this is honestly just a random messy blog of just random things that made me feel random feelings at random points of time. nothing more, nothing less.
แฐ.แ to make your ex jealous, you strike a deal with your long-time-not-so rival, daniela avanzini โ fake date until prom. the plan is to post couple pics, flirt in public, and pretend youโre head-over-heels. easy right? except, sheโs really good at pretending. a little too good.
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โก๏น tแฅฒgs ๏น ๏น โข fluff? non-idol au, college au, fake dating au, enemies to lovers au, fakeboyfriend!daniela, mention of the other katseye members, mention of yunjin from lesserafim, mention of tattoos, jealousy?, kissing, LOTS of pda, lowkey suggestive if you squint your eyes, lowercase intended, mens dni, grammatical errors .
( หถยฐใ ยฐ) !! a/n - iโm clearly hooked on writing about katseye. THESE GIRLS ARE TAKING OVER MY LIFE HELLO?? but iโm not complaining obviously. ever since the sophia story blew up i HAD to write for another members and i hoped yall enjoy this! i use grammar checkers. english nawt my first language can you blame me? anyway enjoy :P
your ex is glowing. and you absolutely hates it.
like, unfairly glowing โ instagram filter level, post-breakup confidence, โjust got a new girlfriendโ type of glowing. sheโs tagged in a post that makes your heart skip and your stomach turn. a soft photo. coffee cups on a windowsill, your exโs hand intertwined with someone elseโs.
"soft mornings with her ๐ค"
ew. you blink at the screen. itโs not that you want her back. well not really. itโs just that she moved on so fast like you didnโt even leave a dent.
youโre halfway through doom-scrolling her profile when someone passes by your library table and nudges your charger off the edge. you lunge for it and absolutely miss it โ and it clatters to the floor near a familiar pair of worn converse. oh boy. your stomach drops.
daniela avanzini.
she picks up the charger, holds it between two fingers like it might actually bite her, and places it silently back on the table without even glancing at you.
"um thanks," you mutter, barely making eye contact with daniela.
she hums and walks away. excuse me but what? she just hums? literally no words. no acknowledgment. no youโre welcome or anything. huh. classic.
-
daniela avanzini is everything you canโt stand. effortlessly cool, quiet. the kind of girl who rarely post on social media, doesnโt raise her hand in lectures, doesnโt care if professors mispronounce her name. and somehow, everyone still knows who she is. itโs like sheโs carved out this unreachable space on campus where people talk about her like a myth.
youโve only had a few classes with her, but in your head and youโd never say this out loud but, sheโs your rival.
you always come in second. every time you get a test back, her name is right above yours. every time you answer a question in class, her bored "actuallyโฆ" cuts through the room two minutes later and leaves yours in the dust. and the worst part? youโre pretty convinced that she doesnโt even know your name.
later that day, your ex passes you in the quad. she doesnโt look at you, but her new girlfriend does โ with the same kind of polite pity people reserve for wet dogs and forgotten leftovers. yucks.
you turn around a little too quickly, almost trip over a freaking skateboard, and catch yourself on a bench. your roommateโs (lara) words from last night come screaming back.
"girl honestly? you need to make her jealous. like, get a hot girlfriend. someone unexpected. someone sheโll definitely hate seeing you with."
you laughed at that time but now, youโre still stinging from your exโs perfect instagram life, you glance across the quad and see her again. daniela.
sitting under a tree, one headphone in, legs stretched out like she owns the earth beneath her. reading a book you know she wonโt even annotate because she remembers everything. the only person your ex could never figure out and the only person you could never beat.
you donโt even realize it but youโre walking until youโre standing right in front of her, your heart pounding loudly like youโre about to make the worst decision of your life.
she looks up slowly and blinks once, doesnโt even take out her headphone.
"i need a favour." you say breathlessly. are you nervous? in front of your rival? daniela doesnโt answer so you press on.
"i told my ex Iโm dating someone, and i kind of said it was you." you manage to say in one single breath. you pray to god that daniela wonโt hear how fast your heart is beating from nervousness.
thereโs a pause. you expect her to laugh, or roll her eyes, or walk away like this conversation never happened. but she just stares at you like a weirdo.
"okay." she mutters and it definitely caught you by surprise.
"wait- what?" you blinks in pure confusion and surprise.
"iโll fake date you, only if you stop looking at me like youโre about to fight me in a parking lot." she shrugs and stands up from the grass. still doesnโt look directly into your eyes.
"why would you agree to this?" you asks, softer than intended.
she finally meets your eyes โ and thereโs the faintest twitch of a smirk at the corner of her mouth which makes you annoyed for some reasons.
"iโm bored."
and just like that, she walks away again, as if she didnโt just casually agree to change the entire trajectory of your college career.
-
you spend the next morning second-guessing every outfit in your closet and constantly telling yourself itโs not for her. itโs for the plan. the fake plan. the plan where you look convincingly in love so your ex gets jealous and maybe, for once, loses.
and definitely not because daniela avanzini is going to be walking next to you. definitely not because she looked you up and down yesterday and said "okay" like it didnโt mean anything. then suddenly your phone buzzes.
daniela
be outside in 10. you donโt need to dress up.
you stare at the message for a solid minute. you have so many questions. like how did she even get your number? but letโs put that aside because you are dressed up.
when you step outside, sheโs already leaning against the bike rack, hoodie up, hands in her jacket pockets, looking like she hasnโt thought about anything once in her entire life. her eyes flick up when she sees you. then down. then back up. is she checking you out?
"you said i didnโt need to dress up," you say, trying to play it cool which lowkey doesnโt work.
"you didnโt. but you look good." daniela shrugs nonchalantly. you pretend that doesnโt make your chest do something weird.
"so how are we doing this?" you ask, sighing afterwards. "pda? couple walk? hand-holding?"
daniela looks at your hand for a beat. then, without a word, reaches over and laces her fingers through yours.
"weโll walk," she says.
"thatโs it?" you asks, dumbfounded.
"for now." she says and you swear you can see her smirking from the corner of your eyes.
the quad is too loud, too crowded. everyoneโs outside. music from someoneโs bluetooth speaker is bouncing off the walls, and you swear thereโs a subtle shift in the air when you and daniela pass through. people notice and obviously they will whisper. a girl who you recognise from your chem lab literally nudges her friend and points.
"are they staring?" you whisper to daniela.
"mhm," daniela hums. like itโs nothing. like this is totally normal for her.
"okay. why are you so calm?"
"iโm always calm."
"i know and itโs annoying." you huffs before rolling your eyes mentally. you expect her to ignore you โ like she usually does but she lets out a tiny laugh, low and quick.
"youโre funny when youโre panicking." daniela says quietly.
"iโm not panicking."
and then she squeezes your hand just slightly. not enough for anyone else to notice. just enough for you to feel it.
youโre passing the cafรฉ when you suddenly hear it โ your exโs laugh. sharp. too loud. too familiar. you freeze up. and daniela notices. she follows your gaze. your ex is inside, tucked into a booth with her new girlfriend, all soft smiles and leaning in close. your throat tightens ever so slightly.
daniela shifts beside you. doesnโt say anything. just gently tugs your hand and keeps walking, guiding you away like itโs instinct.
"you wanna go in?" she asks quietly.
"no." you reply almost instantly.
"then keep your head up. donโt let her see you looking at her like she matters." daniela mutters softly but firmly. her words hit harder than you expect.
you stop outside your lecture hall a few minutes early. the crowd thins. people stop watching. technically, the act is over. but daniela doesnโt let go of your hand.
"you can let go now," you say as if youโre reminding her.
"i know." but she still doesnโt.
you glance over at daniela. sheโs staring straight ahead, unreadable as always.
"that wasnโt horrible," you mumbles softly.
"high praise," she says, a tiny smirk ghosting her mouth.
then, daniela said something that almost makes you choke on your own saliva. she said it like itโs nothing.
"if you want to make her more jealous, i can kiss you next time."
"w-what?" you stutter, almost chokes upon hearing danielaโs words.
"i wonโt do it unless youโre okay with it," daniela says, calm as ever. "but you looked like you were gonna disappear back there."
"thatโsโฆ actually really considerate." you said shakily. she looks at you then. really looks. and for the first time since this whole thing started, you canโt read her.
"see you later." she says, finally letting go of your hands. and she walks away without another word.
you stay there a moment too long, hand still warm, head still spinning from everything. this was your idea. this was supposed to be fake. so why does it feel like sheโs playing the role a little too well?
-
itโs one of those rare days when the weather is nice and the sun hits the campus lawn just right โ the kind of afternoon where students sprawl across the grass, half-studying, half-napping, pretending theyโre not drowning in deadlines.
youโre at your usual spot as always โ a bench tucked under a tree near the south building. itโs your unofficial recess place. far enough from the cafeteria noise, but close enough to eavesdrop on the chaos if you feel like it. youโve got headphones in, open tabs on your laptop, snack in one hand and phone in the other. and youโre definitely not expecting some extra company. which is why, when someone drops their bag next to yours and sits down without saying anything, your heart jumps into your throat.
you yank one earbud out and glance to your side. daniela with her hood up, sleeves too long, bottle of water in her hand, thumb resting lightly on the cap. just sitting beside you. like this is totally normal.
"um hi???" you says, eloquent as ever.
"hi." daniela replies, tone so chill it sounds like sheโs been here the whole time.
you stare at her for a second, waiting for the punchline. she doesnโt look at you. just leans back against the bench like it belongs to her. like you belong to her.
"do you usually sit here?" she asks after a moment, eyes still looking forward. "youโre always in this spot. i noticed."
"you noticed?" you blink upon hearing danielaโs words.
"yeah. you always snack during break. same brand of chips too." daniela says as she glances at the bag of chips in your hands.
you also look down at the bag in your hand. itโs the same one you eat basically every day. you didnโt think anyone paid attention. even you barely pay attention.
"i meanโyeah, i guess? i like this bench."
daniela hums and then opens her water and takes a slow sip. you want to ask her why sheโs here, why sheโs choosing to sit next to you now, with people literally walking by and noticing but youโre too scared that if you do, sheโll leave. so you just keep existing beside her.
twenty minutes pass. youโre still pretending to scroll through your notes, but you havenโt read a single sentence. and daniela? daniela is leaned back, legs stretched out, water bottle resting between her knees, like sheโs never been more relaxed in her life.
a few students walk past and you hear one of them whisper, "wait, are they dating? like for real?" and your chest tightens when you heard that.
"people are talking." you mumble softly, not even dare looking up.
"let them." daniela replies, calm as anything.
"arenโt you worried theyโll think itโs real?" you asks and look over at daniela. and then she finally looks at you. lile really really looks.
"isnโt that the point?" daniela says nonchalantly. you open your mouth, then close it.
and then, just to completely ruin your brain she reaches over, takes a chip from your bag, pops it in her mouth, and smiles.
"these are good."
daniela stays until the bell rings and doesnโt move when it buzzes. doesnโt rush. just stands up slowly, throws her bag over her shoulder, and glances down at you.
"same spot tomorrow?" she asks causing you blink up at her in genuine surprise.
"um yeah sure." you mumbles softly.
she walks off like nothing happened. like this wasnโt weird. like she didnโt just publicly chill beside you for almost half an hour and steal your snacks like youโve been doing this for weeks. and just before she disappears around the corner, she turns back and says something to you.
"bring extra chips yea?"
you sit there, staring after her, snack bag half-empty, heart half-lost. youโre in big trouble.
-
youโre not used to people watching you. at least not like this. not the way students glance in your direction when you walk into the quad now. not the way group chats whisper and spiral. not the way yunjin looks at you across the lawn like she just saw a ghost wearing her old hoodie.
danielaโs beside you again today. sitting under your tree like she owns the shade. legs stretched, hoodie sleeves half-covering her hands, thumb lazily scrolling through something on her phone. she doesnโt care that youโre being watched. doesnโt even pretend to. and you kind of like that.
"youโre quiet today." you say, nudging danielaโs knee.
"youโre talkative today." she glances up and smirks faintly at you. you smile despite yourself.
youโre sitting a little closer than yesterday. not on purpose. just gravity, maybe. hehe. the airโs warm. the quadโs buzzing. and youโre halfway through offering her another chip when you hear it. the sound that lowkey annoys you.
her laugh. you know that laugh. you freeze for a second, chip halfway to your mouth. then you glance up. yunjin.
ten feet away. hair tied back, sunglasses pushed up on her head, walking with that girl. her new girl. the one who took your place so fast you barely had time to breathe. and theyโre headed toward the quad bench nearest yours. of course.
daniela must sense it. or maybe she just knows your body language too well already. well either way, she shifts closer, leans in slightly but not enough to make a scene, just enough for anyone watching to get the message. and then, she does it.
she reaches up and smooths a loose strand of your hair behind your ear. her fingers are gentle, her face unreadable. but her eyes? oh her eyes flicker just slightly toward where yunjinโs standing. you donโt even have time to process it before you hear footsteps stop.
"wow. so this is real huh?" yunjin says, her voice coated in sugar.
you blink and look up. sheโs standing right in front of you and literally smiling tight. daniela doesnโt move. hence she doesnโt even look surprised at all.
"hey, didnโt think youโd move on this fast." yunjin mutters, her eyes dragging over daniela slowly.
"weโve been talking for a while," daniela finally says, casually but yet dangerous. "just kept it quiet."
and clearly you almost choke from hearing that cause what the hell?
"didnโt think you were her type." yunjin says, eyes narrowing.
"good." daniela replies, still so calm it almost unnerves you. thereโs a glint in her eyesโmischievous and unreadable.
"i donโt like being predictable anyway." danielaโs words hang in the air, cool and confident, leaving you unsure whether to be impressed or nervous. maybe both and then total silence.
yunjinโs jaw clenches. just a little. her hand tightens around her smoothie cup. and you really wonder if sheโs about to throw it.
"well, good for you." yunjin says, and clearly its all bite now.
"thanks. weโre really happy." daniela says, giving yunjin a small smirk that surely pissed her off.
and then like sheโs rehearsed this moment, daniela reaches over and rests her hand lightly on your knee. her thumb tracing lazy circles like itโs the most natural thing in the world. and your entire nervous system shuts down.
yunjin doesnโt say another word. she just turns and walks away, grip on her smoothie so tight youโre surprised it doesnโt explode. and when sheโs out of earshot, you turn to daniela.
"okay. what the hell was that?"
"what?" daniela asks, shrugging like she did absolutely nothing afterwards.
"weโve been talking for a while?โ daniela?!"
"sounded better than โwe fake started dating yesterday.โ" daniela smirks. well barely a smirk.
"you really donโt care if people believe this, huh?" you ask, staring at her, trying to read something. anything on her goddamn face.
daniela just shrugs, the corners of her mouth twitching like sheโs fighting back a smirk. she leans back on her hands, glancing up at the sky.
"nah," she says. "but i care that she saw."
your heart skips a beat.
"that was evil."
"you smiled."
"i didnโt."
"you did."
you look away, biting the inside of your cheek to stop the grin forming. daniela is hella evil. but god. sheโs too good at this.
-
you donโt plan to end up in her dorm. letโs say that it just happens. somehow, between daniela walking you halfway to class and you saying something dumb like "my phoneโs about to die" and she just offers a casual
"you can charge it at mine."
like itโs nothing. like you are nothing. which, frankly, is a joke โ because your heart is doing backflips and sheโs acting like you just asked for a pen.
danielaโs room matches her energy: quiet, muted, somehow colder and warmer than you expect. the kind of space that doesnโt ask questions, just existsโstill, steady. a hoodie is draped over the back of her chair, worn and faded. a cracked window lets in the soft hues of dusk, the breeze carrying in the scent of evening. a basketball is shoved carelessly under the desk, like she tossed it there without thinking.
you hesitate by the door, unsure if you should step in or stay put. she doesnโt say anything. doesnโt look up. just grabs your phone, plugs it in like itโs the most natural thing in the world, then tosses you a water bottle without missing a beat.
and here you are. youโre on her bed. the laptop rests between you, trail mix scattered in the space where your knees almost touch. thereโs music playingโrnb, soft and slow. it hums in the background, setting a rhythm that neither of you really follow. but it fits.
youโre actually supposed to be working on your slides but oh well. your fingers hovering over the keyboard. danielaโs sketching something on a scrap of paper, focused, lines coming to life beneath her hand. she doesnโt explain what it is. doesnโt offer. you donโt ask.
but you keep stealing glances. and she keeps pretending not to notice. until she does. her eyes flick up, catching you mid-stare. you flinch, caught like a guilty secret. she doesnโt. she just raises an eyebrow at you, like really? your gaze drops immediately, heat crawling up your neck. the corner of her mouth twitches just barely but itโs there.
you end up there for hours and obviously you didnโt mean to. but she never tells you to leave. never acts like youโre taking up space. just lets you sit, lets you snack, lets you laugh at her handwriting and kick her ankle under the blanket when she says something sarcastic. and when you finally check your phone, itโs almost midnight. gosh.
"shit. i should go." you mutter as you eyes the time on your phone.
"you can stay."
"i mean, just to crash. if you want. iโve got an extra hoodie. you look cold."
you donโt answer right away. and maybe thatโs the answer in itself. dani gets up and throws you the hoodie. and she doesnโt even look at you while she does it. but when you slip it on, oversized and warm and still smelling like her shampoo, she says something that caught you off guard.
"looks good on you." daniela says like itโs nothing. but youโre starting to learn that when daniela says something like itโs nothing. itโs definitely something.
-
itโs ten minutes between lectures. your brain is foggy from note-taking, your fingers are cold from the library air, and your bag is slung too low on one shoulder. you barely hear anything as people file out around you. just chatter and sneaker-squeaks and someone dropping a water bottle that rolls past your feet.
you step into the hallway and as always, danielaโs already there leaning against the wall. arms crossed. earbuds in. one side of her hair tucked back. sheโs looking at her phone but you can tell that sheโs been waiting for you. and she doesnโt even look surprised when you walk up. just pulls one earbud out, glances up slow.
"hey." itโs so normal. so casual. like itโs a daily routine. maybe itโs becoming one.
"youโre early," you says softly, looking up at daniela.
"and youโre late." daniela says making you grin and bump her shoulder lightly.
"i was gonna say you missed me, but okay." you sighs dramatically causing daniela to snorts.
"i did."
"what?" you blink.
"what." but sheโs smiling. just a little and just enough.
-
you donโt even remember how you ended up here. one minute, you were walking together after your last class and joking about something dumb, bumping shoulders. and the next, you were toeing off your shoes by her door, dropping your bag on her floor like this is routine. like youโve done it a hundred times before. you havenโt. but itโs starting to feel like you could.
her dormโs still the same. soft lighting that makes everything feel a little gentler. cracked window letting in the evening air. a half-zipped hoodie hanging from the corner of her bed, swaying slightly whenever you move. but this time, thereโs no assignment. no project. no excuse. just you and her and the quiet space in between.
danielaโs in the desk chair, legs stretched out, socked feet crossed at the ankles. her headโs tilted slightly, like sheโs listening to the soft music that hums low from her phone speakerโsome mellow instrumental that doesnโt ask for attention, just fills the silence. but she keeps looking at you. not in a way that demands anything. just literally watching. like youโre something sheโs trying to figure out, or maybe already has. and you keep pretending not to notice.
fiddling with the hem of your sleeve, suddenly very interested in the pattern on her blanket, the chipped nail on your thumb, anything that isnโt the heat rising in your cheeks under her gaze. but she doesnโt stop looking. and you donโt really want her to.
you really try to focus on something, anything. on your phone, but itโs hard when sheโs just there. sitting like she owns the room. like the silence bends around her. like she knows youโre flustered and she likes it.
"youโre comfy," daniela says, breaking the silence.
"itโs your bed." you mumbles.
"yeah, but youโre still cute in it."
"excuse me?"
"just saying. you look good when youโre relaxed." dani shrugs, all casual. like she didnโt just lob a grenade into your chest.
"dani stop." you choke on your own breath and toss your phone onto the blanket.
"what?" she leans forward, resting her chin on her hand. eyes too steady. too smug and definitely too much.
"youโre blushing." she pauses.
"is it the โcuteโ part or the โin my bedโ part thatโs doing it for you?"
you stare at daniela. then you grab the nearest pillow and launch it right at her face. it hits with a soft whump and she bursts out laughing โ the kind that makes her lean back in the chair, eyes squinting, mouth wide with actual joy. and how you wish it didnโt make your heart flip.
"youโre so annoying," you mumble, face hot, covering yourself with the blanket like itโll undo the last thirty seconds.
"you didnโt deny it, though." she calls out, muffled through the pillow sheโs now hugging to her chest. you groan and she just grins in satisfaction.
-
youโre half-asleep at your usual table. recess is loud and laughter echoing off walls, sneakers pounding pavement but it all feels distant, muffled by the fog in your head. your eyelids are heavy, textbook open in front of you but untouched.
danielaโs next to you. elbow propped on the table, cheek resting against her hand, posture lazy in that way only she can pull off. sheโs quiet, letting you trace across the back of her other hand with your black pen. and she hasnโt said a word about it. just watches. barely blinking. her thumb twitches slightly when your finger accidentally brushes the inside of her wrist, but she doesnโt pull away.
youโre not even drawing anything good. just dumb little stars. uneven. shaky. some filled in, some not. you draw one right in the center of her hand. itโs a little crooked. off-balance. but who cares?
"that oneโs you." you mumble, not really expecting her to hear.
"tilted?" dani gaze flicks up, one brow barely raised.
"shining." you correct, without looking up and she doesnโt respond but her hand stays still and so do you.
you forget about it. the next day slips by in piecesโnotes you barely register, teachers talking like background noise, friends pulling you along through hallways you donโt fully remember walking. everything blurs.
until youโre halfway to your seat. and then you see her. daniela. already there with her hood up and sleeves rolled to her elbows like she always does when sheโs tired or pretending she isnโt.
you stop mid-step. because on her hand right where you drew it yesterday is the star. your star. the tilted one. only now, itโs not in pen. itโs in ink. clean, sharp black lines. not smudged, not fading, permanent. your stomach drops.
"waitโ you didnโt erase it?" you slide into the seat beside her, still staring.
"couldnโt." daniela shrugs like she doesnโt feel your panic.
"cause got it tattooed." daniela says that calmly and your throat dries.
"youโre joking."
"iโm not."
you blink. you wait for her to laugh, for the punchline but it just never comes.
"why would youโ"
"because you drew it and because i didnโt want it to fade." daniela explains to you in a soft tone.
you donโt say anything. youโre so busy trying to process that you almost miss the way her hand finds yours under the table. her thumb brushes your knuckles and her voice drops.
"i like you, y/n." and then suddenly the world goes quiet.
like the airโs holding its breath with you. like everything elseโthe noise, the nerves, the chaos pauses just long enough to make room for her voice.
"not fake-like. not for the deal. not because itโs fun messing with you."
your heartโs hammering in your chest. your hand is shaking and dani notices so she holds it tighter.
"i like you for real. and iโm kinda hoping you like me back."
your eyes drop to the star on her skin. your star. on her. damn. what even is happening. and then they liftโto soft fabric and steady eyes and that stupid calm voice thatโs always said more than it was supposed to.
"youโre actually insane," you whisper, breathless.
"is that a yes?"
you donโt answer her instead you just lean forward and kiss her quick, barely-there, more breath than touch. but itโs everything. and when you pull back, sheโs already grinning like an idiot.
"so yes?"
"ugh, yes." you roll your eyes, heart still racing and cheeks burning.
youโre still close maybe a little too close. her handโs still holding yours, thumb brushing soft over your knuckles like itโs the most natural thing in the world. you kissed her. you literally kissed her. and now sheโs just sitting there, grinning like she just won something in life.
"youโre smiling way too much." you mumble, still a little breathless.
"am i?" daniela hums, tilting her head, her eyes flicking to your mouth again.
"you could kiss me again to make me stop."
"oh my god. youโre unbelievable." you mumbles as your face heats up at her words.
"and kissable." she adds helpfully. you throw your head back and groan, hand covering your face. daniโs laugh is low and smug and entirely too pleased with herself.
"daniela."
"what? you literally started it." she blinks innocently.
"you kissed me. on school property. during recess. and now i have expectations." you grab her sleeve and tug it over her face.
"youโre really insane."
"maybe. but you did draw a star on me and now itโs permanent. so i think weโre even."
youโre blushing. hard and you can feel it. she pulls her sleeve down just enough to look at you, voice quieter now softer but still teasing.
"just one more?" you look at her. sheโs not pushing. not demanding. just there. waiting patiently.
you sighs as you lean in โ not rushed, not dramatic. just a quiet, warm press of lips against hers again. longer this time, a little closer. her hand finds the side of your neck. your other one curls into the fabric of her hoodie. and when you pull back, her eyes flutter open, slow.
"okay," she whispers. "maybe two more."
"youโre such a pervert."
"yeah." daniela grins. "but iโm your pervert now."
you shove her away with a breathless laugh and she grabs your wrist, pulling you right back in.
A spoon's only objective in life is to make soup go upwards, and it knows this. That's why when you put one under a running tap it blasts the water way high. The spoon thinks there's suddenly TONS of soup to deal with and it freaks out.
Your mind has been a mess, and you've approached your breaking point. The tears have come, your legs feel like jelly, and the tens of thousands of bad thoughts won't stop running around in that overwhelmed head of yours. Your aching chest feels heavy, and you can't seem to even catch your own breath.
You poor, sweet thing.
But suddenly, there she is.
Your saviour. Your guiding light in moments of need. Your protector. Your domme.
She'll take your face into her hands, and her thumb will brush those tears away, with a touch feather-light. She'll kiss your head, she'll pull your front against her with your body in her lap, and she'll soothe you more than anything else ever could. Her coo's will calm your busy thoughts and her kisses will slow your racing heart. Oh love, where are your worries now, hm? You're perfect like this.
"It's alright, darling. I've got you. Just fall into me."
And fall you do. With your tears now dried and your face nuzzled into her neck, she'll do all the thinking for you, and you love things this way. So, you'll nuzzle deeper into her when her fingers find their way between your thighs, and follow her words. "Just breathe, my sweet love. Just breathe for me."
Let her thrusts shut your mind down even more. Let her lift your heavy head up and allow her to shut away your anxious words by letting her tongue fill your mouth instead. Let her unravel you, let her break you apart bit by bit, and know that she's enjoying it. You needed her, and here she is.
So you'll thank her. Again and again, you'll thank her. And when it's done, when she's pulled you apart and stitched you back together with her praises and a warm bath, know that she's waiting for you to need her all over again.
"Nobody else will ever get to see you like this, and nobody else will ever get to break you apart. You're mine to ruin, and mine to put back together."
yeah the guy who invented them made incredibly precise infusion pumps (as opposed to gravity fed ivs) which not only meant they could give medications to teeny tiny babies safely, it's also used for insulin pumps and portable dialysis machines. the key element is that it's a peristaltic pump so the liquid stays in sterile tubing for safety
(unholy drink cloaca uses it to dispense precise amounts of flavored sugar syrup)