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I think I'm slowly losing myself. I feel trapped in my own skin and suffocated in my own body. Nothing brings me joy anymore. Even the things that bought me joy that lasted for days earlier is now in fleeting moments. I'm "spilled my ☕" moment away from completely breaking down and crumbling into a sobbing mess. Staying updated with the world and trying to survive are at the opposite ends of the spectrum coz when I see the world, and my own reality, especially in this country. I don't see a future. There is no future in this country. For women, LGBTQIA, minorities, lower economic classes, there's no way forward. I'm starting to believe that maybe karma is real and is may have committed unforgivable crimes for being born in the country. There's no scope of getting out of here, not after everything, jingoism at an all time high and SOMEHOW keeps getting worse, rupee keeps falling, meaning no matter how hard you work for a decent (not good, decent!) life, you'll never get that. We will be overworked and underpaid and work till the last breath and die a meaningless life.

What is even this life? We're drinking polluted water, breathing polluted air, adulterated foods, gas shortage, men of this country HATE women and queers. What exactly am i striving so hard for? For a fuckass rating that will pay me 🥜 irrespective of how hard I worked ALL year. How are we supposed to live normally in a world where our rights are being taken away, it's hard to make ends meet. There's so much i wanted to do growing up. I thought ...I thought once I'm an adult and financially independent I'll get to do all the things I missed out on growing up, I'll.not marry to not end up like the women before me. I thought life would be... Easier. Not whatever this is. I didn't expect myself to be filthy rich or anything. I just wanted to be ... content. I never even had any big dreams yk. I don't want mansions and cars ( I CAN'T EVEN DRIVE FFS!). I wanted to dance, to travel, to help people, to try and be a good person. Idek if I'm that even. I wanted to LIVE. this doesn't feel like living. This feels like I'm a walking corpse. I don't even see things getting better. Idk about the world honestly. But definitely not for me. Crying sessions are now a routine. This... Is not normal. Hell idek WHAT is normal anymore. Everyday, i pray i did in my sleep, coz I'm to much of a coward to end it once and for all. I fucking live because i can't die

It's so exhausting to be politically aware about everything going on as a woman. It's just different variations of how viscerally the world hates us.

#fuck the system #fuck the world #fuck corporate greed #fuck billionaires #feminsim #radical feminism #feminism #radical feminist community #radical feminists do interact #women #proud misandrist #misandry #misandry is the solution #fuck men #fuck patriarchy #fuck my life #fuck misogynists #fuck Misogyny

buddie-romance

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We aren't supposed to live like this bro. What are we even doing? A job is supposed to be something to help pay bills and leave us with enough time and energy to pursue our interests. How are we working all the time? 8 hour workday is a scam and was built on free labour of women. You can't convince me otherwise. You can't work 8 hrs, commute for 3 hrs on an average to and from work, make healthy meals, do chores, prep and recover from workday, walk 8-10k steps a day, exercise, sleep for 8 hrs AND find time to pursue your hobbies or interests. We are not supposed to live like this. The job doesn't pay enough, there's no future economically. No matter how much I save or budget, i still can't quit to even survive 6 months without a job, property rates are skyrocketing I've accepted I'll never own even a small apartment for myself. The week leaves you so exhausted that your weekend is spent for leftover chores that you couldn't do in the week like laundry and recovering from your work week & mentally prepare for next work week which would be the same cycle all over again. There's no time or energy to have/pursue/develop hobbies or interests. More like we either can't afford OR have no energy or drive to do anything else. There's no time for family or friends or even just binging on a show you've been wanting to watch. Watching the news is a test of your temperament coz it literally feels like the world is burning - rise in right wing ideology, even more rise in Misogyny, women's rights being in danger, literal nazis running half the world and other half desperate to join them, as for climate change we've already crossed the point of no return, idiots constantly and ignorantly using AI that's depleting fresh water resources to the point we may not have drinking water by 2050. This is not how we're supposed to live. This is hell. We've all died and are currently living in hell. Or this is a simulation. This is not sustainable. This can't be real. I can't do this anymore. I feel crazy. I feel I'm one bad day away from my breaking point. We're working ourselves to the bone to not even be able to enjoy SOME qfruits of our labor while 8 men hold more money than 99.99% of the world. Please get me out of here. We need a revolution atp. Or end of the world. That would also do. Just set me free please.

leokatto

Mira doing Mira stuff :DD

Featuring Rumi da biter she iss XDD

quasi-normalcy

Today's children don't know what it was like when half of your photographs would turn out with demonically glowing red eyes.

theunfortunate-author

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infectiouspiss

predictions are locked in. 2026 is going to be a good one

Saw a reel that talked about a man asking "why women are promoting singleness and loneliness". And this woman replies with some stats and facts. And it let me to think that the difference between men and women is women are CHOOSING to remain single. Men aren't CHOOSING it. They're single because no one is CHOOSING them. If we're gonna equate singleness with "loneliness". Both genders are technicallh "lonely" coz both genders are single amirite? but only ONE gender cries about the "LOneLiNeSS ePiDeMic". And it's not the women. Because women, unlike men, are not "lonely". They have communities, friends, adopting pets, plants, learning or developing hobbies, etc. MEN are lonely because their friendships are shallow. They have no community, hardly any hobbies, they don't know how to talk to women without degrading them AND think they're entitled to women. Women don't think they're entitled to a man's time and attention. Ntm studies literally prove that single women are more happier and thrive more than women with partners. Everything about being single for women is a WIN and everything about being single for men is a loss coz for centuries men have thrived on the free labour of womens. And now that men are not getting that they're mad. Bcoz for them their male friendships are for watching a football game or playing video games with their buddies but not actually having proper conversations. They have been so dependent on women doing the physical mental and emotional labour for them that without that they've now become handicapped. Because they've seen their father's generations being mollycoddled and have women be at their beck and call these men are like "WHY NOT ME?". times have changed. Women out of necessity and survival EVOLVED, because evolving was the only option for us to have a SEMBLANCE of normalcy..most men don't even realise the privilege they have grown up with and are now mad that they don't have the life they envisioned for themselves. Wdym they gotta have personality for women to like them? Wdym they have to be NICE to women? Wdym women won't be a slave to them? The LOneLiNeSS ePiDeMic is self inflicted and deserved. Maybe if men, too, built strong thriving communities among them they wouldn't be "lonely". But alas. they still want WOMEN to do something about it. They want women to lower their standards coz they refuse to grow. And women aren't having that. So unless men decide to give up their Misogyny, the "LOneLiNeSS ePiDeMic" is not going anywhere. And I'm SO here for it.

rawrfatherwhatsthenews

TMI just means Tell Me Immediately. Sorry not sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️

I hope that no matter how jaded the world gets, how selfish people get and being empathetic and caring is looked down on. I hope I'm kind and caring about people, about issues even if they don't affect me personally. That I never turn out to be a person with apathy who does not care about the world around them. Even if I'm the only one

#justrandomthings #writer #writing #writings #fuck the system #random #randomthoughts #hope #hopecore #kindness

"gr0k put her in ____".

Men on twitter are asking AI to undress women and children under every 2nd post and you want me to NOT hate men? Not be a misandrist. They're asking AI to remove women's hijabs and clothes and put them in bikinis and dog collars and leashes and make them bald and commenting under pics of KIDS to be put in bikinis and El0n musk is fucking LAUGHING at the trend and ENJOYING it? Men are sexually harassing women on the internet that women feel that the one space they could allow themselves to BE is now a predator haven bcoz reporting them doesn't do SHIT! Men, as usual are blaming women "well don't post on social media". It's the same as if you dont want to experience sexual harrassment

- don't travel alone

- don't go out

- don't talk to men

- don't go to clubs

- don't wear "revealing clothes".

- don't do x x x things.

It's always WOMEN should be able to prevent their own sexual harrassment. As if sexual harrasment just HAPPENS to women. As if men are not ACTIVELY making our lives miserable.

We cannot go out in public safely, we have to be careful of our drinks in clubs and bars, we have to keep looking over our shoulders when we are out, grasp our keys as weapons, not enjoy music while taking walks coz we gotta be aware of our surroundings, we have to think a 100 times before posting an opinion online coz of the fear of getting doxxed, harassed, sent rape and death threats. Now we can't even post an innocent image online because these fuckers will feed it into AI to undress us. WHERE DOES THIS END? WHEN DOES IT END?

They'll say make your acct private! Don't post in public. What they're saying is any woman who posts her pics online deserves to be sexually harassed and her images AI modified into porn. What they're saying is, if the woman is posting online she's asking for it. Just like they do with our clothes, with our choices to travel, to work, to go to school, to make something of ourselves. These men are thriving in the Anonymity that the internet provides to sexually harrass us and these are someone's brothers, fathers, colleagues, husbands, etc. How tf am I to know that the men in my private circle aren't downloading my pics and feeding it into AI to undress me and jerk off to me. "NOT ALL MEN" . FUCK OFF. FUCK YOU. FUCK ANYONE WHO SAYS THAT. NOT ALL MEN BUT I DON'T KNOW WHICH FUCKING MEN ALRIGHT??? BCOZ RIGHT NOW MY ENTIRE TWITTER FEED IS MEN ASKING GR0K TO RAPE OR UNDRESS WOMEN AND CHILDREN. CHILDREN AS YOUNG AS 2YOS. And I'm supposed GAF about men's mental health? Male suicide rate? FUCK YOU! FUCK MEN! DIE! KYS! I'LL GIVE YOU THE GUN TO SH00T YOURSELF IN THE HEAD. MaLe LOneLiNeSS ePiDeMic. MY ASS! you men aren't lonely enough. You deserve not just loneliness but jail. You all should be on a list. Locked up! Y'all are a danger to civil society. Y'all are danger to women around you!

When women, young and old see THIS LEVEL of VILE Behaviour and HATRED that men have for women, why shouldn't women be misandrists? Why shouldn't we say we hate ALL MEN! Because to us IT IS ALL MEN. I know not all snakes are poisonous. But i don't know WHICH ones. I don't know WHICH MEN aren't predators. When your entire social media is filled with men encouraging, glorifying the usage of AI to HUMILIATE women why shouldn't i loathe men from the bottom of my heart.