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drawing things I love and the occasional late night rambling | 30 | she/her

[andyyy-mari]

a little hudcon doodle 💕

[andyyy-mari]

late night thoughts I guess

it must be so hard being the oldest daughter, mother to younger sisters that don’t feel heard or wanted sometimes, trying to live your own life and the obligation of being that caring, wise, safe haven of a person desperately clawing at you

protecting, trying to protect, doing your best to absorb everything around you and still making room…pushing, squeezing, embracing

stretching your arms wide to try to contain it all

[andyyy-mari]

I wish I was a better friend, I wish I was a better person, I wish I didn’t feel so empty sometimes, I wish I was kinder to myself and my mind and my body, I wish I wish I wish

[andyyy-mari]

finally drawing again thank god 😭

[foot-notess]

In their world - tenderness like that doesn't come without cost. Doumeki had to believe he was facing his doom in order to say all that. That man definitley thinks he's about to die at this point.

[andyyy-mari]

fucking crashing out rn cuz this is also what I thought of immediately after reading the new chapter 😭😭😭

[andyyy-mari]

I just wanna have a somewhat silly rant and say that there’s so much shit going on in the world and in my personal life and it all gets so overwhelming and heated rivalry really just helps to distract from it all when I need a break, like it sounds so dumb but it’s also not because sometimes it really is whatever gets you through the day ya know

[rylandsgrace]

#Joke asides, this is actually important

[andyyy-mari]

I love him so muchhhhhh 😭

[andyyy-mari]

I love my girlssss 💕

[andyyy-mari]

it’s finally hereeeeeeeee so so excited for this project to finally be out and so grateful to every other artist and the organizers!! everyone’s work is so gorgeous and I’m just so happy ahhhh 😭

happy pride jayvik nation 💙

my frame! ✨

[andyyy-mari]

time to frame it project is almost hereeeee ahhhh

sneak peek of my frame 👄 ✨

[andyyy-mari]

the first fruit 🫑

[andyyy-mari]

cant sleep cuz of reasons so I’m just lying in bed thinking many thoughts…just sort of a weird mix of tiredness and frustration and dread…physically and mentally tired, frustrated at other people and myself and situations, dreading a future where it all continues to happen over and over and around and around and I can only stay so busy to keep these thoughts away but they always come back

and yet there’s always that sliver of hope and optimism and comfort that tells me things will eventually stop spinning and you’ll feel alright again, things will get better, just try to get some fucking sleep

if only it were that easy

[andyyy-mari]

aaaaaaaaaand I forgot to post my frames here lol but I’m so incredibly happy to have worked with so many other talented artists! love u jayvik nation ❤️

frames 286 and 475!

[andyyy-mari]

metamorphosis 🦋

[thecrimsonmonarch]

To everyone who’s had a tiring day, please take the time to listen to this gem. I hope it can provide a little warmth and comfort 🤍

[End of a Day | Jonghyun] ENG LYRICS

Hold out your hand, wrap it around my neck A little below, massage my shoulders At the end of a tiring day Even if the sun has already come up I’m finally closing my eyes

I close the door to my day later than others Playfully tickle my earlobe Because even though we’ve been in different worlds all day We always end the day together

Your small shoulders, your small hands Become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day You did a good job today, you worked so hard I hope my shoulders and my thick hands Will become cozy comfort For the end of your tiring day as well I want to naturally sync my breathing with yours

Like water in a bathtub that wraps around you With no space left I wanna warmly hold you without any space left At the end of my day, filled with awkward mistakes You, my prize, are waiting for me

Your small shoulders, your small hands Become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day You did a good job today, you worked so hard I hope my shoulders and my thick hands Will become cozy comfort For the end of your tiring day as well I want to naturally sync my breathing with yours

I can’t cry all I want or even laugh all I want At the end of a tiring day but still, if I’m next to you Like a child, I can whine and then laugh Till I run out of breath I’m not used to seeing myself like this

You did a good job today, you worked so hard You are my prize

[andyyy-mari]

randomly woke up and then I saw a viktor/jayce edit and now I’m crying…oh the miseryyyy 😭😭😭

[andyyy-mari]

another viktor has appeared lol