When the beating of your heart

🎵 Echoes the beating of the drums 🎶 Melody Clark, Childer of Diamanda Navarro - Daughter of Cacophony - Anarch - Baron of Portland - owner and star of The Spiteful Muse - punk rock princess & graffiti artist - vtm rp blog, all posts in character unless specified otherwise - character is currently being played in a story, events mentioned on this blog are part of that timeline

[anarchyraver]

//this is a vampire the masquerade rp blog, all posts are in-character unless specified otherwise. Non-exclusive blog, please feel free to interact with any post, or dm me for any reason! Character is based in Portland, Oregon and the timeline is based on an ongoing chronicle. If your Muse is also from Portland or has history in Portland you can dm me and we can figure out how to fit the stories together, or we can just assume alternate dimensions/timelines

Mun isn't cis unless your dni list includes cishet, het, or cis people in which case yes I am and you can fuck right off bc gender and sexuality aren't something you get to pick and being an asshole to people for aspects of themselves that they didn't choose is Not Punk no I don't give a single flying fig about how it's ok bc the "cishets oppressed us first UwU" - signed an nb pansexual polyamorous person

Header and profile pic by the talented @feyspeaker

[stygianbluetentacles]

VTM Playlists by Dov

The Sects: Camarilla Sabbat Anarch

The Clans:

Banu Haqim Brujah Followers of Set Gangrel Giovanni Lasombra Malkavian Nosferatu Ravnos Salubri Toreador Tremere Tzimisce Ventrue

Mega Playlist

Note: I made these based on vibes AND things I wouldn't personally mind listening to, so if you think I've missed a genre, don't worry about it. Also, as for cross-edition naming, please just don't @ me about it, thank you.

[mg549]

HALLOWEEN BLAST!!!!! secret 5th post of the month!!! all handstitched and embroidered by me :))) based on argiope aurantia (orig. posted on halloween but i forgor to crosspost oops)

[ventrue-in-control]

WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS EUROPEAN WTF

[anarchyraver]

I'm not 💋

[oneheadtoanother]

[deactivated-blog]

Send “⚠️” plus a warning label for my muse.

(If you cannot see the emoji send “Warning”)

[little-miss-rasputin-pageant]

all of tumblr: we fucking hate bots

also tumblr:

[kiralamouse]

Hey, I LOVE bots when they’re just here to play with us. COMMERCIAL bots suck.

[the-haiku-bot]

Hey, I LOVE bots when

they’re just here to play with us.

COMMERCIAL bots suck.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[valakiir]

[occasionalesbianlovermariahcarey]

the Bayonetta va is apparently a blue lives matter transphobe and like fuck her may she pass away but some peoples reaction being ok whew NOW I can pre-order is so ridiculous cuz like the support towards her wasnt even about her as a person but the way the industry treats ppl in that profession. at the end of the day idc but it's just um is this who we are

[katelyn-danger]

Many people just want to be able to consume the content they want, a the while forgetting that workers have rights. Even workers with dogshit opinions.

Last year, i got Anon hate for supporting a miner strike because a lot of the striking miners were Trump supporters. We cannot let liberal ideas about individualism override our leftist ideas about collective action.

Solidarity forever means solidarity forever.

[voidsentprinces]

[memeorchard]

Send a symbol for a headcanon!

💘 What does your muse look for in a lover? Is there anyone in their life currently which reflects these qualities?

🎓 What level of education does your muse have? If they are educated, what was their schooling like?

👩 What is your muse’s mother like? Does your muse have a good relationship with her?

👨 What is your muse’s father like? Does your muse have a good relationship with him?

👶 Would your muse be a good parent? Do they want to be a parent, if they are not already?

👪 Does your muse have any siblings? If so, do they get along with them?

🍔 What is your muse’s favourite food?

👑 Do you think that your muse would make a good leader, or are they more of a follower?

💼 If your muse has a job, do they enjoy it? If they’re currently unemployed, what is their dream career?

💍 Do you think your muse would ever get married? If so, what is their dream proposal?

👛 Is your muse wealthy? If so, what is their attitude towards people who are less well-off? If not, what is their attitude towards people who are wealthier than them?

🐱 Does your muse have any pets? If not, what pet would they really like?

🐝 Is there anything that your muse is allergic to?

🐛 Does your muse have any phobias?

☀ Is your muse a morning person or a night owl?

✨ Can your muse do any magic? If so, what can they do?

🌈 What are three wishes that your muse would make?

🎂 When is your muse’s birthday? How do they celebrate it?

🎁 What kind of gifts does my muse buy for other people? Are they practical, expensive, inconsiderate, jokey, etc?

⛪ Is your muse religious? If so, what do they believe in?

🌌 Does your muse believe in extraterrestrial lifeforms?

🛁 What are your muse’s cleanliness or self-presentation routines? Are they finicky about their appearance, or a total slob?

💊 Does your muse have any illnesses or injuries?

🔪 Is your muse good at fighting? Do they enjoy a fight, or have any violent tendencies?

🔮 Can your muse see into the future? If not, would they like to have this power?

🚬 Does your muse have any vices or bad habits?

[bff0f7]

so can we start hunting down white liberals now or what

[adamtheredbeard]

The full picture is even more heart breaking after you open the uncropped version. Just a heads-up, it's rough

“The Roman Catholic Parish in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan was just grafitted.”

[afronerdism]

Nah let’s post it. Let’s feel it. Don’t look away.

[doobiebenson]

[butch-bakugo]

I notice alot of my followers on here skipping these posts just to mess with my lgbt ones, suspiciously the white popular ones.

Heres a not so friendly reminder, as an lgbt metis person, i dont give a single fuck what your blog is themed or if this is too painful for you to look at. Reblog this post. Reblog this post with the sources of the 751 children who were found.

Your compliance and silence as well as the compliance and silence of your ancestors is what allowed these schools to open and kill first nations children. The children of MY people.

Dont follow me if you cant reblog this post or the one with sources to your political blog or your most popular blog. Add trigger warnings if you must but if your political blog is only focused on the harms you personally face like being lgbt then you need to see some bigger pictures and stop being afraid of angering your racist mutural or actually saying some shit about racism. If you can reblog some antifa graphics or add blm to your bio to be a surface level ally, you can reblog some sources on the genocide first nations people faced and still face today.

They were CHILDREN.

They were murdered in cold blood.

[churchoftheconfusedchicken]

I’d like to add this photo I took last night in Victoria of the statue of Captain Cook. Though I myself am not indigenous, I 100% agree that these murderers, kidnappers and rapists shouldn’t have huge statues and plaques that decorate them and say how “great” they were.

Here’s another photo of the legislative assembly from yesterday. Later on there were more items, candles and signs at the memorial, as well as a big poster with 1505 painted on it but I didn’t get a picture

People need to see this. Not just quickly glance at the photos and keep on scrolling. They need to see this.

Reblog this or just stop following me

[ifiknewiwouldtellyou]

I had seen the first picture of the church, but not the second.

I went to a “Cancel Canada Day” event and burst into tears - not because I was surprised to learn of the unmarked graves (survivors told us they were there. Our government pushed it aside, and we let them), but because seeing all the people gathered in mourning drove it home: They. Were. Children.

This is my country’s legacy - and it’s not history. The last schools closed during my lifetime. My Father went to school with students who lived at the local residential school, after it was changed to a boarding house (read: holding centre) for indigenous youth who went to local schools.

They were all children, injured, abused, and killed in my country’s attempt to erase them. I want the world to see this and hold the state accountable to *active* reconciliation> I mean we could at least truly adopt UNDRIP in action instead of words for god’s sake.

[gayvampyr]

here you can read an article about a survivor of the church and some of the things he experienced to help put into perspective how awful and just how recent it was

[lesbianshepard]

[lesbianshepard]

the context is the final line Martial 5.34 if anyone’s wondering:

To you, father Fronto and mother Flacilla, this girl

I commend: she was my sweet and my delight.

Little Erotion must not be frightened by the dark shades

and the monstrous mouths of Tartarus’ hound.

She was due to complete the chills of a sixth midwinter, no more,

Had she not lived that many days too few.

Now let her frisk and play among old friends

Now let her chatter, and so lisp my name.

And let the soft turf cover her brittle bones:

Earth, lie lightly on her: she lay lightly on you.

[happinessbunny]

Putting this here because apparently Tesla wants it taken down and the og post was already deleted.

[grinderhassh-deactivated2022091]

[ventrue-in-control]

Im bored i should start a fight.

[anarchyraver]

I could insult your taste in art again 💋

[corrode-in-repose]

x

[silkirose]

:/

[silkirose]

:0

[silkirose]

:)

[silkirose]

A little update <3

I still read all of your lovely replies! I have not given up on art my friends! I have even started my own webcomic on webtoon! It’s called Seth In Space and it would mean a lot to me if you would support me there! Love you all and happy halloween!!

[silkirose]

I’m so happy to tell you all that I’ve made great progress with my mental health!! To genuinely be able to say that I feel happy is so liberating and free! I know a lot of you are still in that dark place. I’m here to say that it does get better. Much better! I still have some tough days but progress is progress! Be kind and gentle to yourselves. I love you all and thank you to everyone who’s supported me over the years!

Here’s links to my commissions and projects! Commissions Animal Crossing Commissions Animal Crossing Tarot Cards Tarot Readings Seth In Space

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

[silkirose]

Happy halloween 2021 everyone!! As for some good news, I came out as genderfluid this year!! I hope everyone has a magical halloween!! Patreon

[silkirose]

I didn’t know what to do for the update this year as I felt I would just be repeating myself from last year, so I was advised to go balls to the wall

Happy Halloween!!

[anarchyraver]

The Pain Paradox

To love, to care, to be attached, is to open yourself to pain, to sorrow, to loss. But to deny these things, harden yourself, cut yourself off and hold back, it to deny all that makes existence worthwhile. What is there if there is no pleasure to be found in those we share the world with? Nothing to cling to, nothing to fight for, only living death, an eternity of emptiness and ash.

[beforethelobotomy]

september is coming up so here’s your yearly reminder to leave billie joe armstrong the fuck alone

[bentheechidna]

Well of course. We don’t wake him up until October 1st.

[geekandmisandry]

His dad is dead, just don’t.

[korrasera]

In case anyone reading my blog is unaware, this is a reference to the Green Day song titled “Wake Me Up When September Ends” a song that Billie Joe Armstrong wrote following the death of his father in September of 1982 when Billie Joe was ten years old. The title of the song references his desire to sleep through September in an effort to get some emotional distance from the death of his father.

He’s since been open about the emotional difficulty of having written the song since many people now message him on October 1st to ‘wake him up’ despite the song being a memorial to his departed father.

It’s generally seen as respectful to not try to wake him up. Let him sleep and let him remember his father in peace.

[blankblankblank01-deactivated20]

reblogging again because the end of September is coming up. leave him alone.

[boosyboo9206]

Reblogging as a reminder to leave Billie Joe Armstrong the fuck alone on October 1st and any day after it if your message is going to contain anything to do with “waking” him up because September will be over.