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[ankasha99]

there's something so compelling about stories where a character's virtues intensify into flaws that lead to their downfall. loyalty and love becoming so all-consuming that compassion outside of them ceases to exist. duty overwhelming any moral compass until order becomes more important than justice. selflessness so intense it becomes self-destruction. let me watch while whatever saved the hero in the beginning destroys them. let me see them fall to their own worst impulses disguised as what once made them good. #writersofinstagram #instagram #writerscommunity #academia #indianacademia #moviescenes #rockstarmovie #readersofinstagram #bookstagram #book #readersgonnaread https://www.instagram.com/p/CpvUzfsPtvF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ankasha99]

एक तेरी ही परवाह, परवाह सी लगती थी अब तो मानो खुद से खुद का ख़याल रखा नही जाता और फिर कभी रखा ही नही तो अब सीखना चाहे भी तो सीखा नही जाता ।। वो सुबह उठने से लेकर शाम की नींद का वक्त तय करा भी नही जाता, एक दर्द की दवाई का नाम भी यक़ीन करो, याद नही आता वो हज़ारों तरीक़ों से जो मना लेते थे तुम हमको तो अब खुद ही से रूठना भी नही आता।। खुद से ख़रीद रहे है सब कुछ हमें तो पसंद भी करना नही आता, तुम्हारी एक नज़र भर के लिए ही तो सजते थे अब तैयार होने में भी कुछ मज़ा नही आता।। युंही मस्ती मज़ाक़ में निकल जाते थे दिन खुदसे अब तो लड़ा नही जाता कमी रही ही नही थी इश्क़ की कभी अब तो हमसे प्यार भी माँगा नही जाता। #hindipoetry #shayari #shayariquotes #instagram #instagramers #literature #literaturememes #literaturequotes #ishq #90ssongs #90sbollywood #tehzeebhafi #gulzar #lovequotes #darkacademia #darkestacademia #darkacademiapoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CYD9HIYpm4O/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

तू सिर्फ़ मेरा सिर्फ़ मेरा होगा क्या? क्या मैं कुछ हूँ तुम्हारे लिए कुछ बोलो तो शायद समझ जाओ लिख तो खूब लूँ मैं तुम्हारे लिए तुम खुद पढ़के समझ जाओ थोड़ा मुश्किल सा हो रहा है यह सफ़र तुम ही हमारे हमसफ़र बनोगे क्या? ये रास्ते थोड़े बेचैन कर रहे है थोड़ा सा चैन लाओगे क्या? ज़्यादा तो माँगा नही है कुछ तुम्हारे लिए यह बहुत है क्या? मेरे घर की चौखट वीरान सी है तुम चलकर आओगे क्या दिल के ही जैसा, दरवाज़ा थोड़ा ऊँचा है झुका कर सिर आओगे क्या? हम कम ही बोलेंगे तुम खामोशी समझ पाओगे क्या? उठता है जो शोर हर दफ़ा शांत कर पाओगे क्या? भीड़ में अपना बोल पाओगे क्या? यूँ आइने में मेरा अक्स ढूँढोगे क्या? वो चाई के कुल्हड़ से पहली सिप मेरी, वो रोटी का पहला निवाला मेरा होगा क्या? वो बिखरी ज़ुल्फ़ें चेहरे से हटाओगे क्या? दुपट्टा जो सरके सर पे वापस लाओगे क्या? लाखों चाहने वाले में, तेरी नज़र मेरी होगी क्या? वो बाहों में भरने से लेकर, आग़ोश मेरा होगा क्या? वो बातें, वादे, क़समें, इज़्ज़हारे-इकरार मेरा होगा क्या? हर कोई तुम्हारा हो, पर तू सिर्फ़ मेरा होगा क्या? फ़रेबी है दुनिया जानती हूँ मैं, तू यक़ीने-ऐ-इश्क़ मेरा होगा क्या? तू सिर्फ़ मेरा सिर्फ़ मेरा होगा क्या? #शायरी #shayari #shayariquotes #hindisongs #hindipoem #lit #literaturememes #literature #literaturequotes #literaturelover #romanticism #killyourdarlings #90ssongs #tumblr #darkestacademia #darkacademiapoetry #darkacademia #tumblr #pinterest #tumblrquotes #tumblraesthetic #deadpoetssociety #poetry #shayar #writersofinstagram #readersofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CXbutaGhJkG/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

मेरी ही बातें सुनकर, मुझको उलझा देती है ये लड़की मेरे ही सवाल से जवाब निकाल देती है मैं यही खड़ा रह जाता हूँ सोचता हुआ ये मेरी सोच में थोड़ी और सोच करा देती है कैसे ना रहूँ बेचैन बताओ शांति भी कहाँ रहने देती है ये ख़ामोशी उसकी जितनी सुकून है उतना ही मुझे डरा देती है बोलती भी ज़्यादा नही चुप भी कहा रहती है सिल लेती है होंठ अपने नाराज़गी में ये मेरी मोहब्बत-ऐ-इश्क़ नज़रों से ही सुना देती है कैसे ना करूँ मैं प्यार उस से लाखों में एक सी शख़्सियत रखती है जितना कर पाता हूँ उतने में ही इत्मिनान रखती है|| खेलती रहती है, परेशान भी खूब करती है ये लड़की मुझे प्यार में अपने पागल भी खूब रखती है|| #shayari #shayariquotes #90ssongs #90s #90sbollywood #90saesthetic #lovequotes #pinterest #pinterestinspired #shayar #academia #ａｅｓｔｈｅｔｉｃ #literature #darkestacademia #darkacademiapoetry #hindipoetry #hindipoem #darkacademiaaesthetic #romanticism #instagram #bookstagram #books #booksinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CWPpRp2J8lU/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

additionally when Richard Siken said ‘here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed’ I felt it swipe left for the destruction to continue #richardsiken #literature #literaturememes #literaturequotes #romanticismandliterature #90ssongs #90sbollywood #90skids #darkacademia #darkestacademia #darkacademiapoetry #darkacademiaaesthetic #lightacademiaaesthetic #lightacademia #academia #academiaaesthetic #darkacademiastyle #daracademiavibes #pinterest #tumblr #taylorswift #phoebebridgers #mitski #writersofinstagram #readersofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CWL8MitBrRs/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

‘भागते हुए ज़माने का तू ठहराव है मेरा शोर से इस जहां में तू सुकून है मेरा बिन बोले ही समझ जाता है तू बातें दिल की हर बात का मेरी लफ़्ज़-ऐ अलफ़ाज़ है मेरा’ I have always thought of me as someone who belongs to the era where love was presumed to be love only, something which is simple and as natural as blinking, where comfort was found in the arms of their better halves and not on Instagram or Facebook, where coming home gives you peace, where every doubt or problems can be solved just by having an honest and open conversation. But now that I am here, I want to know where is it lost? Why are we so involved in the lives of others that we have forgot to live ours. Why are we more concerned about complaining of not having something and not appreciating the things and the people we have? Why are we fantasizing love and giving it superficial expectations and not accepting it for what it actually is? Let love be love, let it be simple. Love that is boring, boring enough that doesn't need fights or arguments to keep the fire alive. A 'let's sit at home and read on opposite ends of the sofa' love. An 'I missed you at lunch today' love. And ‘I would rather be at home with the love of my life right now' love. युंही बातों में निकल जाएगा सफ़र हमारे साथ का एक तेरी ही खामोशी दिल को बेचैन करती है दुनिया से मिले धोखो ने तोड़ा है मुझको एक तू ही तो सच्चा इश्क़ करती है।। #love #lovequotes #thoughts #darkestacademia #darkestacademia #darkacademiapoetry #darkpoetry #academia #academiaaesthetic #indianacademia #90ssongs #90s #90sbollywood #lovepoetry #Thoughts #darkaacademiastyle #reader #readersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #writerscommunity #pinterest #pinterestinspired #tumblr #tumblraesthetic https://www.instagram.com/p/CV3M0c2Bn-D/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

“But what am I supposed to do with all of the parts of my heart that are only there to be given? What am I supposed to do with all of this nothing that I see? Those parts of the heart, they really aren’t for me, they are not for my home or my body or my self-love. They are for you, and wherever you are, you are too unknown to be in my daydream.” #thoughts #darkacademia #darkestacademia #darkacademia #darkacademiapoetry #oscarwilde #romanticism #lovequotes #blueaesthetic #bookstagram #booklovers #books #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #readersofinstagram #readingbooks #readers #academia #academiaaesthetic #lightacademia #academiaa #pinterest #tumblr https://www.instagram.com/p/CVxFlMTpoAx/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

“this is your autumn, opening, spreading the strong scent of exile and empty letters” - Mahmoud Darwish, In the Presence of Absence September comes and everything starts again. Honey please be kind #darkacademia #darkacademiaaesthetic #darkacademiaaesthetic #darkacademiafashion #darkacademiastyle #academia #academiaaesthetic #romanticism #literature #literaturequotes #literaturelover #bookstagram #books #bookslover #writersofinstagram #readersofinstagram #writingcommunity #reading #lightacademiaaesthetic #academiaa https://www.instagram.com/p/CTQ9AQJpYmy/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

august is like the sunday night of summer #Thoughts #darkacademia #darkestacademia #darkacademiapoetry #darkacademiaaesthetic #darkacademiavibes #darkacademiabooks #literature #literarymemes #literaturequotes #literaturelover #bookstagram #books #bookshelf #bookslover #romanticism #lightacademiaaesthetic #lightacademia #academia #academiaaesthetic #academiaa #readers #readersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writingcommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/CS95n2HBwZ3/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

oh, how much I love you honey We'll end just like we started. Just you and me and no one else. I will hold you where my heart is. One life for the two of us Louis Tomlinson (Two of us) I hope when I say that I love you, it reaches your heart right away so much so that whenever I am not around, your soul echoes my love for you. #literature #literaturequotes #literaturelover #darkacademia #darkacademiaaesthetic #darkestacademia #darkacademiabooks #darkacademiafashion #darkacademiastyle #darkacademiamoodboard #academia #academiaaesthetic #academiaa #romanticism #romanticismandliterature #darkpoetrysociety #poetrycommunity #poetry #writersofinstagram #readersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #bookstagram #books #bookshelf #bookslovers https://www.instagram.com/p/CStgSrHJ3rb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

just one of the days when I couldn’t feel anyone’s heart pointed even in my direction, let alone loving me or wanting me to be around #Thoughts #Darkacademia #Darkacademia #Darkestacademia #academia #academiaaesthetic #quotes #quotestagram #fleurentcue #darkacademiaaesthetic #darkacademiafashion #darkacademiavibes #darkacademiastyle #darkacademiabooks #bookstagram #books #writer #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #readersofinstagram #reader #lightacademia #lightacademiaaesthetic #romanticism #literaturememes #literature https://www.instagram.com/p/CSliWZ9pFsW/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

Seven more loves weep night and day Round the tombs where my loves lay, And seven more loves attend each night Around my couch with torches bright. Let us agree to give up love, And root up the Infernal Grove; Then shall we return and see The worlds of happy Eternity. And throughout all Eternity I forgive you, you forgive me. As our dear Redeemer said: “This the Wine, and this the Bread. Broken Love by William Blake #literature #literaturequotes #literaturememes #literarymemes #poetry #williamblake #poetrycommunity #readersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #darkacademia #darkacademiapoetry #darkacademiamemes #darkacademiamoodboard #darkacademic #academia #academiaaesthetic #love #fleurentcue #tumblraesthetic #pinterest https://www.instagram.com/p/CSgNmdsJRpX/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

Alex Turner sang “And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there? / Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?” i've never liked the idea of soul mates it never seemed practical to me that there could be only one person whose edges would fit mine perfectly but when you are laying next to me your warm back pressed against my belly i know that nothing has ever felt this right and nothing ever will again #thoughts #Darkacademia #literature #literarymemes #literaturememes #darkacademia #darkestacademia #darkestacademiaaesthetic #darkacademiapoetry #fleurentcue #writer #reader #writerscommunity #readersofinstagram #bookstagram #books #booknerd #literaturequotes #love #oceanvyong #alexturner #lightacademiaaesthetic #lightacademia #academia #academiaaesthetic #academiaa https://www.instagram.com/p/CR6nPL6sZJq/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

I read somewhere that ‘everything comes with an inherent sacrifice-whatever makes us feel good will also inevitably make us feel bad’ and if that doesn’t speak volumes, I don’t know what will. #thoughts #literature #literarymemes #literaturememes #littlethings #bookstagram #books #booklover #Darkacademia #darkacademia #Darkestacademia #academia #academiaaesthetic #academiaa #writersofinstagram #readersofinstagram #writingcommunity #readerscommunity #love #soulmate #romanticism #tumblr #pinterest #darkacademiapoetry #darkacademiastyle #fleurentcue #killyourdarlings #darkacademiavibes https://www.instagram.com/p/CRoMa8aMRcb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

I was there, I was right there. And at the moment you were breaking, I was there to hold you to the extend that my hands dropped everything that was precious for me. But what is the point of it? What is the point of having you around when you doubt your love for me? What is the point of making you my existence when you mentally, physically emotionally and spiritually live in someone else? I sing for you, you sing for her. I write for you, you write for her? You say you’re happy but are you? You say you’re mine, but are you? #Thoughts #darkacademia #darklingedit #darkestacademia #fleurentcue #writersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #literature #literaturememes #literaturequotes #darkacademiapoetry #deadpoetssociety #poetry #readers #readersofinstagram #canibehim #jamesarthur #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #bookstagram #bookstagram #booklover #romanticism #tumblr #darkacademiavibes #darkaacademiastyle #academiaaesthetic #academia #academiaa #tumblr #pinterestaesthetic https://www.instagram.com/p/CRhA8E3stZY/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

his songs just brings my life out in idk how many ways! #thoughts #darkacademia #darkestacademia #lorde #lordemusic #literature #literarymemes #classicliterature #literaturelove #romanticism #reading #readersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #bookstagram #books #bookstagrammer #bookslovers https://www.instagram.com/p/CRE0jQNMMrf/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ankasha99]

isn’t it scary, to just wake up and realise the only good thing that was yours now belongs to someone else? In a normal world, how do you come in terms with reality when the only person you thought would be yours leaves you? You spend innumerable days with them only to hear them say ‘I don’t love you anymore’ It’s painful and it hurts, it stabs my heart like million times not because I loved you but because you pretended to love me so that you don’t get to be alone, so that you don’t get to wake up knowing that there’s no one out there who wants to have you. My heart feels the weight of your pretentious love and I will carry it for god knows how many years. I longed for you every morning and every night but it wasn’t enough. I guess it will never be enough. #thoughts #Darkacademia #darkestacademia #lit #literature #literaturememes #literaturequotes #darkacademiapoetry #darkaesthetic #academia #academiaaesthetic #indianacademia #romanticism #fleurentcue #read #readersofinstagram #bookstagram #books #writersofinstagram #writers #darkacademiamemes #oceanvuong #oscarwilde #sylviaplath #heart #longing #lightacademia #lightacademiaaesthetic https://www.instagram.com/p/CQu1jjJMvbj/?utm_medium=tumblr