hmmm @ashoftheblackdawn - Tumblr Blog

parents will be like “you’ve changed” and it’s just you started doing the things that make you comfortable that you always wanted to do but was too scared to express your wants and needs

#actually autistic #yeah...#b/c all of my needs were wrong

subaru-copilot

im so sorry that you're doomed by the narrative but i really need you to answer my message on Microsoft Teams

#I literally hallucinate the stupid teams ringtone #>:(#fuckin hate teams

swagophile

important reminder that most people you follow online are significantly lamer than you think they are including me. and if you feel insecure comparing yourself to someone online: DON'T. theyre probably also lame and weird. most people on the internet are

most-sane-classicist

reblog if you're also lame and weird.

herbaklava

#this is what being autistic is like #actually autistic

maul-of-shame

I actually recommend everyone write for a rarepair once because it completely changes your relationship with fandom. Engagement stops being numbers and starts being names. You know who's going to show up. You recognize usernames. Someone disappears for a while and then comes back and you're like “OH MY GOD WELCOME HOME.” It's incredibly wholesome. It is also deeply inconvenient when all six of you simultaneously get writer's block-

#or get into a tiny fandom

recoil-operated-deactivated2021

Will you be seeing red after taking this quiz?

I can only read “dogs” and only see anything in one other. I see nothing in any other.

bunjywunjy

8/10 but fuck, OW.

stevolteon

8/10 also!

#7/10 #but I genuinely guessed for like three of them so more like 4/10

maryoliveoil

#yup!

swagophile

important reminder that most people you follow online are significantly lamer than you think they are including me. and if you feel insecure comparing yourself to someone online: DON'T. theyre probably also lame and weird. most people on the internet are

most-sane-classicist

reblog if you're also lame and weird.

#my therapist would not like this post

effemimaniac

we are in the midst of a friday ass thursday. keep your wits about you.

#we’re off tomorrow #< prev tag #I work in finance and we are NOT off tomorrow; the branches are just closed Saturday #I am off next Friday though :)

moveslikekeithrichards

this might be kind of a reach but is there a way for printers to connect to devices so that documents can be printed from them

#speaking as a tech professional with 10 years experience #no #throw the printer out the window and don't look back

blckgirlacid

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

dyktvideogamesfx

Enough questions for me:

What video games are yall playing right now. Tell me about them!!!

#pokemon pokopia #i finished the main plot about a month ago #it's very addicting and chill and also overwhelming #it's also an ADHD nightmare and very easy to get distracted in it #you decide to build something but then a Pokemon flags you down to chat on your way to your storage area #and then you pass by another Pokemon who wanted a decoration or something for their home #but you need to gather more crafting materials to make that thing #and then four hours have passed and you still haven't built that thing

bareniabirkin

😟😳😳😳

squadron-of-damned

#idk what this means or if i do this but ig i'll just hold my phone with my pinky stuck out from now on??

Good question, also no that won’t help.

shitty MS Paint 3 minutes doodle, nto entirely accurate: When you have your pinky hooked on the “bottom” edge of the phone for the extra security so it doesn’t slide out of your hand that easily, you’re wreaking damage on your hand, since the pinky is extremely askew from it’s resting position. You might have noticed that when you hold your phone like that for long time it begins to hurt, like when you are gripping a pen too tightly for example.

Green lines - the fingers are going their natural way. Red line - the pinky is way off, that’s bad.

theclockworkjudas

Me: Oh, good thing I never-

Me, looking down at hand: By talos this can't be happening

h4nds4ndwich

oh thats why my hadns have started to always be in pain ok

#looks like I only do this when i'm trying to take a photo #phew

paingoes

dehumanization tropes i love

-not allowed on furniture. remain standing or kneel on the floor, no sitting

-not allowed to make eye contact

-being silenced immediately every time they try to speak

-casual manhandling, being dragged alone because they’re not trusted to move by themselves

-casual, nonconsensual touch. randomly pulling them closer, absently playing with hair, manually adjusting their posture

-giving orders without explanation

-giving orders they know are arbitrary, just to exercise power

-talking about them like they aren’t even in the room

-authorizing other people to monitor and control them

-being kept in restraints 24/7, with movement restricted even further in their downtime

-degrading their natural behaviors and reflexes. stare is creepy, smile is ugly, flinching is disrespectful, etc…

-putting down their hobbies/interests

-ascribing ill intent to all their actions and assuming the worst from them

blind-leading

@headspace-hotel

The Bucky?

headspace-hotel

Yes :3

#writing ideas #interesting...

rubysapphrald

i feel so defensive and protective of people with ARFID like if i had a disorder that made my brain register 90% of food as poison for no reason and i had a bazillion people on the internet constantly calling me a manchild who needs to just grow up and stop being a picky eater i would start killing people

rubysapphrald

people with ARFID and people with very few autism safe foods and people with contamination OCD and people in ED recovery and everyone else with a complicated relationship with food that no one takes seriously GET BEHIND ME!!!!!!!

#actually autistic #pretty sure I had arfid when I was a kid #thankfully I seem to have grown out of it #learning to cook was really instrumental for me