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So I found a great new synastry site...
Its https://astrolibrary.org/report/
I am not crazy about the he/she area, but they are the ONLY site I have found that actually uses quinqux’s which most astrologers actually ignore, and also aspects to chiron and the true now!!
Astro observations : Synastry edition
1. In synastry, Venus in 2nd house can make the Venus person be seduced by the House person’s looks, manners, style and just the way they walk and the way they talk. The Venus person has the urge to spoil the House person. Both of them trusts with each other’s finances. It is as if the House person put a spell on a Venus person.
2.Venus in 9th, however, makes the House person appreciate the Venus person’s philosophy and the way they view the world even if they have different opinions and vice versa. Often times this couple wants to travel and see the world together, taste different foreign foods and have fun.
3. Moon-Venus conjunction is the sweetest !aspect ! ever !
I’m not surprised, if the Moon person will let the Venus come to their house on a cold rainy day, drink some tea with some blankets on and just talk ON THEIR FIRST DATE. Nothing sexual but pure intimacy and comfort.
4. Moon - Mercury in soft aspects really smoothes out any bickering and arguments in a relationship. The Moon person opens up really easily and finds comfort in the way Mercury talks and deliver their thoughts.
5. Venus - Uranus contact can be an indication for long-distance relationship since Uranus rules over mobile phones, internet and anything related to technology. The couple will communicate through internet and any other possible gadgets.
6. Jupiter in 6th house synastry is a blessing. Each of them never gets tired of each other and enjoys each other company everyday, every minute and every second.
7. Mars in the 3rd house in synastry overlay. Often times the House person speaks in such a way that the Mars person can’t help but find sexual innuendos in it. As you know, Mars is the planet of sex, i won’t be surprised if they get off by thinking of each other or by each other’s voices.
♡When the Sun Rises…♡
A brief description of your rising sign;
Aries on the Rise// You push and pull until you achieve your goal, you never ever quite fighting, you may become demanding of the others around you. A true natural leader, you live for the podium.
Taurus on the Rise// Most people associate Leo Suns with Kings and Queens, those people haven’t had the pleasure of meeting a Taurus rising. You live for wealth, beauty, love, and everything in between. A rich lifestyle and a partner that gives you all the glory.
Gemini on the Rise// Unlike the airy and lost Gemini Sun, you rise more earthly. You have concrete ideas and think them thoroughly, you use your intellectual self to analyze well, something Gemini Suns have trouble with. Be careful, to much analyzing and your ideas never make it past the cutting board.
Cancer on the Rise// You are a natural caregiver, your natural aura gives children a feeling of safety. Family remains top priority to you, The stay close to you always no matter how far you may venture off, you remain protective of them.
Leo on the Rise// You believe in having it all, you want a successful business career, you want a partner that stands beside you and you proudly stand beside them, and you need a beautiful case that displays all the trophy’s.
Virgo on the Rise// You have a tendency to self-doubt, always wondering if you are doing the right thing. You are almost a push-over at times, this is far different than your Virgo Sun, you have warmer, and softer personality than Virgo Sun.
Libra on the Rise// You may wonder when and where this placement comes into play, it is hard to say. Libra Rising is absent in all areas but love and partnership, you tend to be bad at love, you pick the wrong person, and lose the right one. This causes you to have many partners.
Scorpio on the Rise// Secretive and distrusting, Scorpio rising is similar to Scorpio Sun, you hate showing vulnerability, and you have so much of it, your need to love and be love is strong, but you would rather no one know that until you are 101% sure they are right for you, and maybe more.
Sagittarius on the Rise// You need to keep moving in your mind, you need to see all new things and ideas. You love exciting and interesting environments, you hate boredom, and close-minded people. This especially comes into play with travel, and work.
Capricorn on the Rise// You are sometimes angry at yourself, you are intelligent, but can’t seem to understand the simplest things, you are lost when it comes to emotions and feelings. It is the idea of a mathematician not being able to run a cash register.
Aquarius on the Rise// You are much more secretive and closed off than your Aquarius Sun. Though you still value friendships and love significantly, you are still wonderful at communication. You just don’t show people this side often.
Pisces on the Rise// You become lost in translation. You can sometimes be a word that just happens to be forgotten. This is not always a bad thing to you, you enjoy being in the background and tend to do some of your best work there. You love concrete and reasonable work, but have an imaginative and creative side the world should see.
Souls purpose through your rising sign
Aries rising: 🐏
their soul purpose would be developing a strong sense of “I” being independent and strong. Focusing on them and working for them.
Taurus rising: 🐃
their soul purpose would mean learning and understanding the physical nature of life. From experiences that pertain to being physical and bringing spirituality.
Gemini rising: 🗣
Soul purpose is to communicate freely, and truthfully. Look at all sides of the die and then honestly speak from your evaluation. Be the truth and make it be the only truth.
Cancer rising:🦀
The obvious purpose is to learn to nurture and love others. Being responsible and comforting to yourself and anyone else in your life.
Leo rising:🌞
Your soul purpose is to learn that you don’t need to be accepted by others but by yourself. You are learning to love and accept yourself.
Virgo rising: 🌚
Your purpose is learning to improve and to work on yourself without criticizing others. Working hard for you and not so much for others around you.
Libra rising:👫👭👬
The purpose for you is not so much about yourself actually but learning to balance and give equality. Learn that relationships do not define you, and offers a spiritual path.
Scorpio rising:👀
Your soul purpose is to learn and grow spiritually, learn to control your power and strengthen through difficulty in this life you’ve chosen.
Sagittarius rising:🧠
This is about expansion of the mind and growing spiritually. You need to experience many adventures on many horizons to achieve this.
Capricorn rising:💪🏼
Your soul purpose is learning, responsibility and structure. Life is a work place, you are here to take the reins and carve a path the right way teaching others as well.
Aquarius rising:🧚🏻♀️
The purpose in your life would be breaking free, fighting the “social norms” not only for you but others. Unattainable and fearless to be who you are, accepting others just as different.
Pisces rising: 🐟
Your soul purpose is to learn to give to others without losing yourself to them all together. You need to learn to accept and feel the intense feelings rather than disregarding them.
♡When the Sun Rises…♡
A brief description of your rising sign;
Aries on the Rise// You push and pull until you achieve your goal, you never ever quite fighting, you may become demanding of the others around you. A true natural leader, you live for the podium.
Taurus on the Rise// Most people associate Leo Suns with Kings and Queens, those people haven’t had the pleasure of meeting a Taurus rising. You live for wealth, beauty, love, and everything in between. A rich lifestyle and a partner that gives you all the glory.
Gemini on the Rise// Unlike the airy and lost Gemini Sun, you rise more earthly. You have concrete ideas and think them thoroughly, you use your intellectual self to analyze well, something Gemini Suns have trouble with. Be careful, to much analyzing and your ideas never make it past the cutting board.
Cancer on the Rise// You are a natural caregiver, your natural aura gives children a feeling of safety. Family remains top priority to you, The stay close to you always no matter how far you may venture off, you remain protective of them.
Leo on the Rise// You believe in having it all, you want a successful business career, you want a partner that stands beside you and you proudly stand beside them, and you need a beautiful case that displays all the trophy’s.
Virgo on the Rise// You have a tendency to self-doubt, always wondering if you are doing the right thing. You are almost a push-over at times, this is far different than your Virgo Sun, you have warmer, and softer personality than Virgo Sun.
Libra on the Rise// You may wonder when and where this placement comes into play, it is hard to say. Libra Rising is absent in all areas but love and partnership, you tend to be bad at love, you pick the wrong person, and lose the right one. This causes you to have many partners.
Scorpio on the Rise// Secretive and distrusting, Scorpio rising is similar to Scorpio Sun, you hate showing vulnerability, and you have so much of it, your need to love and be love is strong, but you would rather no one know that until you are 101% sure they are right for you, and maybe more.
Sagittarius on the Rise// You need to keep moving in your mind, you need to see all new things and ideas. You love exciting and interesting environments, you hate boredom, and close-minded people. This especially comes into play with travel, and work.
Capricorn on the Rise// You are sometimes angry at yourself, you are intelligent, but can’t seem to understand the simplest things, you are lost when it comes to emotions and feelings. It is the idea of a mathematician not being able to run a cash register.
Aquarius on the Rise// You are much more secretive and closed off than your Aquarius Sun. Though you still value friendships and love significantly, you are still wonderful at communication. You just don’t show people this side often.
Pisces on the Rise// You become lost in translation. You can sometimes be a word that just happens to be forgotten. This is not always a bad thing to you, you enjoy being in the background and tend to do some of your best work there. You love concrete and reasonable work, but have an imaginative and creative side the world should see.
Uranus in the eight culture?
Oh gurl I’m about to read myself
🕰 having multiple personalities to deal with your emotional trauma
🕰challenging the idea and concepts associated with death
🕰feeling like you’ve been through this all before
🕰constantly wondering how other people view the world from their own perspectives
🕰finding it hard to pull out specific emotions you know you need to be feeling
🕰being emotionally available even to yourself
🕰 dealing with your problems as if you’re a stranger to your own body
🕰feeling like you’re not really alive
🕰being highly attune to your spiritual side
🕰conspiracy theories and aliens are the move
🕰attracting people who are sexually fluid and or open to different sexual experiences as well as those of same sex relations ♥️
🕰being a extreme loner at heart but also always feeling lonely
🕰secretly feeling like everyone’s left you behind you’re entire life
🕰being afraid of truly letting anyone in
🕰unconscious walls and barriers
🕰high libido that comes and goes in an erratic type of way
🕰wanting to run away from it all
🕰AND AS A LOVELY WOMEN HAS SAID, being a sexual freak.
Air signs: we want to be accepted as who we are, without pressuring us to be something we aren’t.
Fire sign: we want to be liked for all of us not certain parts. We deserve to be love in bad and good times and not only find people surroding us when we are having good times.
Water signs: we want to be respected for what we feel and think, cause what we feel is always authentic and real.
Earth signs: we want to be appreciated for the efforts we put and be supported cause we also need someone to be there for us as well.
astrology things
The 10th house is what we are perceived as by the public. This is the highest point in our birth chart, it’s what we imagine our most successful self should be.
When the ruler of the 12th house is in the 1st house then the part of us that is normally hidden from ourselves is actually taking center stage. These people shift into the very energy they sense is around them when they walk into a room without realizing they are doing so.
When your planet falls into someone’s first house you tend to be naturally accepting of who they are, so for example if your Venus falls into someone’s first house then you will see that person as your beauty ideal, someone who is nice and charming without any apparent effort, you will find yourself complimenting them a lot.
Neptune in aspect to Venus in synastry, especially with the hard aspects, brings about a love connection that is often felt on a deep soul level.
When the transiting Neptune comes into contact with your Natal Saturn, it tries to dissolve the structure and the reality you have built for yourself. Your understanding of the world and it’s meaning will inevitably change after the nebulous Neptune has finished its course. (This is especially true with the conjunction and the hard aspects).
Venus in the 10th house is generally very well received by the public.
Mars in the 6th house tends to have a high metabolism.
Aries leads with action and grit. Libra leads with passion and beauty.
Taurus senses the natural world and all its glory. Scorpio senses the supernatural world and all its darkness.
Gemini ventures through the new and unexplored, Sagittarius ventures through the old and the sacred.
Cancer nurtures with comfort and sympathy, Capricorn nurtures with construction and discipline.
Leo gains the spotlight with creativity and confidence, Aquarius gains the spotlight with intelligence and originality.
Virgo serves with self-improvement and organization, Pisces serves with self-sacrifice and imagination.
Capricorn risings are honestly the ones who are posting on their SC:
“started from nothing, worked 10 hours today, gonna buy mama a house”
And I blame their Leo in 8th that makes them take pride in everything they’ve been through and show it off lmaoooooo
Best thing about cap rising?
•they’re incredibly poised in carry situation for better or worse and because of that they’re amazing in a time of Crisis.
•they are extremely modest despite having Leo in there 8th house! In fact these are some of the most humble people you’ll meet
•they’re surprisingly goofy! It’s hard actually to get them to focus on a good story once you get them laughing.
•hardworking and sacrificing, be it family, friends and especially lovers—they’re willing to cast aside whatever, so long as it means they can provide for you
•men I’ve noticed with this are very “daddy” like and are like super handy?! Ovens messed up? They got it. Car broke down? They some how has a pick up truck. Hungry? They’ll pull up with a food at 2am if you desire.
•women and men here have BEAUTIFUL\natural faces! Some have very wonderfully structured faces, while those with moon or maybe Neptune on the AC may have very warm and gentle looking bodies and faces.
•very youthful and vibrant personalities once you get them to trust you! And I’m only going to say this once, but these people will never ever switch up on you! They will be the same person you knew in preschool who used to drop the crayons on the floor and stick em up there more except when they’re 32 it’ll be work pencils 😂. They’re always going to be “them”
•the “bigger” person in situations always, no matter how much someone gets under their skin they’ll never stoop down to anyone’s level(pride) the lost they’ll do is make a face and then casually finish there day.
•dry sense of humor, they tend to struggle with depression a lot, mainly due to their upbringing and trauma and sadly I’ve seen in many cases that most with cap risings have emotionally detached familial upbringings where the parents are more like “friends” then the necessary emotional backing they need. So these natives tend to be pretty cold humor types but they don’t ever take themselves seriously and cracking jokes about the bad in there lives is there way of staying sane and honestly they have a very unique and honest sense of humor.
North Node - my new direction
North Node in the 1st House / South Node in the 7th House - the new direction of life is expanding what it means ultimately to be your own person. In the past life you focused heavily on connecting with other people and making sure those connection lasts the longest they can. You were balancing between the self and others ultimately forgetting “yourself” and sacrificing your own independence, freedom of being the self and intensity to maintain balance and peace in the relationship. You became the diplomat, the judge and the peacemaker using subtle manipulation to get things you wanted. You were taught those are the ways that gets you far in life. You believed you don’t exist without relationships. This time you are being called to leave the safe harbour of finding a middle ground and you are about to start focusing more on yourself and your body. Your own image, style and personality. Becoming your own and only leader. Don’t be afraid of your own intensity. You will learn how to be fully yourself again without compromising parts of yourself that you forget you loved so much or even thought they don’t exist at all.
North Node in the 2nd House / South Node in the 8th House - the new direction of life is expanding what it means to value what you will build. In the past life you focused heavily on diving into the darkness of the world. You wanted to get at the bottom of the truth and reveal the darkness that the world tried to hide from you. You weren’t focused on making stable foundation of yourself and cherishing the self the way you should have, life forced you to deal with topics considered taboo and they became your obsession. You could have inherited a lot of things from those around you (whether good or bad) and got quite lucky with posssesions which you didn’t respect quite well. This time you are being called to be more responsible and grounded. Your soul will learn that building your self-esteem and keeping it stable is not a sign of vanity, you will learn how to be more consistent and gentle with yourself, the world and your body. You will learn how to be beautiful again.
North Node in the 3rd House / South Node in the 9th House - the new direction of life is expanding your ability to speak to the world in your own voice. In the past life you could have fall for ideology that swallowed you whole. You could have become obssessed with certain ideology, religion or culture that ultimately caused you to forget to speak with your own words as if you became possessed by another force. Whether it was by your own will or by the influence of the environment ( leaders of all kinds). You forgot what communication is really about, your mind became contaminated with false sense of academic/cultural superiority. Now your soul will learn how to use your own words again. You will remember how beautiful and powerful your own mind is, you will learn to love sharing your words, you will free your mind from dogmas and you will be able to connect mentally and emotionally with everyone you will meet in your way. You will become the messenger.
North Node in the 4th House / South Node in the 10th House - the new direction of life is expanding your own roots. In the past life you could had this idea that you need to run away from who you are and become completely someone else. You wanted to create a new, successful version of yourself that could become authority you always dreamt to be or others wanted you to be. Your family life could have been very cold and harsh to you, forcing you to abandon your safe harbour and push you into the outer world way to early to work until “you become someone worthy”. This time you are being called to find parts of your soul you were afraid you lost. You are being called get to the roots of a self, of who you are and who you were raised up to be. Who do you want to be, who you want in your life and what is the meaning of family in your life? You will find answers. You will find a home in yourself and you will build a safe nest in there for everyone close to you who will need this (obviously including yourself). You will learn how to be a safe harbour again.
North Node in the 5th House / South Node in the 11th House - the new direction of life is expanding your ability to express yourself the way you want to. In the past life you weren’t allowed to focus on doing things the way you really wanted. In a way you weren’t allowed to develop an ego at all. You wanted to focus on the greater good, the collective. Society and its needs was the priority while your passion for life was shunned, delegalized or even killed by.. Yourself, most likely. You used all of your passion on everything else but yourself, your hobbies or even family members. You wanted to focus on the right thing, on “doing your part”, on helping humanity, future generation, community or even just simple strangers - you wanted to help in making a progress so you had to abandon certain aspects of your life to be able to do that, there was no other way around it. You believed you were meant to save the world and maybe you did. Yet you you didn’t save yourself. This time you are being called to resurrect the inner child again. Instead of calculating things and keeping your calm you will let the fire within to burn bright and strong. Your soul will learn how to express yourself and love yourself in the healthy way. You will take the risk of expressing yourself freely and unapologetically and you will be granted with the recognition you deserve and need.
North Node in the 6th House / South Node in the 12th House - the new direction of life is expanding the ability to organize your life in the healthy way. In the past life you wanted to run away from the society and its restrictions. You sacrificed everything for this kind of lifestyle, everything you were and had to be a hermit, explore the higher self, God, devote yourself to forces way more powerful than yourself. Things were dictated by higher power, everything was fluid but there was also so much chaos and uncertainty that could have led anyone into madness. There could have been many weird events and mysterious people in your life, whatever it was it helped you on expanding your spirituality but cost you to abandon a normal, mundane life structure which is also a needed thing in human’s life. This time you are being called to organize yourself properly. You are supposed to learn how to create a structure in your life, how to analyze your own needs and to make sure to find time to regenerate yourself. You will develop a strong moral code that will help you navigate in life, your independence and ability to work hard will make you shine. You will learn how to do that, you will learn how to take care of others and you will learn how to let people take care of you too.
North Node in the 7th House / South Node in the 1st House - the new direction of life is expanding the ability to find a middle ground in life. In the past life you focused heavily on your own self to the point of losing a side of the rest of the world. You didn’t need relationships with other people. You rushed into things and pushed away anyone who ever tried to maintain a longer relationship with you. Maybe life forced you to forget about existence of other people, you had to develop extreme independence but it cost you to forget about finding balance in life. You didn’t know antyhing but the extreme. Your way or no way at all. You were the one who was always right. Your strong personality dominated every relationship. Your image was your priority. This time you are being called to make sure you know how to find balance between the self and others. You will know once again the real meaning of peace and reason. You will not ignore voices of those around you. You will learn how to play in the team again.
North Node in the 8th House / South Node in the 2nd House - the new direction of life is following your gut instinct. In the past life you relied heavily on facts and ignored all the signs around you. You focused on gaining financial security but also on experiencing the sensual pleasures of this world. It made you feel safe but ultimately kept you in a bubble. You avoided harsh topics that could force you to look behind the curtain of the comfortable, peaceful life you were living in. This time you are being called to peak behind this curtain. Get to the core of things. Leave the need to get more and more “security” through physical possesions. Learn how to share things. Dig into non-material matters. Go there with full passion and dedication. Read and look around you for signs. You will obtain knowedge none else possess. You will learn how to face the darkness of the world but also the one within you. Your instinct will become your guardian angel. You will listen to them. You will find the truth.
North Node in the 9th House / South Node in the 3rd House - the new direction of life is expanding your knowledge about the world. In the past life you could have been actually narrow-minded person. You had a powerful voice that used in the right way could have help those around you. You didn’t do that. You didn’t fight for the right thing. You got caught up in the mundane drama, gossip and let your mental energy to be too scattered to focus on anything too long. You were exposed to people who didn’t help you to expand your mind in the right way, who exposed you to the low energy neighbour drama world. This time you are being called to explore the world outside your neighbourhood. You will learn about all the wonders of the world. You will learn new things and meet people from completely different backgrounds than you. You will experience on your own skin how certain values transcends any cultural diferrences. You will learn and learn until you will be ready to share it with the world. You will become the best teacher.
North Node in the 10th House / South Node in the 4th House - the new direction of life is expanding your own ambitions. In the past life you were focused mainly on yourself and your family. Whatever family meant to you it was your life mission to find your place there and protect it at all cost. It was part of your identity and when the world was getting too scary you were always coming back to where you were from. Maybe you didn’t even leave place you were born in at all, it was too painful and you were too scared to leave comfortable nest and your family also did do everything to keep you there (whether you really wanted to stay there or not could not matter to them). You were swallowed up by feelings of comfort and familiarity and duty. You disappeared from society.This time you are being called to go out in the world. Expand your place in society. Take your place. You are not meant to hide in the four walls forever. You will learn to work hard and use your gut instinct. It will take you far in life, wherever you want to go. You will become who you want to be. You will achieve greatness.
North Node in the 11th House / South Node in the 5th House - the new direction of life is expanding a sense of belonging. In the past life you were focused on being the leading star of a movie. It could be literally that or just that whatever you were doing you had this deep need to always be recognized and heard by everyone around you. Your ego was getting bigger and bigger and you were drowning yourself in your own light. You needed power and love and you needed it all for yourself. You didn’t share anything. You were like a child who always need attention. Irresponsible. Needy. Risky. Needs of other people and their voices didn’t matter. They weren’t important. You were. You seperated yourself from humanity as you saw yourself as something bigger and better than “them”. This time you are being called to learn how to exist as a part of something bigger. How to be a member. Your soul will remember once again how to let others be recognized too. You will find a cause and your determination and love for the world will help in making things better. You will help find hope. You will become the voice of this generation.
North Node in the 12th House / South Node in the 6th House - the new direction of life is expanding your spiritual horizon. In the past life you managed to get things under control. You had a schedule, a routine, your were a planner. You were exceptional analysist. Authority of one kind. You cared about the result. Evertyhing in your life had to be perfect. Your life and people in it. Even animals. You needed to control everything and make sure things are the best for those around you . You took care of the house too. Burden of responsibility was on your shoulder and you were busy. Something always occupied your mind. There was always something to do in the present. You never really had time to sit down and focus on yourself. On your soul. This time you are being called to reflect. Instead of looking around look deep down into yourself. Reflect on the past. Learn from it. Commit to expanding your spiritual horizons. Learn how to meditate. You will develop great imagination and intuition. It will help you navigate through the universe and help you in communicating with it. You will learn how to do that. You will find yourself in solitude. Trust the unknown. Let go.
Taurus can have a strong reaction to sensual stimuli, especially scent, where a perfume can take them back to a particular time or person in their life, which can be wonderful, or quite an emotional experience. They almost cannot help but tie in their emotions to the physical world around them, especially those that have their Moon in Taurus.
Can you define "malefic planets"?
The malefic planets in astrology are Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto. Some people consider Mars a malefic planet but I personally believe Mars carries an overall neutral energy. Saturn is a malefic planet because it represents restrictions, setbacks, major obstacles, blockages, etc. Uranus is a malefic because it is erratic, unpredictable, shaky, etc. Neptune is a malefic because it brings delusion, haziness, confusion, distortion, detrimental escapism, etc. Pluto is a malefic because it represents destruction, inner demons, harsh battles, powerful darkness, etc. But wherever these planets are placed in your chart, and no matter the aspects made to these planets, every issue can be overcome. It just takes tremendous hard work and self-awareness. You are not doomed forever with malefics.
Extract from the book I’m writing, this part about Lunar Capricorns.
“They tend to disappear into themselves, become difficult to reach as their inner world becomes compromised with negative feelings, yet when they are enjoying life, feeling in their element, they express with a sarcastic humour, dry wit and classic sense of manners and etiquette. They are graceful, striving and ambitious, setting their sights on their goals and moving towards them with consistency and a pristine method.”
The Moon is often called our self-image, which makes sense in many ways. If you think about it, we always live as our inner selves, in our inner world, because we have access to all of our feelings, instincts and emotions at all times, even when others don’t see them. It is the most basest part of you, the id in many ways, that part of you that you acted on as a child that knew no boundaries, limits or inhibitions.
