a side of ennui

blog is 18+ 40+, genderqueer, cali, kinky, switch --- posts politics, self care, random interesting things --- main blog for several kinky sideblogs

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[thegaymertrainer]

TikTok live is such a waste of time there are no good….

[cognitohazardous]

this is how we should generate power for cities

[transmechanicus]

contextual storytelling from that sign in the back

[quendergeer]

muttering "the hamsters control the wheels" as i wander around like a blind medieval soothsayer

[buqbite]

sometimes i feel ive got to

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run away

[nariiminus]

[jordanbolton]

To the Person Who Asked If I Was OK

Pre-order my new book here

[halochewer]

the kindly transgender hypnotist would like to make several slow, rhythmic stimming motions in front of you while you talk. no need to stare.

[halochewer]

you are being so rude right now drooling on yourself mid-conversation just because i'm letting my arms swing back and forth in rhythm while making my vocal tone bounce up and down to raise and lower your state of mental engagement. fractionation isnt even real. get real.

[genderkoolaid]

Because I was now a man, I could not speak about what it was like to be a woman. Because I had been a woman, I could never really speak about what it was like to be a man. Do the math: I could not speak. It was a double erasure, a double bind, in which every experience I had was false, and so nothing I said was credible. I could no longer derive authority from my experiences before transition, and shouldn’t even cite them — I had never “really” been a woman, so those things hadn’t happened — but those experiences could always be weaponized against me to prove I wasn’t “really” the man I claimed to be. They call it erasure, when this happens. I wasn’t prepared for how literal the term was. Every day, I could feel myself disappear.

— Eraserhead: On writer's block and being a gender traitor by Jude Doyle

[jacobjoaquin]

Ballpoint Sierpiński Spinner (2026)

[leshermes]

Jasmine Vine, lead programmer of Hollow Knight & Silksong just transitioned!! I'm so happy for her!❤️🏳️‍⚧️

[c-rowlesdraws]

her bluesky header & icon are so cute too 🥰

[charl0ttan]

[asideofennui]

[holy-leapin-splits-batman]

[zenzgtandg]

If you strike me down, I shall become more powerful than you can possibly imagine

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[scifigrl47]

The ways that exist to break this game that simultaneously do absolutely no damage to how this game functions are ASTONISHING.  

[jauntylittlefrillyboy]

Did you weaponize the chickens?

[justketerthings]

You hurt cuccoo? You hurt cuccoo like the link? Oh! Oh! Death for molduga! Death for molduga for a hundred years!

[motherfucker-somewhat-limited]

tiktoks with vine energy pt. 29

[rocktheholygrail]

Happy Jeremy Bearimy Day!

[absolutepie]

Happy Jeremy Bearimy Month!!

[phoenix]

Today is the every day you can never reblog this.

[mousegirlheart]

[segamascot]

[snorazz]

[theatricuddles]

[ID: The first is an image of Canada and Mexico with the United States edited out that reads "Oh thank god it was just a dream". The second image is an image of North America with all lands labelled with the names of the tribes living on them that reads "Oh thank god it was just a dream".]

[theworsethingsgettheharderifight]

here is a REALLY detailed hq map of indigenous american nations if you're interested (you are.)

and alaska. and hawai'i.

[theakrus-fallen-deactivated2024]

This is actually the most important thing I’ve seen this year

[dankmemeuniversity]

[iamoutofideas]