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I'm also a median system with a handful of parts.*
You can look under the cut if you would like to know more fun facts about me :)
Some stuff I like:
Cute animals :3 (birds my favorite)
Crochet (I really like making amigurumi)
Music, I listen to lots of stuff (and LOVE LISTENING TO NEW STUFF, recs are always welcome) but some of my longtime and/or current favorite artists are: Metric, Run the Jewels, Gary Clark Jr., Rainbow Kitten Surprise, Kendrick Lamar, Garbage, Jackie Venson, EARTHGANG. My favorite genres are indie pop/rock and hip-hop. In 2026 I want to listen to more R&B, jazz, and blues.
I loooove all of the Coolzone Media podcasts!
Video games! I generally like games that are forgiving with great stories. Normally I play things that have an easy mode, things that don't require good hand-eye coordination, or games that are low-stakes and relaxing. PLEASE tell me if there's a cool game you think I should play. I'm playing Fallout: New Vegas right now! I also love casual mobile games and I usually am playing at least one silly game on play pass.
Travel :D seeing new cities gets me tickled pink. My favorite city I've visited is probably either Seattle, Washington, USA or Boston, Massachusetts, USA. I want to visit lots of countries other than the US as well but it's not really in the budget until a couple years from now. Some cities I want to visit are Jakarta, Ho Chi Minh City, and Philadelphia!
I 💚 the Boston Celtics and enjoying hockey is my guilty pleasure
Spiral staircases
*Note on being plural:
Plurality is a framework I use to explain how my internal processes reflect on the outside world. I believe the term median system most closely aligns with my experience. There are a few important aspects of this that I talk about occasionally.
I understand all of my parts to be me.
My parts are distinct in my mind but in reality our actions and life are in unison.
There are 4 parts I am aware of, Nai (she/her), Codex (it/its), Naomi (she/it), and Henry (he/him). We are all Dolly (she/her) although you can use they/them if you want to talk about multiple parts.
The thing with driving is like I've had SO many friends be like "I can just teach you how to drive!" and then it literally never happens. My bf won't teach me in his car so it's just kind of one of those things that I think I'm never going to learn
Part of why he won't teach me in his car is bc he love her and she's his little baby but the other part is that it's a manual. my insistence that I know how gears work does not seem to convince him.
The thing with driving is like I've had SO many friends be like "I can just teach you how to drive!" and then it literally never happens. My bf won't teach me in his car so it's just kind of one of those things that I think I'm never going to learn
When the AI bubble pops, the demand for computing power will fall much more quickly than the supply. For a brief window, we will have an amazing digital surplus.
Every day I handle more money than I will ever make. Every day.
At the start of my employment, my boss showed me videos of people stealing, and we both had a chuckle about it. How silly they were! There was a camera overhead, and it’s not to watch the shoppers. See, we can’t actually stop shoplifters. They get away with it maybe nine out of ten times. But we, who are watched and tallied and witnessed? We are always caught.
At first it was hard to hold one hundred dollars bills. An amount I had never seen before. An amount that didn’t exist in my household. It’s normal now. Here is something that is not for me.
“What the hell, I’ll take another,” says the man, pondering our 200 dollar watches. What the hell. Total comes to 580 and not even a flinch in his face. I have been working for 11 hours today and made only 110 dollars. It will go to my rent. Today I work for free, it feels. When I get my check, I will have 35 dollars left for food and saving.
The six hundreds he hands me go into the cash register. For a moment, I imagine having money. Then I put it away, counting out his change.
I know for a fact we sell our products for double what they are worth. That I could be making commission. That they could hand me those 580 dollars and change my life and not even mark the difference in their checkbooks. He’s not the only sale they make today, but I am the reason they made it. He’s not the only one spending 600 dollars, but if I hadn’t spent two hours with him telling me about his life, he wouldn’t have spent any. I go home. I don’t own a watch.
I have watched and rewatched a video on how to make salmon four ways. My shopping list is always the same. Pasta. Rice. Tuna. If I can afford butter it was a good week. I dream of the world I will never walk in, where I can throw the best fish fillet in the cart with a shrug. I hold hundreds in my hand and look up at the camera. I put them under the cash drawer.
I go to work. I scrap together my savings. I eat my bowl of rice slowly. My manager takes a paid week off from work just for his birthday. He owns a yacht.
i wrote this while i was working at orlando’s walt disney world parks.
i was part of their college program. i moved to the state for it. they legally owned the building i was living in and still charged me rent. i ostensibly was being charged to work for them. it was a 2 bedroom apartment and they placed 6 adult women in it in forced triples.
as many as one in ten disney employees have experienced homelessness while working for the company. despite huge efforts to unionize, strike, or otherwise demand fair treatment; disney has refused to increase employee quality of life.
disney admits publicly that a good portion of their success is because the employees (“cast members”) are dedicated, passionate, and selfless. this is never reflected in pay. even “face” characters (ie those that are princesses etc) make barely above a minimum wage.
at the time that i worked there, i made $8.50 an hour. at one point i was asked to create a human shield around a bag because a bomb dog had alerted to it. for eight fucking dollars an hour.
i now work a very cushy office job. i have bought the salmon and cooked it all four ways.
i go to the store. i am nice to the person behind the counter. she looks up at the camera while she counts out my change. there is nothing fundamentally different about her and i.
Hairless grindr thugs well who are a little to faggie for there own good and make being sexualy gay there entire personality are always extreamly boring poeple just want to sexualy fuck and drink lavender oat milk cold brew all day and scroll instagram reals try something fcking new i want to play the crossbow challenge
