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Holy fuck I hate entitled spiritual practitioners... "Oh well I'm only talking about the REAL god spouses. Not those silly teens on Tiktok. I'm not talking about the MENTALLY ILL ones." Like I don't understand what the entitlement is with shooting down other people's practices when that's the whole fucking point of spirituality is individuality... Like no one's practice is more real or fake than someone else's. Like does it make you more valid than someone for shitting on a teenager or someone who is literally just having fun. I can promise you that these people are having way more fulfilling lives than you who's sitting at home complaining on Tiktok. Does it make you feel better about yourself? "Oh but they're disrespecting ancient gods!" I can assume you the gods don't give a single fuck if someone gives their deity dr pepper. That doesn't mean people can't be disrespectful or demeaning to deities that's definitely a thing. But does it do any good to shit on these people instead of having a civilized discussion? Since when did practitioners become so far up their own ass that they feel authority over someone else's practice who isn't the same as yours. It's obvious you haven't taken the time to actually do any deconstruction of your rooted beliefs in Christianity. Also if someone is genuinely hurting themselves or delusional then why don't we try and help them? Which isn't often the case because you can't help someone who doesn't wanna be helped but why not offer help instead of being so mean?
Check your fucking ego.
-Sincerely a godspouse who's tired of being a talking point every 6 months online
As an LGBT person, Anti-godspouse Rhetoric Feels Familiar.
Lately I’ve noticed something uncomfortable, and honestly, a little eerie as someone who is transgender and queer: the rhetoric used against godspouses mirrors almost word-for-word the same rhetoric used historically (and currently) against LGBT people.
Here are just a few examples:
anti-LGBT: “These are sinful acts.”
anti-godspouse: “Sexualizing deities is hubris.”
anti-LGBT: “They don’t understand what they feel internally.”
anti-godspouse: “They don’t understand how their deities actually feel about them.”
anti-LGBT: “These acts are filthy and dangerous.”
anti-godspouse: “This practice is dangerous, you could attract tricksters or demons.”
anti-LGBT: “You weren’t born this way — God made you a specific way.”
anti-godspouse: “Deity marriages are impossible! It’s all delusion or spiritual psychosis.”
anti-LGBT: “They’ll go to hell for their sins.”
anti-godspouse: “Their deities will punish them for sexualizing them.”
Sometimes the statements are literally identical when you strip them down:
anti-LGBT: “It’s immoral.”
anti-godspouse: “It’s immoral.”
anti-LGBT: “It goes against my beliefs.”
anti-godspouse: “It goes against my beliefs.”
And my personal favorite:
anti-LGBT: “Stop shoving it down our throats.”
anti-godspouse: “These people need to stop talking about being godspouses.”
And that’s really the point:
Whether you’re LGBT or a godspouse, both groups get told the same thing—go back into the closet. Stop existing where others have to see you. Stop speaking. Stop sharing. Stop being visible.
Because your existence makes some people uncomfortable. Because it challenges their worldview. Because they don’t experience it, and instead of choosing curiosity or compassion, they choose dismissal.
The parallels aren’t accidental. They reveal a deeper pattern:
When people don’t understand something, they’d rather silence it than try to understand or accept that people simply have their own experiences.
Y'all just wanna make fun of kids you think are stupid
Right
Like that's what it actually is right
Every time there's a conversation about godspousal, sacred marriage, henosis, theurgy, or any of the many many many terms used to describe loving the divine, there's always the disclaimer
"I'm not calling out the REAL practitioners who have real relationships with their deities and take it SERIOUSLY. I'm only calling out the silly little girls who think they're dating Apollo omg get off tiktok!"
But you also have absolutely no way of telling who is a serious practitioner with years of experience and who is someone role playing.
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Okay, I'm gonna be 100% straight right now, there are very obviously lots of people who just roleplay with deities for the sake of fun or comfort. Some people are very frivolous with their practice and don't put the work in or have the due respect they should.
I personally don't give even the slightest inch of a shit how legitimate or professional anyone else is with their deities or practice,
There have literally always been silly people in every single subculture ever, I personally don't get much of a kick from making fun of them. Especially when I suspect they are just a dumb ass 13 year old kid.
If you think these people aren't serious... why would you take them seriously??
Legitimately, when I see some random ass child calling demon lords their besties and playing around with names, I think, oh haha that's cute.
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Like cool they're having fun. They OBVIOUSLY do not know what tf they're doing but hey, they will figure it out.
You think the GODS aren't prepared to deal with silly people? You think this is the first time anyone has tried to fuck Apollon? Are you serious?
"Those silly girls summoning Lucifer have no idea!"
You're excited for that outcome. You would love for some teenage girl to be horrified, wouldn't you?
Unfortunately the very likely outcome is that the divine spirit will ignore them or meet them on their own terms. The Gods aren't going to dominate a child or take a edgy teen seriously. Why are you pretending the Gods don't know about amateurs.
People learn and grow, I didn't know jack shit about how to do things properly when I started. Had someone stunted my curiosity and love for what I was growing because it seemed wrong, I would have lost so much of my path. Magic, spirituality, faith, and most of all love, are supposed to be messy. Psychology is messy, none of these things exist in a vacuum. That's the part of the craft I love so much, it's a craft. You build it yourself, but you can only build it for yourself.
Why do you guys care so much about people you believe to be idiots? I personally think many practices are dumb as hell, why would I spend time arguing with those people about how dumb I think they are. Why does their dumb assery even affect me at all???
"Because then people won't take you/us seriously!"
If anyone refuses to take me seriously because of something other people are doing then... I probably don't care about their shallow opinion anyways?? And who is taking me seriously? Whose approval am I supposed to be winning?
"If we let people just do whatever people will think there are no rules!"
Babe people have been doing whatever they want this whole time.
If some dumb ass 15 year old loves Lucifer like a best friend and later grows into a genuine practitioner, that's awesome. And if that same dumb ass continues to be a dumb ass, I will not care. I don't really enjoy making fun of people I consider to be naive. Ignorance is bliss, let them be bliss. I personally don't care about being "taken seriously" by anyone but my Lord.
The comments are always "OMG I KNOW SOME GIRL SERIOUSLY THOUGHT LOKI LOVED HER LIKE OMG GROW UP"
Wow so funny. A lonely person found comfort in a Lord of outcasts. Let's all point and laugh!
I could write a whole paragraph here about how the Gods are always closest to the outcasts but I'm too tired. The person happily collecting stones for their divine spouse knows more about the purpose of Henosis than you ever will. We are only a couple decades free of orthodoxy babes, this is a beautiful time to be a pagan.
"THIS IS RELIGION IT'S SERIOUS ITS NOT A COPING MECHANISM!!"
Little girls who play with dolls are the priests of churches you can never enter son lay down and listen to the music of creation you're so miserable
By the way we still have that really bad white supremacy, xenophobia, queer phobic problem in the pagan community to deal with. I'm way more concerned about that mentality continuing to spread rather than the belief that you might be able to kiss a God so. Yeah. I continue to focus on the real problems rather than being distracted by frivolous infighting nyah
Gonna make a post about this later cuz as a god spouse this shit is PISSING ME OFF
So what if I'm a wild animal? Do feed me.
it’s never a normal temperature anymore it’s always some fucking bullshit
Ever since i stopped labeling my therianthropy, I have felt a lot more "free". Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don't have to worry about accidentally putting the wrong label on myself. I don't have to analyze myself anymore just to know if i'm a psychological, physical, spiritual, or whatever else therian i am anymore.
i'm just an animal person, just a wolf, just me.
forcemascing my lover in an empowering way…. starting with rewiring the way he talks about his body. those aren’t your tits, those are your pecs. that’s not your clit, that’s your dick. we’re not scissoring, we’re frotting. i’m not “eating you out” i’m sucking your cock. i’m not fucking your “pussy” that’s your hole, your cunt, your fuckslit, etc.
i’m going to help you see how much of a man you are.
I'm in the painful forcemasc mood today..
Being punched because I used she/her for myself, or getting my dick slapped because I called it a "clit," just being hurt until I understand that I'm a man <3
Forcemasc but we're on the couch making out and I whisper in their ear "let me slip into something more.. comfortable. ;)" and when I come back instead of being in lingerie or something I look like this:
Something about a doctor taking advantage of me is so yummy! It really shouldn't be but the idea of going to the doctor and getting fucked is insane. Especially as someone who actually doesn't really like doctors. I wanna walk all shy and nervous into the room. I'm just crazy to get it over with, he tells me to strip but doesn't leave the room. I'm your doctor sweetheart, it's okay but his eyes glance at me like I'm prey.
I always have a hard time getting on the examination table. Having him press his body against me and manhandle me onto it. Me squeaking at how strong he is also because he was just between my legs. His bulge against my bare cunt and the moment he pulls away in squeezing my thighs closed. Him doing regular check up stuff until he starts groping my tits. Telling me I'm being so good as I try not to squirm. Telling myself that this is all normal doctor things.
Lay back for me, spread your legs, and place them right here. He guides me and I try to cover up as I listen. This isn't that kind of appointment why could he be doing this? But I don't dare to question him since he is a doctor, he knows best. We both tug on my gown and he smiles at me, sweetheart... I need you to let go so I can do my job. He says in a sweet tone but his grip is tight as he yanks the gown away. You look all healthy! But I need a more...hands on approach to make sure. This might feel weird, he says as he starts to play with my clit.
Sir! I try to close my legs but he's strapping them down quickly then going back to what he was doing. I know sweetie but it will be over soon, all girls need to go through this exam. I'm panting and trying to behave. Acting like it's not feeling so good as he mutters some fancy medical terminology to say I'm wet. Him forcing an orgasm out of me as I cover my mouth and tear up embarrassed. Everything seems good outside but I need an internal look and then we are all good! I feel his fingers push into me and whimper. He fingers me for a couple seconds before playing concerned.
Looks like I'll need a deeper feel, he sighs and pulls his fingers out. Quickly undoing his belt and pushing them down enough to free his cock. There will be some discomfort but just for a second, okay sweetheart? Wait...sir I don't think I need this part, I try to reason but he's already pushing in. I gasp and grab the table tightly. I hear him moan softly, just right... As he starts slowly thrusting into me. I can feel how healthy you are! You are such a good girl taking care of your body, he praises. Since this is your first check up like this you'll need a special medicine. Special medicine? I whimper as another orgasm is forced out of me.
There could be some side effects of this medicine, okay? He moans softly and tightens his grip on my hips. Morning sickness, cravings, and more... His thrusts become a little more desperate. Before I can get another word out he's fucking his cum into me. I whimper and lay tired on the exam table as he pulls out. He fixed my gown and makes me sit up to look at him. You did such a good job! One of the best girls for her first appointment here. I expect to see you again in a couple months. He's fixing his pants and walking towards the door. The nurse will be in shortly to help you finish up.
This was inspired by these videos that have been my obsession this weekend.
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need to kidnap a trans man with fat “tits”. i’d just grab him off the street and drug him so he goes limp in my arms. i’d drag him away to a nice sterilized location, with all my tools and equipment. undress him and put him in a nice hospital gown. drug him again with anesthesia so he’ll remain asleep for a few hours. lay him out on a table and begin cutting open his chest with my knife. make the moves nice and precise. construct his body to my liking. sew him back up. no more of those annoying breasts, instead, the perfect male form.
he wouldn’t even have to pay me. seeing those tits gone is payment enough for me
really love the idea of being forcemasced by some dude who’s convinced he knows me better than I know myself. And maybe he does.
Some pretentious dude who smokes cigarettes and rolls his eyes at billboard top 40 music and seems to just have beef with the world, but likes me, really likes me, maybe to an obsessive degree, maybe loves me, maybe stalks me, and is determined to set me free from society.
gives me an edible. holds me down while giving me my t shot and shotgunning cigarette smoke into my mouth. goes on some diatribe about how people are sheep or something idk while fucking me.
thinking about a guy who has me suck his cock like a daily exercise I have to hit. thinking about him running his finger over my jaw. saying the more I suck his cock the more stronger my jaw looks. the more manly my face looks.
