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I miss you already, and you left less than five minutes ago.

We were gonna grow old together, but now we're just growing old

The other version of Just a Dream played at work today and I think that's when it hit me. I don't know when I'll see you again and it hurts, if I'm being honest. Because I was wrong. Those feelings don't just change or go away. I think I've known that for a while, though. Spending time with you and your family and friends the last few days felt normal. Like something I've done for years. Like something I did for years. None of it felt awkward or forced and, dare I say, it felt like home. But I have to let that go now, because we've both got others in our lives that take priority. Do me a favor, yeah? Remain handsome. I love you.

#celeste

So...

I've been having a really tough time lately, and I always had you to talk to about it. Now it seems like you don't like to talk to me very often and, I mean that's fine. Although it was really great to have someone that would listen and not judge me for what I was saying. Now this isn't an attempt to get you to talk to me more, I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciated that and you.

#Eric

Happy Valentine's day

Stay pretty

#Eric

I'm sorry I'm an asshole

#celeste

I just wanted to post here to say merry Christmas, Eric. I miss you a lot, and I hope you have a good time today. Tell your family I miss them.

You Were

#eric

Stay pretty is four years old today. I can't seem to decide if blog years are like human years or dog years. Four years ago I decided to make this to sort of log our relationship, that which I'd already determined would last forever. I was wrong, and it's my fault. I decided I wasn't as happy as I thought, so it all ended. Then you just sort of disappeared, which is completely understandable. I was kind of shitty back then. Eric, you still have that way of brightening my day that no one else does. I think you always will, just because that's who you are. I just want you to know that. I miss you a lot, and I wish you weren't so far away. I could really use a hug. Remain handsome~

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I can relate to this

#Eric #done for a while

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#Eric

I kinda wish I still got photos of you. It be nice to see you more.

#Eric

I have been trying to type something on here for days. Every time I start typing or actually make progress I just read what I wrote and I cant help but think I’m going to sound off in some way, so I’m just going to say it. It is difficult to talk to you from time to time now but yet it seems to happen so naturally when I do actually manage to make letters into words and then manage to form sentences. They seem to come naturally and when they do i can usually get a laugh or a dramatic stare sent via phone line.

I want to be in your life as much as you would like me to be. I miss you so much, I cant wait to be able to spend the day with you again. You might know what I mean by this but I think about you all the dang time and I’m glad because I am still convinced that you made me a better person.

I love you Celeste, and I don’t plan on changing that any time soon.

Stay pretty

#Eric

I know we don’t post here often anymore and I know you might not see this but I just have to tell you that you mean so much to me, even now, and I miss you a lot. We don’t talk much now, but it’s mostly my fault so I can understand if you just don’t feel like putting in the effort.

It’s getting about that time again, but it seems like it’s worse this year. Maybe it’s a combination of the stress and all the other shit I’ve gone through since this time last year, but I know I’ll make it through. I know that because you’ll be there if I need someone to talk to. At least, I hope you will. You’re one of the few people that have held me together when I needed it most, and I thank you so much for that.

I still love you, Eric. I always will.

Remain handsome.

#celeste