A tender and rather fragile flower that strives to survive through the harsh weather (i.e. me, trying to live with my brain’s shenanigans like maladaptive daydreaming + ADHD).
I have several imaginary worlds and scenarios in my head, so don’t expect me to remember mundane things.
𑣲 Happily taken! ᢉ𐭩
Current fixations include purple (this one is forever), Genshin Impact (especially DOTTORE*) and counting calories
* @testsubject-no206605 — my sideblog dedicated to Dottore <3
Past interests/fixations include:
a) videogames: Minecraft, Class of 09, Undertale/Deltarune, Five Nights at Freddy’s, Omori, Fran Bow, Sally Face, indie pixel RPGs, Yandere Simulator (hate YanDev tho), Infinity Nikki etc, Detroit: Become Human, etc.
b) music/musicals: My Chemical Romance, the Phantom of the Opera, Heathers, Be More Chill, Hamilton, Jekyll & Hyde, Depeche Mode etc.
c) anime: Cardcaptor Sakura, Sailor Moon, Black Butler, K-ON!, Attack on Titan, Another etc.
d) others: Gravity Falls, Camp Camp, Creepypasta, Homestuck etc, Titanic.
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Tag system (for my own convenience)
little dreamer’s souvenirs ☆ — aesthetically appealing things that I fancied and, like a crow collecting trinkets, took them to my nest
little dreamer’s avocations ☆ — posts related to the fandoms I’m currently or used to be in
little dreamer’s divinations ☆ — witchcraft & tarot (occasionally)
little dreamer’s reveries ☆ — posts related to/about maladaptive daydreaming
little dreamer’s forgetfulness ☆ — posts related to/about ADHD
little dreamer’s murmures ☆ — haphazard thoughts of mine or others, jokes, rants, etc.
little dreamer’s verses ☆ — sometimes I write poetry, even more rarely I share it
Shout out to that one tumblr post that was like: "You know it's not just trans people who ponder their gender, it's healthy for cis people to take a look inside and be like! Yep that's all good!" And I read this post and was like.... like what do you look at inside though T O T??? I asked my boyfriend how he knew he was a boy and he said he just felt this unexplainable intrinsic feeling he was a boy... and I'm like... I HAVE GENUINELY NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT WTF 😭😭😭!!!!!!!! So apparently its like. Normal for people to feel this inexplicable 'Gender' feeling or whatever,,, I feel like how asexual people feel when they discover people around them aren't making up the fact they experience sexual arousal T O T
Obviously all my sciency stuff is just speculation! But I'm the type of person who believe that everything has a rationale behind it, and like an adopted child who is curious about their biological parents, I am just interested in my origins! The field of genetics still is mostly just like,,,, hmmm we think this whatever MIGHT be a contributing factor to a person turning out this way... maybe. If you are more interested in the topic I discussed, just look up 'Genetic Memories in Animals' and there should be some more stuff OuO!
I'd love to hear how this 'inexplicable gender feeling' feels to gendered individuals! For those willing to share, I'd love to listen!
I "identify" as demigirl, which is agender with a little bit of girl ~as a treat~. But it's more accurate to use that as an adjective. My brain simply doesn't prioritize gender like that. I also have brown eyes but that's also not an identity.
It took me an upsettingly long time to figure this out. You'd think you couldn't have a gender crisis without caring even slightly about your gender but I managed it. (It turned out to be fueled by neurodiversity and respect for queer spaces)
Why demigirl and not agender or non-binary, if I feel so divorced from the concert of a gender identity? Because while I don't really feel connected to any gender, male is wrong in a way that female is not.
"russians dni" does this mean anyone who just so happens to be russian or pro russian people?
many russians object their regime and still retain their nationality and many non russians support the regime
im genuinely curious as to the reasoning, looking forward to the explanation :}
I’m simply tired of russians and anything russian trying to creep into my life when I’m actively avoiding it. They took away my home, my relatives my friends and my peace.
I don’t want to interact with russian people, I don’t want to speak or consume media in russian language, I don’t want to engage with russian fandoms at all.
I’ve had enough of russian people attempting to ruin my life again and again. This blog is my safe space, I’m simply avoiding what triggers me.
The regime you see in russia is a direct result of political choices made by russian people. Not doing anything to oppose it is almost the same as supporting it.
