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The great people are those who continue to love with their scars

[sadmates]

I am not meant for casual love. I was born for soul consuming love and obsession.

[antukingbibe]

So, this is reality huh? Frustrating. Grabe, I will be 26 in a few months... Oh how time flies so fast. Parang kailan lang ang problema ko ay accounting problems, pero ngayon future na ang iniisip ko. Akala ng iba, madali dito sa ibang bansa. But NO. Napakahirap. Oo, sumasahod ka ng malaki kung sa Pinas mo gagastusin. Pero kung dito din lang, wala talaga matitira kasi lahat bayarin. Natuto ako magtipid, ni sentimo pinapahalagahan ko ngayon. Kung dating gastos dito gastos doon ang motto ko, ngayon hindi na. Hays!!!

[original-spoiled-princess]

I’ll be enough one day.

[iickyminx]

oh to be wanted!!!!!!

[stuckinapril]

girl are you okay? you’ve been consuming so much media lately that you haven’t allowed yourself to feel one single human emotion for months

[chromedenim]

i don’t want to fuck i want to fall in love

[stay-close]

“Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.”

— Maya Angelou

[stricatul]

She is at a point in her life where she just wants to hug someone and tell them how tired and drained she really is. Someone who can make her feel safe, seen, secured, and protected.

[keiiafterhours]

after letting go of things that are not meant to stay: one of the lessons i’ve learned is when someone wants to be in your life or if they want you to be in their life you would never feel that you’re begging them to stay or to feel like you’re trying hard for them not to go. or the fear that they would easily slip away.

they would, if they want to. they wouldn’t, if they don’t want to. other people’s decisions are never in your hands.

[antukingbibe]

eto yung pain na gusto ko na lang matapos agad. Noong nasa ganitong state ako before, iiyak ko lang medyo gumagaan. Pero ngayon, kahit umiyak di ko magawa. Sobrang lalim ng sakit na to. Di ko na alam. Buong pagkatao ko na ang nasaktan.

[escafeism]

“I guess we will never ever get used to the pain no matter how often it comes to us. Regardless of how hard we try to prepare for what might happen, it will always be scarier and more tragic than the last time. The pieces will always break differently every time.”

— 𝓭.𝓻.𝓷

[antukingbibe]

pain

sabi ko di na ako maglalabas ng hinaing ko dito pero puta. Ang sakit. The trauma still haunts me. Grabe. Almost 3 years na since nangyari yung issue na yon pero hindi ko pa din pala makalimutan. Isang beses nya lang ginawa pero habang buhay kong dala. Totoo nga pala yun no? Pinilit ko lang siguro sarili ko na okay ako para maging okay kami. Pero grabe bumabalik yung sakit and takot ko na baka maulit. Feeling ko ako may kasalanan kaya hindi maayos ayos relasyon namin. Ang dali para sa kanyang sabihin na "magtiwala ka ulit sakin" pero putek kasi paano? Hindi ko alam saan mag uumpisa. Tapos yung actions nya pa ganon pa din walang pagbabago. Puro sorry lang lagi ko natatanggap. Pero wala naman nangyayari sa pagsosorry nya. Ang gulo. Ang sakit. Hindi na ako naiiyak sa nangyari, feeling ko pagod na din luha ko na pumatak at damayan ako. Tangina ang sakit sakit!!!

[antukingbibe]

Conservative po ng boyfriend ko 😭😅

[antukingbibe]

I miss the days na kapag ganitong nagbbreakdown ako merong isang tao na kaya kong paglabasan ng nararamdaman ko. Iba pa din yung feeling na may nagkecare sayo na alam mo na andyan lang when you’re feeling down.

[sincerely-tel]

i think parents should stop making their children their therapist.

[antukingbibe]

Tawang tawa ko sa jowa ko, ina-aning ko lang naman siya. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Alis siya sa inuman eh 😅🤣🤣

[antukingbibe]

4 days pa lang kami di nagkikita niyan 🥺❤ grabe, mahal na mahal ko tong lalaking to sana wag ka na mawala