Love will Leave And Come Back

One day I will be in one of those tiktok slide shows

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It's my 9 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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The holiest thing I ever did was survive — and even then, I was accused of blasphemy.

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I met God once — she was fourteen years old, barefoot, and dragging the sun behind her like a diary she never meant for anyone to read. And then she looked at me through the mirror, and I realized I wasn’t meeting her… I was remembering.

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standing in front of mirror whispering “you’re fine” until it sounds like a spell

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I don’t hate God. I just don’t trust anything that needs me to suffer first.

If love is real, why must I bleed to prove it?

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Sometimes I think God is a child who breaks His toys on purpose

just to see what the insides look like.

Sometimes I think I was one of those toys.

-ARTY

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If you find my name, keep it. I was never good at holding things.

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Girlhood is the first exile.

You are taught to leave yourself

long before anyone calls it survival.

And womanhood?

It’s the long way back home

to a body you were told to be afraid of

[romessence]

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Suffering is not holy. It is not redemptive. It is a knife, and it cuts, and it cuts, and it cuts.

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I hope I learn to get over myself

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I speak a language that sounds like English but isn't quite right - every word comes out slightly warped, a half-step out of tune. I exist in this almost-fitting space, hoping somewhere, someone is learning to speak my language too

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i’m carrying different versions of me - they’re all very tired.

[emotionalwords]

[artys-heartbreak]

I hope ur okay! Your blaze had me a lil worried. Reach out to a friend if you need anything, you aren't a burden! -a stranger

Oh my God hi thank you, I’m actually doing OK, please don’t worry about me. I’m an aspiring author. All this pent-up anger is not doing anything so I decided to put it into words so people can see and maybe one day will relate and understand. My dream is to put peoples hearts and souls into my writing. ❤️

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“I can’t make you understand. I can’t make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I can’t even explain it to myself.”

— Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

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[petejj-deactivated20250521]

Oh, I hope you understand