2020 for me it’s a year of pain.
Pain because I had to learn how to let go of people that I loved but did not sum to my mental health and my growth.
Pain of overcoming my own fears. Pain of losing things. Pain of feeling lonely. Pain of facing the truth that I already knew.
Pain...pain for me has been such an eye opener. Pain has made me grow. Pain has made me strong. Pain has made me the person I am and has showed me exactly who I do not want to become.
Pain, has always been part of my life, and I always felt bad, guilty, sad and depressed. But without all this pain I would have never realized what I’m worth and who I really am.
2020 the year of self nourish, self love, self awareness, self growth, self acceptance, self forgiveness.
Pain is my constant reminder of why I am who I am and that with love, forgiveness and compassion you can overcome anything.
People are so afraid of pain and accepting it, because we are afraid of being vulnerable. But being vulnerable and naked to the world, and being able to accept it, is the most wonderful thing it can happen to every single one of us.
One of my angels once told me, “vulnerability opens up others peoples path to give and your turn to receive. You see, if we are not able to be vulnerable we will never let the giver give and we will be blocking their path. It’s a circle, you give, you receive. And you let others receive back.” I am so blessed!
Pain is amazing, for me is the most real feeling that exists, it can be so big that you feel it in your bones, the thing about pain is that it can be addictive. We should feel it when it comes, accept it, understand where it’s coming from, realize the cause, learn and let it go. Do not hold on to it.
You see no pain, no growth, no realization, no learnings, no real happiness. We all need to make mistakes, learn from them and grow.
Pain has though me vulnerability, resilience, self love, forgiveness, acceptance, letting go, healing and most important that my mental health is the most important thing in my life without it I will always be lost and never be happy. This journey is just beginning but it’s definitely going towards a place of love, light and peace. There is no space for egos, envy, jealousy, insecurities, hatred or negativity. This is a place for healing a place for compassion, a place of forgiveness and a place for love. All good is welcome!
I wish this new year we learn to be more resilient, live more in peace, learn to forgive, to love all and respect all and most important of all wish we learn to take care of our home the Earth! Wothout her we wouldn’t be here.
Going into 2021 with eyes closed and my arms and heart open to whatever the universe has for me.
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