who am i kidding? i am sleep deprived.

No longer a sleepy grad student - but still incredibly sleepy. Actual tired immortal space mom. Majored in Literature and Library Science. I swear on occasion, so, beware. I rant about things sometimes. Makes random or obscure literature jokes that no one will probably get. My blog is an absolute mess...just like me...

[916gawd-deactivated20190411]

Reblog if you think public libraries are important and should be maintained.

[rydenarmani]

a velvety skeleton friend here to bring you financial luck this october 🔮✨

[bigmouthlass]

Bless me velvety skeleton friend.

[autumnal-ever]

[autumnal-experience]

Me, on October 1st!

[andsweetdreams]

I was just helping some college students at work and while I was looking in my system for the book they needed one of them was like, “We’re watching a horror movie in my Lit class right now…it’s got a young vampire girl and this little boy who becomes friends with her.” And like? Her friend was like, “???”

And while I’m still looking in the system, just casually respond with, “You’re watching Let the Right One In?” And I’m not sure who was more shocked, the girl watching the movie for that Lit class or her friend.

[accidentalslayer-deactivated202]

IT'S SEPTEMBER 1ST!!!

That means:

Spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky spooky

Scary skeletons 💀 are right around the corner!!

[hyo38]

[obsessive-ego]

I can't wait for pumpkin spice

[nicostiel]

THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS

1993 | dir. Henry Selick

[full-metal-furies]

damn that finale huh. anyways no spoilers schoolbus graveyard summary:

[andsweetdreams]

I don’t like spiders - never have, I had an awful experience as a teenager. But that’s a story for another time.

I was talking with my husband and I panicked upon seeing a spider just going about it’s business. I actually jumped back which I think caused the spider to pause and be all, “oh, better blend in.”

Spoiler alert: it couldn’t blend in. Why? Because it was tan and our carpet is blue. And not only that, it attempted to casually stroll. Like this spider literally embodied, “nothing to see here.”

my husband finally took pity on me and got rid of said spider. (He made fun of me later saying my sixth sense is whenever a spider is around it’s like my senses get sharper…I didn’t think that was so funny.)

[angelwarm]

i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

[angelwarm]

today is the day

[joshpeck]

reblog the cherry pie to be ok

[pumpkinylink]

The cherry pie worked for me and here’s to hoping it’ll work for you too

[fanficaddict13125-deactivated20]

Let the cherry pie do it’s magic

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

Last comment same thing. Sorry to the next person who sees this. I just can’t risk it. I have things I need to do before my life becomes hell. Lol

man i fucking hate yall who tf put this up knowing damn well we all gonna reblog it im heated im really sick af bout this 

[modelinterrupted]

I don’t play that shit lol sorry

[latenightsugar]

WHyyyy

Sorry everyone

[just-jay25]

If only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark on the tree was as soft as the sky why the wolf waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the moon if only if only

[kixgbear]

Shiddd

this post followed me to Facebook and im sooo annoyed!

It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve seen Madame Zeroni, fr fr

[glamhoeour-deactivated20251207]

I HATE TUMBLR FKKKK SAKES

LMAOOOO

[venusians]

Not tryna fuck up any of my planetary Returns~

One time I didn’t and I was broke for like a month but the next time I seen it I rebloged it and a bitch just got 500 out the blue and a 20 gift card

[aiplejuice]

Oh hell nah I can’t even risking it I’ll reblog this rn

[blacksubzero90]

[imoverallofit]

I dont even joke with it

[thedelusionreaderbitch]

Guys…

[verity644]

I trust this old ass woman with my life

[libelula202]

👆🏻Absolutely. Because it’s Madame Zeroni and she’s never do me dirty.

[otatma]

[saint-batrick]

i’m sorry to reblog this, i only ever try to reblog things that are like “reblog this and good things will happen but there are no negative consequences!”

but i am un-fucking-willing to risk a whammy from madame zeroni.

and hey, this version comes with immunity cat!

[andsweetdreams]

Stop giving me $100 to break at my till...I’m not a bank. (/Sorry if this seems like me being a jerk, but...? I literally only start out with so much money. And you take all my $20′s when I break your $100...rude?)

For the love of my sanity, give me smaller bills or just use your card. Please. It’s a pain getting a $100, but what’s even worse is when my $20′s are wiped out and I’ve gotta give the next person cash back in $5′s. And I’m sorry that it’s like that, but the last person took my big bills because they paid with a big bill.

And on top of that, I’ve gotta wait for my manager to get me more $20′s, so I don’t run out of little bills.

Please...I’m not a bank.

[sexceptionul]

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

[thedanliest]

why on earth doesn’t this have more notes

[outtelligent]

I actually had to do this once. She lived.

[faeirytale]

if you scroll past this on your dash you are absolutely heartless.

[natalie-as-herself]

Reblog this!! This can save somebody’s life!

[aika-chan01]

reblog.

help.

do not scroll down.

[nonextistentttttt-deactivated20]

I SWEAR TO GOD IF ANYONE SCROLLS PAST THIS WITHOUT REBLOGGING I WILL LITTERALLY FIND THEM AND GIVE THEM A LECTURE

[danqueray-deactivated20200703]

may I just update this?

see the little thing that says help?

[josephdreemuur-moved]

Don’t ever scroll past this post. FUCKING NEVER SCROLL PAST!!!

[xcassidy]

🌸🌸🌸

[undiagnosed-autism-things]

Anyone know where it is on mobile ???

[i-am-a-moron-deactivated2020051]

You report the user, choose “something else”, scroll down and choose “suicide or self harm”

[femur-theif]

DO NOT SCROLL DOWN

REBLOG TO LITERALLY SAVE A LIVE

[im-just-trying-to-survive-man]

PLEASE REBLOG

[tastingmellow]

Please don’t scroll past this post, you could save someone’s life.

[naotoliker]

Stop scrolling and reblog

[kurooisant]

please stop scrolling and reblog this, you could save someone’s life

[andsweetdreams]

I know it's probably petty complaining about my work schedule...but I'm near about to go feral.

I've worked on 7 am shifts for a hot minute and now these really fucked 9 am - 6 pm and 10 am - 6 pm shifts show up out of nowhere like a fuckin' mini boss I gotta beat. And again, I know it's petty to complain - I've got hours and steady ones; but it's not good for my anxiety. On those 9 am and 10 am days I still wake up like I'm going in at 7 am. (I'm lucky to wake up around 6 and not immediately panic, before realizing my schedule for that day.) My anxiety makes it feel like I'm either constantly late to work or will be late because of what I've gotten used to.

I don't like it, it messes with my routine.

Maybe it's because I've gotten used to those early hours? Or because I'm still getting used to not taking grad classes? But I need to find a way not to break down, have an anxiety attack, or worse: have another depressive episode because of work. (I'm tired and done, but I cannot find a damn job in my current field, or anything else around here. I'm spinning my wheels and getting tired of picking up slack because I don't know how to soeak up, or say, "No!")

[andsweetdreams]

This morning was rough for me - I actually woke up crying (which has never happened before.) and basically bawled my eyes out for fifteen minutes, while saying, "I don't wanna go to work." I have no idea what caused me to freak out, but what I do know is that my depression decided to rear its ugly head.

My boyfriend had to convince me that it was okay to call out and not feel guilty. (I still did, until I got a text from a coworker telling me that it was okay to call out and reassuring me that we were fully staffed. The sad thing, is even hours later, I still feel guilty for not going to work even though my mental health is importanot too. But how messed up is it that I prioritize my job over my own mental health and well being?)

I know that my coworker and boyfriend were right - that I needed to have some time for myself and not actually make myself physically sick by going through and going into work (last time I went into work, I gave myself an upset stomach and broke down, like, three times.) Also, the basis of the argument to keep me from going in was that I have the hours saved and that's what those are there for. My coworker also pointed out that I hardly ever take time off and I always go in - whether it's good for my health (mental or physical) - for fear of a) being short staffed or b) being absolutely fearful of the point system we have that's in place (which was honestly a good 70-ish percent of me not wanting to call out.)

I feel a little better, but also kinda guilty for not going in?? Depsite being reassured for the whole day that it's fine and one day isn't going to hurt. But I'm still freaking out how it's gonna go tomorrow when I go in...

[talkgentlytome]