synopsis. in which your so-called friends do things that make you wonder if they're really just your friends after all.
ft. itoshi sae, itoshi rin, michael kaiser, seishiro nagi. 1.8k wc.
content warning. gn!reader- however, reader wears lip gloss in nagi's fic.
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you had practically dragged sae into helping you bake rinās birthday cake, countering his reluctance with incessant nagging until he finally gave in (only after you pointed out that rin was his beloved younger brother).Ā
currently, you were working your arm muscles as you mixed the cake batter by hand like your life depended on it. across from you, sae leaned lazily against the counter, whipping the cream with an electric mixer, which you thought was unfair, considering he was a professional athlete.
his sleeves were pushed up to his elbows, exposing his toned forearms, and his auburn hair was slightly messy.
āhowās it going?ā you asked between pants, nodding toward the bowl of fluffy whipped cream he was cradling easily in one arm.
sae set the bowl down on the counter before turning to the sink and washing his hands.Ā
āitās done, you just need to check the taste.ā he said plainly, wiping his hands with the ridiculously floral apron tied around his waist.
you hummed, abandoning your whisk to step beside him, scanning the counter for a spoon, or a spatula, or anything you could taste-test with.
before you could reach for one, sae nonchalantly dipped a clean finger into the whipped cream and held it out toward your lips with a blank expression on his face.
āhere. taste it.ā
your eyebrows shot up in surprise, hesitating for a split second. but he seemed so normal, bored, about it that you felt ashamed for assuming he meant anything more with his action.
you scolded yourself internally for reading too much into it, and leaned forward, taking his finger into your mouth and licking the sweet cream off with a drag of your tongue.
it was deliciousā airy and light. āthis is perfect, sae.ā you pulled back with a satisfied hum, smiling. your tongue darted out to lick the lingering frosting off your lips.
you could clearly see his adamās apple bob slightly as he tried to keep his collected demeanor in check. you were just about to tease him, but he did not give you the chance.
without breaking eye contact, he brought that same finger to his own lips and licked it clean, his tongue flicking lightly against the tip of his finger, where your mouth had been moments before.
you swore your soul left your body. once you saw his poorly concealed smirk, you realized that that was one-hundred percent intentional, he absolutely did that on purpose to fluster you.
āmmm, sweet.ā he mused casually, rinsing his hands again. ārināll like this. thanks.ā
you could only stand there, cheeks burning hot as you gripped onto the edge of the countertop.Ā
āif you like me, just say it, you idiotā¦ā you muttered under your breath, so low you were sure that he couldnāt have heard it.
but of course, he did.Ā
he shot you a sly glance over his shoulder, a rare smile on his mouth.Ā
āmy birthdayās in a month.ā
šššššš ššš
you were mid-rant, waving your hands animatedly as you walked alongside rin through the park, venting about the gossip and rumours circulating around you both in school.
he responded in his usual way, with occasional hums, slight nods, and an unreadable expression that made you question if he was even listening. he did not seem to be as bothered as you had expected.Ā
the wind was very strong today. it whipped your hair across your face every few seconds, and with your hands full, you were left awkwardly huffing and puffing it out of the way while talking.
ālike, can youā huffffā believe it?ā you complained, blowing sharply at a particularly stubborn strand. āhufffā people actually think weāre hufffā secretly dating or something.āĀ
you were too caught up in your rambling to notice the faint smile tugging at the corner of rinās lips. he found it cute, the way your cheeks puffed and your lips puckered every time you tried (and failed) to blow your hair away.
you went on, oblivious, āseriously, just becauseā hufffā weāre together a lot, does not mean that weāreāā
your body went rigid before you could even finish your sentence. rin had reached over, without hesitation, and swept the strands aside with gentle fingers, tucking them carefully behind your ear.
his knuckles lingered against your cheek for a second longer than it should have, as if savoring the contact, before pulling away and resumed his impassive demeanor.
āthere, perfect.ā he murmured, and you could only hope he couldnāt hear your heartās pounding. āyou can continue where you left off.ā
you gawked at him, hastily glancing around to make sure nobody was there to witness the⦠platonic gesture. you half-expected to see your whole class hiding behind a tree. you two would never beat the allegations then.
ārin, what the hellā!ā you blurted. ābe careful next time! what if somebody saw that??ā
rin merely stared at you, as if he was admiring art, then tore his gaze away and looked off into the distance like the clouds were suddenly the most interesting thing in the world.
you barely had time to process his look before his voice cut through yet again.
āare you implying you want a ānext timeā?ā he asked smoothly, throwing you a side-glance. your mouth opened, then closed, then opened again. you could only curse under your breath, feeling your face burn hotter by the second. this man was dangerously quick with his words.
āthatās not what I meantā you know what i meantā¦the rumoursā¦ā you mumbled, focusing intently on your feet. as you walked, your fingers lightly brushed against his. you told yourself it was accidental, you told yourself not to look at him or youād regret it. but you looked up anyway.
ārumours, huh.ā rin let out a soft scoff. he shifted closer, deliberately matching your pace so that your hands would keep touching āaccidentallyā. his teal eyes locked onto yours as he spoke softly.
āiām trying to make it so theyāre not rumours anymore.ā
the couch was too wide for his excuse to make any sense.
you stood there awkwardly, clutching your popcorn bowl, eyeing the spacious couch that was not completely taken over by your so-called friend. kaiser lounged across it like the self-proclaimed emperor he was, his legs outstretched arrogantly and his arms folded behind his head on the armrest.
and naturally, he had the audacity to pat his thigh with that infuriatingly cocky grin of his.
āthereās nowhere to sit,ā he said with faux innocence.
you sighed, setting the bowl down on the coffee table and giving him an unimpressed stare. āmaybe because youāre taking up the whole couch?ā
still, you found yourself settling down onto his lap with an exaggerated huff. though your heart was already racing. truth was, this situationā which shouldnāt really occur between friendsā had already happened before, and youād invited him over tonight hoping it would happen again. and judging by his grin, you had a feeling he was well aware.
a startled gasp was drawn from your lips as kaiserās arms snaked around your waist like it was normal. you met his not-very-innocent smile with wide eyes.Ā
āmichaelā!ā you scolded, cheeks burning, but you made no effort to remove his arms.
āwhat?ā he smirked, pinching your cheek gently. āfeeling comfortable? i know this seatās the best in the house.ā
you grumbled softly before shifting to lie fully across him, and you felt his arms tighten around you with satisfaction. leaning up, you brought your lips close to his ears, and let your voice drop to a whisper.
ā... youāre being ridiculous,ā you murmured, your voice tickling his ear and sending a shiver down his spine. ādonāt get used to this.ā
with a little smirk of your own, you tucked yourself back onto him, pressing your heated against his chest as you turned your attention to the tv.
kaiser chuckled lowly, running a hand through his bi-coloured hair. his gaze flicked towards you, then back to the tv, where a steamy kiss scene was now playing out.
āwere you trying to seduce me just now?ā he asked casually.
you said nothing, stubbornly pretending to be absorbed in the movie, but your silence gave you away. kaiserās grin only grew.
he didnāt need an answer.
after all, with your heartbeat drumming so wildly against his chest, you might as well have been shouting it.
šššššššš šššš
you sipped leisurely on the caramel latte youād just bought, settling into an empty table while waiting for nagi to pick up his order. just as you leaned down for another sip, you were startled by a sudden presence at your back.Ā
without asking, nagi leaned down over your shoulder and stole a sip from your straw, his half-lidded eyes locking onto yours as he did.
ās-seishiro!ā you yelped, snatching your cup away from his mouth. warmth bloomed across the apples of your cheeks as you stared embarrassedly at the straw where nagiās lips had lingered a few seconds ago.Ā
does he not realize you two had just indirectly kissed?!
āmm,ā he hummed lowily, licking his lips. ātastes like strawberry.ā
you blinked at him in confusion. as he slumped iinto the seat across from yours, you furrowed your brows and held your drink protectively. āiā¦Ā donāt know what youāre talking about. itās caramel-flavoured.ā
āhuhā¦?ā nagi tilted his head, propping his chin on his palm, gazing at you as if you werenāt the one making sense. āi wasnāt talking about the drink. i meant you taste like strawberry.ā
oh.Ā
your brain short-circuited. it hit you belatedlyā you had applied strawberry-scented lip gloss before coming here. and now you could see the faint sheen left on his lips from the gloss residue on the straw.Ā
before you could recover, you noticed nagi wasnāt looking at you directly, but at your lips. your heart was betraying you, thumping in a pace that wouldnāt be normal for someone supposedly just sharing a drink with a friend.Ā
why was he looking at your lips?? no, worse, why were you looking at his??
you thought you caught the ghost of a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, but you didnāt stick around to confirm it. you stood abruptly from your seat.
āiām going to quickly grab a new straw, iāll be right baāā before you could escape, nagiās hand firmly caught your wrist, preventing you from leaving.
ādonāt,ā he said simply, shrugging like it was no big deal. ālineās too long.āĀ
that was a half-assed excuse and he knows itā you could easily ask for a straw at the counter.
ābesides,ā he added with a lazy blink, āitās not that big of a deal.ā
you hesitated before sinking back into your seat. ā...okay⦠i guess.ā your gaze drifted to the top of the straw, glossy with a shine you hadnāt cared about a minute ago, but now couldnāt stop noticing.
indirect kiss, indirect kiss, indirect kiss.
nagi leaned back in his chair, a little smile on his lips as he watched you bring the straw back into your mouth.
and despite your brain screaming otherwise, you took another sip.
āiām highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants youā
synopsis : When heās such a sweet boy in the inside, tolerating unwanted touches isnāt in his capacities : especially if itās on you.
pairing : Isagi Yoichi x fem!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : Fluff (passing notes ā your notes are in blue, Isagiās are black) & jealousy themes
author-note : Hi ! I wrote this quickly between two breaks of study-sessions (I started my 2nd semester in med, wish me luck) just to keep my account alive. Iām currently writing for Kaiser, so stay alerted, iāll probably release it next week š Iām also changing my blog a bit (masterlists, mainly, to be easier to navigate through). This concept is still not mine, but @azullumiās ! Hope yāall like it anyway, i apologize for the grammar mistakes, iām planning on correcting it when I have some free time. Take care of yourselves <3
synopsis : you two often argue, but itāll never tear you apart; even if you have to apologize in the middle of class.
pairing : Rin Itoshi x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : Fluff (passing notes ā your notes are in blue, Rinās are black)
author-note : Hi!! I finished my first semester in med, so Iām now in vacations :) I wanna thank @azullumi for allowing me to use their concept <3 Iām sooo excited to finally write again after all this time, and for Rin, on top of that <3 Reblogs and comments are highly appreciated :) I also want to write a royalty!au with Rin and Sae fighting for the reader, a sort of alternative endings, but Iām not sure if yāall would appreciate it sooo let me know!! take care of yourselves ā”
hello hello! i'm really fan of your work and i'ld like to know if you could make rin boyfriend headcanons please? thanks in advance! :) bisous de france and don't forget to take care of yourself <3!!
āHe looks up grinning like a devilā
synopsis : Rin Itoshi thought he wasnāt ready for love, ever. Until he met you. And now; his heart isnāt really his anymore.
pairing : Itoshi Rin x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : none, just some fluff, some suggestive mentions - (just some kisses) but nothing really developed nor important here (kind of enemies to lovers at first, tho)
RIN ITOSHI was an actor. Always playing the rude, cold guy. The emotionless, indifferent man who was in fact a broken little boy inside. He was a huge liar. Constantly putting a facade between him and other people. Maybe it was a shield, not to be hurt again. Maybe it was a weapon, not to be approached again. He was lonely. And he knew it very well, deep inside of his slewed heart. But wasn't solitude better than suffering? So he sticked around his old mentra. He had other things to attend to, to think of.
RIN ITOSHI despised you. No- he hated you, with all his guts. You were so annoying; always talking to his teammates, laughing with them as you brought water bottles so they could drink. Could you just do your job without talking for once ? When Ego announced you were going to replace Anri for a few weeks, because she was severely ill, he swore he was going to jump out of the window. It couldāve been anyone else - but no, Ego chose you, you out of all the qualified, useful, and actually smart people out there who wanted the job. Why ? He wasnāt the type to complain, he couldnāt care less, but just seeing you on the field made him feel a boiling anger deep in his stomach, and you felt it the first time you laid your eyes upon him.
"You got a staring problem, perhaps ?", you asked, raising an eyebrow at his staring. He looked so fucking irritating, his cold and condescending gaze fixed on you. Your tone betrayed your harsh thoughts.
"No. Just wondering why you look so boring and annoying even though Iāve never talked to you.", he answered, with a mocking tone - still, his face remained neutral, judgmental even. You scoffed.
"The feelingās mutual."
Since that day, you two argued with each other constantly. His teammates never seemed to understand why; and Rin was too busy thinking about what comebacks he could said to your petty insults to actually explain them why you were so.. frustrating. He couldnāt understand it either. But seeing your shocked face, your scoffs and your protests, your upset behavior tainted by a sharp words just brought something new in him, something he couldnāt explain with proper words. Joy maybe ? It was fun to tease you. And it was also easy, too.
RIN ITOSHI, in all honesty, took a liking in this little game. He wouldnāt admit it, though. So, when the day came when you stopped answering his bittersweet notes and decided to ignore him, he felt strange. Weird. Why ? Wasnāt it the whole point ? Bore you until you stop to annoy him ? Why was he missing your plain, insignificant comebacks ? Your rude attitude towards him ? And now he was jealous. Jealous to see that his fellow teammates had all your attention. He wanted your attention all to himself. Because what Rin Itoshi wants, Rin Itoshi gets. And there was no way you were going to ignore him longer. He couldnāt bear it.
RIN ITOSHI decided - by his own chef - that it was enough. You were surprised, to say the least, to see Rin in front of you, completely silent, looking at you dead in the eye. You frowned, taking a step back. (Definitely not scared because he was creepy)
"Okay⦠I donāt think that staring is your only problem, I guess.. Can you-"
"Can you shut up, for once ? I need you for something.", he cut you before you could even finish, and you rolled your eyes. So ignoring him didnāt solve the whole thing.
"So now, you need help ?", you added, amused, "I thought you were a big boy that didnāt need the help of a "unqualified, dumb, assistant","
"Iāve changed my mind. Do you want to be the one to blame if we lose the next game ?"
You werenāt paid enough for this job. So you just sighed, accepting your defeat and your fate. Without further discussion, he dragged you to the gym. And thatās when the whole, well, quite unusual tradition took place at first.
RIN ITOSHI apologized. For his rude behavior, for his sharp words, while he was training in the gym - as you were watching his progression, of course. Every day, you were at the same hour at this exact spot in the gym, talking to Rin as he was training his already sculpted body. He was still teasing you, but this deep boiling anger in his stomach became, day by day, more.. pleasant. Until the day Isagi walked in, interrupting your little chat, and winked at him, murmuring in his ear to "make a move". Thatās when he connected the dots. He had feelings for you.
Confessing his feelings was hard. Especially since Anri came back. You were supposed to leave in a few days, and Rin couldnāt help but feel the sting in his heart. Was he going to see you again ? He couldnāt let you go just like that. Not after what youāve did to him. So the last day, after you had greeted all his teammates, you walked out the door of the Blue Lockās building, a sigh leaving your lips. He wasnāt there. How foolish to think that maybe, your feelings were reciprocated. You walked away, until something - no, someone, grabbed your wrist. It was Rin. You turned to face him, surprised. You opened your mouth to say something-
"I like you. A lot. Fuck- No. I love you. Donāt go just yet. Please."
And how could you refuse this confession ? (You canāt anyway.)
RIN ITOSHI and you started dating after that. He was a little stiff at the beginning; the man wasnāt used to be loved nor taken care of. So you taught him. Light touches here and there; Rin was a quiet, shy, yet attentive lover. He wasnāt too fond of PDA : first, he didnāt want to include you in paparazzi issues, and second, he wasnāt completely comfortable in public in general. He would put his hand on the small of your back in a crowded street to show you the way, lock your pinkies together all the time, probably press a kiss on your hairline; but thatās all he would do in public.
"This way, love. Careful, we donāt want you to get lost, do we ?"
RIN ITOSHI, in private, is a touch-starved, self-deprived boy who needs your whole attention and affection. Please, cuddle him. Let him be the little spoon, and he would absolutely melt. Heās putty in your hands as soon as you reach for him. Lay down on the couch, with him resting on your chest, your heartbeat lulling him to sleep as you fingers play gently with his hair, softly scratching his scalp just like he likes it. If you stop, he will wake-up in no time; glaring at you with a slight pout on his lips.
"I didnāt know I asked you to stop."
"My hand hurts, Rin."
"Bold of you to assume that I care."
"Please ? Just for 5 minutes.", he added in a whisper after some seconds, practically begging for your touch. His sudden change of attitude caused you to chuckle.
RIN ITOSHI absolutely dies for your kisses. He lives for them, okay ? Your plush lips pressed against his, with you sitting on his lap as his hands traveled to the back of your thighs, holding you in place. One arm around his neck, the other hand supporting yourself by grabbing his shoulder, he swears he could spent hours just making out with you. His tongue buried down your throat, bodies grinding and pressed against each otherās as you both let your eager lips devour your love.
RIN ITOSHI who kisses your insecurities away (literally). He knows exactly what it feels like to have insecurities and to be misunderstood about them, so donāt worry (heās definitely an overthinker too.) Youāre not going to be insecure on his watch. He would reassure you all the time, taking his precious time whispering sweet nothings in your ear, hyping you up. He wants you to be the most comfortable possible around him. Communication is the main key in your relationship. He took some time to finally let down his walls, so he intends you to do the same : without any pressure, of course. You can trust him, he can trust you. You both rely on each otherās back, and you can always count on him for anything. Heās not a man of many words, but for you, he would make an effort.
"Shh, darling. Come on, look at me, please,", he gently tilted your chin up for you to look at him, "dry those tears, my love. Iāve never met someone as strong, as beautiful and as courageous as you. If only you could see yourself with my eyes.. Donāt listen to them. Theyāre just jealous of you. Honestly, they should be jealous of me. After all, what did I do to deserve an angel like you ?"
RIN ITOSHI was an actor. Always playing the rude, cold guy. The emotionless, indifferent man who was in fact a broken little boy inside. He was a huge liar. And perhaps you could heal the broken inner-child that still suffer in silence today. But with certainty, with you, behind closed doors, maybe- maybe, for you, he could grow into a whole different person.
"I think that.. I think that I like the person I am when Iām with you. Does it make sense ? Yeah. You bring a side of me that I donāt want to let go. I think itās a soulmate thing, donāt you think so ?"
synopsis : "A lie can destroy a relationship in a second", theyāve said. Isagi would be the first to agree, if he wasnāt lying to you so frequently.
pairing : Isagi Yoichi x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : Fluff (mentions of reader wearing a dress, no she/her pronouns though)
word count : 3.8k
author-note : Hi !! Itās been a while I havenāt written for my favorite š«¶š» I came back from my vacations in Austria (itās probably the prettiest country I have ever visited, by the way) and Iām glad to write for yāall again ! Thank you for all your likes and reblogs on my last post, I was very touched :( <3 Not proofread, Iāve been writing this while my car was getting fixed š Reblogs are very appreciated !! Anyways, take care of yourselves ā”
ISAGI YOICHIās parents had always told him not to lie. And when he was a kid, he agreed; lying was a bad thing. "It could hurt people around you," his mum said once. While growing-up, he obviously disobeyed, and lied; but he tried to stick to this old mantra of his, avoiding it at all costs. Telling the truth was far more beneficial, after all. Lying would only lead to complications, fights, and an overall loss of trust. And he didnāt want that, of course. Nobody would.
When ISAGI YOICHI and you got together, he quickly became a version of himself he feared to be, a version of himself he promised to stay away from. It was surprising how easily he was lying to you, and how trustful you were, believing everything heād say. It was utterly frustrating ā not because of you being too credulous about his words ā but because he wasnāt feeling any guilt at all. Why ? Since lying turned into the most beneficial, advantageous and the quickest way to obtain what he wanted. People canāt be hurt about things they arenāt aware of, right ?
ISAGI YOICHI started his scheming with the weather. At first, he tried to convince himself it wasnāt too perverse, but he quickly realized it was. When you asked him to check the weather to see if it was hot enough outside this evening to wear a dress for your date, he replied yes without even looking. He knew itāll be chilly when youāll both get out of the restaurant. But he lied.
You shivered when the breeze hit the bare skin of your arms, goosebumps forming immediately after Isagi opened the door of the restaurant for you to walk out. You turned to look at him.
"Itās colder than what I expected. You said it would be hot, right ?"
Isagi approached you, a frown displayed on his features ā he delicately ran his hand on your arm, feeling the soft skin under his palms.
"Yeah, I thought so too. The weather appās forecasts were wrong, I guess."
You sighed, and at this very moment, he knew you had believed him. He smiled to himself, and took off his coat, draping you with it.
"Here. I wouldnāt want you to catch a cold, would I, baby ?"
You hummed softly, thanking him; he even got a kiss from you as a reward for his kindness. Well, now, he could see you in his clothes and in a dress at the same time, which was definitely a success. He didnāt even have to ask you to wear his stuff anymore ā everything was already planned, even when you were coming over.
"I was sure I left one of my shirts in your drawer, though."
"Itās not a big deal, babe. I have plenty I can lend you."
And now he had you, in his bed, curled up against him while you were both watching a movie, wearing his shirt. What you obviously didnāt know, was that you did have a shirt in his drawer. Such a coincidence it was under all of hisā¦
ISAGI YOICHIās lies didnāt stop at the weather. No, now that he was assured you believed him, he could continue his shenanigans without the fear of getting caught. You are going to eat something warm ? Wait ! You shouldnāt, you could singe your tongue. Let him take the first bite first, just to make sure itās riskless for you to eat.
"Can I taste it ?"
"You already took a bite earlier," You replied with a lifted eye-brow, perplexed by his demand.
"Yeah, but I didnāt really enjoy the taste, you know. I was too busy wondering if itād burn you."
"Fine. But donāt take a big bite, Iām still hungry."
"Of course, darling. Iād never."
He carefully took a bite of your food, with your fork ā or chopsticks, depending on the plate ā humming as he felt the sweet savour you were experiencing just before on his own tongue.
"Itās not bad."
"Right ? I love it."
He killed two birds with the same stone. Sure, he appreciated to eat, but it was irrelevant here. He ate from the same fork as you ā so you two kissed indirectly. He was a bit ashamed to lie about not remembering the taste of your food. He did, but he wanted to kiss you. But who could blame him ? He just wanted to be as close as possible with you, and he couldnāt touch you directly all the time. It was a tad embarrassing to ask for kisses, too.
ISAGI YOICHI also helps you when you want to wear several necklaces at the same time. Itās plain frustrating when you try to fasten them without tying a chain to the wrong one. But donāt worry, Isagi has your back. He wouldnāt let you struggle by yourself when he has the opportunity to do it for you.
"Theyāre tangled, darling."
"They are ? I swear to godā", you groaned, ready to fight with the pendants around your neck.
"Turn around for me," He told you, and you did. Of course. He brushed your hair to the side, allowing himself to look at the ties of the necklaces. They werenāt tangled at all. But it wouldnāt be fun if they werenāt. He removed each one of your perfectly tied chains, before carefully fastening them again ā his hands lingering on your skin longer than necessary.
"Here you go, babe," He finally muttered, his arms wrapping around your waist from behind, pressing a gentle kiss to your shoulder, earning a smile from you. His favorite reward.
synopsis : Rin begged Ego to let you assist to one of his training games. But he wasnāt quite fond of your interactions with a certain player..
pairing : Rin Itoshi x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : A mix of fluff and comfort, with the slightest bit of angst (jealousy themes, possessiveness)
word count : 2700~ words
author-note : Hi !!! It's been so long, I missed writing so much... I finally passed my final exams, and I'm now in vacations; Iām going to Austria today. My blog is like- a blue lock obsession at this point lmao but ngl i like it that way. Btw, Iāve seen the movie and I'm just plain disappointed ? It was short asf, and the animation... well, we don't wanna talk about it. Reblogs and comments are highly appreciated :) sorry if itās bad btw !! Anyway, take care of yourself ā”
A rare, smug smile appeared on RIN ITOSHIās lips; a smile that immediately triggered his teammates, who looked at each other, dumbfounded. They werenāt used to observe him with such an expression written on his usual stern features; as soon as he left the locker rooms, whispers emerged in the sweaty air, begging for an explanation.
"No way he did," Isagi contested with a frown and a disapproving tone, much to Bachiraās dismay.
"Iāve seen it with my eyes," The other retorqued, "Believe me. He smiled, dude. Iāve never seen him smile before."
"Weāre gonna get fired from Blue Lock. I swearā he wouldnāt be happy if it wasnāt terrible. Heās a sadist."
"No worries, my dear Isagi. Weāre going to elucidate this mystery together," Bachira replied with a proud smirk of his own; Isagi sighed at his friendās antics.
"Maybe itās personal."
"Itās never personal enough for us not to be nosy !" The dual-haired boy nearly gasped, "Our duo is unstoppable."
With more or less desire to intrude Rinās life, Isagi joined Bachira into a rather quick ā and disappointing ā mission, to solve the mystery around the cold-hearted guyās smile, a smile they had the chance to witness.
"Ah. Itoshi asked Ego to let his partner see the next training game. I didnāt know he would be this enthusiastic once Ego accepted."
Anriās revelation shouldāve been a relief for the two men ā they wouldnāt be expelled of the program. Thus, Isagi had been surprised and confused when he noticed Bachiraās quiet attitude.
"Arenāt you supposed to be delighted you discovered the truth ?", The raven-haired boy asked, curious, as they walked in the corridor to join their rooms again.
"I didnāt even have time to feel the thrill of the investigation," the other whined.
"At least we know he has a partner. Itās⦠letās just say itās surprising someone like him could ever get someone."
"Someone like me ?"
The sudden third voice scared the two men off, and they jumped. Of course, it was Rin. Always there at the worst moment. Isagi gulped.
"H-Hey, I didnāt mean it like thatā"
"What Isagi was trying to say, is that weāre not picturing you as the lovey-dovey type of guy, you know ? Not a good boyfriend or something."
If Isagi could facepalm right now, he would, "Thank you for your help, Bachira, itās even worse now", he replied in a murmur.
"Who said I couldnāt be the "lovey-dovey type of guy" ?", Rin huffed in his usual cold tone, "and a good boyfriend ?"
"Everyone," the two others responded at the same time. Rin rolled his eyes in annoyance.
"So, yāall just sat down and talk about who could be a good partner or not ? Thatās probably why youāre still fucking losers at soccer."
Bachira held Isagi back, amused by his eagerness to show Rin "whoās the real loser between them". Rin walked away confidently, and above all, enlivened by Egoās answer. He would be lying if he said he wasnāt looking forward to it, the butterflies already flying eagerly in his stomach in anticipation.
RIN ITOSHIās belly butterflies died in an instant. It wasnāt fair. At all. He had been longing for you since weeks now, months even; he negotiated with Ego for who-knows-long, trying to find a way to make you come to a training game of his ā so that he wouldnāt have to search for you in a huge crowd of exasperating, futile, and bland people. And here he was, watching you from afar talking with Isagi Yoichi. He cursed under his breath. This dude had nothing to do with you. He was nothing compared to Rin; a mere guy, with limited soccer skills and knowledge and experience and ā why were you talking with him anyway ? When he was right there, waiting for you. The training have haven't even started yet, and playing with Isagi left a bitter taste in his mouth. He threw a hard glare in your direction, which you immediately noticed; you waved at him with a smile, and it nearly made him melt. It would've if he wasn't this upset in the first place. Bachira called for Isagi, and the raven-haired boy returned to the field with a smile. If he could, Rin would definitely wipe the smile off this random guy's face.
RIN ITOSHI tried not to let this affect him. But the prominent and everlasting burning sensation in his chest clouded his mind, making him loose his focus each time his eyes would fall on either Isagi, or you. And god knows how much he had missed you, how he needed to touch you now, to feel your skin just against his ā to kiss you endlessly, and his gaze softened by pure reflex as he noticed you were staring at him. He felt guilty, to entertain such hideous resentment towards you, while you were just there for him, as beautiful as the day he left you in your shared apartment to join Blue Lock again after his short break. Was he jealous? It couldn't be. Why would he be jealous of Isagi? He was better than him in everything. Atter 45 minutes, when they all got a short break from the match, Rin refused to say a word. He was always rather quiet - but now, it felt a bit weird. He just stared at Isagi with a cold gaze, and the other boy frowned. When they had to join the field again, Isagi stopped Rin, a hand laying on his shoulder.
"Hey, is everything okay? If it's about the score of earlier, I already said -"
"Look," Rin cut out quickly, his tone slowly shifting to an irritated one, "I don't want to hear your fucking voice."
Isagi's brows were now even more furrowed in confusion,
"What the.. I did nothing bad, dude. If you're upset, that's not my problem. Deal with your childish feelings alone, I don't know."
Childish feelings ? It was deeper than that. Much to Rin's own surprise, he grabbed Isagi's collar, dragging him closer with a menacing look. He didn't know, did he ? How much Rin loved you, how much he required your whole attention. Maybe it was childish indeed, selfish even, to desire to be your whole world. The only one you would ever think about. If he could make you his forever, he would; and at the same time, you had every right to talk to other people, be friends with anyone, you were free after all. But that wouldnāt rub out the aching feeling in his heart, seeing you smile with someone else, having a good time with someone who wasnāt him. Maybe because in the very end, he was scared of losing you. Of you, finally realizing you deserved far better than what he could give you. He was distant, sometimes. He hurt you too much, argued with you on futile things, left for Blue Lock for months, he was a huge mess, and still, you wanted him. It was a mystery for Rin, but he wouldnāt ever complain. He was too engrossed in your love and affection, and somehow, even if he knew it was fundamentally wrong, heād never wish for you to realize what you truly deserved. Because it wasnāt him. And he couldnāt bare to see you enjoying your life with someone else other than him.
"Iām going to end your pathetic and meaningless existence so quickly you wonāt have time to take another breath," Rin spat sharply, "Iāll politely advice you not to approach them ever again ā donāt want your disgusting germs to infect them, understood ?"
With these words, Rin yanked him away and joined the field, leaving a widened-eyed Isagi behind him. As soon as the game ended, the whole Blue Lock team began gathering their water bottles, heading to the locker rooms. Rin stayed behind, since he wanted to spend some time with you before your departure. When you both were finally alone, you walked down the stairs, and Rin immediately engulfed you in his arms. One hand was grabbing your side, the other resting on the back of your head, pulling you close. He sighed, inhaling your familiar perfume ā it was his favorite, the one he gifted you recently ā and pressed a delicate kiss to the crown of your head.
"I missed you so much," He declared, or more precisely, complained, and you chuckled, embracing him just as tightly.
"And I missed you even more," you responded, loosening your embrace to look at him. He could die for this fond look in the depths of your irises. You didnāt have to ask; his hands reached for your cheeks, tilting your head backwards to kiss you gently, yet, eagerly, a pleading for your tenderness. You kissed him back, amused by his move. He was usually the reserved type, especially in public ā even if the whole stadium was empty now. Your lips parted to welcome his tongue inside, deepening the kiss even more, a slow dance mimicking his need for you. He kissed your forehead softly when you two broke away from one another.
"What happened earlier ? With Isagi. I thought you were gonna fight."
The question tensed him. Of course you had to bring it up. He stroked your cheek delicately, as if youād shatter if he wasnāt careful enough.
"Nothing, love, donāt worry. I was justā"
"He told me about it, Rin."
You cut him, and he winced. Ah. That was a problem. He swore he discerned a tint of disappointment in your eyes, but it faded away too rapidly for him to search for it again.
"I thought we said no lies between us."
"I know, darling", he could only mutter. You gently took his wrists, then his hands, intertwining your fingers together.
"Am I not reassuring you enough, Rin ? I wonāt ever leave you. Especially not for a guy I just met. You know that."
"More than enough," the memory of your smile and laugh when Isagi cracked a joke made him sigh, "itās hard to believe sometimes. Thatās all."
You nodded; with his lack of self-esteem, how was he supposed to believe you, anyway ? It was a constant fight against the insecurities crawling in the pit of his soul, however, you would never let them win. He suffered enough alone, now that you were there with him, youād be in the frontlines.
"But itās still true. Iām lucky to have you, Rin. Maybe one day youād finally recognize that."
At this moment, he wanted to tell you he was lucky to have you, but he didnāt dare, especially not when he saw you reaching for him again, your arms around his neck. He let himself drown in your arms and comfort, soothed by your heartbeat ā at this very precise instant, he swore his heart was beating for you. And if you wanted it on a silver plate, heād gladly do so.
"Iām sure his joke wasnāt even that funny."
You chuckled, "maybe not better than yours, I must admit."
Not far away, two boys were spying on the scene; their investigation had been more successful than what they ever hoped for, "maybe heās not that bad, after all."
"I thought he was going to choke me to death."
"Oh, he could."
RIN ITOSHI was a possessive man. Somewhere, he wanted you to rely on him, and him only ā to be the only source of your happiness. He never had something to call his; you were the first. And he fully intended you to be the last.
That part 2 was SO GOOD!!! Thank you for writing both parts! I know itās a lot of work and you definitely didnāt have to do that! So Iām very appreciative!
Thank you so much !! š
I was a bit anxious to write it ngl, I thought itād be bad and I didnāt want to disappoint everyone, so Iām happy to see that you liked it š
Hey, could you make a part two of how the Blue Lock boys make up for the forgotten date? (Nagi,Isagi,Bachira) š·
āif you'd have been the oneā
synopsis : Life is sometimes difficult, keeping them busy and away from you; until it turned to take you away from them.
pairing : Isagi Yoichi, Nagi Seishiro, Bachira Meguru x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : Alternative endings (angst or fluff/comfort)
word count : 4.3k
author-note : Hi !! Iām so happy yāall liked this, so I decided to write a part II. Some wanted angst, others comfort, so I did both in order to please everyone :) The part I is here ! Thanks for all your kindness, Iām overjoyed to see so much attention on my writings š I hope youāll like it !! take care of yourself ā”
ISAGI YOICHIās eyes widened when he saw your text, after the game. He knew he fucked-up the instant he stepped inside the soccer field, already regretting his decision. He won, but the stadium applause sounded like an awful ringtone that woke him up to reality, a shrill noise crashing his organs and piercing his ears. His heart was racing; not because of the victory, but because of the apprehension. The fear. The panic, that perhaps, he had lost you. But you wouldnāt leave him, right ? Everybody make errors. You would forgive him, no need to stress. At least, thatās what he was trying to convince himself. But in the depths of his own mind, he wasnāt this confident. He took his phone, excusing himself from his teammates that were celebrating, and isolated himself in the corridor. He tried to call, but you refused it twice. He groaned, his hands shaking, trying to tap a text quickly.
22:49p.m. | y/n ā” : guess you made your choice then.
- read at 00:24a.m.
00:24a.m. | yoichi ā” : honey please just accept the call
i know I fucked up, Iām sorry
i shouldnāt have done that
- read at 00:33a.m.
00:34a.m. | yoichi ā” : i know you donāt want to talk to me right now
Iām coming over
- read at 00:38a.m.
00:39a.m. | y/n ā” : gosh, how savvy and perspicacious of you.
- read at 00:39a.m.
00:40a.m. | yoichi ā” : here in two minutes
- read at 00:41a.m.
You turned off your phone, completely mad. You clearly didnāt want to talk to him right now, especially this late. He couldnāt care less about you when he was playing on the field; and now, surprisingly, he knew that he fucked up and he regretted it ? Please. You decided to spend the night elsewhere, at your parents, since they were the only ones responding in the middle of the night - they were probably watching a movie at home and were a bit surprised to see you texting them a "hey, can I come over ? got an issue at home" text out-of-the-blue. As you exited your bedroom with a bag filled with spare clothes, youāre met by a raven-haired man, panting, still in his blue jersey, preventing you from leaving the house. He grabbed your waist when you tried to walk past him.
"Isagi, let me go."
"Love, listen. What I did was selfish, I know, it was a terrible mistake."
"So tell me, Isagi, when did you feel regret ? When you stood me up or when I texted you back, making it clear that I was upset ?"
"Actually, from the very first moment my foot landed on the field. But that doesnāt change anything, itās still shitty of me, and i-"
"But it changes everything, in fact. So, you couldāve turned around. You couldāve joined me at this restaurant, like you promised me, no ? But you didnāt. So you just lied right in front of my face. How bold of you."
He felt like suffocating. You were right. He shouldāve refused to play the match, even if there were the most talented players in the world; because you were his lover, goddamnit. He knew you were insecure, because he was rather absent, and he shouldāve came to the date he promised to take you to. He was busy with Blue Lock, neglecting you in the process and not setting aside enough time to reassure you like he was supposed to. He wanted you to slap him, to punch him, as hard as you could; he wanted to suffer physically. It was easier to bear physical pain than to handle the mental distress he was in.
"But no, my sweet boyfriend Isagi Yoichi decided to stood me up to play some random game as if heās not always away from me all the damn time."
"I donāt know why I did that, honestly. It was stupid, and Iām deeply sorry. You know that I love you a lot, right ? Youāre the most important thing in my life, and I donāt want to loose you because Iām too immature to think before I-"
"Am I even enough for you ?"
You were losing patience, your tone now sharp, trying to bite away the tears from falling.
"Obviously you are, darling. You are more than enough, and you deserve so much better than me."
He hurried to say, his hands coming to your cheeks, gently stroking them with his thumbs. The concerned look on his face grew rapidly in a desperate, frightened one.
"That doesnāt feel like it. If it was the case, youād have turned around. Soccer had always been your main interest, and Iāve always been the second. I donāt want to be with a guy that prefers a sport to his own partner."
ISAGI YOICHI had never experienced so much fear in a lapse of time this short. His heart skipped multiple beats - maybe it stopped completely, heavy. He heard the blood rushing in his veins, in his ears, as if the pulsations were the applause of a whole stadium; it was deafening. His breath hitched, goosebumps painting themselves on his clothed arms. Donāt go.
The choice was all yours, now.
ā³ Your mind kept telling you that he wasnāt feeling any regret, that he wasnāt really sorry. If this situation presented itself again, he would pick the same decision, leaving you alone, completely by yourself in this stupid restaurant, below the pitiful looks of the waiters, probably whispering at each other who could even stood you up like that. He put distance in your relationship since weeks, months even, ghosting you when he was too tired to send you at least one text to let you know that he loved you still. Regardless of his lack of attention towards you, he wasnāt even capable of respecting his own promises, as he might prefer to play soccer with his friends as usual. And you were just there, always waiting for him, in every situation, waiting for him to come home with a warm smile and a good dinner, sharing kisses, hugs and cuddles on the couch, disappointed when he was reminding you that heād be gone again in two or three days to return to Blue Lock. You were tired of it. It wasnāt even a relationship at this point.
"Iām not a toy you can play with for some time and then abandon like itās nothing. My patience is not infinite."
"I never said that. It was an opportunity I couldnāt miss, and I wasnāt enough thoughtful to realize about the consequences of my actions. I just hope you can forgive me for it."
You pushed his wrists away from your face, glaring at him coldly, not wanting to cry for him. You took your bag and walked past him successfully this time, opening the door without giving him a single glance; just stopping in your tracks as you reached the doorknob.
"Goodbye, Isagi. I hope youāll become the player you desired to be for so long."
You were his motivation, the person he wanted to make proud, the person he wanted to impress when showing his new capacities and his strength. The person he wanted to come home to, everyday, as lovesick as the day before. But now, the tears were flowing silently on his cheeks, as he couldnāt process what he saw. You, closing the door behind yourself, leaving him without any chance of coming back. Because you sincerely realize how much you love someone when you actually lose them.
ā³ You tried to push him away, in a faint attempt to show how much you hated him right now. But he just stared at you, his gaze never fading, and he tilted your chin up with his hand. The other went straight to your waist, pressing you against him. Your eyes and his met; and you swore youāve never saw a fonder look in your entire life. Orbs filled with pure love and softness, enamoured unpronounceable words, a silent plea begging your forgiveness. He leaned and kissed you gently, carefully. When he finally broke the kiss, he took your hand in his and intertwined your fingers together, pressing multiple kisses on the back of your hand without breaking the eye contact you both were sharing.
"You deserve someone better, honey. And I want- no, I will become this someone, that will love you properly. I promise you this - and if I break this promise, I swear, you can kill me however you like, itās up to you."
You bit back a chuckle, amused by his words; but on the depths of your heart, you were fully aware that he was genuine.
"Iāll never disappoint you again. Youāre the love of my life, I couldnāt handle loosing you. Iām sorry for what I did, again. Iām an asshole. Really."
He kissed your forehead with so much tenderness, a tenderness you missed during his long absence. He peppered kisses on your face, his grip on your waist tightening, as if you were going to slip away from him. He whispered something else, not daring to break the eye-contact,
"Iād rather watch the whole world burn and experience an endless suffering that having you leaving me for good."
NAGI SEISHIRO tried everything. After multiple unanswered calls and messages left on āseenā, he noticed that youāve blocked him. He sighed, staring at his ceiling. Was it the end ? He tried to forget you, he really did. He tried to convince himself that you werenāt this important. He tried to wake-up each morning without searching for you underneath the sheets, only to find a cold bed next to him. Occupying his thoughts with games, movies, series, even soccer, wasnāt enough anymore. He needed you in his arms, and he was willing to do every single thing imaginable to get you back.
You were at one of your friendās apartment, enjoying some time with her watching your favorite series. She left the couch to get you a drink, mumbling a quick "pause the episode, I donāt wanna miss it" before hurrying to the kitchen. You smiled, and did as she asked; until you heard a knock on the door. You frowned.
"You ordered take-out ?", you called your friend from the couch, questionably.
"Nah, I didnāt. Told you we were going to one of my friendsā restaurant this evening."
She came back from the kitchen, two glasses filled in her hands, her brows furrowed. She put them on the table, glancing at the door.
"Who is it then ?"
"Donāt know. Wait, be right back.", she quickly turned around, walking towards the door, and opening it slightly. Her face went blank in approximately 2 seconds, and she gulped.
"Um.. Well, thatās awkward."
You couldnāt hear correctly what your friend said to the stranger; you could only hear a low voice, that sounded awfully familiar. So, you decided to get up, trying to get a peek of the tall figure standing in the corridor.
Your eyes widened.
The series was long forgotten on the screen, the voices echoing between the walls, as you stared, dumbfounded, at him.
Seishiro.
Your friend shifted uncomfortably, deciding to leave you both alone for some privacy as she promptly went to her room. You didnāt know what to say. What to think. But the dark bags under his eyes, that looked stern and empty, his hair even more messy than before, gave you relatively an idea of how the two passed weeks had been for him.
"What are you even doing here, Nagi ?"
Ouch. The use of his name instead of his first name was abysmal; but a relieved sigh escaped from his lips. Finally. Your voice. It sounded so much better than your voicemail, that he had listened every night after you left him in your shared apartment.
"Iām sorry. I- Iām really, fucking sorry for what I did. I miss you, Y/N. I canāt-"
"Nagi, stop. I canāt do this right now."
You cut him instantly, trying to close the door. Well, trying, because he refrained you from doing so, laying his whole strength on the door to keep you from leaving him again.
"Please, Y/N, at least, hear me out."
His voice was pleading, begging even; as much as your heart broke with his wobbly words, you didnāt know what to think, what to say. You bit your inside cheek, wondering what to do, now that he was so close to you, after all this time.
NAGI SEISHIRO looked at you dead in the eye, his own blackish orbs watering at the sight of your frame standing in front of him. His hand wandered to your cheek, his fingertips almost grazing your smooth skin that he missed so bad, as if you were made of real porcelain. Porcelain that heād break with only one feather touch. So he held back.
"I missed you so much," his voice broke, approaching you hesitantly. "So fucking much. Iām sorry for neglecting you and taking you for granted all the time, Iām sorry I didnāt give you the attention you deserved, the attention you needed. I need you to come back to me. I canāt live without you, baby."
Forgiving him was a tough choice. Your heart was aching at the sight of tears rolling down his cheeks. Youāve never seen Nagi cry before, at least, not cries of pain. But he hurt you, he really did. These two weeks were just obnoxious to him, but they were worse to you. Seeing his texts, his calls, deciding to block him anyway - it was laborious, to say the least, because your feelings for him were still there, haunting your mind constantly, day and night.
The choice was all yours, now.
ā³ How could you just forgive him like that ? After all he did ? Sure, you meant a lot to him, but did you mean more than anything else ? You were always second, never the first, and it became clearer each day that passed that you werenāt as important as you thought you would be for him. He didnāt even made time for you in his oh-so-important schedule, focusing on soccer and his fucking games, hanging out with his friends who knows where, instead of you. He chose it. It wasnāt random. You werenāt his priority at all. Sitting patiently on the couch, staring at the door with this constant lovesick gaze, waiting for him to return to finally go on your well promised date. But he never returned. And you werenāt going to return either. It was enough.
"You know what ? You were the first thing in my mind, everyday. You always have been the first person I was thinking of in whatever situation I was in. The only voice I wanted to hear, the only person I wanted to see, the only gaze I wanted to get lost in - now donāt tell me you feel the same."
"I do-", but you immediately cut him off, anger taking the best of you.
"Youāre a freaking liar. Whatās the next step, uh ? Youāre going to promise me youāve changed ? You think Iām stupid or something ? Iām not naive, Nagi, Iāve never been your priority and Iāll never be."
"You donāt understand, Y/N. Iāve been busy, youāre right, but give me a second chance. I promi- Iāll not make the same mistake again, thatās for sure. I realized that you were extremely important to me, more important that Iād like to admit actually, I canāt bear seeing you without me at your side, it just hurts too much. Iām just asking for a second chance."
"As much as it hurts to say, itās over. Iām not going to give you a second chance when I knew damn well that itāll not change anything. If you needed time to process your love for me, Iām definitely going to give you time to process it even more."
His eyes widened when he saw you slowly closing the door, in a faint attempt of ending the discussion.
"No, wait, I beg-"
"Move on. It wonāt be so difficult anyway, spend some time with your friends and your games, youāll soon forget about me."
He was now staring at the wooden door of the apartment, tears streaming down his features. He lost you for good this time. And he finally understood how it felt to receive the same treatment that he gave you; to be abandoned by your lover when you needed them the most.
ā³ Seeing him in tears didnāt really help your case. Your heart burnt, and you soon felt yourself tearing up, your vision blurred. You let out a broken sob, to which he responded with a call of your name - desperate, probably as broken as your cries - and he embraced you tightly, his nose nuzzling on your neck, sighing when he finally touched you, melting in the loveable hold he wished to feel again. He kept repeating the same apologies, the same confessions of love, hoping itād soothe your tears.
"I donāt want to hurt you ever again," he mumbled, stroking the back of your hair gently, "Iāll never hurt you ever again.", he assured with a shaky voice.
He kissed your temple softly, still holding you close to him, your head resting on his chest.
"Itāll be the last time Iāll ever put something above you. Youāre the most important thing to me - I canāt live without your presence near me all the time. Iām sorry I just realized that I needed to tell you this now. I shouldāve known you deserved to hear it properly,"
"Youāll be my highest priority from now on, as it shouldāve been from the very beginning, angel."
BACHIRA MEGURU was anxious. At first, he decided to give you space. He hated arguments with you, always trying to avoid them, and he thought that distancing himself might help the situation. Spoiler alert, it didnāt. Sweaty palms grabbing his phone, and immediately turning it off, utterly incompetent. He didnāt want to argue, to entertain a conflict with you; he prefered your smiles and your soft giggles in tickle fights. He missed them. The sound of your hard laughs, the look of your teasing grins. However, he couldnāt bring himself to text you, nor to call you, afraid that youād pronounce a dry "itās over". He couldnāt handle the pain, and avoiding it wasnāt the best idea to fix the issue. Meanwhile, it had been 3 weeks, you were now nearly convinced that your relationship with him had come to an end. No texts, no calls, no attempts to see you, you founded it weird, but you didnāt question it. It worried you a bit, yeah, but you werenāt going to chase after him if he didnāt want to talk about it. You were more hurt than worried; after all your moments together, the shared memories and the heavy feelings, he just moved on this easily ? Even though it was totally his fault ? You just scoffed when your friends asked about him, hiding your devasted state behind a mocking tone, saying it was probably over now. You waited for a message all the time, staring at the screen, angry fat tears rolling down your cheeks in frustration. What an asshole.
"You never texted them ? Bachira, are you crazy ?"
Isagi exclaimed, in utter shock. They were in his bedroom, Isagi was sitting on his bed, unable to process what Bachira just told him. The usually joyful man paced around, his face in his hands.
"I- I didnāt know what to say ! I fucked up really bad this time, I was scared of losing them."
"Man, you definitely lost them now. Itās been 3 weeks, you shouldāve said something earlier !", Isagi replied, nearly strangling himself in desbelief.
"I know. What should I do ?"
"Bachira..", he sighed, biting his lip in despair, "itās probably too late now. Theyāre most likely thinking that you donāt love them anymore or that you moved on."
"But I didnāt ?", Bachira whined when Isagi stood up and smacked his head, annoyed. Isagi mumbled something inaudible, probably about his naivety or his stupidness, again.
"But thatās what it looks like, bro. You stood them up, and they got no news from you, donāt be stupid. Everyone would think the same thing."
Bachira gulped. He was right. And without hesitation, he ran away from his home, heading towards your place, in hope you would accept his apologies. He never sprinted this fast in his entire life, his muscles burning, his ankles aching from the impact of his feet against the stiff concrete of the streets he was running in. The road seemed even longer than usual, and when he finally arrived on your doorstep, he was panting, his hands shaking as he hesitantly knocked. He felt nauseous. Emotions overwhelmed him when he finally saw your form opening the door with a worried look.
"Meguru ? What are you even doing here ?"
He immediately took you in his arms, his head buried in the crook of your neck, breathing-in your comfortable scent, relieved. You yelped in surprise, not reciprocating the hug.
"I missed you so much."
He muttered, still trying to catch his breath. You frowned, surprised by his presence.
"It had been 3 weeks, Meguru. Itās a bit late to come here."
"I know. I shouldāve come earlier. Iām so sorry, Y/N. Please, forgive me ? I promise I wonāt do it again !"
BACHIRA MEGURU didnāt want to let go of you, choosing to hold you even tighter, letting his tears soak your shirt. He couldnāt care less about crashing your bones with just arms; if it was possible, heād live in your skin. That seemed creepy, to say the least, but he enjoyed over-proximity with you, and he couldnāt bear to be apart from you anymore.
The choice was all yours, now.
ā³ After 3 weeks, seriously ? You pushed him off of you, clearly not amused by his whines. You just felt anger, disappointment, embarrassment.
"Meguru, you left me alone for 3 weeks straight, and now youāre coming unannounced as if it was actually common ?"
"You donāt understand, Y/N !! I was too anxious of your reaction after our argument. I didnāt know how to deal with the guilt I felt, I didnāt know how to apologize properly.."
"No, you donāt understand. You really think that ghosting and ignoring people as if they never existed was a solution ? I should be the one to do that, not you. Youāre always avoiding conflict and Iām so sick of it."
"I know-"
"No, you donāt !", you sneered, taking a long breath to soothe your nerves, "You never did. You havenāt remembered our anniversary - and itās not the only thing youāve forgotten along the way. You never took our conversations seriously, you never put any attention in our memories and our celebrations for them. I donāt want to be with someone whoās not even capable of being mindful of our important moments together and of our special dates. If itās not important to you, alas, it is for me. I wonāt give up another thing, especially if itās something that is dear to me."
"Itās important for me, I swear.Ā I just donāt know how to show it correctly."
"Then learn. But you can count me out."
You opened the door, leaving a broken Bachira behind, reaching after you. But you turned to stop him, giving him a quick nod, a silent no. The weak smile on your face shushed the golden-eyed boy. And he understood.
"I wish you the best, Meguru."
ā³ You bit your inside cheek. Always giving promises he couldnāt keep, with a beam and butterfly kisses. And as much as you loved him, you didnāt know if you could tolerate it again, if your heart could handle another betrayal.
"Youāre always promising the same things, but youāre never actually changing.", you argued.
"I can. I know I disappointed you, and you have every right to be upset. Iām trying my best, learning to manage my feelings and my habits is hard and tough, but Iāll do it for you. Iām really trying, Y/N,", he said, his voice breaking slightly, "Iām not used to this. Itās- youāre my first love, and I really hope youāll be my last. I donāt have any experience in terms of relationships. If dates are important to you, Iāll make all the efforts in the world to make them special and memorable. I want to grow old with you, so please, give me one last chance to prove you that Iām worth it."
You hesitated for some seconds. He wasnāt the type to lie, and right now, he sounded strangely serious. It felt out-of-character, but you needed it to actually make up a decision.
"Fine. But itās your last chance.", you finally whispered,
"Yes maāam. Trust me on this one, Iāll make you proud of my work."
He sighed, relieved, immediately peppering your face with kisses. You giggled, trying to push him away.
"Gosh, I missed this sound. Oh- and Iām taking you on a date after; thatās the least I can do. I love you to the moon and to saturn, Y/N. Thank you for everything."
hi, could i please request nagi, isagi, bachira and chigiri when they forgot a date and accidentally stood up their s/o?
āBreak me like a promiseā
synopsis : Life is sometimes difficult, keeping them busy and away from you; until it turned to take you away from them.
pairing : Nagi Seishiro, Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : angst
word count : 2000 words
author-note : Hi !! As I said before, Iāve never been aware of my requests in my ask-box so here I am writing them 1 year after theyāve been given š Sorry for the long wait, hope you still like it :) Took me a lot of time to write for my food wars ask so writing for this one was not my priority at first š If you want a part 2, Iāll gladly do it š«¶š» Iāll do Chigiri in another post !! take care of yourself ā”
ISAGI YOICHI was, once again, lost in his thoughts. Soccer was keeping him busier than heād like admit, sometimes leading to ghosting you for one day or two - but it was rare, fortunately for you. He was the sweetest, really. He couldnāt stop thinking about you, calling you at random hours in the night ājust to hear your voiceā, murmuring sweet nothings with this tired, hoarse, yet, mesmerizing voice of his. And then, no news for 4 or 5 days, if you were lucky enough. Sometimes, you felt like you were too clingy, too lovey-dovey, but he immediately was shushing your words by peppered kisses on your face, between giggles and intertwined fingers. And then, no news for 5 or 7 days, if you were lucky enough. This has been going on for months, and you were slowly - and painfully - becoming tired of it. You decided to confront him, puzzled by his sudden change of behavior. Was it Blue Lock ? Or you ? Why was he so distant ? One night, you took your phone and called him, concerned, fidgeting with the hem of the oversized shirt he gave you last time he came home.
āHoney ? Hi. Whatās up ?ā
āHi, Yoichi. You busy ?ā
āāNeed to sleep soon, we have a big training tomorrow. Why ?ā
āAm I a burden to you, Yoichi ?ā
Isagi frowned on the other side of the phone, looking at the screen, as if he was checking he was calling the right person.
āWait what- youāre speaking nonsense, are you okay ?ā
āI am. Do you still love me ?ā
āObviously. Why are you asking me this ? Did I do something bad ?ā His voice broke a little, your heart tightening slightly.
āYeah- I mean, no. Itās complicated. I feel like youāre avoiding me all the time. Youāre here, and right after a call or a text, youāre disappearing, ghosting me afterwards. I legitimately donāt understand. Is it my fault ?ā
āN-No, not at all ! Blue lock is just keeping me busy, love. You donāt need to worry.ā
You donāt need to worry. You never have to worry with Isagi by your side. However, the time, you couldnāt help but feel a knot in your stomach. This weird sensation caused you to keep your mouth shut; and it was visibly concerning to the raven-haired boy.
āLove ? Youāre still here ?ā
āY-Yeah, sorry. Iām just a little bit tired, thatās all. You donāt have to worry about me,ā, you nervously chuckled, before murmuring a small ālove youā like you always did before ending a call with your lover.
After some time overthinking your entire relationship, you decided to talk to him face to face; meaning you had to head out directly to Blue Lock buildings. The following morning, you woke-up rather early, rushing your usual routine to take a random bus, supposed to drive you to the famous quarters.
You felt the knot in your lower stomach again; sweetly palms grabbing your tote bag to keep it from falling, opening the doors of the building. You gulped as you made your way to the receptionist, asking her if you could see your boyfriend just for some minutes. She refused several times, visibly quite annoyed by your presence. After endless pleas, a woman with sort of chocolate-brown hair appeared, scolding the receptionist for āthe lack of respect she showedā. She apologized and introduced herself, Anri Teieri, Jinpachi Egoās assistant, co-director of the Blue Lock project, as she walked in the large corridors, gesturing you to follow her.
So, you did, eager to see your boyfriend, your steps and Anri's echoing on the bare walls. You finally arrived to the dorms, and Anri knocked on the door, making sure nobody was changing or something. When she was assured that the room was safe, she flashed you a smile and opened the door for you to enter. You immediatly spotted a surprised Isagi, turning his head to look at the person who entered their shared dorm. When you two made eye-contact, a huge smile appeared on his features, and he ran to you, engulfing your form with his strong arms.
"Y/N ?? Gosh, I'm so relieved to see you. I missed you so much."
Several shared kisses later, Isagi promised to take you on a date the following day, saying he had Ego's permission to take a break from training. So, as he said, you waited in the restaurant he booked the day prior. Anxiety was beginning to fill your mind as you desperately stared at the front doors, hoping with your entire-being for your boyfriend to show-up. But he never did. After one hour and four pity glances from the waiters, you left, your heart heavy in your chest.
Little did you know, that Isagi was actually playing a training game against professional players. When his teammates had asked him to join them on the field, he had bit his lower lip, letting his thoughts wander between you and the human yet unreachable figures he always admired. With some sort of "fuck it, I'll deal with the consequences later" curse, he let go of his bag and hurried to the changing rooms, not realizing what decision he had just taken. But it was an occasion he couldnāt miss, right ?
And when you saw him on the screen of your phone, more precisely, with the Blue Lock broadcast channel, in his blue jersey, tossing the ball to Nagi, the knot in your stomach disapperead.
Giving way to a boiling anger. And a message on his phone, lying on the bench of the field,
10:49p.m. | y/n ā” : guess you made your choice then.
NAGI SEISHIRO was a bit lazy. It was his personality; you loved him that way, and you werenāt going to plead him to change his lack of motivation for you. But when he refused again to go on a date with you, you had just enough. And sighing was not an option. Your arguments with him were quite rare, because Nagi always found a way to shut you up and apologize sincerely. But this time, it felt like he genuinely wasnāt understanding your point. For the nth time that night, you growled in frustration, your face in your hands. Nagi was lying on the bed, not even bothering to turn off his phone when you were talking to him. He kept humming quiet āmmhā, āyeahā, too busy with his new phone game to actually listen to you.
āNagi, please ! Iām sick of it,ā, you cursed under your breath, fists clenching in order to keep your boiling anger to yourself. You didnāt want to lash everything on him right now. āCanāt you just look at me when Iām talking to you ?ā
He frowned; hearing his last name instead of the usual petname for him seemed to get him out of his thoughts.
āWhat ? Iām listening.ā
āYouāre not. Youāre never listening. Thatās the problem with you.ā
He sighed, rolling his eyes. You crossed your arms, lifting an eyebrow, clearly not amused by his nonchalant attitude.
āReally now ? Hey, come here. I donāt know why youāre so annoying, I guess it was a long day fo-ā
āThe hell ?? Iām not- you are the fucking issue here, Nagi. Youāre always refusing everything.. I can understand that youād rather stay at home but at least, can you grant me some quality time ? Grant us some quality time ?ā, you sharply said, trying to keep your tone as calm as possible, rubbing your temples. He turned off his phone, giving you a hard glare.
āYou knew I wasnāt the romantic type of guy when you decided to date me. You did anyway, so why are you complaining ?ā
āBecause I donāt want to be constantly the second choice, for fucks sake ! I can deal with your hobbies, with your passions and all. Iām just asking for one moment with you without your phone, or your stupid videogames, or-ā
āOkay okay, quit it, I get it. Iām sorry, baby.ā, he slowly approached you, gently stroking your cheek. āIāll make it up to you, āright ?ā
With that, you both fell asleep cuddling. The next morning, you woke up to a cold bed; Seishiro mustāve left early in the morning with Reo to train, you thought. You stretched, used to his absence. But you were glad that he had promised you a date tonight, telling you to wait for him at home. So the day goes by, doing your own activites, a smile on your face as you wandered about what you were going to do with your boyfriend later.
But your smile quickly vanished when you saw Reoās story on Instagram. Angry tears covering your eyes as you threw your phone on the mattress. You were sending texts to Nagi for 20 minutes now, asking him when was he going to arrive. And you discovered - much to your dismay - that he was hanging out with his Blue Lock friends, sat on a couch of what seemed to be an arcade. Apparently, he was going to enjoy a long night with his friends, considering the story caption, āstayin up all night w homiesā.
4 or 5 hours later, Nagi entered your shared appartement with a yawn. He called for you through the kitchen, frowning when he noticed you werenāt answering. He quickly went to the bedroom, searching you everywhere.
And suddenly, it triggered something in him; he forgot. He forgot about you. Again.
BACHIRA MEGURU was clueless. Clumsy. It was the main issue in the relationship; sometimes, heād act before thinking, or say things heād regret some time later. Itād lead to arguments, sobs, quivering lips and broken sorryās, foreheads against each other. As much as Bachira loved you, he was still the bubbly man who often forgot things. Usually, youād have laughed, his brows furrowed until you gave him his wallet, now smiling and kissing your cheek with a thank you. It was funny, earning a chuckle from you here and there, right ? Until you were the forgotten thing waiting for him. You felt useless, insecurities eating you alive as you cursed them constantly. Looking at the calendar, a red line encircling a somewhat random date, your coupleās anniversary. Well, not so random. You prayed, over and over again, that he would remember about it. Bachira was hard to read when it came to inner feelings : you tried to drop some hints, hoping heād reciprocate them in a kind of way.
3:21p.m. | y/n ā” : hi, meg :) ready for tomorrow ?
- read at 3:24p.m.
3:25p.m. | meguru ā” : hi !! for tomorrow ? wdym ?
- read at 3:26p.m.
3:28p.m. | y/n ā” : uh
well thatās awkward
Nevermind
- read at 3:29p.m.
3:30p.m. | meguru ā” : no wait ! Sorry, did I forgot something ?
sunshine Iām sorry :( was it important ?
Your stomach churned at the question. You bit your lip, taking a long breath.
- read at 3:33p.m.
3:34p.m. | y/n ā” : no it wasnāt donāt worry
just an hair appointment :)
- read at 3:35p.m.
3:36p.m. | meguru ā” : donāt forget to show me then !! I have a surprise for you too !! <3
- read and liked at 3:39p.m. by y/n ā”
You felt your mood lighting up. He remembered ? Maybe he faked it from the beginning ? You smiled to yourself, now completely delusional; your brain was fully aware of it, but your heart kept hoping naively.
So when he showed up at your door the following day, you dressed up in your favorite clothes, ready to spend a day out with him. He greeted you with a hug, tilting his head to the side when he caressed your hair.
āYou changed the color ?ā, he questioned, perplexed.
āI canceled.ā, you lied, a little too easily for your own taste, āItād have been a waste of time, we have a lot of things today.ā
āNot really, tho. Itās just a regular day, after all ! Isagi told me about a new restaurant he wanted to eat into. Want to join us ?ā
āYou.. Meguru, you donāt remember ?ā
āAbout what ?ā
He hummed; a smile displayed on his face . Yours quickly fade, your heart clenching. Oh. The pain was still here, even though you knew it from the very first start.
āOur anniversary. You donāt remember about our anniversary. Again.ā
His smile faded at your words, faded at the sight of your wet cheeks. His mouth opened, trying to form words to express his sudden turmoil. You walked back inside your house, closing the door on a distraught Bachira. He tried to apologize. He really tried. He spammed your phone in calls, drowning you with apologies texts, but could you forget again his clumsiness ? Love is keeping a promise no matter what; and he broke it too many times for you to stay at his side.
author-note : The fact that I havenāt received any notification for this request.. and many others. Iām so, so sorry. I have like 8 requests in my ask box that Iāve never been aware of ? Thank you Tumblr š I did both, in a sort of pitiful excuse š Thank you for requesting, I hope youāre doing okay š (first time writing for Food Wars Iām so excited !! Not proofread tho, sorry for the mistakes in advance !!) take care of yourself ā”
AKIRA HOYOMA has always been faithful to cooking. To Junās orders and advices. To peopleās boundaries. He never crossed a line, always being focused. One day, as usual, he went into Erinaās office. His brows completly furrowed when he saw your form, fingertips grazing against the spines of the library old books. Who were you ? You weren't supposed to be here. Didnāt Hisako tell you that this office was private ? He opened his mouth to question you, but you turned to face him before he could even form words. His jaw tightened, fists clenching, but unfortunately, much to his own disbelief, no sound erupted from his mouth - and the sweet, polite smile adorning your face was nearly making him feel dizzy. Uneasy. An uncomfortable silence filled the room, so you broke the silence with a fake cough.
āNice to meet you, uh..ā, you said, in a weak attempt to get him to introduce himself. His piercing gaze was enough of an answer, and you gulped. āIām looking for Erina, perhaps youāve seen her ?ā
āNo.ā
āOh. Okayā. Youāre immediately confronted by a loud and weird silence again. He seemed.. rather friendly - ironically, of course. After some minutes, Erina walked into the office, raising two suspicious eyebrows at the, well, kind of cringe atmosphere of the room.
āAkira, what did you do to my guest ? Y/N, Iām sorry, did he make you uncomfortable by any chance ?ā, she asked, walking towards your form.
āNo, donāt worry. Heās nice,ā you lied, teeth clenched together. You flashed her a bright smile, that Erina reciprocated fondly; she glared at Akira, fully aware of his cold demeanor, especially to strangers. His intimidating tendencies were definitely not working right now, especially not on Erina.
āI have some things to discuss with Y/N, Akira. Can you leave us alone for a moment ?ā
āYeah, right. Sorry.ā
AKIRA HOYOMA quickly left the office, feeling a bit nauseous - he didnāt know why, but he had a weird feeling in his stomach, and he felt like his head was burning. He wandered in the corridors until he crossed Somaās path. He smirked, a teasing glint in his eyes as he watched his white-haired rival with amusement.
āWow, Akira. Are you sick ? Youāve never been this red.ā
Akira tsk-ed, hurrying to the bathroom. He stared at his reflection in the mirror, completely taken-aback. He was, indeed, a bit red. Cheeks flushed, the tip of his ears were blazing, his breathe hitched at his own view; what was happening ? He was sure he was okay this morning. Perhaps it was you. He scoffed at the thought, washing his face with cold and refreshing water before leaving the bathroom. He never saw you before. Were you from here ? He found himself looking for you in the corridors all day, sighing at the end of the day when he realized he havenāt seen you. He was still embarrassed of the awkward silence that filled the room earlier - and he blamed himself for it. He shouldāve been more welcoming.
AKIRA HOYOMA, 5 or 6 days after the incident, noticed strands of hair walking past him; they were looking similar to yours, so he turned around. You were walking alongside Hisako, laughing at one of her comments. Hisako looked at Akira and waved.
āOh, hey ! I was searching for you. Erina needs my help, could you show Y/N the different classrooms in the other building ? Iām coming back as fast as I can !ā
She didnāt let him answer as she walked away already. You sighed. It couldāve been anybody, but no, it was this guy. It wasnāt like you hated him - he was just straight-off rude.
āIf you donāt want to, I donāt blame you. I can-ā
āCome on, we donāt have all day.ā, he added, cutting you off without even looking at you. You rolled your eyes, giving him a small smile, hoping itāll help to ease the atmosphere. Spoiler alert, it didnāt.
The walk inside the cooking classes building was awfully quiet. Not a word was shared - except the little presentation he did of each room, his tone as cold as ice. You nearly shivered.
āAre you always this rude ?ā, you asked with a sincere curiosity, "I mean. Iām not telling you to be the friendliest guy but..ā
āIām not rude.ā
āYou literally refused to give me your name earlier.ā
āAkira Hoyoma. Thatās all you need to know about me.ā
And after this small interaction, Hisako came back. A small feeling of warm in his chest quickly regretted his lack of sympathy towards your person, and he felt like a douchebag for not even apologizing properly. He stopped in his tracks, opening his mouth to call you, but you were already gone with Hisako.
AKIRA HOYOMA was fully conscious of the āissueā. Time passed, and days after days, he grew more open to you. Not completely of course - but he was slowly accepting your presence in his group of "friends"; actually, enjoying a lot more your alone time together in class. He was secretly happy you two had been paired together. You tried to crack some jokes to make him laugh or at least, to make him smile, but it failed every single time. When you finally did it, a slight smile on his face and a āyouāre the dumbest person Iāve ever seen in this school, Iām trying to concentrate, stop distracting meā, you beamed. He never saw a smile so radiant, so ethereal and yet so delicious to look at. A true bundle of sunshine at its finest. His cheeks heated up and he forthwithly focused on the plate you two were supposed to prepare. He would die to see this smile again - he wanted to be the reason you were smiling that way in the first place.
AKIRA HOYOMA was fully conscious of the situation. Time passed, and months after months, he grew more fond of you. So when he saw you eating one of Somaās plates again, smiling at him with all your teeth and laughing at his antics - he was mad, as per say. His jaw tightened, fists clenching, but unfortunately, much to his own disbelief, no sound erupted from his mouth; it felt like the first time he ever saw you. A fiery and fervent emotion bubbling in his chest as he made his way to you. He grabbed your wrist and dragged you outside the kitchen, closing the door to have some āprivacyā (in a empty corridor of TÅtsuki High, though). You were completely unfazed by his behavior usually, since you were used to his (sometimes) weird demeanor for the several months you two spent together as friends, but right now, his silence grew quieter, and you were worried. And for this only one time, he broke the stillness.
āYouāre a distraction. I meant it. Iām hoping everyday to see you, to feel you near me. Is it out-of-place to say that ? You brought me a warmth that I never experienced - and I donāt want to let that go. Donāt eat this idiotās food, you know you deserve well better than that. Let me show you how you should be treated, Y/N. Please. Let me show you how I feel about you.ā
AKIRA HOYOMAās words couldnāt describe the high spirits that invaded his heart when he realized you were wearing your signature warm smile, just for him. You took the hand that was grabbing your wrist in yours, intertwining your fingers.
āHere. Maybe youāre not as rude as I thought you were.ā
SOMA YUKIHIRA tried to give you hints. But you werenāt getting it. Teasing you all the time, small compliments here and there, spending quality time with you. Unfortunately, you were always running away from him, a small pout on his lips as he chased after you. It wasnāt because of his awful mixes; when you two were together, in a somewhat romantic moment, and he was ready to confess to you, there was, no matter what, a disturbance. Whatever actually, a teacher coming in the classroom, Ikumi or Megumi; and you immediately backed off. He couldnāt help but sigh, his efforts ruined, but could he really blame you ? His yellowish eyes drowned so easily into yours, so he just smiled and bit back his disappointment, glaring at the disturbance with a vague hatred, that was rather scary, to be honest.
āDonāt chop it that way, it takes too much time.ā
āThen show me, sir,ā, you answered with a slight smirk, knife in your hand.
āAnything for you, maāam.ā
His devilish grin was addictive, really; you loved the small moments spent together in the classroom kitchen, but insecurity was always catching up with you, pulling you into abysses you prayed you'd never see again. Your worries faded away when you felt him behind you, caging you between his toned body and the kitchen countertop. His hands slided on top of yours, gently gesturing you how to cut the vegetables in a āmore efficient wayā; truly, it was an excuse to touch you. A comfortable silence filled the room, the sound of sliced and chopped foodstuffs echoing on the sunbathed walls. He kept his teasing to himself, deciding to enjoy this small moment of shared intimacy; he felt his head heating up at your warm breath fanning on his neck. He stopped his movements, locking eyes with you. The world seemed like it stopped itself; he leaned downwards to kiss you, his hands still on yours, your head turned to face his-
Until someone snapped him out of it. Erina opened the doors of the kitchen brutally without even knocking - he cursed under his breath, blaming her for this ruined opportunity to finally show you what he truly felt.
āLook whoās there. Giving lessons to average students, now, Yukihira ? I didnāt think you were into charity-stuff.ā, Erina smirked, not even shooting you a glance. You backed off from Soma, already fed-up by her condescending behavior.
āErina.. what a pleasure. Always coming in due course,ā Soma answered with a forced smile, anger running through his veins.
āI was searching for you, actually, Yukihira. Well, not me, but Takumi was. He wants to have a contest with you again, and Iāll be the judge.ā
āUh. Sure. Can Y/N come too ? I-ā
āItās a private contest.ā, she immediately urged to add, āBetween the three of us. Now, come on, I have other things to attend to.ā
Erina walked off, and Soma followed her with a sigh, giving you an apologizing, awkward chuckle. You knew better, but you just smiled, murmuring a small āgood luckā, as you saw him leave.
Her little crush on Soma was unbelievable; you wanted to tear the stupid grin plastered on her features so bad. Technically, yes, you were jealous. She was always shattering his plates with critics, giving prideful advices, even if he didnāt need it. And he was still cooking for her, working all the goddamn time to satisfy her āgodās tongueā and her insatiable appetite. For him, ironically. And Soma was terribly clueless; not noticing her taking a liking in this little game. Or maybe he was not ? Maybe you were a second choice - and Erina was first. She was always first. You werenāt the type to envy others, but right now.. you sat down next to the window frame, staring at her proximity with Soma from afar. It was eating you alive; the abyss you were so afraid of was most likely, a warm embrace in comparison of your sinking heart.
SOMA YUKIHIRA felt that something was off. You were ignoring him like a plague, switching seats and changing class pairings. He knew he fucked up, but what did he do exactly ? Oh right. You were jealous. Because last time, he left you alone to join Erina and Takumi in a contest that he obviously won. Now, he was facing the cold-shoulder treatment, and his teasing wasnāt helping anymore. Yet, heād still try to talk to you, but you were walking past him without a word; your eyes filled with sorrow. Or you were faking a smile, trying to make up an excuse and leaving. He wanted to beat himself up; because he was the one who put you in that state in the first place. It was his mistake, and he knew it. But why were you feeling that way ? He tried to talk about it to Takumi - he was a gentleman after all, heād definitely know.
āYou did what ?ā
āI mean- I didnāt know itād be an issue. I always did that and they never said anything about it.ā
āSoma, are you seriously this dumb ? Youāre leaving them to hang out with the Nakiri Erina and youāre seriously thinking that they wonāt be insecure ?ā
āWhy would they be ? Theyāre literally the most beautiful and caring person ever. Thereās nothing to envy in Erina.. Plus, Iām not hanging out with her. Sheās the one whoās coming at the worst times.ā, he stated, genuinely dumbfounded by his friendās words. It was the truth, though; she interrupted you two when Soma was nearly kissing you.
āSoma. Think about it just for a moment- you told me you liked them, yeah ? And when youāre with them, and Erina walks in, you leave to follow her. They must think theyāre a second choice or something. Please, you canāt be this oblivious.ā
And then, he realized. Realizing the hints he gave you were nothing compared to his acts. His face in his hands as his elbows rested on the countertop, what should he do now ? Apologizing, yeah, but it wasnāt enough. He longed for your touch, and craved for your pardon. The next day, he searched for you in the Polar Star Dormitory, everywhere. When he finally spotted you, he opened the door of your bedroom without even asking. You yelped in surprise.
āWhat the hell ? Soma-ā
āYouāre the only one I want to be with. The one I want to dedicate my cooking to. I thought I made it clear. Iām sorry for my behavior. Erina is nothing for me, and sheās not even coming close to your ankle- look, I fucked up, I know. But I promise, you mean everything to me.ā, he bluntly said, not giving you a second to breathe.
āAnd what are you gonna do the next time sheās gonna walk into us ? Hide me shamefully ? I-ā
But he cut you off again, one hand stroking your cheek. He lifted your chin, in order to make you look at him.
āIāll simply say that Iām taken by the prettiest and smartest person around. How does that sound ?ā
He leaned, and this time, he wasnāt going to back off, with or without somebody walking in.
āMaybe I can show you who Iām talking of, baby,ā
He smirked, your worries vanishing instantly in his yellow orbs. A kiss sounded good after all.
hi hi! im not sure if you write for the characters but can i request kuon, nagi and chigiri with an s/o who plays volleyball(or any sport other than soccer) take ur time with requests too (ā āā ā¢ā į“ā ā¢ā āā )
āon the court !ā
synopsis : Volley-ball is your passion. Between bruised knees, strapped fingers and aching limbs, your boyfriend is your biggest fan.
pairing : Kuon Wataru, Seishiro Nagi, Chigiri Hyoma x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : none, just fluff and comfort (Tiny descriptions of injuries and blood, but not too graphic !)
word count : 750~ words
author-note : Hi, anon ! I hope youāre doing okay outta here š Iām sorry for the late writing, I hope youāll still appreciate it. You donāt know how much I love this request !! Iām a volleyball player, so it was extremely fun to write :) And donāt worry, I write for everyone (even if I donāt really like Kuon bruh). Thank you for your request, take care of yourself ā”
CHIGIRI HYOMA is the most supportive boyfriend out of the three. He finds volleyball super interesting, and heās a fast-learner ! He asked you multiple times to teach him some movements and things about volleyball, but you always declined, too worried about his knee and what could happen to him. But he insisted, over and over again, until you finally agreed with a sigh, a small smile displayed on your face. Chigiri enjoys these small moments of intimacy between you two : and gosh, your gentle and soft touches on his arms when trying to correct his posture to dig, sent shivers down his spine. He comes to your matches every. single. time. (if heās free, of course, because Blue Lockās taking a lot of his time, unfortunately), a huge, proud grin on his face as he saw you celebrating your victory with your teammates. You look so good with your hair tied (heās the one who tied them for you, short or long hair, he doesnāt care, donāt want them to disturb you while youāre playing, do we ?) and your game jersey, he canāt help but takes a picture of this specific moment and making it his wallpaper. When you both come home from your game, youāre going to be treated like royalty. Running you a bath ? Bet. Cooking your favorite plate ? Obviously ! (Heās gonna try, no promises, though). Helping you stretch ? You name it, heās doing it.
"Iām proud of you, baby.", he whispered, kissing your temple while you were both in the bathtub; surrounded by warm and relaxing water. He looked at your tense shoulders, gentle hands massaging them. "Want me to kiss it better ?"
NAGI SEISHIRO always finishs with bruised fingers, muttering under his breath how your sport sucks and is painful. A real crybaby. And he immediately asks you, in return, to cuddle with him, since heās too injured to do anything else (you literally hurt his fingers, he canāt play properly anymore ?? Youāve got some audacity.). He definitely prefers to play with his feet, so itās, unfortunately, extremely hard to train with him around. He told you he wonāt play volleyball with you ever again (too much efforts anyway), and definitely refuses to see any match with you. But when you come home with several hematomas, therapy straps around your fingers, he just lets out a deep, disapproving sigh, immediately walking towards you and turning off his phone. He takes your hand in his, pressing gentle and soft kisses on your bruised knuckles and fingers tips, before engulfing you in a bear hug. It often leads with cuddles on the couch, both of you lying on the soft pillows, legs tangled together. Nagi always wake-up, carrying you to bed with a huff, as carefully as possible. When youāre peacefully sleeping in your shared bed, he sits down next to you, smoothly playing with some strands of your hair. These are the only times heās going to be the big spoon; gently embracing you from behind with his toned arms, not wanting to harm you even more. Nuzzling in your neck, and peppering it with butterfly kisses as he joined you in your oh-so-deserved sleep. The following morning, you were smiling like a dork when you saw Nagi with two tickets in his hand : he bought places for the two of you to a volleyball match, a professional game, with the top-ranked players all around the world.
"Seiā, you didnāt ?!"
"I did. But donāt think I like your lilā sport or something. Just thought you would like it."
"I definitely like it. Thank you, Sei. I love you so much."
He bit his inside cheek to keep a smile from crawling its way to his lips.
KUON WATARU took interest in your sport rather quickly, his face distorted in pain when he saw professional players receiving a 120kph ball with their forearms, without any protection. Heās always asking so much questions, such as "why arenāt they wearing knee pads ?? Heās gonna burn his skin, heās dumb", or "your teammate shouldāve sent you the ball. There wasnāt any opponent where you were, it was a stupid idea to send the ball on the left⦠yeah, there was a - whatās the name again ? - oh yeah, a middle ready to block them." Heās constantly judging other players, putting you on a pedestal. Youāre the best player in the world in his eyes, and no one can change his mind. Heās always urging you to buy new knee & elbow pads when theyāre a slightly bit damaged (actually, heās not urging you to buy them. Heās directly buying them for you), he doesnāt want to take any risk when it comes to your safety or your body health. Speaking of body health, heās the one whoās going to patch you up after each practice, scolding you for your lack of caring towards your own body. But he actually likes to play beach volleyball with you, you two make a good team ! Heās proud to brag about your volleyball skills to his friends each time he has the opportunity to do so.
"Good serve, babe !" You ran to Wataru to celebrate his fresh ace, the opponents sighing because of their mistake. You kissed his cheek, proud.
"The student has surpassed the teacher, I guess", he answered with a cocky grin.
Hiii your pink theme is very cute i just wanted to ask could you mabye write boyfriend hcs for luna from bllk?
āi regret you all the timeā
synopsis : He was a player, a womanizer. You were his top-prized desire : completely unreachable. But hell, heād chase after you halfway around the world if he had to.
pairing : Leonardo Luna x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : angst and comfort at the end, a tad suggestive (nothing too extreme), a sort of ennemies to lovers ? (Uses of "womanizer" but the rest can be read as genderneutral)
word count : 2350~ words
author-note : Hi !! Itās been a long time since Iāve wrote for Luna, so I hope itās good. Im actually extremely proud of this one. Itās not really hcs, I got carried away LMAOO. I was busy finishing One Piece, (btw donāt be shy and drop some requests in my ask box :)) Thank you for your request (and your kind words š), and take care of yourself ā”
LEONARDO LUNA never had to "search" for someone. Truly, he was a dick. Sleeping with women every nights, leaving without a note nor a call, the sheets still tangled from the activities the day prior. Simply, enjoying small pleasures where his job as a professional player leaded him to. And then he saw you, at a random bar while he was drinking with his teammates. Dancing with your friends, oh so gracefully, smiling and laughing with all your teeth, all prettily dressed. He swore heād never seen someone as angelic as you. So, he smiled to himself, and with all his ego and his pride, an overly confidence, he walked to you.
Everything went extremely quickly. He was too stunned to speak, to let any sound escape from his lips as you walked away from him, rolling your eyes. His teammates never laughed so hard : Leonardo Luna, the og womanizer, just got humbled by being rejected ? He was mad. It was so embarrassing. His cheeks were flushed in a deep red, and he cursed under his breath. How ? Were you blind, perhaps ? It was the first time ever he got rejected by a woman, and he hated it. But for some reason, a reason he didnāt understand, he wanted to try again. He didnāt want to let you go, not just yet. So he hurried to follow you towards the exit of the bar, his teammates still laughing their asses off, much to Lunaās dismay. He wanted to grab your wrist, but he stopped himself.
"Hey, donāt you know me ? Like.. you live in a cavern or something ?"
You turned to face him, and let out a sigh.
"Actually, I just donāt care. Iām not interested."
Luna frowned. Okay, so you knew he was a famous soccer player. But you werenāt interested by any means ? He smirked. You were playing hard to get.
"Come on. Just give me one chance ?"
"Listen. Youāre a player. Everybody knows it. Iām not interested when it comes to assholes who play with peopleās feelings like you."
He scoffed, a cocky laugh escaping from his throat. Okay, maybe you were right. He liked your attitude. He leaned on the doorframe, a teasing grin dancing on his lips.
"You donāt find me attractive ?"
"Iāve seen much better."
And with these words, a mocking smile on your face, you left the bar, walking in the empty, dark streets without any worry. Luna gasped dramatically, and hurried to follow you in your tracks.
"So youāre gonna follow me now ? What a creep."
"Nah. Just walking you home."
"Iāve never asked you to do that."
"āM just being a gentleman."
You chuckled. His cocky attitude was pitiful.
"Didnāt know you were a chaser, after all. Disappointed because I havenāt fallen for you the first time you talked to me ?"
"Iām definitely not.", he smirked, "But for you, Iād be one, doll."
"Quit the petname, dude. Weāre not together."
"Yet.", he corrected. You sighed, amused by his determination.
LEONARDO LUNA wasnāt capable of letting you go. Well, you piqued his interest, after all. He wasnāt used to be rejected, but you made this rejection so sweet, so intoxicating. He couldnāt get enough. He walked you home, and with a little persuasion (aka, promising you he wasnāt going to spam you all the time) he got your Instagram (he giggled like a teenager when he saw that you accepted his request on your private account.) Since that day, you were always there in his thoughts, day and night, more than he had excepted. It was a game of cat and mouse : him, constantly flirting with you, and you, ignoring or rejecting him again and again. His teammates were confused; he wasnāt the type to run after someone, it was quite the opposite. Luna was used to be a living fantasy for most women and men, he didnāt even had to try to please. But it was different this time. Always refusing to go on dates with him, refusing his gifts or his advances. You were completely unreachable, a hopeless and absurd desire of his. What Luna wanted, Luna got; and right now, he felt like a frustrated little child who had just been denied the toy he wanted his mother to buy him at the mall. And gosh, the more inaccessible you were, the more he craved- no, needed you. So, he took his phone in his hands, and once again, searched for your account in his Instagram conversations (actually, he didnāt have to search. You were on top of his contacts, probably because he decided that he wonāt talk to anyone until you accept a date from him.) and texted you. You were peacefully reading a book on your couch when you heard a ding from your phone, followed by a buzzing sound. You closed your book and reached for your phone, watching Lunaās text on your wallpaper. (In all honesty, you were - each time - surprised to see a certified account sending you a message, before realizing that it was Luna. Again.)
4:47p.m. | leonardoluna : Hey, doll
just wondering if you were free tonight ?
- read at 4:48p.m.
4:51p.m. | yn.ln : hi, yeah i am. why ?
- read at 4:51p.m.
Luna smiled at the screen. He lied down on his bed, back pressed against the mattress as he waited for your answer impatiently.
4:51p.m. | leonardoluna : care to join me for dinner ? my treat, obviously
- read at 4:51p.m.
He rolled on his bed, his elbows now resting on the sheets. He sighed in defeat. You werenāt answering. You were probably gonna reject him again - with or without a proper excuse once more. He turned off his phone, throwing it behind him on the bed, frustrated and disappointed - wait. Did he just heard his phone ringing ?? He hurried to grab his phone, unlocking it messily, his eyes almost glued to the screen.
5:00p.m. | yn.ln : why not
- read at 5:01p.m.
You agreed ? A huge grin displayed on his face as he celebrated his victory with a disconcerting enthusiasm.
5:00p.m. | leonardoluna : coming to pick you up at 8, then ?
- read at 5:00p.m.
5:01p.m. | yn.ln : sure. sounds good to me
see ya then :)
- read at 5:01p.m.
5:01p.m. | leonardoluna : see you, pretty
promise youāre gonna like it. picking a good place rn
- read & liked by yn.ln at 5:03p.m.
He jumped off his bed, immediately calling a fancy restaurant to book a table. He knew the owner, so he arranged a table for you two. Luna thanked him. He wanted to kick himself : this stupid, huge grin painted on his face, that he couldnāt erase. This feeling was astonishing; maybe, it was his chance to pull you ! Finally, after all these efforts.
LEONARDO LUNAās smile dropped, his joy fever slowly fading to a terrible dread. At first, he just wanted you in his bed. A one-night-stand without any worries, without fuss. But here he was, giggling like a teenager in love for a random person that wasnāt interested a single bit ? What the fuck was he doing ? He frowned. Was it a mistake ? He didnāt want to be in a relationship. It was too much to handle for him, the distance, the attention to give, the responsibilities that came in the package. What was he supposed to do, now ? He was anxious. He never felt anxious. He sat down on his bed, his face in his hands, exhaling deeply. He looked at your text, over and over and over and over again. You wanted to see him. He felt nauseous, probably for the first time in his entire life. And right now, the thrill of it all disappeared, giving way to a terrible, overwhelming, sensation of pressure.
You were standing outside of your house, rubbing your arms in an attempt to ease the goosebumps on your skin, arisen by the night cold breeze.
8:15p.m.
Maybe you shouldāve stayed by the fireplace, at least for some minutes.
8:25p.m.
Okay, he was just late. A latecomer, huh. You shouldāve wore something else, at least, not these short clothes.
8:35p.m.
Itās probably his job. Being a professional soccer player has its flaws, for sure. You shouldāve called him, at least, to tell him you were waiting him to pick you up outside, like it was planned.
8:40p.m.
You decided to text him again - now, a bit worried. You shouldāve asked him to meet at the restaurant directly, at least, to know where you were supposed to go. Perhaps he had a car accident ? You frowned, seeing his "online" status on Instagram. You looked at the conversation another time.
8:05 | yn.ln : sorry, I just got out, took a bit too much time to prepare lmao
youāre probably driving, so be safe
anyway, iām waiting outside for you to pick me up :)
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:15p.m. | yn.ln : is everything okay ?
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:22p.m. | yn.ln : Luna ? Itās not funny yk
I can walk to the restaurant if you have an issue, just give me the address
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:40p.m. | yn.ln : for fuckās sake, im worried, canāt you just answer the damn phone ?
where are you ??
luna ?
- read at 8:42p.m.
8:42p.m. | yn.ln : gosh, youāre here, I was scared something happened to you
iām outside, is everything okay ?
- read at 8:50p.m.
8:50p.m. | yn.ln : youāre not gonna answer, are you ?
- read at 8:52p.m.
Tears in the corner of your eyes, you bit your inside cheek in a faint attempt to keep them from falling angrily on your cheeks. Your hands were trembling - from the cold, or from the frustration ? Honestly, you didnāt know. Obviously, he played with you. It was his goal since the very first night. How could you be this fucking dumb ? Naive ? He just wanted you in his bed, and he was tired already of his new toy, aka, you. So he threw you away, like he did with everyone else. You were too silly, artless, to think that someone like him could like someone like you. Incisive insecurities, bittersweet thoughts, appalling regrets, permeated your mind as you turned off your phone, deciding to take a walk outside to soothe your nerves.
8:54p.m. | yn.ln : youāre a fucking asshole. i shouldāve listened the rumors about your mf face.
how could I believed you ??
srs, go fuck yourself.
you are the biggest regret Iāve ever had
- read at 8:58p.m.
8:59p.m. | yn.ln : go on, spend your whole life fucking people like they actually want you, ig.
- read at 9:00p.m.
Maybe it was childish, but you needed to get those feelings out of your chest. You were disappointed, felled even. Your friends warned you, but you havenāt listened. How could you ? He was so nice to you all the time, always asking about your day and all. You always refused to go on dates with him, thinking he was just playing for a night with you. But after one month, you sincerely thought he wanted a deeper connexion with you than just sex. And you were wrong, of course.
LEONARDO LUNA never drove this quick. He was probably like - at 110 k.p.h on a 50 k.p.h road. His hand on the steering wheel, the other on the gear lever, pulling the car out of the intersection. He havenāt even cared about the others that were honking several times because of his awful (and dangerous) driving, his thoughts were busy, because of you, and only you. He was so stupid. So fucking stupid. To think that it was a bad idea to talk to you, to get accustomed to your texts, to your honey-like voice when you were calling him. He liked you. Maybe even more, he didnāt know. He parked his car messily on the sidewalk, getting weird stares and side-eyes from passers-by. He spotted your walking figure and immediately ran after you, his breath short and unsteady. Good thing he knew where you lived since the night he walked you home, one month ago. He bit his lip when he grabbed your wrist, and you turned to face him, tears rolling down your cheeks. He hated himself, right now.
9:11p.m.
"You ? Fucking bastard, leave me alone." You sharply said, trying to get away from his grasp. He immediately took you in his arms, one of his hands resting on the back of your head, stroking your soft hair. He shoved your face on his chest, trying to reassure you.
"Iām- Iām so sorry. I got nervous. Iām just not used to feel this kind of things towards someone. Itās the first time; actually. I was scared. Scared of being rejected with true, heavy, feelings, this time. I beg you,", he inhaled, his voice wobbly, "please, forgive me."
"I canāt trust you.", you mumbled, your voice muffled by his clothed chest, trying to push him away as harshly as you could.
"You can. I didnāt think- fuck. Itās hard to say that. That I could fall for someone so quickly, so easily. Itās so simple to talk to you, Iāve never felt so comfortable around someone in my overall, miserable existence. I want to give you my whole heart, my whole soul, okay ? I fucked up, I know. And I truly donāt deserve you. But I canāt help, but being selfish again, one last time, please, just wanting you, your smile, your laughs, your soft touches, wanting you by my side permanently. Thatās all Iām asking for. A second chance, because I donāt want anybody else to have you. I want to be the one you come home to, the one you think of when life is all troubles and worries."
"Look at me. Tell me you hate me, reject me over, Iām not worth your attention. But I wonāt stop thinking about you, Iām just not able to do it. Donāt let me down. Please."
You tilted your head up, seeing his green eyes wet already. His trembling hands wandered to your cheeks, gently stroking them, as if you were made of porcelain that his sins could shatter into tiny million of pieces, in a instant.
He leaned and pressed a tender kiss on your lips, his free hand searching so naturally for yours, intertwining your fingers together. When he pulled away, he gave you a small, weak smile, as if heās seen his whole world being destroyed by a zephyr. You returned the smile, as he wiped away your tears.
"Promise not to let me go, then.", you answered in a whisper, your heart beating at an unsteady, loving pace.
"I wonāt."
You both laughed slightly at the cheesy scene, his enamoured gaze drowning into yours.
"Now come on, honey, we have a date to attend to."
LEONARDO LUNA thought that, at first, you were a challenge. A cocky challenge, egos swinging, wondering if he could pull you like he always did with everyone. What Leonardo Luna wants, Leonardo Luna gets. However, now, he was just a puppy running after you, completely smitten. He liked to say that he was in charge, in control : but everybody knew that you had him wrapped around your finger.
hello hello! i'm really fan of your work and i'ld like to know if you could make rin boyfriend headcanons please? thanks in advance! :) bisous de france and don't forget to take care of yourself <3!!
āHe looks up grinning like a devilā
synopsis : Rin Itoshi thought he wasnāt ready for love, ever. Until he met you. And now; his heart isnāt really his anymore.
pairing : Itoshi Rin x genderneutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : none, just some fluff, some suggestive mentions - (just some kisses) but nothing really developed nor important here (kind of enemies to lovers at first, tho)
RIN ITOSHI was an actor. Always playing the rude, cold guy. The emotionless, indifferent man who was in fact a broken little boy inside. He was a huge liar. Constantly putting a facade between him and other people. Maybe it was a shield, not to be hurt again. Maybe it was a weapon, not to be approached again. He was lonely. And he knew it very well, deep inside of his slewed heart. But wasn't solitude better than suffering? So he sticked around his old mentra. He had other things to attend to, to think of.
RIN ITOSHI despised you. No- he hated you, with all his guts. You were so annoying; always talking to his teammates, laughing with them as you brought water bottles so they could drink. Could you just do your job without talking for once ? When Ego announced you were going to replace Anri for a few weeks, because she was severely ill, he swore he was going to jump out of the window. It couldāve been anyone else - but no, Ego chose you, you out of all the qualified, useful, and actually smart people out there who wanted the job. Why ? He wasnāt the type to complain, he couldnāt care less, but just seeing you on the field made him feel a boiling anger deep in his stomach, and you felt it the first time you laid your eyes upon him.
"You got a staring problem, perhaps ?", you asked, raising an eyebrow at his staring. He looked so fucking irritating, his cold and condescending gaze fixed on you. Your tone betrayed your harsh thoughts.
"No. Just wondering why you look so boring and annoying even though Iāve never talked to you.", he answered, with a mocking tone - still, his face remained neutral, judgmental even. You scoffed.
"The feelingās mutual."
Since that day, you two argued with each other constantly. His teammates never seemed to understand why; and Rin was too busy thinking about what comebacks he could said to your petty insults to actually explain them why you were so.. frustrating. He couldnāt understand it either. But seeing your shocked face, your scoffs and your protests, your upset behavior tainted by a sharp words just brought something new in him, something he couldnāt explain with proper words. Joy maybe ? It was fun to tease you. And it was also easy, too.
RIN ITOSHI, in all honesty, took a liking in this little game. He wouldnāt admit it, though. So, when the day came when you stopped answering his bittersweet notes and decided to ignore him, he felt strange. Weird. Why ? Wasnāt it the whole point ? Bore you until you stop to annoy him ? Why was he missing your plain, insignificant comebacks ? Your rude attitude towards him ? And now he was jealous. Jealous to see that his fellow teammates had all your attention. He wanted your attention all to himself. Because what Rin Itoshi wants, Rin Itoshi gets. And there was no way you were going to ignore him longer. He couldnāt bear it.
RIN ITOSHI decided - by his own chef - that it was enough. You were surprised, to say the least, to see Rin in front of you, completely silent, looking at you dead in the eye. You frowned, taking a step back. (Definitely not scared because he was creepy)
"Okay⦠I donāt think that staring is your only problem, I guess.. Can you-"
"Can you shut up, for once ? I need you for something.", he cut you before you could even finish, and you rolled your eyes. So ignoring him didnāt solve the whole thing.
"So now, you need help ?", you added, amused, "I thought you were a big boy that didnāt need the help of a "unqualified, dumb, assistant","
"Iāve changed my mind. Do you want to be the one to blame if we lose the next game ?"
You werenāt paid enough for this job. So you just sighed, accepting your defeat and your fate. Without further discussion, he dragged you to the gym. And thatās when the whole, well, quite unusual tradition took place at first.
RIN ITOSHI apologized. For his rude behavior, for his sharp words, while he was training in the gym - as you were watching his progression, of course. Every day, you were at the same hour at this exact spot in the gym, talking to Rin as he was training his already sculpted body. He was still teasing you, but this deep boiling anger in his stomach became, day by day, more.. pleasant. Until the day Isagi walked in, interrupting your little chat, and winked at him, murmuring in his ear to "make a move". Thatās when he connected the dots. He had feelings for you.
Confessing his feelings was hard. Especially since Anri came back. You were supposed to leave in a few days, and Rin couldnāt help but feel the sting in his heart. Was he going to see you again ? He couldnāt let you go just like that. Not after what youāve did to him. So the last day, after you had greeted all his teammates, you walked out the door of the Blue Lockās building, a sigh leaving your lips. He wasnāt there. How foolish to think that maybe, your feelings were reciprocated. You walked away, until something - no, someone, grabbed your wrist. It was Rin. You turned to face him, surprised. You opened your mouth to say something-
"I like you. A lot. Fuck- No. I love you. Donāt go just yet. Please."
And how could you refuse this confession ? (You canāt anyway.)
RIN ITOSHI and you started dating after that. He was a little stiff at the beginning; the man wasnāt used to be loved nor taken care of. So you taught him. Light touches here and there; Rin was a quiet, shy, yet attentive lover. He wasnāt too fond of PDA : first, he didnāt want to include you in paparazzi issues, and second, he wasnāt completely comfortable in public in general. He would put his hand on the small of your back in a crowded street to show you the way, lock your pinkies together all the time, probably press a kiss on your hairline; but thatās all he would do in public.
"This way, love. Careful, we donāt want you to get lost, do we ?"
RIN ITOSHI, in private, is a touch-starved, self-deprived boy who needs your whole attention and affection. Please, cuddle him. Let him be the little spoon, and he would absolutely melt. Heās putty in your hands as soon as you reach for him. Lay down on the couch, with him resting on your chest, your heartbeat lulling him to sleep as you fingers play gently with his hair, softly scratching his scalp just like he likes it. If you stop, he will wake-up in no time; glaring at you with a slight pout on his lips.
"I didnāt know I asked you to stop."
"My hand hurts, Rin."
"Bold of you to assume that I care."
"Please ? Just for 5 minutes.", he added in a whisper after some seconds, practically begging for your touch. His sudden change of attitude caused you to chuckle.
RIN ITOSHI absolutely dies for your kisses. He lives for them, okay ? Your plush lips pressed against his, with you sitting on his lap as his hands traveled to the back of your thighs, holding you in place. One arm around his neck, the other hand supporting yourself by grabbing his shoulder, he swears he could spent hours just making out with you. His tongue buried down your throat, bodies grinding and pressed against each otherās as you both let your eager lips devour your love.
RIN ITOSHI who kisses your insecurities away (literally). He knows exactly what it feels like to have insecurities and to be misunderstood about them, so donāt worry (heās definitely an overthinker too.) Youāre not going to be insecure on his watch. He would reassure you all the time, taking his precious time whispering sweet nothings in your ear, hyping you up. He wants you to be the most comfortable possible around him. Communication is the main key in your relationship. He took some time to finally let down his walls, so he intends you to do the same : without any pressure, of course. You can trust him, he can trust you. You both rely on each otherās back, and you can always count on him for anything. Heās not a man of many words, but for you, he would make an effort.
"Shh, darling. Come on, look at me, please,", he gently tilted your chin up for you to look at him, "dry those tears, my love. Iāve never met someone as strong, as beautiful and as courageous as you. If only you could see yourself with my eyes.. Donāt listen to them. Theyāre just jealous of you. Honestly, they should be jealous of me. After all, what did I do to deserve an angel like you ?"
RIN ITOSHI was an actor. Always playing the rude, cold guy. The emotionless, indifferent man who was in fact a broken little boy inside. He was a huge liar. And perhaps you could heal the broken inner-child that still suffer in silence today. But with certainty, with you, behind closed doors, maybe- maybe, for you, he could grow into a whole different person.
"I think that.. I think that I like the person I am when Iām with you. Does it make sense ? Yeah. You bring a side of me that I donāt want to let go. I think itās a soulmate thing, donāt you think so ?"
hello!! i wanted to request reo with a s/o recovering from an injury? like an injury to the knee, so they have to use crutches & stuff
āhelp me hold onto youā
synopsis : Injured from your last sport workout, Reo decides to take care of you the best he can.
pairing : Reo Mikage x gender neutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : Mention of blood, of pain, and some swear words. Besides, itās still fluff !
word count : 975~ words
author-note : Hi !! Thanks for your request, Iām sorry for the delay, I guess I can say Iām not very active here, I have a massive schedule in school and a lot of exams (I love French schools š½) so Iām trying my best to write everyday. I have like 4 requests in my box and Iām writing them asap. Talking about Blue Lock !! The anime is super cool but sometimes the graphisms are weird ? Besides that I definitely love it. In short, I hope this hc is as good as you wanted ! take care of yourself ā”
"Fuck", you said, wincing in pain. Your teammates ran towards your figure, concerned about the fall you just made. You tried to get up, thinking it was nothing too important, but you couldnāt. You immediately fell again, and you started worrying : and then you looked. Your knee was weird, you didnāt recognize it at first; the bone was not in the same place as a few seconds, before your fall. You watched your teammatesā livid faces, some of them were extremely pale, some immediately called the urgences. You were too overwhelmed to process what was happening, nor feeling the pain in your knee. The noises, some of your teammates were almost throwing up, the hotness of the gym, the yells of your coach⦠And before you can acknowledge it, you were basically laid on the floor, unconscious.
"Y/N !!!"
"Wait, Mikage, please ! I think they need some sleep, theyāre not good at all for the moment-"
"Do I look like I care about your thoughts ? Let me see my s/o now."
As you were slowly and painfully emerging from your slumber, a furious guy entered (without the consent of your teammates) your hospital room. Purple hair, purple and anxious eyes searched for yours. It was Reo.
"Oh, gosh, youāre awake", he sighed, feeling his anxiousness calm a little.
"See ? Theyāre not dead, I told you, theyāre not a fragile little baby."
"Shut up Seishiro, I never said that"
"You literally told me 5 seconds ago-"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP"
"Can both of you two please talk less louder ?", you sighed, your eyebrows frowned.
"Iām sorry babe, but what happened to your knee ? Your coach called me, he said you were badly injured."
You finally looked at your knee cast. You frowned, disappointed of your performance.
"I made a bad move, thatās all. Iāll-"
"Y/N, donāt move ! Youāre supposed to rest. The nurses said youād play again after 7 of 8 weeks."
"8 weeks ?? Itās too long."
"Itās for your safety. If you donāt care about your own sanity, do it for me", sighed Reo, worried.
You heard your phone ranging. A towel around you, just out of your shower, Reo was calling, and a soft smile appeared on your lips.
"Hi, Reo."
"Hi, my dear. How are you ? Iām sorry I havenāt greeted you this morning."
"Mmh", you said, looking through the huge windows of your shared appartement, "When are you coming home ? Iām waiting for you"
"Soon, my love, Iām changing. Iām coming as fast as I can"
And you see him 5 minutes later at the door, already carrying you to the couch, your head on his torso, your arms wrapped around his form. Maybe being injured wasnāt as terrible as you thoughtā¦
And as the days with your sweet boyfriend passed, the 8 weeks were fast : you were finally able to play again, and Reo was your first supporter.
Hiii can you mabye write boyfriend hcs for aiku sae shidou and luna from bllk please?š
āit's you and me, that's my whole worldā
synopsis : How does it feel to be their fantastic s/o ?
pairing : Aiku, Sae, Shidou, Luna x gender neutral!reader ā¢ā Blue Lock
tw : None, thatās mainly fluff and comfort (a bit suggestive on Aiku and Shidouās part, some « feminineĀ Ā» pet names in Aikuās part)
word count : 1850~ words
author-note : Hii !! Thanks for your request. To be honest, I didnāt even remembered who was Luna lmao, so I read again Blue Lock to see his face.. I swear I forgot about him. Hope you like it and that I hadnāt made them too occ !! (Iām becoming a simp for Aiku help) take care of yourself ā”
AIKU OLIVER seems quite intimidating at first, maybe because of his famousness or because of his height, but meeting him the first time made you nervous. Heās super outgoing, and straightforward (itās a bit scary-). But when you get to know him better, heās going to be the sweetest of these four boys ! Aiku puts his whole heart into everything if itās for you. You want a new plushie ? Heās going to search for the perfect plushie for you, with the cutest design, your favorite color : prepare yourself, heās gonna take some classes to learn how to make one. Alright, it wonāt be the most beautiful plushie youāre gonna see but hey !! He did it with his hands ?? And it took a while to do so !! He prefers to do something more significant for you than to simply buy something (but he will buy you a lot of things, jewelry, books he thinks youād like, ect.). Heās a flirt, ngl, he likes to embarrass you, but he always makes-up for it, by pressing a soft kiss on your forehead. I definitely think he would call you honey, sweetheart or my girl.
"- Sweetheart, Iām 200% sure eating two chocolate bars are not very good for your stomachā¦"
"Nah, donāt worry about me- AIKU !"
He grabbed the chocolate from your hands and put his over his head.
"I donāt wanna hear you whine like a baby because your stomach hurts, mkay ? My sweet girl canāt even take care of herself well", he said in a playful tone.
"Shut up, Aiku, and give me my chocolate bars. Now."
"Then make me, honey", he winked at you and you rolled your eyes. You approached him, hugging him, and putting your hand on his torso, in a seductive way. He felt his heart beating faster, harder in his chest, and the kiss you gave him on his neck made him feel kinda hot, his cheeks becoming red.
You snatched the chocolates bars from his hands and ran away, leaving the poor man alone, flustered. Yeah, heās whipped for you. A big simp with absolutely no shame.
ITOSHI SAE is extremely different from Aiku. His demeanor is cold, and he was extremely distant and dry in the beginning of your friendship. Then, as the time past, he was more and more attached to you, and started catching feelings. He was so mad at himself : you probably saw him as a friend, and nothing more. Plus, he was kinda mean towards you, he thought you would like a nicer man.. but when you confessed to him, he (almost) had a smile on his face. This manās gonna pamper you the best he can, buying you the most expansive jewelry ever, the prettiest clothing, taking you to dates often, even if heās extremely busy. His love language is surely gift giving and quality time !! I feel like heās very protective too, especially to soccer players; and kinda his brother, whoās one of your friends. Heās a bit insecure and heās definitely touch starved, so you need to boost his confidence and assure him you wonāt leave him anytime soon (never). He would definitely call you dear or babe.
"What are you looking for ?Ā ",you asked, seeing your boyfriend searching something in the closet of your shared home.
"My white shirt, I have an appointment with some journalist today, but I donāt find- oh."
He saw you holding out his shirt, a proud smile on your face.
"I put your shirt away this morning, I was convinced you were going to be late."
"Thanks, babe", he said, a small smile creeping on his face, taking his shirt and your hand in his, kissing your knuckles gently. He put his shirt and then headed to the door of the house. You followed him.
"Donāt forget the restaurant this evening, dear", he said, taking his coat.
"Mmh", you kissed him goodbye, smiling through the kiss.
"I wonāt be long, I promise. Love you."
SHIDOU RYUSEI is⦠a special lover, to say the least. Prepare yourself for tons of adventures and tons of weird stares. He has literally no shame, heās extremely bold, even in public (this dude doesnāt understand PDA ig) and he doesnāt give a shit about people around him, not what they think of him. But when it comes to you ? Ohh man. Heās extremely proud of you, heās gonna show you off to everyone 24/7, and if somebody says something about you that he doesnāt like, you would need to calm him fast because heās ready to throw hands. He wants to hang-out with you all the time, heās capable of everything for you. Definitely a simp and a hype-man !! He wants to be in your arms 24/7 and absolutely love when you praise him about his skills in soccer or in anything else. This man has a lot of respect for you, your family and friends, but heās sometimes a bit harsh towards your friends, especially if some of them disrespect you because « itās funĀ Ā» or because theyāre the « pickmeĀ Ā» type.
"Oh hi, Y/N !", you turned your head towards the noise to see two friends you havenāt seen in a while.
"Oh, hi, long time no see ! How are you ?"
"Iām fine ! How are-" answered your first friend, before being interrupted by the second one, that was looking down at you.
"I heard you have a boyfriend now ?"
"Uh⦠yeah I have, Iām waiting for him to get out of his training right now. Heās a soccer player !", you responded, a bit nervous, a strained smile on your lips.
"Wondering how you get a hottie like this to even take a look at you."
You felt immediately humiliated, you havenāt seen her for almost one year and a half, and sheās already trying to belittle you ? You frowned, and she stopped laughing in a high-pitched voice to look at you again, then sighed.
"Man, youāre so sensitive, chill. Itās a joke."
"A joke is supposed to be funny, bitch."
Shidou appeared behind your second friend, pushing her towards the first one, hurting her a bit in the process.
"Get the fuck out of here now or Iām going to smash your fucking head into the concrete."
They ran away, the second one literally scared for her life, and Shidou put his hand on the small of your back, gently guiding you to the exit of the corridor.
"Donāt listen to her doll, youāre the prettiest girl in the whole world, you know that. Iām the luckiest man here."
LEONARDO LUNA is a sarcastic yet, loving man. He absolutely loves to tease you and to fluster you, itās his hobby. Making you blush ? Heās smiling. Making you laugh ? Heās crying from your cuteness. His humor is so good, youāve never seen a funnier man in your life, istg. Heās even more funny when you two go on a date and when he decides to judge every. single. person. that walked past both of you. Heās fond of you, and each day he has you on his side makes him realize heās the happiest man of the world, thanks to you. He wants you to come to his games with his jersey, and he told his coach he wanted you on the bench near the field, to hold you in his arms after each win, and each defeat. You literally have him warped around your finger, heās willing to do anything for you to be happy, even belittle himself. His friends tease him about you, but he canāt protest : youāre the light in his life, he counts the days before seeing you again (when he needs to be in a foreign country for soccer), youāre his wallpaper screen, heās always calling you or texting you, sometimes in the middle of training.
"Luna, what are you doing ?? Weāre training man", scoffed his teammate, seeing him on his phone, smiling like a kid.
"Iām texting my s/o, ākay? So stop disturbing me, thanks."
"Youāre such a simp", he laughed.
"Shut the fuck up", Luna answered, cheeks red, embarrassed.
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owww thatās so kind :(
Thank you so much, you bring me happiness too š«¶ donāt forget to rest well, eat and drink properly !
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