGE

whitmerule

BECAUSE IT IS FUN

queenbloo-blog

This speaks to me on a molecular level.

askfordoodles

birbs just wanna have fun

huntersonthewingarchive

Sorry to hijack a little, but to put it bluntly, corvids are also pretty BALSY. They are more than prepared to harass other huge birds of prey which could deal them a lot of damage. There’s plenty of cases of corvids ‘riding’ other birds as well. It’s often to harass the larger bird out of the area, but as @red3blog said, they quite often (in layman’s terms) enjoy fucking shit up for fun.