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[ashenhawk]

hi! are u active at all anymore? just asking cause i was planning on doing something for u on here

Hi!! omg I'm sure this is like a million years late, I am so sorry! I've been so busy with my mum passing away this year + my game development that I haven't had time to check my personal tumblr in a loooong time. I am not really active but when I have spare time again I do hope to get back here <33

[ashenhawk]

I say I'll start writing more and then I go into a depressive episode and don't :") I'm so sorry yall, I will do some writing today!

[ashenhawk]

I loved what you wrote for MC being the reincarnated version of the past lover for Simeon and Diavolo. I was wondering if you could do the same except it’s for Solomon please.

You got it!!!

Solomon is very in tune with his magic, but regardless of how powerful he is, he's still a mortal human.

He recalls some of the details of his past lives, though not all of it. Most of it is hazy memories that come forth at random as he's grown up. His magic tendencies amplify this ability.

When he meets you, Solomon feels strange. He doesn't clearly remember his past life romances, but he knows he senses something... familiar in you.

As he gets to know you more this becomes stronger and more pronounced, and gradually he begins to remember things. Little moments spent not only in his previous life but in ALL of his previous lives with one special person whose soul is connected to his... someone who keeps finding their way to him, over and over...

Solomon is certain it's you. He still doesn't remember the names or even the faces of his past life lovers, but he remembers the sensations. Those sensations are identical to what he feels near you.

He doesn't know how to approach you about it though. Would you think it strange if he simply told you one day that you're his lover from a past life, and that he believes his soul still loves you even now?

Solomon longs for you. At first he longs to relive those past life sensations, but it soon grows into a longing for you, as you are in your current life. He longs for YOU.

So when he confesses those feelings one day, that's what he begins with. Not the past lives, but the current one. He tells you he has fallen for you and all the little things that make up who you are.

Although generally calm and collected, his voice shakes during his confession due to the sheer volume of emotions that threaten to overflow when he's around you.

And when you accept his feelings, and even return them... he's overjoyed. But Solomon still doesn't tell you about those past lives. He doesn't want you to think thats the only reason he wants you, so he stays quiet about it.

What he doesn't realize is that you're already just as aware as he is...

[ashenhawk]

Anyway, to be honest most of the time recently I'm either playing Animal Crossing or writing the script for my otome game. But I'm really gonna try hard to sit down and knock out some requests on this blog. I'm so sorry once again about the delays, yall!

[ashenhawk]

hi I just got done reading some of your writing and I have to say that it just made me so happy and warm and soft!! you are a good writer! I also saw some of your recent posts and it seems like you have been struggling with motivation and other issues and I wish you luck with them!!take your time and like not in a creepy way but can’t wait for your next writing post!!!Im sorry I put this in your request box but I am too embarrassed to hop in messages and show my account but Thank you for ur work

Aw gosh anon, that's so super nice of you to say!!! ;0; Truly, thank you. This made my night to read!♡ I hope you're well and staying healthy!

[ashenhawk]

i love this page! wish i could write fics, i've written a couple a few years back but i'm not particularly good at setting the scene! if you are still taking requests for scenarios can you do one for MC going to lucifers room on the last night of the exchange programme to ask him to take sleep with her? (virgin MC) not an established relationship, just looking for demon booty before she goes home! i think he would be taken aback by the boldness but super sweet in the situation nonetheless! :)

Hey anon! I am so sorry that I have been so quiet and inactive here recently. I did a quick thing for your request - I hope you enjoy!

Knowing you will soon be home in the human world is bittersweet. The idea of your friends and family back home, those familiar faces greeting you contrasts the idea of leaving this new group behind.

Though sexual tension hasn't been missing at all in your stay here with the demon brothers, you never did make a move to actually do anything. You are, after all, a virgin. Fear or apprehension is fairly normal. But... you're certain that if you don't make a move at some point, you'll regret it once you get home.

So that night you prepare yourself, swallow that nervousness, and knock on the door to Lucifer's room. You can tell instantly that he's surprised to see you here, and he quizzically gazes down at you. "Is there a reason for your visit, MC?"

It's now or never.

So... you'll do it now. You won't live with regrets.

Sliding into his room and shutting the door behind you, the quizzical look grows. You look back up at him, determined. "Take me, Lucifer."

At first you can't tell what his expression is saying. Rejection? Disgust? But you soon realize it's simply shock. You've caught him off guard, clearly not expecting this. The confusion on his face is actually quite endearing, until it changes to a smirk. Stepping in closer he soon has you pinned against the wall.

"Are you sure you can handle me, MC?" Lucifer's voice is smooth and calm now.

You know that a blush is spreading across your face and the earlier apprehension is returning. In the presence of this powerful demon you remember just how helpless and at his mercy you'd be in such a vulnerable way... So you mutter back, "Just be gentle. It's my first time."

The look Lucifer wears changes again in response. He doesn't seem to have been expecting that. Though there is amusement clear as day on his face, it is mixed with something gentle; something almost grateful. Perhaps he's pleased to be your first time.

He scoops you up in his arms and before you know it, you've been sprawled out on Lucifer's bed. He crawls over top of you, smiling almost playfully.

"I'll be as gentle as I can, at least."

[ashenhawk]

Ahhh. I'm so sorry for inactivity again. I am trying my best but still struggling a bit. ;; Going to try to get more written today. Sorry again, everyone. Thanks for your patience.

[ashenhawk]

I will get to the other requests in my inbox very soon! Sorry about this delay, everyone. I'm doing my best to cope with stress right now. Gonna have a quick nap and when I'm up again I'll get more requests done^^

[ashenhawk]

hello hello I hope you are well and taking care of yourself. First of all, I think your writing is very pleasant to read and super admirable. I wanted to ask OneShot or Headcannons what you think is best for the situation. A situation with Asmodeus, with a Mc who thinks she does not deserve love, affection and attention in general she thinks it is not worth the effort and time, and when she receives any of these things she is shocked. Sorry if my English is bad I'm trying my best.

Thank you for the kind well wishes!! I've had a lot of stress going on recently but I am hanging in there ^^ I hope you like this quick one shot!

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You sit at the table with the demon brothers for another meal. Though you're used to your time here and being around demons, you still distance yourself. Not only emotionally, but physically as well. While the brothers chat and sit together, you observe from several seats away.

These boys would all consider you their friend - some even a bit more than that. Your personality has even managed to win over Lucifer. So as he watches you from the opposite side of the dining table, Asmodeus can't help but wonder why you seem so far away... Even in the same room as you, it feels like you're intentionally keeping yourself separate from them. And Asmodeus does not like that.

After your meal that day, Asmo approaches you. He has the same flirty mannerisms and demeanor as always, and drapes his arm around your shoulder as he leans in towards you. "MC~ Did you enjoy your food? If you like that kind of thing I know a super duper lovely restaurant I could take you to some time! Just the two of us? Sound good?"

You reply with an awkward laugh and gently shake Asmo's arm away. "Thanks!" A smile in his direction. "But that's alright."

Asmo did expect that answer. You always reject his advances. But... you always reject everyone else, too. He may seem like an airhead at times but Asmo is far, far from oblivious about matters like these. Although he's been patient, waiting for you to open up, he has started to grow concerned the longer this goes on for. So, when you turn to walk away, Asmodeus grabs your arm.

"Asmo? Do you need something?" you turn and ask.

"Why do you push me away?" You can hear the hurt in Asmo's question, and feel a stab of guilt. That guilt grows even more when this man, known for being a narcissist, adds, "No... why do you push everyone away?"

You don't know how to respond. And so, you don't. You stand there, silently, as Asmodeus continues to grip your arm. The grip loosens suddenly, and just when you think you have a moment to rush off and avoid this confrontation, you gasp in surprise at Asmo clutching your hand instead. "A-Asmo..." You want to pull away, but at the same time you don't.

You want to feel this demon's comforting touch, but at the same time you don't. You want to tell him about yourself, but at the same time you don't.

When he realizes you don't intend to immediately pull away, Asmo uses this moment to entwine his fingers with yours. "You can talk to me, MC." The seriousness of his tone... the gentle touch of his skin... the soft, concerned expression on his face... the genuine care...

You break down.

Tears stream out of your eyes as Asmo helplessly stares at you. He gives you time to regain your composure... then pulls you into a tight embrace. "Don't pull away," he whispers. "Talk to me."

You've cried too much already to manage an excuse. "I need to pull away..."

"Why?"

"Because I don't deserve this."

"Huh?..." Asmo is stunned by your reply. "What don't you deserve, exactly?"

"... Any of this." When the words begin to spill out from inside of you, Asmo clings to you even more tightly. You feel his hand stroking your hair. "I don't deserve this attention or this affection. I don't... I don't deserve... love... I don't understand why you all care for me so much. I don't deserve it!"

Asmodeus wants to reply back. He wants to tell you that you're wrong. He wants to explain all the details he and his brothers have observed in you that make you so special and wonderful. He wants to... but for time being, he can't find a way to put it into words. So instead, Asmo scoops you up into his arms. He ignores and protests and carries you to your room. He tucks you into to bed... and he kisses your forehead with a shocking chasteness. Your eyes are red from crying out all of the tears you have held back since befriending these boys.

"Rest." Asmodeus speaks softly to you as he tucks you in under your covers. "..." Words still won't come to him. Asmo is better at physical actions than words. But now isn't the time.

You close your eyes and Asmo strokes your cheek for a short while as you fall to sleep. When you are surely fast asleep, he sighs. Though you can't see it he wears an expression so filled with fondness directed at you. His final words before leaving you for the night are barely a whisper:

"You deserve the whole world, MC..."

[ashenhawk]

hi!! could you do headcanons for obey me's Satan and Lucifer with a music teacher significant other? I love your writing style :)

You got it!! Thank you so much for the comment on my writing style - I’m glad you enjoy it ^_^

Satan:

Satan has great appreciation for his S/O’s musical interests and the fact that they’re a teacher of such a wonderful subject has earned them great admiration!

He has some musical knowledge himself but will ‘humble himself’ for his S/O because he knows he can learn so much more from them.

Satan hangs on their every word during lessons, absorbing what they teach.

He finds his partner absolutely enrapturing at the best of times, but when it comes to music he can’t help but feel a content happiness, almost like he’s being lulled by a siren.

Regardless of the type of music they teach (if it focuses on a certain instrument or style, it doesn’t matter) Satan is very impressed by whatever they can teach him.

If they happen to play an instrument he observes their movements while they do. A pianist he would watch as their fingers clink along the keys; if they play the guitar he examines each place that they strum the cords, a flute player he stares at in awe as they skillfully blow into the instrument while simultaneously controlling their hand movements.

He’s also very likely to grab the hands of his S/O after they play an instrument and kiss those skillful hands.

And he also brags quite a bit about the wonderful things he learns from them!

Lucifer:

While Lucifer knows quite a bit about music already, he still enjoys listening to his S/O’s lessons. 

He doesn’t get lessons from them directly but he enjoys sitting in on their lessons with others, quietly observing.

Lucifer won’t always admit it out loud but he has actually learned quite a few new facts from these sessions, and he’s always impressed by his S/O’s ability. 

When Lucifer first learned that his S/O is a music teacher he was intrigued, but not necessarily impressed. It wasn’t until he actually saw them in action that he realized how endearing he finds this about them.

Sometimes he will offer to join in with their teaching sessions as a sort of ‘teacher’s aid’, but people tended to be intimidated by him and wouldn’t learn from his teaching style. After that he felt his fondness for his partner grow even further, and felt genuinely happy that they have something they’re better at him with.

It might sound weird to say that ‘Lucifer was happy he wasn’t as good as his partner at something’ but the reason is... it made him realize that him and his partner may indeed be equals, something he hasn’t always considered with the people/demons in his life.

After a lesson he will come up behind his partner and wrap his arms around them, whispering in their ear with gentle words of admiration.

[ashenhawk]

Hi I would like to request you something! How about one of the brothers being with MC (probably dating or aware about their feelings for them) and suddenly the demon is just strike by the fact that since MC is human, they will eventually die somehow someday and it will be very soon according how humans lifespan is short. (With the brothers you want but if you can do Mammon it would be nice!)

Absolutely! I'll do it with Mammon! I wrote these to take place after the events of Belphie's attack on MC.

Of course Mammon has always been aware of the short lives humans live. It's inevitable, after all. But... somehow, he seems to have forgotten it with you.

Maybe the reason it slipped his mind is because no matter how much he calls you "human", he can't help but see you as more.

So when he's horribly, painfully reminded that your life is fragile, Mammon struggles to come to terms with it.

At first he experiences a bit of denial. You've escaped death before, and you can do it again! ... Right? No, you can't do that forever, can you?

Then Mammon starts to panic. He wants to spend time with you, so much more time than a short human lifespan can offer! This isn't fair. Why do you have to be so fragile?

You can tell Mammon is acting oddly but for a while you can't put your finger on what the issue is. It becomes clear one day when you bump your head and have a bit of blood trickling from your forehead.

Mammon freaks out. He grabs you and in almost a daze he tells you, "Don't you go dyin' on me, MC!!"

You connect the dots back to the incident with Belphegor.

Although you didn't notice at first, Mammon has been secretly filled with anxiety about every small potential injury. When you bring it up, Mammon ends up clinging to you and sobbing, apparently not having any composure left.

"MC...! Ya don't get it, do ya? No matter how much I... a-a...adore you... you're just so damn fragile! And when ya die, what's gonna happen to me then, huh? How am I supposed to go on without MC!?"

You spend the night consoling an over emotional Mammon.

He's been hiding these feelings for long enough that he can't even fake a cool attitude anymore. He just sobs.

[ashenhawk]

Someone: write [x character] doing [x dominant thing]

Me, stupid submissive binch: Oh buddy will I ever

[ashenhawk]

levi's birthday was yesterday so can you write a nsfw hc where mc suggests that she will do anything levi asks tonight and will obey his every word? thanks

You bet!!!! They’re under the cut! I hope you like em. c: They are very nsfw so... ahaha... Enjoy. 

Levi is super blushy and embarrassed at first. “MC, y-y-y-you.... are you... s-sure!?” Once you say you’re absolutely sure in response, you can see that he’s clearly excited despite that embarrassment.

The first thing he orders is for you to put on a cute maid cosplay. It goes along with the theme of ‘obeying his every word’, right? He confesses it’s something he’s fantasized about before, too.

You change and he immediately turns about 3 shades of red darker than before because of how CUTE you are.

Although he’s a bit nervous, he orders you to get on your knees in front of him. “W-Well then... you’ll really do whatever I ask?” You agree again, and he orders you to swear your love for him. He blushes as he orders it, worrying you’ll think it’s a silly order, but once you actually do it he starts to really get into this scenario.

Next he orders you to ‘prove’ that love with your body, of course~

Levi tells you to open up the buttons at the top of the maid outfits and show as much of yourself as you can while still keeping the dress on.

The sight of you there on your knees in that sexy maid dress is basically the otaku dream and he can’t hold back anymore. 

Without even thinking about what he’s doing he reaches out to the back of your head and pulls you towards his crotch.

“Suck it, MC.”

His words are less shaky and more confident and his breathing is getting heavier as he gets more lustful. 

You’re so hot. You’re so hot. Oh my fucking god you’re so hot.  -- Those are the thoughts that keep going through his mind as you service him with your mouth.

Levi takes his role in control further by gripping your hair and thrusting your mouth over his cock as he moans; he doesn’t last too long before he cums in your mouth. 

“Ah - sorry, I got carried away....” He apologizes and the embarrassment returns. You reassure him it’s fine - you’re the one who suggested this after all!

He’s ready to keep going, in that case. Even if it’s his birthday, Levi doesn’t want to be the only one enjoying himself.

Levi gets down on the floor too, which is confusing for a moment until he orders you to get on his lap. 

“I’m going... to fuck you... Got it?” He tries to sound commanding but the leftover nervousness makes it come out a little awkward.

Levi grabs your hips and lowers you onto his cock. Since you’re still in the maid dress, he can’t help but be extra turned on from seeing you on top of him like that.

“... Start thrusting, MC. P-Please us both. Okay?”

The night continues with Levi getting slightly more confident every time you obey another order, and by the time midnight arrives and his birthday is over he’s fucked you in plenty of positions, making you keep the maid dress on the entire time.~

[ashenhawk]

Request Status Update!! ✨

Hello everyone!! Because I’ve been spending the majority of my writing time working on the otome game I’m creating, I’ve had less free moments to do requests. 

BUT! I still very much want to continue doing requests for you all! So to make things easier for myself, I’m updating a few requests statuses & rules. This way it’ll be less overwhelming for me, and I’ll also be able to get out requests quicker!

Headcanon & drabble/scenario requests are OPEN, but please limit requests to up to 3 characters at a time. (Doing full casts of characters for one theme all at once can be overwhelming for me!)

If you or someone else requests a theme that you like and you want to see it for a different character, you can request it again in a separate ask! 

I will finish all of the longer requests I have in my inbox right now but I might choose a select few characters for ones that request an entire cast of 3+ characters at a time.

When I finish up the long one shot requests I have, I’ll be taking only 1 or 2 at a time in the future so that I don’t get swamped.

Thank you again so much for enjoying my writing and I hope you’ll also be understanding about these changes! ^^ Please feel free to keep sending in requests; there’s no need to hesitate as long as they fit into the guidelines in this post. I hope you’re all staying safe & healthy!

Love, Casper

[ashenhawk]

I queue’d this post with the intention of it posting here on my actual writing blog but the new tumblr desktop theme is bullshit and it posted all on my main blog oof.

[ashenhawk]

Request Status Update!! ✨

Hello everyone!! Because I’ve been spending the majority of my writing time working on the otome game I’m creating, I’ve had less free moments to do requests. 

BUT! I still very much want to continue doing requests for you all! So to make things easier for myself, I’m updating a few requests statuses & rules. This way it’ll be less overwhelming for me, and I’ll also be able to get out requests quicker!

Headcanon & drabble/scenario requests are OPEN, but please limit requests to up to 3 characters at a time. (Doing full casts of characters for one theme all at once can be overwhelming for me!)

If you or someone else requests a theme that you like and you want to see it for a different character, you can request it again in a separate ask! 

I will finish all of the longer requests I have in my inbox right now but I might choose a select few characters for ones that request an entire cast of 3+ characters at a time.

When I finish up the long one shot requests I have, I’ll be taking only 1 or 2 at a time in the future so that I don’t get swamped.

Thank you again so much for enjoying my writing and I hope you’ll also be understanding about these changes! ^^ Please feel free to keep sending in requests; there’s no need to hesitate as long as they fit into the guidelines in this post. I hope you’re all staying safe & healthy!

Love, Casper

[ashenhawk]

Hi! I love your writing :) Could you do headcanons for the obey me brothers seeing MC without a bra on? Like it's late and she went out of her room to get something but didn't bother putting her bra on?

Yes!! I’m mostly taking a hiatus from headcanons right now but this is cute so...! I only really have the mental energy to do headcanons or drabbles for a few characters at a time right now (which is why I’ve been struggling with requests for the full set of brothers lghdfghsdgf) so I did Lucifer and Mammon. If you liked them and want to see someone else specific, let me know and I’ll do them as well!

It’s under the cut :’) I ended up doing it as short paragraph drabbles though instead of headcanons, so I hope that’s okay! Also I wasn’t sure if you’d want MC to be entirely topless or just braless so I went with entirely topless ahaha.

 I hope you enjoy it!

Each drabble begins with this scenario:  

You only need to grab one thing. The trip will be quick, barely a three stop walk down the hall to grab the book you dropped after realizing it must have fallen out of your bag, and you know most of the demons are in their rooms - most of them asleep - by now. Why bother with clothes? It gives you more incentive to hurry back to your comfy bed and curl up with that book under the covers, too. 

You open the door and peek out. Sure enough, there’s that book. Making sure to leave the door open so that you can get back in quickly, you rush down to grab the book. You’re just reaching down when you hear a sound.

... Is that the sound of your bedroom door closing? Oh crap. You pick up the book swiftly and use it to cover your chest.

Lucifer:

“...” You can practically sense that the one standing behind you is Lucifer aiming a confused glare at your naked back. “MC.” Yup. That’s Lucifer’s voice. 

“Y-Yeah?”

“Why aren’t you clothed?”

Tightening the grip you have on the book around your chest to make sure it’s fully concealed, you turn around and face him. ... ? That face he’s making isn’t quite what you were expecting... anger, a glare, confusion; any of those would have been what you’d expect, but instead you saw a smirk. “I was just getting a book and I knew I’d be quick, so --”

He steps towards you. “You should know better than to walk around like that in a house full of demons.” That smirk... “Or, were you perhaps hoping somewhere inside that one of us would find you? Hm, MC?” Another step. He’s right in front of your face now. “Well?”

“I... uh...” You can’t find words for a response.

Lucifer leans in towards your face. Your heart beats faster. Is he going to... No. He stops when he’s close enough to whisper in your ear. “I’ll let you off easy this time, but next time I find you walking around this place so indecently, you can expect a very up-close-and-personal punishment. Understood?”

Mammon:

"Wh-Whw-----What THE HECK?????” That’s Mammon’s voice. “What in the world are you doing!? Why are you NAKED?”

You turn to face him. “I’m not naked! I just -”

“You can’t walk around here like that!” Mammon can’t seem to figure out if he wants to avert his gaze are stare directly at you, so he does an awkward combination of both, eyes flitting about madly. “What if one of my brothers saw you? I mean, it’s okay if it’s me, but if it was one of them...! G-G-Get some clothes on!”

“You closed the door to my room!” you point out to him.

“Because I thought you forgot to close it!” he whines back at you. “Gahh!” Mammon turns back to your door and opens it wide, accidentally slamming it against the wall in the process. “Get in there!” He grabs you, pushing you in unceremoniously. “And... uh...! Don’t do that again. I-I-If... If you’re gonna... do something like that...! You should do it in my room inste--”

His voice is cut off by someone else. “What are you doing up so late?” you hear Lucifer’s voice from the hallway.

“N-Nothing!” Mammon stammers out. He drops his voice to a whisper. “Just...! Go to bed!” He slams the door shut in your face. The last thing you see before he disappears is his blushing face staring in the direction of that book covering your chest.

[ashenhawk]

hey there. just wanted to remind you not to feel guilty for doing what you’re passionate about. we will be fine and i for one an not going to leave just cause of that. i love seeing youre game updates

Ahhh thank you so much anon, that's so kind of you to say!!!! ;0; Honestly I've been really worried I'm letting my followers here down because my fanfic and headcanon stuff has been less frequent so I super appreciate you taking the time to say this to me!!